Author: hoenimochi (Page 1 of 39)

MTL and currently learning HSK

Chapter 10

       Xu Ye felt like he had been doused cold by a bucket of water, his face froze, and he lowered his head in frustration. At this moment, his wrist was grabbed by a warm hand and before he could react, he was pulled into a firm chest. Above his head, there was a man’s low and smiling voice, “Only I can hold you.1Xu Ye was asking before if he could hold him and here he was saying that only he could hold Xu Ye and not the other way


       The light scent lingered on the tip of his nose, and he could feel the steady and powerful heartbeat in his chest as Xu Ye put his arms around his waist, curled up his legs, and lay in his arms completely relaxed. He finally found himself hopelessly addicted to it. Even though the temperature in the house was set at a comfortable level for naked bodies, he just wanted the warmth in this embrace.


       The man’s hand descended from his head, gently stroking his smooth back.


       Nothing erotic, just soothing.


       “This afternoon, you were resisting so fiercely. Why?”


       Xu Ye’s body obviously stiffened for a moment, and after a moment of silence, he opened his mouth and said, “I went out with friends in the circle before, and a group of people got drunk, so they found a hotel to rest. I didn’t drink too much and was woken up in the middle of the night by screaming from next door, the sound was terrible… I asked someone to open the door, only to find out that the two who stayed next door had actually lost control of themselves after drinking and raped a young male waiter…” He paused for a moment before continuing, “When I entered the room, I saw that the waiter was covered in blood…on the bed sheets and also on the carpet…and called 120 to save his life. After that I never went out with those people again, I heard that the matter was settled with money.”


       It was not uncommon for the pampered sons of a wealthy family to get together and let loose, but it was something that Xu Ye couldn’t tolerate, and then he kept a distance from those people after that. The shocking sight of that incident cast a shadow over him. So later, even though Xu Ye let others use intense methods to induce pleasure, and used some toys appropriately, he never allowed others to really use their sexual organs to enter his body.


       “Did my actions this afternoon remind you of this?”


       He nodded.


       “You have trauma on this matter, and you dare to choose a stranger to be your master. Are you not afraid that I will do to you what some doms do?” The man asked.


       “I thought at the time that if you forced me to do something I didn’t want to do, I could resist.” Xu Ye answered honestly.


       “Why didn’t you resist this afternoon?”


       “You said you would ensure my safety.” He tilted his face up, and his eyes glowed like obsidian under the light.


       What kind of illogical trust is this? The man was stunned, then lowered his eyes and smiled, “Xu Ye, although I will try my best to keep the situation under control, I don’t know what you’ve been through and I can’t predict your reaction perfectly every time. That was the case this afternoon, and even though I stopped in time, I still made you feel overly panicked, I’m sorry.”


       He was apologising.


       Xu Ye was completely stunned and looked at him closely with a pair of big eyes.


       There was no trace of teasing in the eyes of the man in front of him. The man was serious.


       “…It’s because of me, it has nothing to do with you…It’s because I forgot to do what you asked…” Xu Ye said. The apology made him nervous instead, and the guilt that swept over him made him unconsciously clutching at the man’s shirt.


       “Relax.” The hand that rested on his back patted him gently, “This is not an apology from a master to a slave, but an apology from me to you as an equal. The master-slave relationship is a matter between two people, and I will take on the responsibilities that come with being a master, and you will need to give feedback and cooperate, such as the communication like now, so that I can get to know you better.” The man’s hand stroked his back, leaving a warm touch, “To ensure that I can sense your tolerance boundaries in time for some situations, I will let you pick a safe word. Whenever you say that word, I will stop anything that could hurt you.”


       “Can any word be used?” Xu Ye blinked.


       “Preferably not common words, or words that may be used frequently in the course of behaviour, such as ‘don’t’, ‘stop’, ‘it hurts’, and so on. Such words will make it impossible for me to tell if you are really in danger and it may also arouse my interest in continuing to go deeper.”


       Xu Ye thought about it, looked at him, thought about it again, and finally made up his mind, “Can I use your name as the safe word?”


       The man looked directly at him with his dark black eyes, “You don’t know my name.”


       “No, I don’t know.” He buried his head down again in frustration, his voice muffled with strange emotions, “So if you don’t tell me, I won’t have safe words for a day.”


       The man smiled, “Don’t regret it when the time comes.” With that, he gave him an uncomfortable slap on the buttocks, the pain woke him up and Xu Ye sucked in a breath. “Next time you’re punished I might blow your ass open.”


       “You won’t.” Xu Ye raised his eyebrows, his tone full of determination. After a while, he seemed to remember something and asked, “I have a question…”


       “Go on.”


       “If… I mean, if I had made preparations at that time, would you… have done it?” He finished speaking intermittently, his cheeks flushed again.


       “Would you like for me to continue?” The man asked with a smile.


