Category: When Everyone Think You Got a Crush (Page 3 of 3)

     It is obvious that at the beginning it was Xi Feng who took the initiative to approach him, and because he couldn’t keep pushing him away, he gradually got closer to Xi Feng. Now, in a blink of an eye, he turned to be the one who deceived Xi Feng, and refused to let him go!

       He Yunsheng felt very angry, and left the small restaurant with his coat. He took out his mobile phone to delete Xi Feng’s phone number.

       When he returned that night, he opened the refrigerator and took out a bottle of mineral water. He stood still and drank the water slowly.

       The cold water soothed his emotions, and allowed the depression he felt all night to slowly begin to dissipate.

       He Yunsheng put one hand on the refrigerator door, and suddenly smiled bitterly, and said to himself to not be angry, there was nothing to be angry about, and this was not the first time someone has treated him like this. In the eyes of this society, people like him are considered abnormal. How can he hope that someone can understand him and take the initiative to associate with him?

       See, it really was just a misunderstanding.

       After drinking a whole bottle of water, He Yunsheng threw the empty bottle away and went to the bathroom to turn on the water to wash his hands. He washed both hands with hand soap, until he almost peeled off his skin before turning off the faucet. Then he picked up the rag and started cleaning. In one night, he cleaned the whole house thoroughly before taking a shower and going to bed exhausted.

       From that day on, He Yunsheng had made up his mind to keep a distance from Xi Feng. He believed that Xi Feng planned to do the same, and maybe everyone would forget it over time. If Xi Feng had a girlfriend in the future, there will be even less people thinking about it.

       It’s a pity that things don’t always work out the way they should.

       He didn’t know who did it, but someone inside the company started spreading rumors that He Yunsheng was secretly in love with Xi Feng.

       At first, He Yunsheng even suspected that Xi Feng had deliberately said that in order to clear his relationship with him, but soon, He Yunsheng denied this idea. He has been dealing with Xi Feng for so long. Although Xi Feng is the type who likes to complain, his personality has always been straightforward, and he is not a person with so many twisted thoughts.

       After much deliberation, it was probably spread by people in the company who had ill intentions towards him.

       This is ridiculous. He has never provoke anyone, and has been keeping a low profile when working, but just because he is a gay, there will always be people who have inexplicable malice against him and spreading his personal affairs everywhere.

       He Yunsheng had a crush on Xi Feng, and after Xi Feng noticed, he began to distance himself from him.

       Okay, He Yunsheng thought indifferently. It doesn’t matter whatever they think.

       But Xi Feng was not calm.

       He was at loss from the time he found out that He Yunsheng was gay, to the time he said those unkind words to He Yunsheng.

       On one hand, he complained a little bit about He Yunsheng for not telling him clearly at first, and on the other hand, he felt that he was being unreasonable. He Yunsheng was innocent in this matter, but he couldn’t help but vent his anger on He Yunsheng.

       Especially after he heard the rumor that He Yunsheng had a crush on him. At first he was a little relieved and felt that he could get rid of the suspicion of being gay, and then he felt He Yunsheng is also a little wronged. Although he is also a little disgusted with He Yunsheng’s homosexuality, he still likes He Yunsheng. He has always had a good impression of him after getting along for so long, and he does not want other people to look at him with such malicious eyes.

       However, he has stopped contacting He Yunsheng. At the same time, in order to prove that he was a straight man, Xi Feng began to pay attention to a new intern from the company and decided to pursue that young and beautiful girl.

       When Xi Feng made up his mind not to meet with He Yunsheng, he unconsciously began to pay more attention to He Yunsheng.

       For example, when they passed by in the company lobby, when they took the same elevator, when the company held a meeting, He Yunsheng passed by him at the company meeting and went to the front row seat.

       Xi Feng often waited until he was recovered before he found that he had been paying attention to He Yunsheng’s back until he sat down in his seat.

       Xi Feng analyzed his own state carefully, and felt that he was still paying too much attention to He Yunsheng. For example, when he watched He Yunsheng wipe his hands with a tissue, he would think, as expected, He Yunsheng is gay. Why didn’t he notice it in the past? Another example, once he saw He Yunsheng helping a female colleague in the finance department move things in an elevator. It was probably because of some sweat that He Yunsheng unbuttoned the collar, revealing his fair skin and delicate collarbone, he would go and think again, when He Yunsheng is with a man, he would mostly played the role of the female, right?

       Just like this, more than one person asked Xi Feng if He Yunsheng really had a crush on him. Over time, Xi Feng also began to think that He Yunsheng had a crush on him.

       That other time they passed each other in the corridor, didn’t He Yunsheng turn his eyes away as soon as he saw him?

       Thinking of this, Xi Feng began to think carefully about the two of them getting along. Because he didn’t have a car, He Yunsheng drove him back every time. Whether it was He Yunsheng driving by himself or getting a chauffeur, he would take him home first every time.

       Once he accidentally soiled his clothes, He Yunsheng even carefully wiped him clean with a tissue. Now recalling the expression in He Yunsheng’s eyes at that time, he was full of patience and gentleness.

       If He Yunsheng didn’t like him, how could he be so nice to him?