       He didn’t speak and held his tongue for a long time. He finally buried himself in the man’s arms and moved his head up and down slightly.


       The man couldn’t help laughing, “Aren’t you afraid?”


       “…I don’t know.” Xu Ye’s face was burning hot. At that moment he was aroused by the man’s provocation, and found that he did not reject the man’s entry, and even had a little expectation in his imagination.


       “No.” The man gave him the answer.


       “Why?” Xu Ye was surprised, he obviously reacted back then, didn’t he?


       “Some things lose their meaning if they go too fast, and it’s my pleasure to be in charge of the rhythm of it all.” The man said leisurely.


       Sure enough, all doms are control freaks. Xu Ye thought.


       They chatted a lot. As Xu Ye guessed, the man had a wide range of knowledge. He had read almost all the books in that study room. They had a lot of common understanding, and the topics jump from travel, sports, and movies to finance and corporate culture, and to psychology. The man’s theoretical sophistication in BDSM was outrageous. When he said that Foucault2Paul-Michel Foucault was a French philosopher, historian of ideas, writer, political activist, and literary critic. Foucault’s theories primarily address the relationship between power and knowledge, and how they are used as a form of social control through societal institutions. used ‘infinite imagination of desire’ to describe this irrational relationship, Xu Ye smiled empathetically. In the process of being controlled, he couldn’t see himself, but he could imagine his body flushed and humiliated when he was whipped. Such imagination stimulated his desire and gave him pleasure. This was not substantially different from ordinary men masturbating to an AV3adult video. The man told him about the development history of SM, the psychological needs of sadism (the tendency to abuse) and masochism (the tendency to be abused), and also talked about the current situation of the entire domestic circle.


       Xu Ye would offer some of his own opinions and ask questions from time to time. Now he understood why a dom has many subs because the ratio of the number of people between the two was very different. The reason why the number of subs was much higher than the number of doms was that most of the time subs only need to simply obey, while dom needs to control everything by himself which was actually quite tiring. If you compare BDSM to performance; the dom, as the main character, had to organise everything from the script onwards, from the timing of the scenes to the handling of props and expression language. In a sense, everything the dom did was in service to the sub, to give him pleasure. So an excellent dom must be very calm, while he controlled the sub, he must also control himself. And those doms who only use tyrannical means to satisfy their own desires were not welcome.


       Xu Ye quietly looked at the man beside him and felt very lucky in his heart.


       He was undoubtedly the best of the doms. He was strong and gentle, like a king, possessed dignified decisiveness to kill, but also has gentle tenderness.


       Time passed quickly, and before he knew it, the clock was ticking past nine, Xu Ye asked, “Don’t I need to go to the cage tonight?” He remembered that the man once said that he would give him orders every Saturday night.


       “No need.” The man patted his still slightly red buttocks, “After taking a bath, put on the ointment and go to bed. I put the ointment by your bedside.” Xu Ye nodded and heard the man add, “If you can’t sleep or wake up from a nightmare, you can call me on my mobile. You have to have breakfast ready by eight o’clock tomorrow morning.”


       Xu Ye thought he would not be able to sleep.


       He didn’t have difficulties sleeping in a bed other than his own, but it was too early for him. He hadn’t been in bed before ten since he was at university.


       This day’s slave life was new and interesting to him. He entered the state much faster than he had imagined. When he lay down, his mind was peaceful, not full of confusion and entanglement as usual. All those desires that couldn’t be aroused and had nowhere to go, restless emotions, doubts about himself, and trivial matters at work seem to have disappeared, and his mind and body relaxed on the soft bed.


       The only voice in his head was that of the man, low and gentle, echoing faintly.


       He fell asleep quickly and was woken up by the alarm clock next to his pillow at seven o’clock in the morning.


       It had rained last night, quite heavily by the looks of it, but he hadn’t known anything about it. It seemed a long time since he had slept so deeply. Xu Ye got up and stretched his muscles in the courtyard. The leaves were still covered in raindrops and the air smelt damp.


       At half past seven he returned to the house, took off his clothes, put on his apron and began to make breakfast. Uncle Ye had already prepared the ingredients last night and specially told him how to make fried eggs well. Despite the theoretical guidance, it was still difficult to put into practice. It was either too raw or too burnt. After frying six eggs in a row, Xu Ye finally had a finished product that looked good. The man asked for a simple breakfast of bread, fried eggs, ham or bacon, juice or milk.


       It was five minutes before eight o’clock when everything was laid out on the table, and Xu Ye stood hovering at the entrance to the stairs. In fact, his curiosity about the man had reached its peak, and he had been calculating the thoughts of ‘He would definitely not wear a mask when he sleeps’, and ‘If I go in now, maybe I can see his face’ and other thoughts. But a voice on the other side warned him ‘He forbids you to see and you should not violate’, and ‘If you do this, you will be punished severely’, so he hesitated, pacing around like an ant on a hot pan. It was only when he saw the man in the light grey mask coming down the stairs that he hid his regretful little thoughts and smiled up at him, showing his neatly set teeth, “Good morning, Master.”

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Chapter 9

       “Now do you know if I am feeling it?” The upward trailing ending tone intoxicated him as the man intensified his tongue lapping at his ear. The wet and soft touch teased the weak ear, which made Xu Ye couldn’t help but tremble involuntarily. “Looking at your reddened chest from the whipping, your buttocks that were exposed outside your apron when you washed the dishes, the way you cried at my feet, and now, your trembling body…” He paused and sucked Xu Ye’s reddened earlobe in his mouth, and rubbed it lightly with the tip of his tongue and teeth, every word entered into his ear along the capillary, “Everything is going to give me some sensation.”


       A low gasp escaped Xu Ye’s throat, tinged with suppressed urgency. He was unable to resist such ambiguous and extreme verbal teasing, he could only let the tide of emotion turn over as his strength seemed to be pulled away little by little. He leaned forward on the man unconsciously, the frequency of each other’s heartbeat and breathing intertwined, closer, more intimate, more uncontrollable.


       “Look at you, we’re just merely talking and it already excites you…” The man’s hand on his back slowly slid down, his fingers lingering in the crease, and slowly pulling it out to close it, getting infinitely closer to Xu Ye’s hidden area without actually entering it. Xu Ye was helpless against his teasing and was slowly cooked like a potsticker. “Little slave, you are so lewd.” The last two words were spoken close to his ears, and his lips touched the part where the delicate vein of his ear could be seen, causing him to pant unbearably. The transparent liquid seeped out from the aroused lower body, like pitiful tears. Xu Ye couldn’t help reaching out to touch it but was firmly restrained.


       “Tell me, what do you want?” The man’s fingers stopped at the entrance of his arsehole, and his voice was full of temptation.


       “Master, it hurts…” Xu Ye was so turned on that his ability to think was gone, he just looked at the other party mournfully, rubbing his lower body on the bathrobe.


       “That’s not an accurate answer.” The man’s fingers circled viciously behind him.


       “Hold me…” He struggled to utter these two words with a flushed face, feeling that his whole body was roasted. The feeling of being forced to beg someone for sex made Xu Ye unable to lift his head in embarrassment, and there was only one sentence in his chaotic mind, “Please let me cum…”


       The man hooked his lips and smiled, “If you’re asking, shouldn’t you be a little more sincere?”


       Xu Ye’s eyes closed as his ability to think was clouded by his desire, and he opened his mouth again in desperation, “Master, en…please hold me…”


       “Not so fast, I need you to recall the rules.” The man pressed his lower back and pressed him into his arms. “What did I ask you to do after cleaning?” Xu Ye tilted his neck softly, staring at him blankly. It wasn’t until he was slapped on the butt that his eyes became clear. “… Lubrication.” He finally remembered, and his face went white, it was something he had forgotten to do after the shower.


       Xu Ye was a little flustered to find that at some point the lust in the man’s eyes gradually faded, replaced by that familiar, unsettling, smirking expression.


       “Since you begged me like this, I shall make your wish come true.” Before the words were out of his mouth, the fingers that had stopped outside his arsehole squeezed in abruptly, making  Xu Ye cry out in surprise, and wanted to shrink forward, only to be held against the man’s body tightly.


       The closed canal was forcibly stretched open by the intruding foreign object, and the dryness increased the resistance and made the discomfort intensify. Xu Ye buried his head in the man’s chest, trembling and panting, trying to soften his waist and force himself to adapt. As the invading fingers reached the second one, the friction of the penetration caused pain in the canal. He whimpered and tightened the muscles on the inner thigh, pleading almost in tears, “Master…it hurts… “


       “It’s too early to call it pain. My size is many times thicker than this, which can give you a good sense of what pain is.”


       He wants to do it without lubricant!


       Xu Ye, who understood what it meant, turned pale. He was trembling all over and wanted to push away the person who was suppressing him, but he was pressed hard by the person on the kitchen bar. In terms of strength, he was no match for the opponent, which exacerbated Xu Ye’s panic.


       “Don’t move.” The eyes behind the mask were as cold as frost and snow, and a condescending sense of oppression came immediately. “You know very well that I can do anything to you, and if I want to use you, you must spread your legs and let me use them, whether you are ready or not. Since you’re too lazy to do the preparation, I don’t mind letting you wet yourself with your body’s own fluids. You can pray that later you have enough blood to make things go well for me.”


       Xu Ye’s face turned pale in such shock, even his desire disappeared, and he cowered in fear. When the man forcibly pulled one of his legs away, he grabbed the man’s arm with a firm grip and screamed with his eyes closed. The shrill ‘don’t’ echoed in the room, with a bit like a heartbreaking scream.