　　When Xi Feng took a shower at home alone, he stood naked in front of the full-length mirror and looked in the mirror. He thought his figure was great, and he must be the type that gay would like. Seeing He Yunsheng’s fair and clean appearance, he must like a tall man like him.

　　Xi Feng made a disgusting expression, when he thought that He Yunsheng was secretly in love with him, but he didn’t felt that disgusted in his heart. Instead, he couldn’t help being complacent. He Yunsheng has always been a good man in his opinion, and being liked by good people shows that he is attractive.

The thought of being secretly in love with He Yunsheng, Xi Feng made a disgusted face, but his heart was not really that disgusted, but some can not help but be complacent. In his opinion, He Yunsheng has always been an excellent man, and being liked by an excellent person shows that he is attractive.

       One day at noon, he and his colleagues had lunch at a fast food restaurant across the company.

       There were four of them in the group and they were talking and laughing about the female intern that Xi Feng had recently taken a fancy to.

       Suddenly, the person sitting opposite Xi Feng raised his head and called to Xi Feng softly, motioning him to look back.

       Xi Feng turned around and saw He Yunsheng opening the door of the fast food restaurant and walking in.

       He was a little unhappy that his colleague deliberately let him look at He Yunsheng, his face sank and said nothing.

       But He Yunsheng didn’t seem to see them at all, and went straight to the counter to order.

       A colleague said to Xi Feng, “He is not chasing after you, eh?”

　　After saying that, several people laughed.

       Their laughter finally caught He Yunsheng’s attention, but He Yunsheng just glanced at them, and soon turned his head back, still pretending not to see them.

       The fast food restaurant was bustling at noon. He Yunsheng sat in the corner with his own meal and started to eat silently.

　　Xi Feng has been forcing himself not to turn his head to look at him. He still talked and laughed while eating with a few colleagues. He didn’t turn his head to look until he had finished eating, only to find that He Yunsheng, who had obviously arrived later than him, had finished eating, and left first without him knowing.

       This feeling of being a stranger to each other still makes Xi Feng a bit uncomfortable, and He Yunsheng obviously likes him, but he has to pretend he doesn’t know him, so he probably feels even worse.

       Xi Feng suddenly felt that even if he wanted to keep a distance from He Yunsheng, he didn’t have to be so desperate. It should still be okay to meet and greet him like a normal colleague. So he considered it as pitying He Yunsheng.

       That afternoon, when Xi Feng went upstairs to pick up a document, he passed the office of the Finance Department and saw He Yunsheng standing in the large office talking to a female colleague. After he finished talking, he came outside.

       Xi Feng hurriedly took two steps back, pretending to pass by by chance, and lifted his head to say “Good afternoon” to He Yunsheng, but found that He Yunsheng had turned around and walked away without even looking at him.

       At that time, Xi Feng felt a little angry, thinking that why was he acting and pretending like that. If the worst comes, he will just pretend to not greet in the future.

       After a period of time, Xi Feng and that female intern still had no results until her internship ended.

       When spring comes, the company organizes employees to go out for spring outings in batches.

       Xi Feng and his colleagues were placed in the same group because they were under the same deputy manager of the finance department, so they traveled in the same bus.

       When Xi Feng got into the car with his colleagues in the department, he noticed that He Yunsheng had already come up first, and he was sitting alone in the last row.

       Without hesitation, he sat down side by side with a female colleague in the front seat.

       After a while, I saw that the entire bus was slowly being filled with people. Xi Feng was bored and took out his cell phone to play a game. At this time, a young man from the finance department got on the bus and walked straight to the last row.

       While Xi Feng was playing games, he was distracted to hear the young man greet He Yunsheng, “Manager He, is there anyone next to you?”

       He Yunsheng replied, “No, you can sit down.”

       Xi Feng held the phone in one hand and changed his posture somewhat uncomfortably. The seat of this bus seemed too narrow for him, and his two long legs could not be stretched.

       This spring trip is a two days and one night trip, and they will stay in a mountain hotel at night.

       At dinner in the evening, Xi Feng and his colleagues had a drink at a table. Because it was a rare opportunity to come out to play, everyone was very relaxed. While playing games and drinking, Xi Feng drank a little too much before he knew it.

       It was already around nine o’clock in the evening. Both the younger colleagues and the older colleagues had gone back to the room to rest, but there were still a dozen people sitting in the mountainside pavilion where they were eating and drinking.

       The mountain breeze at night seems to seep in the body. Xi Feng put down his cup and pulled up his collar. He looked up and saw He Yunsheng talking with a young man standing by the hillside outside the pavilion.

       For a moment, Xi Feng stood up and walked in their direction. All the colleagues sitting here looked at him, but he didn’t realize it.

       Xi Feng walked up to He Yunsheng and the others, and said to the young man, “Do you know he likes men?”

       The young man looked stunned.

       He Yunsheng’s face flushed immediately. He looked at Xi Feng incredulously, never expecting that Xi Feng would say such a thing.

       Xi Feng drank a lot, and continued to say to the young man, “He likes men and you dare to get so close to him? Do you like men too?”

       The young man frowned, “What are you talking about?”

       Xi Feng said to He Yunsheng, “It seem that you like tall young men?”