       Time seemed to stand still. There was no sound or movement, only the uncontrollable trembling of Xu Ye’s body. He opened his eyes cautiously and met the gaze of the man looking down at him from behind his mask.


       The man didn’t do anything, just looked at him quietly, his dark black lashes forming a small projection that made his eyes look even deeper. Such a subdued posture gave Xu Ye a deeper understanding of who was in charge, and he didn’t dare to move a muscle beneath him.


       “Remember this lesson, slave, there will be no next time.” The man let go of his hand.


       It took Xu Ye a long time to calm down from the panic he had felt just now. He realised that the man was letting him go, so he lowered his head and whispered, “Master, I’m sorry…”


       “Get up.” The man took out a wet towel and wiped his hands.


       Xu Ye didn’t feel the hardness and coldness of the bar countertop until now, and slowly got up. He was so frightened just now that his legs went numb and almost fell over.


       The man wrapped his arms around his waist to support him to stand still. The man lowered his head to examine his lower back and legs carefully, and asked, “Does it hurt anywhere?”


       “No.” Xu Ye felt an inexplicable emotion in his heart. He sniffed and said, “No, it doesn’t hurt.”


       “Go upstairs and get dressed, the chef will be here soon.” The man glanced at the wall clock on the wall and said.


       Xu Ye went obediently.


       The man’s home chef was a very talkative uncle surnamed Ye, who was a little fat, with curved eyebrows and kind eyes. He didn’t mention where he worked, but Xu Ye felt that there was a hidden aura about him, the calmness in his cooking that was similar to that of the chefs in his restaurant. The ingredients were all brought by the uncle, and the pattern changes every meal. He started with the selection of ingredients and explained to Xu Ye in great detail the preparation and key points of each dish, including a lot of knowledge about nutrition. As for things other than cooking, he didn’t mention a word.


       Xu Ye learnt very seriously, washing and chopping vegetables in a decent manner, and while peeling the potatoes he asked, “Uncle Ye, how long have you been working here?”


       “Almost two years.” The old man took a look and frowned, “The skin is too thick, keep your movement light.”


       “Uh.” He looked up and scanned the ground floor and asked softly, “Does Uncle Ye know what his full name is?” This was a tricky question. Xu Ye actually didn’t know what the man’s name was, and the man didn’t even tell him his last name, but it was as if he knew everything when he asked about it this way, just that he couldn’t tell which characters were which because of the many homophones in Chinese characters1Xu Ye was asking the character in the man’s name.


       The chef looked up at him, “Why don’t you ask him yourself?”


       “…I’m embarassed.” The trick didn’t work, Xu Ye concealed his disappointment and made excuses. The uncle squinted his eyes and smiled, which made him feel like he was being seen through. He thought to himself that this uncle was just a tricky old fox who wouldn’t fall for a trap. After peeling potatoes for a while, he couldn’t help asking: “Were there more people….living with him in this house before?”


       The uncle cut the green pepper and smiled, “You’re too embarrassed to ask him, but you have the nerve to ask me?”


       Xu Ye lowered his head in frustration, grabbed three peeled potatoes and went to cut them, the knife clattered on the chopping board, and he could be seen incredibly frustrated from the back of his head.


       Dinner was still served by the masked man, and he was responsible for tidying up after eating. During the whole process, the man didn’t say anything except “Bring another bowl”. Xu Ye didn’t dare to look at the man’s face after the fright in the afternoon, and now he was doing things in silence, not daring to say a word. After he heated a cup of milk for the man and put it on the tea table as requested, he was left standing in a state of confusion without being given his next order.


       The man sat on the sofa and patted the position beside him. Xu Ye thought for a long time, but didn’t remember the command gesture, and looked at him blankly.


       “Xu Ye, come and sit down.”


       He was taken aback. The man called him by his name, meaning to return him to his equal status. He stood for a while, with tangled struggles on his face, and finally walked over to sit down, gritted his teeth, and asked in a muffled voice, “Do you not want me?”


       The man seemed a little surprised, and asked with a smile, “Why do you think so?”


       “I made you angry, and you don’t even want to punish me.” Xu Ye lowered his head, his dark brown hair covered his eyes, and he looked a little depressed.


       “Do you think that I didn’t punish you because I want to get rid of you?” The man laughed when he saw that he was really upset about what happened this afternoon, “If I wanted to end a relationship, I would have made it very clear.”


       Xu Ye pursed his lips and turned to look at him.


       “As for me not punishing you, it’s because I think you have learned your lesson. Punishment is not something I am keen on, nor should it be something you are obsessed with. I punish you only to regulate your behaviour and to reinforce your awareness of your identity as a slave. You should remember this.” The man took a sip from the white porcelain cup on the table and handed it to him, “It’s not hot anymore, drink it. You ate too little tonight.”


       Xu Ye took the cup, and the warm milky fragrance passed over the tip of his nose along with the warm vapour, making his nose a little sore.