       He Yunsheng couldn’t bear it, and raised his hand to punch Xi Feng in the face.

       He punched a tall man as tall as Xi Feng until he retreated, nearly sitting on his butt on the ground without being able to stand steadily.

       Their colleagues over there saw that they had started to fight, and hurriedly ran over and started to dissuade them. The young man with He Yunsheng also pulled him back and told him not to punch again.

       He Yunsheng looked at Xi Feng coldly, and said “Psycho”. He then turned and left.

       Xi Feng wiped his face with the back of his hand and found that the corner of his mouth was bleeding from his teeth.

       Colleagues soothed him one after another, but his head was blank, and he didn’t hear anything.

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       Xi Feng was stunned when he heard the words.

       The colleague looked at his expression and said, “You really don’t know? I remember they told you about it before.”

       Xi Feng looked bewildered, “I don’t remember…” When he said that, he did have a vague impression of someone gossiping to him about who was gay in the company. But he just joined the company not long ago. He was not able to match the name with the person, and forgot it after listening. It is only now when he listens to this colleague that he suddenly reacted to the fact that the person they were talking about at the time was actually He Yunsheng.

       Thinking of this, Xi Feng’s brows became furrowed.

       The colleague said softly, “You don’t know, eh? It seems that he has been hiding it from you, eh? He doesn’t have any idea about you, right? Did not take advantage of you either?”

       Xi Feng’s mind felt a little messy and rumbling like a train. Not only was he surprised, but there was also a little emotion that can probably be described as embarrassment. He didn’t expect He Yunsheng to be gay. He just felt comfortable getting along with each other, but if both of them got so close, probably everyone in the company would think he was also gay.

       Xi Feng felt a little irritated again thinking about it.

       In front of his colleagues, he was embarrassed to show too much emotion, and said, “There’s nothing between us, we are just ordinary friends.” After that, he turned and left.

       When he calmed down alone, Xi Feng felt more uncomfortable the more he thought about it.

       Recalling carefully, He Yunsheng is sometimes too peculiar about something, unlike a man. He knew that He Yunsheng had a habit of cleanliness, and everything had to be clean and tidy. One time he accidentally got vegetable soup on his hands. At that time, Xi Feng handed him some tissues, but he must go to the bathroom to clean it.

       At that time, Xi Feng felt that He Yunsheng was not brusque enough, not like a man should be.

       Now that he think about it, it’s probably because He Yunsheng is a homosexual.

       Xi Feng frowned. As soon as he thought of his close relationship with He Yunsheng, and the fact that the whole company was watching. He wondered what was being said about him behind his back, and his heart burst with anger. He couldn’t help but blame He Yunsheng for not telling him at the beginning, but he knew it was unreasonable. He had never asked He Yunsheng if he liked women, and He Yunsheng had no reason to take the initiative to mention his sexuality to him.

       He called He Yunsheng yesterday and made an appointment with him to have dinner today, but now Xi Feng is not sure if he should go.

       Before eating at noon, He Yunsheng unexpectedly appeared in Xi Feng’s office.

       He brought Xi Feng some raisins that his friend had sent from his hometown. The reason was because Xi Feng had eaten them last time and found them to taste good, so Xi Feng took the initiative to ask him.

       Xi Feng is a simple person. He thinks he and He Yunsheng are friends, so he didn’t care much about paying back.

       He Yunsheng also heard him mention it, and took the initiative to send him some raisins today.

       He Yunsheng has also been here usually.

       Xi Feng’s colleagues in a large office will secretly pay attention to them, but they will not blatantly watch, so Xi Feng himself never noticed.

       But today, he clearly felt the gaze of the people around him, and even noticed that a young female colleague was whispering and laughing.

       Xi Feng was a little annoyed at once, but it is hard to say whether it was because of He Yunsheng or because of the attitude of the colleagues around him.

       He Yunsheng didn’t talk much, and he planned to leave after putting things down for him. It’s just that he noticed that Xi Feng’s face was a little stiff, and when he put the things down, Xi Feng’s “thank you” sounded very awkward.

       He didn’t understand what was going on, and subconsciously wanted to ask, but he noticed that someone around them was secretly watching and he didn’t ask in the end.

       He Yunsheng is different from Xi Feng. He is very sensitive to other people’s attitudes.

　　He has been cautious for many years, but finally his sexual orientation was known because three years ago when he broke up with his ex-boyfriend. He was stalked by the ex and was dragged on the street to kiss him, and as a result, his colleagues in the company saw it.

　　After that, the word got around and the whole company knew about it.

       From then on, everyone’s attitude towards him was subtly different, and He Yunsheng was aware of it. Male colleagues, in particular, avoided him in the beginning, as if they would be infected with a virus called homosexuality if they spoke to him.

       He Yunsheng was quite depressed for a while, but after he figured things out, he just went his own way and tried not to interact too closely with others.

　　Xi Feng was the one who took the initiative to approach him over the years.

　　At first, He Yunsheng wondered if Xi Feng was gay, but when Xi Feng mentioned his relationship problems, he realized that he was thinking too much. No matter how he looked at it, Xi Feng is a straight man.

　　He Yunsheng is into men, but it doesn’t mean that he likes any man when he sees one. He can also make friends normally and develop social relations normally. If his sexual orientation were not discovered by people in the company, he would be a mature and decent middle-aged man in front of everyone. Not a gay man that everyone avoids when they see.

　　Everyone has a misconception about homosexuality, He Yunsheng knows it, but can’t do anything about it.

　　So for Xi Feng’s active approach, he tried to accept it slowly after resisting it at the beginning. In a sense, he is an ordinary single middle-aged man, he also needs to have friends, although most of the time he is listening to Xi Feng, but occasionally he can confide a little bit of his helplessness to Xi Feng, of course, only about work.

　　He Yunsheng left after giving the raisins to Xi Feng.

　　Xi Feng sat in his seat, looking at the carefully packed raisins sent by He Yunsheng and felt complicated.

　　The colleague from before wandered over again and said, “Manager He is giving you something?”

　　Xi Feng looked up at the smile on his face and felt that it smacked of mockery. He held back his temper, put the things away in the cabinet, and said, “It’s nothing.”

　　That afternoon, the company’s public mailbox received an email, and people in the same office as Xi Feng clicked on it and found that it turned out to be a photo.

　　It was a female colleague who covered her mouth in surprise when she saw the photo and said, “Isn’t this Xi Feng and Manager He?”

　　The whole office raised their heads, and some curious people stood up and walked over to the female colleague’s side to get a closer look, while saying amusedly, “Yes, it looks like they just came out of the hotel?”

　　Xi Feng stood up all of a sudden, walked straight behind the colleague, and even pushed away two people watching the excitement, staring at the photos on the computer screen.

　　That photo was indeed of him and He Yunsheng with the hotel door in the background. He seems to be drunk, and He Yunsheng was supporting him. It looked like he was going to help him in. It should have only been a back view, but because He Yunsheng seemed to be talking to the hotel doorman at the time, he turned around and revealed the sides of the two of them.

　　When Xi Feng looked at this hotel, he immediately remembered that this was the time when he was drunk and unconscious. He Yunsheng left him in the hotel for one night. It was already a few months ago. He didn’t expect someone to take a picture of it. And after so long since the picture was taken, when the relationship between him and He Yunsheng became close, that person suddenly sent the picture to the company mailbox for all the colleagues to see.

　　Everyone in the office was watching him. He opened his mouth and finally explained, “This is the time we went to dinner. I was drunk and you all seem to forget about me. Manager He sent me to the hotel for one night.”

　　He knew that the more he explained, the more people would think he was covering things up, but he couldn’t say nothing at all.

　　Despite this, a male colleague with a nasty mouth said, “Are you drunk? Did he do anything to you?”

　　The people around all suppressed a low laugh.

　　Xi Feng’s face turned pale, and he turned away with a cold snort.

　　A female colleague hit the man with her elbow, and whispered to him to stop talking nonsense. The others saw that Xi Feng was not looking good, and so they dispersed.

　　In just one afternoon, the picture spread throughout the company, and almost everyone knew about it.

　　He Yunsheng was naturally not an exception.

　　He himself was in the limelight, so he was used to all kinds of gossip and could face it calmly, but when he saw the photo, he suddenly became worried about Xi Feng.

　　At the dinner that night, Xi Feng did not miss his appointment.

　　Sitting down at the small restaurant, He Yunsheng just wanted to ask Xi Feng if he knew about the photo, but he found that Xi Feng’s face was a little gloomy.

　　After being slightly stunned, he asked, “Did anyone say something when they saw the photo?”

　　Xi Feng raised his head to look at He Yunsheng, and asked in a deep voice, “Do you like men?”

　　His tone sounded so impolite that He Yunsheng was taken aback, and he replied with equal displeasure, “I like men. I thought you should know that.”

　　Xi Feng frowned, and he said, “I didn’t know, and if I had known, I would have kept my distance from you.”

　　At that moment, He Yunsheng felt like he was slapped in the face, and a burst of anger suddenly surged up, but his self restraint prevented him from propagating his anger, but his expression became deadpan, “What do you mean?”

　　Xi Feng was very upset. He said, “You like men, shouldn’t you keep your distance? I don’t know this, but you yourself have always known it, right?”

　　He was still angry about the photo, and angry about the way his colleagues throughout the company looked at him. When reporting to the department head this afternoon, Xi Feng was teased by the other party. At that time, his face was red, but he had to hold back from expressing his anger, and was suffocated to the extreme.

　　So now, he almost inevitably vented his emotions to He Yunsheng. If He Yunsheng explained his sexuality to him before, then he would keep a certain distance from He Yunsheng.

　　He Yunsheng’s back was straight, and the noise in the small restaurant became distant at this moment. He took a deep breath to calm himself, and asked, “Because I like men, I should keep a distance from all men, right?”

　　Xi Feng said, “Shouldn’t you? If it were a woman who ate with me after work every day, what do you think people would think? Wouldn’t they misunderstand?”

　　He Yunsheng looked at him, and finally said coldly, “I think the one who misunderstood is yourself!”

　　After saying that, he stood up and said to Xi Feng before leaving, “I won’t harass you anymore.”