       “Did I scare you this afternoon?” The man’s voice was very gentle and magnetic and easily attracted his attention.


       Xu Ye nodded, then shook his head again after a while.


       When the man saw his dumbfounded look, he laughed softly and said, “Scared silly?”


       “Master, am I free to move about now?” Xu Ye asked suddenly.


       “Of course. Now is the time for equal dialogue, so you can tell me what you think and let me know how you feel.”


       He saw Xu Ye tilt his head and drank the milk from the glass, then licked the froth from his lips, and put the glass down. As if mustering up the courage, moved a little closer to the man, paused, moved a little closer and stammered, “I want to…” He looked at the other party and changed his wording, “Can I… hold you.”


       Seeing him looking at him with a red face, the man smiled, and his thin lips parted slightly, “No.

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Chapter 8

       The man carried him straight into the guest room. Xu Ye blushed and asked to wash by himself. After he took a shower, he stood in front of the bathroom mirror to examine the marks on his body.


       His skin was quite fair, making those whip marks very visible, like bright lines on a canvas, creating a decadent and seductive appearance. The whip marks on the chest and back were in perfect harmony, symmetrical from side to side, and his buttocks were red like a ripe peach, which was more pleasing to the eye when it was drenched in water. The redness of the whip marks was striking, but not a single spot of skin or blood was visible. The man’s control of the force was at the highest level. This made Xu Ye secretly wonder how many subs he had practised with.


       He wiped off the water with a bath towel, and then went downstairs in a bathrobe.


       Several dishes were still steaming on the large western table, but the chef had already left. The man sat at the table waiting for him, the mask on his face was replaced by a lighter silver mask. Xu Ye took off the bathrobe with some disappointment and hung it on the hanger. He would have liked to have seen the chef, at least with a third person present he could have covered the marks with the robe.


       The body was once again completely exposed to the air and to the man’s sight. Xu Ye didn’t even dare to recall the scene just now—he was bullied to the point of crying like a child. It was so embarrassing and humiliating, that he now blushed unconsciously at the sight of the man.


       The man inspected him for a while, then patted his thigh lightly with his right hand.


       Xu Ye’s mind searched his brain like an electrical charge for a response to this command and quickly walked over to him and knelt down at his feet.


       “Good boy.” The man patted his head, “Let me tell you about the rules of dining. When the chef comes over, you will open the door, help him cook and send him away, and then come to inform me about the meal. I will let him teach you cooking techniques, and you must try your best to learn them. During the meal, you will keep kneeling by my lap unless I make a special request. After the meal, you will be responsible for clearing the tableware and washing the dishes.” Seeing Xu Ye’s somewhat stiff expression, he asked, “Is there a problem?”


       “Master, will I have to eat on my knees from now on?” He was frowning, he couldn’t get his hands on the food at all…


       The man looked at him and curled his lips, “Today I can allow you to sit and eat.”


       Xu Ye was taken aback for a moment, and immediately reacted, shaking his head like a rattle, “No need, master, I’d better kneel.” His buttocks were red like that, and the kneeling posture didn’t hurt, but once he sat down, it would hurt like hell, and it was equivalent to hitting him all over again.


       “Slave, it breaks my heart that you don’t want a rare benefit when I offer you one.” The smile in the man’s eyes intensified.


       This was not a benefit. This was simply punishment in disguise! Xu Ye cried out in his heart, with an aggrieved expression on his face, “Can I wear lighter clothes when I’m learning to cook? Bathrobes and nightgowns are inconvenient…”


       “You can wear the house clothes from the wardrobe in your room.”


       “I have no problem…” His stomach growled twice. He hadn’t eaten anything since morning, and he was already hungry now.


       “Go serve the rice.” The man ordered.


       Xu Ye rummaged through the kitchen cupboard and took out two bone china bowls with a vertical pattern and gold applique. First, he served a bowl of rice from the rice cooker, placed it in front of the man with both hands, and then the chopsticks and gave them to him. Then he went to fill his own bowl, took the chopsticks and knelt down. In the meantime, he took a few moments to glance at the dishes on the table.


       Curry beef, Longjing shrimp, scrambled egg with green pepper, broccoli in soup, and braised Chinese cabbage.


       The nutritional balance of meat and vegetables was just well proportioned. It seemed that his master paid attention to his diet.


       It was only when he started to eat that Xu Ye realised he didn’t need to think about how to serve the food at all. With the man taking care of everything, all he had to do was eat.


       Xu Ye didn’t like to eat broccoli, so he left all the broccoli the man gave him in the bowl, and tried to throw it away when he went to get his second bowl of rice. As a result, when he looked up, he saw the chopsticks with the broccoli in front of him. The man looked at him with a smirk and ordered, “Open your mouth.”


       Xu Ye took the broccoli with a bitter face, took a few bites perfunctorily, and swallowed it.


       “Do you want to finish the bowl, or do you want me to feed you the rest of the plate, one bite at a time?”