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       During this six months period, Xi Feng fell in love with a pretty and smart young girl from another department of the company. Xi Feng pursued her eagerly, but he had not taken the initiative to confess his feelings. He just buys her breakfast, gives her some small things or something, so the other party has been ambiguous and did not give him a clear response.

       It was until later, Xi Feng discovered that she had a boyfriend.

       Xi Feng is a straightforward person, and he felt very angry about this, and even went to the girl and asked her what she meant. The girl said directly that Xi Feng had never confessed, so she didn’t know how to refuse. If Xi Feng had confessed at the beginning, she would not accept it from the start.

       Xi Feng felt that he was holding a mouthful of blood in his heart, but he didn’t want to appear too petty to be endlessly nagging the other party, so he swallowed the mouthful of blood up to his throat.

       But the company is a place where there’s no soundproof wall. This matter soon becomes known to the whole company, but no one mentions it in front of Xi Feng.

       Just a week after Xi Feng was ruthlessly rejected, the vice president of the company in charge of both their department and the financial department invited the staff to dinner. That night He Yunsheng also arrived.

       Nothing unusual happened during the meal, and after the meal, everyone went to sing together. Xi Feng had a good voice and sang a few sad love songs in succession with the microphone. Everyone clapped at the table and applauded. Every time he finished a song, someone came to him to toast.

       Xi Feng drank a lot, and when no one poured him, he drank by himself.

       He Yunsheng refused to drink at the beginning because he had to drive. He had a relatively quiet personality. When he refused to drink, no one would pester him to drink. In the end, he was the most sober person in the room.

      They sing late into the night, and finally everyone disperses in twos and threes.

       He Yunsheng went out and remembered that he had left his coat in the KTV room, and then went back to get it. When he picked up the coat, he heard the noise of the small bathroom in the private room, so he walked over and knocked on the door.

　　There was no response inside, but He Yunsheng clearly heard the sound of clothes rustling. So he raised his hand and tried to turn the door handle, but the bathroom door was not locked, and it opened as soon as he turned the handle.

　　He saw Xi Feng look confused, his clothes were crumpled and he was sitting on the ground, obviously he had been left here after drinking too much.

　　He Yunsheng glanced back and found that the people in the private room had all gone, and he couldn’t call the colleague from Xi Feng’s department back, so he had to ask him, “Are you okay? Can you still stand up?”

　　Xi Feng didn’t lose consciousness completely, he raised his head and looked at He Yunsheng.

　　He Yunsheng put on his coat and squatted down to support Xi Feng. But Xi Feng is tall, and if he didn’t exerted all of his strength, He Yunsheng will have a hard time trying to support him entirely on his own.

　　He Yunsheng panted, and said to Xi Feng: “Try to stand up by yourself, I can’t help you.”

　　Xi Feng seemed to understand what he was saying, reached out his hand to support the sink next to him, and stood up with difficulty with He Yunsheng’s help, and then leaned his whole body to He Yunsheng.

　　He Yunsheng put his arm on his shoulder and helped him to walk outside.

　　When they arrived at the KTV door, He Yunsheng found that the other colleagues had already all gone, because everyone drank a lot, and people left one after another during the singing, so no one knew who was left behind in the end. He and Xi Feng were also forgotten by people.

　　He Yunsheng had no choice but to help Xi Feng go to the parking place first and stuff him into his car.

　　He once sent Xi Feng off before and remembered where Xi Feng’s home was. However, after driving Xi Feng to his place, He Yunsheng found that Xi Feng, who was in the back seat, had fallen asleep and started snoring.

　　He had no way to wake Xi Feng up, and he didn’t know which unit and which floor Xi Feng lived.

　　Finally, he had no choice but to take Xi Feng to a nearby hotel, opened a room with Xi Feng’s ID card, and finally carried Xi Feng to the room upstairs on his back and with a half hug.

　　He threw Xi Feng on the bed, took off his shoes, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, and covered him with a quilt.

　　He Yunsheng felt that he had done his best, and then he opened the door and left.

　　The next day, Xi Feng woke up in the hotel with a blank head. He didn’t even know who brought him here. He drank too much last night, and he didn’t know what happened afterwards.

　　It wasn’t until later that he saw the name of the hotel that he realized that it was a hotel near his home, but he didn’t know which colleague from his department brought him here.

　　He went back to the company and asked for a while, but no one noticed that Xi Feng was left in the KTV bathroom after drinking too much that day. And so, he didn’t know who sent him home.

　　Someone said to him: “It’s not in our department. Did anyone else know where you lived that day?”

　　Upon hearing this, Xi Feng suddenly remembered He Yunsheng.

　　As he was thinking about this, when Xi Feng finished working in the morning, he immediately searched the company phone book, and found He Yunsheng office number, and called him.

　　He Yunsheng’s voice was still a bit hoarse and low, and he answered the phone and gave a soft “Hello”.

　　Xi Feng said quickly, “Manager He? Was it you who sent me to the hotel last night?”

　　He Yunsheng was silent for a moment, and said, “Are you okay?”

　　Hearing his question, Xi Feng was immediately sure of it. He quickly said, “Thank you so much. I’m sorry for causing you so much trouble.”

　　He Yunsheng was a little embarrassed by his series of thanks, and replied, “It’s nothing. It’s not too much of a trouble, we are colleagues after all.”

　　Xi Feng said, “I don’t know if you are free tonight, but I’d like to invite you to dinner.”

　　He Yunsheng subconsciously refused, “I have something to do tonight, it’s fine. Let’s talk about it later.”

　　Unexpectedly, Xi Feng immediately said, “If you are not free tonight, how about tomorrow? Will you be free tomorrow night?”

　　The way things developed, if He Yunsheng continues to refuse, he was afraid Xi Feng will directly ask him the night after. He Yunsheng felt a little helpless about this, and with his personality, he couldn’t reject him so blatantly, so in the end he had to say, “Then tomorrow night.”

　　From the afternoon on the next day, the sky was cloudy, and there was a light rain when they got off work. Because of the rain, Xi Feng got into He Yunsheng’s car and showed him the directions to the dinner place

　　The place to eat at night is a small Chinese restaurant that is not very expensive but looks very sophisticated.

　　Xi Feng ordered a few dishes and asked for another bottle of wine.

　　He Yunsheng saw that he was going to pour himself alcohol, and he quickly refused, “I will have to drive later, and I can’t drink.”

　　Xi Feng waved his hand and said, “What does it matter? Just find a driver.”

　　After that, no matter how He Yunsheng refused, Xi Feng would pour him wine. He Yunsheng was not good at socializing with people like Xi Feng and it was really hard for him to refuse being persuaded to drink in this way, so he finally picked up the glass and reluctantly sipped a little.

　　Xi Feng sighed as he put down the wine glass, “Manager He, you are really nice.”

　　He Yunsheng’s feeling is also a little complicated hearing Xi Feng say something about him like this.

　　”Please eat some,” Xi Feng used his chopsticks to put a small piece of beef in the bowl in front of He Yunsheng, “Don’t be polite to me.”

　　He Yunsheng nodded to express his gratitude.

　　At the beginning of the meal, Xi Feng’s topic was still a bit restrained. He chatted with He Yunsheng about work and the company’s recent situation. After he drank more and more, it was difficult to avoid talking about his colleagues in the company.

　　He Yunsheng has always been controlling himself a lot, and he drank very little. Except for Xi Feng who insisted on toasting him, he always lifted the wine glass and touched it next to his lips, but did not drink it in.

　　Later, Xi Feng drank a little too much, and asked He Yun, “Do you know Lu Xiaomei?”

　　He Yunsheng nodded slightly, because she was a pretty girl in the company, so he had heard people mention it more or less.

　　Xi Feng stretched out his hand and slapped the table, feeling a little agitated, “She is playing tricks on me!”

　　He Yunsheng was taken aback, looked around, and when no one noticed them, he whispered, “Don’t be so emotional.”

　　When Xi Feng mentioned Lu Xiaomei, he couldn’t restrain his emotions at all. The resentment that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time, he somehow spilled it all out to He Yunsheng.

　　He Yunsheng felt very awkward, but he didn’t know how to stop Xi Feng from speaking.

　　After eating, Xi Feng kept talking, while He Yunsheng listened silently.

　　After Xi Feng told He Yunsheng all his thoughts at once, he suddenly felt refreshed.

　　Coming out of the restaurant, He Yunsheng called to find a driver.

　　Xi Feng’s arm rested on He Yunsheng’s shoulder and said, “I’ll take you home.”

　　He Yunsheng saw that Xi Feng was so drunk that he could not let him take him home, so he could only call for a chauffeur, and before he went back, he also sent Xi Feng back.

　　However, from that day onward, Xi Feng liked to find He Yunsheng out to eat.

　　In the beginning, He Yunsheng would always find all kinds of excuses to refuse, but Xi Feng happens to be a person with a lot of perseverance. If something happens today, then tomorrow will be fine. Is something going to happen tomorrow? It’s okay, but how about the day after tomorrow?

　　After several times, He Yunsheng knew that he couldn’t get rid of it, so he simply stopped refusing.

　　Because he often went out to eat with Xi Feng, He Yunsheng gradually became familiar with the other party, and sometimes not only Xi Feng complained one sidedly, He Yunsheng would also explain to him a few words from the standpoint of a senior.

　　They have maintained this relationship for half a year, during which time Xi Feng would invite He Yunsheng out for a meal almost every week.

　　Until one day, a colleague in a department with Xi Feng asked him curiously, “You seem to be very close to He Yunsheng recently?”

　　That colleague usually has a good relationship with Xi Feng. So he didn’t think much of it when he asked him about it and responded, “Yes, we’re making appointments to have dinner together, and I feel that we’re getting along.”

　　”I never knew that about you,” the colleague smiled and bumped Xi Feng’s shoulder.

　　Xi Feng was inexplicable, “What you don’t know about?”

　　A colleague said, “You never said that you like men, no wonder you have never had a girlfriend.”

　　Xi Feng didn’t understand his meaning at all, he just felt that he was talking in a strange way, and he was a little upset, “What the hell are you talking about?”

　　The colleague lowered his voice and said, “He Yunsheng is a gay, don’t tell me you don’t know?”