       “I can’t eat it…” Xu Ye muttered sullenly and ate the broccoli in the bowl.


       He was a fast eater. The disharmony in his family had made him feel insecure since he was a child, and the same goes for eating. He was the only one at the big dining table, and he was always used to taking a few quick bites and leaving. Later on, he was busy with work, and he wanted to do everything perfectly so that Xu Ting would not look down on him, so he was not too careful about eating. In addition, he was hungry today, and he ate more fiercely, and he finished the whole bowl in no time.


       “Why are you in such a hurry?” the man asked.


       He was stunned, “I’m used to it, and it’s sort of efficient.”


       “It’s not necessary.” The man picked up a piece of beef and put it in his bowl, “Eating too fast will put a strain on your stomach and make you sick in the long run. Besides, you don’t need to rush, and even if you finish eating, you’d have to kneel here until I’m finished. So, slave, you must learn to enjoy the taste of food slowly.”


       Xu Ye thought about it, deliberately increased the number of times of chews, and slowed down the speed.


       Although he lived alone, there were part-time workers cleaning the house on a regular basis, and he rarely cooked by himself or do much dishwashing. So his movements were very rusty. In addition, the feeling of being naked and wearing an apron was very uncomfortable… Well, the most important reason was that the man leaned against the kitchen bar and looked at him, making his hands and feet stiff.


       “Master…” Xu Ye held the plate that he accidentally chipped, and said awkwardly, “I get nervous when you look at me like that.”


       “Break one and you’ll be punished with an hour on your knees.” The man had no intention of looking away and laughed, “That’ll help you hold it steady, my slave.”


       Afterwards, Xu Ye really held it very firmly, until it was dried and put into the disinfection cabinet, and not a single dish was broken.


       The man sat on the sofa in the living room and summoned him, and Xu Ye quickly appeared like a summoned beast.


       This terrible obedience was something he couldn’t extricate himself from. But this feeling made him feel relieved, to let himself go, to focus all his attention on that man, and to obey.


       “Lie down on my lap.” The order was simple and direct.


       He leaned on the man’s leg a little shyly but got a slap on the buttocks. Although it was not heavy, it triggered the pain before, and he let out an “Ack”.


       “Up a bit.”


       Xu Ye moved forward like a caterpillar, his naked lower body rubbing against the surface of the man’s trousers, arousing tiny desires in his body. He was almost going crazy, he was clearly sexually frigid before, how could he look like he couldn’t resist the slightest temptation now?


       The more he tried to control it, the more uncontrollable it became. He tried to extinguish the small flames, but when the man moved his legs slightly as he turned to his side to get something, the feeling brought by the friction was transmitted to his limbs, completely burning up Xu Ye’s fire.


       As he sensed the reaction of Xu Ye’s lower body, the man chuckled and said, “Slave, although I’m glad that your body is so sensitive, you cannot cum without my permission, so you’d better restrain yourself lest I use another way to help you restrain yourself.”


       “Yes, Master.” Xu Ye blushed and lowered his head.


       He shivered as something cold landed on his buttocks, and then felt a warm hand slowly push the thing away, stroking his buttocks. The cool sensation penetrated his skin, which was very comfortable.


       The man was rubbing medicine on him.


       Xu Ye was in a daze for a moment. When he had been with Camel, although the other party was not vicious, he was not as meticulous as the masked man. Most of the time, he dealt with the wounds from the whipping by himself. He hesitated for a long time, and said softly, “Thank you, master.”


       The man’s hand movement paused, and he said, “You can move freely within my sight in the afternoon, and you don’t need to report to me when you leave for a short time like going to the bathroom.” After he said that, he rubbed him for a while and patted him on the back, “Okay, get up.”


       In the afternoon, a man checks his email on a tablet. Xu Ye picked a comfortable position and lay down on the cushion by the window to read a book, which was a copy of ‘Chinese Cuisine and Culture’ drawn from the bookshelf. He had been so exhausted the last few days that he felt relaxed by the greenery and soft sunshine outside the window. His eyelids were heavy, he glanced at the sofa not far away in a daze, curled up and fell asleep peacefully.


       It was already four o’clock in the afternoon when he woke up, and a thin blanket was covering his body.


       “Are you awake?” A deep voice came from behind him.


       As soon as Xu Ye turned his head, he saw the man in a bathrobe standing at the entrance of the building. The loosely tied bathrobe had a wide open neckline, revealing his good figure. His pale bronze skin was muscular but not overly toned, his slender physique enhanced by the muscular lines, and Apollo’s belt under the abdominal muscles was very sexy. He had obviously just had a shower, his body still smelling damp and fresh, and the mask on his face had been replaced with a pure black one.


       He took a bath at this time, it should be because he went to the gym just now.


       When he saw Xu Ye staring at him, he smiled and said, “Why are you blushing?”