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       The whole company knew that He Yunsheng was secretly in love with Xi Feng.

       From the first day Xi Feng entered the company, someone told him that He Yunsheng, the head of the finance department, is gay. He Yunsheng is in his thirties this year, but Xi Feng didn’t know exactly how old he looked because he does not appear to be old, his skin is fair and he is thin. He wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses and always dresses properly. With his shirt buttoned to the top, he looks very sophisticated.

       At that time, Xi Feng could not match the names of the people in the company. He only knew that the head of the finance department was gay. He casually said, “I don’t discriminate against homosexuals.”

　　After that, Xi Feng forgot about it.

       It was not until two months later, one day Xi Feng returned from the outside due to some matters, and when he got into the elevator, he rushed forward recklessly and bumped into He Yunsheng, who was holding a pile of materials from inside.

      Xi Feng was so tall that He Yunsheng’s body was knocked backwards and he fell on the elevator floor. The materials in He Yunsheng’s hand were scattered on the floor.

       The other people in the elevator seemed to not see it and went around them. Only Xi Feng felt embarrassed, and squatted down to help He Yunsheng pick up his things, while thinking in his heart that people in the big company is really indifferent to other people.

       He Yunsheng also hurriedly got up and picked up the materials with Xi Feng.

       When all the materials were picked up and packed, He Yunsheng repeatedly thanked Xi Feng.

       Xi Feng heard his voice a little hoarse, and asked: “Are you not feeling well?”

       He Yunsheng shook his head this time and said nothing.

       Later, Xi Feng learned that He Yunsheng had injured his throat in the past. Because of this, he felt that his voice was not good, so he didn’t usually speak very much.

       However at the time, Xi Feng was still feeling very sorry to see He Yunsheng moved a lot of things by himself, and he offered to help him take some.

       He Yunsheng smiled and said, “You don’t have to. Thank you.” Then he walked out of the elevator.

       Xi Feng didn’t take this matter to heart.

       That afternoon, when he was about to leave after getting off work, it suddenly rained heavily.

       Young people like Xi Feng have good health. As long as the rain’s not heavy, they didn’t feel like using an umbrella, let alone carrying an umbrella with them.

       He stood in front of the company’s door, calculating the possibility of taking a taxi.

       It was originally the time to get off work. Seeing a group of ladies rushing to a few empty taxis around him, he suddenly became embarrassed. He gritted his teeth and decided to just run to the bus stop in the rain.

       When he just stepped out and ran a short distance, a car stopped beside him. The window was pressed down, revealing He Yunsheng’s white face inside, and he asked, “Would you like to get a ride?”

       Xi Feng stopped immediately and said happily, “Yes, thank you.”

       He was a simple man. Hearing He Yunsheng’s invitation, he opened the car door and sat in, stepping on the clean carpet inside.

       He Yunsheng just looked at it and said nothing.

       Xi Feng wiped the water from his hair with his hand, then shook it without thinking.

       The rain flung to He Yunsheng’s face. He silently reached out and pulled a piece of tissue. He handed one first to Xi Feng, and then pulled another one to wipe his face.

       Xi Feng did not notice these small details. He said to He Yunsheng: “Please drive me to the bus stop in front.”

       He Yunsheng asked him, “Where do you live?”

       Xi Feng said the address casually.

       He Yunsheng was silent for a while, as if calculating the route, and then said, “It’s okay. It’s still on the way, so I’ll send you back.”

       Xi Feng was very glad at once, but still refused and said, “You don’t have to. How could I be so shameless?”

       He Yunsheng answered flatly, “It’s fine.”

       Along the way, Xi Feng talked with He Yunsheng. The company was so big that he hadn’t come into contact with many people. He didn’t know who He Yunsheng was at the beginning.

       He didn’t realize that this man was his superior until he heard that the other party was the head of the finance department. Suddenly, he can’t help but to be more restrained.

       However, He Yunsheng didn’t seem to care much about these, and he still chatted with Xi Feng in a rather uneventful manner.

       When he got out of the car, Xi Feng patted He Yunsheng on the shoulder and said, “Thank you, Manager He.”

       He Yunsheng smiled and said nothing.

       And until that day passed, Xi Feng didn’t even realize that the head of the finance department, who was rumored to be gay on the day he first arrived at the company, was He Yunsheng.

       Xi Feng is tall and handsome, with a bright personality. Such young people are very popular everywhere. Although he just came to the company for a short period of time, he has become very popular.

       But the only bad point is that he is probably a little fidgety, and not down to earth enough.

       One day in early July, Xi Feng lost a document that the department had to submit to the board of directors. The document was stored in his computer, but the hard disk failed to recover, so the document could no longer be found.

       There was no other way but to work overtime this evening to catch up with the materials to be submitted to the meeting tomorrow. Fortunately, the original data needed for the document can still be found.

       Xi Feng, a man with a tall build, stood in front of the department head’s desk and bowed his head to apologize.

       Naturally, the supervisor scolded him a few words and told him to stay and work overtime tonight, even if it means that he had to stay up all night to finish the documents.

       By the end of the day, the whole department was gone and only Xi Feng was left alone in the big office.