       Xu Ye looked away, and muttered in a low voice unwillingly, “I used to have an Apollo’s line before…”


       “You can go to the gym on the second floor on Sunday morning. If you are free, I will teach you.” The man took a couple of sips from a bottle of mineral water from the kitchen and added, “You’re not bad in that shape now, you’re soft to hold.”


       What do you mean, soft? Does that mean I have no muscles? Xu Ye glared at him.


       The man suppressed a smile and said, “Slave, are you provoking me?” He grabbed Xu Ye’s arm, tore off the thin blanket that was covering his body, and let him stand naked in front of him.


       The distance was too close, and Xu Ye only felt his heart beating a little chaotically.


      “You’re no good anymore after a good sleep. Who allowed you to wear a blanket, huh?” The man lowered his head and whispered in his ear. The breath landed on Xu Ye’s ears, causing a burst of tingling sensation. Such deliberate teasing made his brain almost congested. Xu Ye subconsciously wanted to back away, but someone grabbed his waist forcefully and pressed his body against it.


       Through the bathrobe, Xu Ye could clearly feel the arousal of the other party. The eyes behind the mask were in danger of gradually waking up.

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Chapter 7

       He had to be obedient. Obedient to this powerful man and said words that made him lose his dignity. Such behaviour made him feel ashamed. The shame of being controlled was entangled with the pain in his back, making his body go wild.


       Desire swept through him like the wind and waves.


       “Tell me what you’ve done wrong.” The man stood in front of him and lifted his chin up with the top of the bamboo stick, forcing him to kneel and tilt his head back.


       “I used the wrong honorifics…..Master.” Xu Ye answered quickly.


       The man seemed to be waiting for him to continue. As he saw his innocent expression of silence, he pursed his lips and said, “Looks like I really need to help strengthen your memory in some more profound ways.” He raised his hand and dropped the bamboo stick, pulling out a 1.2 metre-long black and white snake whip, “You like it, don’t you?” The man swayed the whips with a faint smile, “I’ll make you whole.”


       Xu Ye’s face turned pale. It was the same whip he had just taken off and tried, and he knew how painful it would be to be hit by it. At this moment, Xu Ye had a look of fear in his eyes, and pleaded, “Master…”


       Unperturbed, the man said in a deep voice, “First is the kneeling position.” The whip sprang out like a snake, and directly hit the inner side of the pair of thighs, precisely avoiding the vulnerable part between the legs.


       Xu Ye cried out in surprise and his body shook. As the pain spread, he bit his lip as he separated his joined legs to shoulder width and straightened his body.


       “And then there’s this rule.” The man raised his wrist, and a clear whip mark was left on Xu Ye’s fair body, from the left chest to the lower right. “Remember, what position did I tell you to be in?”


       “On my knees….until you allow me to change….” Xu Ye was gasping because of the pain, and also because of his surging desire.


       When being treated roughly, part of the pain and pleasure was transformed. Some people are turned on by this. However, there was a blurred boundary where the pleasure disappeared when the pain went above a certain level. This boundary varied from person to person. Sometimes some people push themselves to the limit due to excessive pursuit of the excitement brought by pain. Once this happened, only more pain could stimulate them, and accidents were prone to happen. At first, Xu Ye thought that he too had become numb to ordinary pain, but now he realised that was not the case. Camel once whipped him all over his body without arousing his desire, but in this man’s hands, he was so sensitive that he was hardly like him.


       “What was your posture when I came in?” The man slowly turned the handle of the whip against the left breast where the tip had just been swept, grinding the poor little bud. Xu Ye’s trembling continued to intensify, his hands twisted together behind his back, sweat seeping from his palms, and he replied tremblingly, “…standing.” His watery eyes were pleading, “I was wrong, Master…”


       “A very sincere look.” The man looked at him with a smirk, “Unfortunately you used the prop without my permission and left a mark on your body, such behaviour needs to be taught a lesson.”


       The whip is swept sharply down the left breast, diagonally, over the upright cornel, in perfect symmetry with the previous whip, forming a sharp cross in front of the body. Xu Ye’s screams and gasps were mixed together, pain and desire were intertwined on his face, and his eyes were misting with moisture. The part between the legs that was slowly raising its head was suddenly grasped by someone.


       Xu Ye looked at the half-squatting man in horror, only to hear him say leisurely, “The point of punishment is to teach you a lesson, not to give you pleasure.” Then, a light c-ck ring clasped around his semi-erect root.


       The desire after being bound by foreign objects did not subside, but rather it made it stand upright even more ostentatiously. This situation made the role of the clasp more obvious. Various noises rushed to his mind, and the pain in the inner thigh become more numb. There seemed to be a small electric current rushing through the chest, causing it to itch like needle pricks. The pain in the back somewhat subsided, and his whole body burned.


       It was desire, burning like fire.