       He was immersed in work in front of the computer, and he couldn’t even be bothered to eat dinner. He calculated that if he could finish it in the middle of the night, he could at least go home and get some sleep.

       However, by eight or nine o’clock, Xi Feng felt so hungry that he couldn’t even focus on his work. He felt a little helpless. He stood up and searched for a take away phone number without finding one. He can only take his keys and head outside to get something to eat.

       In the elevator going down, Xi Feng ran into He Yunsheng.

       Xi Feng is friendly by nature. The last time He Yunsheng sent him home once, he naturally regarded him as a close friend. On the way to the first floor by the elevator, he kept complaining, of course, mainly about his carelessness, and then said that he had to work an extra night which caused a headache.

       He Yunsheng silently heard the first floor bell, and suddenly said to him, “Why don’t you go back and work overtime first? I’ll buy you something to eat.”

       Xi Feng was taken aback, “Aren’t you going back?”

       He Yunsheng helplessly spread his hands, he didn’t take anything with him, how is he going back? “I’m also going to buy some snacks to prepare for working late tonight.”

       When Xi Feng heard this, he smiled and said, “Thank you so much, Manager He.”

       He was not the least bit courteous with He Yunsheng, thinking that there was no air-conditioning outside the company, and he will be sweaty all over after a little walk. It was really nice not to have to go out now.

       As he went back to the office and continued to work for a while, Xi Feng heard footsteps walking in this direction.

       At this time, there were almost no more people in the company, and the surrounding area was very quiet, so He Yunsheng’s footsteps seemed particularly loud.

       As Xi Feng listened, he felt that He Yunsheng’s footsteps were quite distinctive, not rushing or slowing down, and each step was very steady.

       He Yunsheng walked into Xi Feng’s office and put the bought box lunch next to his desk.

       Xi Feng hurriedly thanked him, and at the same time, he pulled the chair next to him and asked him to sit down.

       He Yunsheng froze for a moment, and said in his hoarse voice, “No, I’ll go back to my office first.”

       Xi Feng said, “You have to eat first anyway. So sit down and let’s eat together and talk.”

       He Yunsheng seemed to hesitate.

       Xi Feng stood up and pressed his shoulder so He Yunsheng could sit down on the chair.

       He Yunsheng is not good at dealing with such a strong personality. So he sat down and didn’t have the heart to get up and leave. He reached out and took out his own lunch box from his bag.

       Xi Feng asked He Yunsheng while eating, “Is Manage He also working overtime?”

       “Well,” He Yunsheng was eating unhurriedly and replied, “I have a document that I haven’t finished writing.”

       “Did you write it yourself?” Xi Feng was a little surprised.

       He Yunsheng just said “um” this time, and didn’t say much.

       Xi Feng lamented, “Manager He is really dedicated to the company.”

       He Yunsheng didn’t say anything.

       After finishing his meal, He Yunsheng went back to his office.

       Xi Feng continued to work overtime and he was finally done with his work when it was around twelve o’clock at night.

       Xi Feng stretched his back when he stood up, he suddenly felt that he was quite lucky. At least this time when he went out, he could call a taxi home and sleep comfortably.

       While taking the elevator downstairs, Xi Feng met He Yunsheng again.

       He Yunsheng himself was taken aback, and nodded to Xi Feng.

　　Xi Feng was actually quite happy. When he saw He Yunsheng, he thought it would be best if He Yunsheng could give him a ride, but he was too embarrassed to say such words. So he approached the elevator with that thought in mind, thinking how to hint it to He Yunsheng later.

       He Yunsheng was obviously going to the parking lot to pick up the car. Xi Feng noticed that he had pressed the elevator on the underground floor, so he said, “It’s dangerous to go to the parking lot alone at this late hour, right? I’ll go with you.”

       He Yunsheng hesitated and replied, “I am a man, it doesn’t matter much.”

       Xi Feng said, “Who knows if there is a robbery? It is hard to say that the underground parking lot is safe. It’s fine, just take it as a thank you for buying me something to eat and later I will take your car to the street and take a taxi.”

       He Yunsheng heard him say that, so he had to say, “It’s not easy to take a taxi at this late hour. I’ll take you back.”

       When Xi Feng heard the words, he suddenly put his hand on He Yunsheng’s shoulder and said, “Manager He is too courteous, I feel ashamed.”

       He Yunsheng suddenly felt like he didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. But seeing Xi Feng’s heartfelt words, he couldn’t say anything else, and just said, “You’re welcome.”

       They took the elevator to the underground parking lot to pick up the car. The carpet in He Yunsheng’s car had been replaced with a new one. Of course, Xi Feng couldn’t notice these details. He was working overtime, and by this time he was very tired, and fell asleep as soon as he leaned back on the seat.

       It was not until the car drove down to Xi Feng’s house, He Yunsheng nudged him awake and said, “We have arrived.”

       Xi Feng woke up, sat up straight, then froze for a while, and finally said: “We have arrived, eh? Thank you, Manager He.”

       He Yunsheng replied, “You are welcome.”

       Xi Feng smiled, and said to He Yunsheng before getting out of the car, “I will invite you to dinner next time.”

       This next time was almost half a year away.

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