       Xu Ye arched his body helplessly and impatiently and got a hot blow on his buttocks. The man stood in front of him and looked down at him, “Slave, now I’m going to give you a chance to reflect. Think carefully, and then tell me what you did wrong today. If there is concealment and lies, you know I have the right to do anything to you.”


       Xu Ye’s chest rose and fell violently with the gasp. He closed his eyes for a while to force himself to calm down, and then he said these words almost in one breath, “I didn’t obey your order to kneel in the cage, I have looked at and used your instruments without permission, I have left marks on your body that belong to you, I have used the wrong honorifics for you, and…”


       Be controlled, dominated, bound.


       Such feeling invaded his mind, forming a barrier layer by layer, making him almost completely lose the ability to resist, forgetting everything outside. Only the masked man in front of him controls his sight, his thoughts and his actions.


       There is no need to hesitate, no need to recognise, no need to think. Just obey, act and surrender.


       Xu Ye looked at his master with those misty eyes and completely gave up on himself, “The late arrival in the morning was not due to company commitments, but because….I overslept and I deceived you….”


       The man smiled, and the corners of his mouth curled into a beautiful arc. He stretched out his hand and gently touched the top of the slave’s head as if comforting. “As a reward for your honesty, I will give you a privilege in the next punishment.” He put down the snake whip in his hand and said, “You can choose any tool hanging on the wall, and bring it to me. It is up to me to decide how it will be used.”


       Xu Ye instinctively tried to get up, but subconsciously stopped. He didn’t get the order to get up, so he looked up at the man with some resignation.


       “If you want to give up this privilege, I have no objection, slave.” The man sat comfortably on the sofa and watched him struggle with conflicts, enjoying it.


       Xu Ye resigned to his fate and walked forward on his knees. The carpet was thick and soft, and his knees didn’t hurt, but the arousal between his legs trembled with every movement, rubbing and touching his body, stirring his desire. However, the overflowing desire was stuck in that damned ring, and such repression made him almost go crazy.


       He struggled to move to the wall and finally chose a leather paddle with a short handle that looked relatively light. In his opinion, a paddle with a larger area of force would be less powerful than a whip. When he returned to his master and clapped the hand paddle over, the man smiled and said, “Not going to go round and have a closer look at the others this time?”


       Xu Ye gave the man a sorrowful look, then lowered his head to avoid the teasing gaze. There were several red marks on his body, and his eyes were tinged with lust, but he was desperately restraining himself, his helpless panting looked pitiful.


       “Turn around.” The man gave an order.


       He turned around and maintained a kneeling posture, with his back to the owner on the chair.


       When there was a blind spot in one’s field of vision, people would unconsciously feel insecure. He couldn’t see the movement of the person behind him at all, couldn’t predict, couldn’t judge, and couldn’t anticipate it. Xu Ye could only tense his nerves and wait for his action. But the person behind him seemed to deliberately increase this deterrent force, and there was no movement for a long time. Xu Ye almost collapsed from the overwhelming tension and his voice shook a little as he tentatively said with a trembling voice, “Master…”


       With a snap, the slap landed on the left buttock, which was even more painful than the whipping just now. Xu Ye cried out in pain, his eyes turned red, and his heart was filled with regret—Why did this thing hurts so much even when you hit with it!


       The man got up and took something, walked up to him, and ordered, “Open your mouth.”


       Xu Ye opened his eyes wide, but before he could react, the man had already cupped his jaw, forced him to open his mouth, pressed his tongue, stuffed the bright soft yellow ball in and pulled the clasp tight behind his head.


       It’s a gag. After he wore it, his mouth couldn’t be closed, nor he could speak, and the ability to swallow was also lost, and saliva could only drip through the gaps.


       “This is a small one. If next time you speak without my permission, there are a bunch of bigger ones waiting for you over there.” The man lifted his wrist and looked at his watch, and scanned Xu Ye’s panicked eyes. He said in a deep voice, “Next, I will use this paddle to slap your buttocks twelve times as punishment. If you dodge, the count will start from the beginning. Now put your hands on the ground and lift your buttocks up.”


       Xu Ye slowly crouched down, and the seam of his buttocks opened up a little bit because of his movement.


       The sense of humiliation was overwhelming.


       The shame of exposing his most intimate parts to others in this position was compounded by the silver threads dripping from the corners of his mouth, which he could not close because of the gad made this feeling even more profound. The painful swelling of his lower body made him aware of his growing desire under such circumstances. A warm liquid moistened the corners of his eyes, and he closed them.


       One stroke, then another, alternating between his buttocks.


       There was no room for bargaining in the cruel punishment from the man. There was a pause of about ten seconds for each blow so that the slave could fully feel the pain caused by each blow. Xu Ye’s moans and pants through the gag ball melted together, making it indistinct. Lust and pain were entangled together in an unpredictable way. He felt that he was like a small boat capsized in the waves of emotion, he was thrown high with the surging waves, and then fell into them, heaving and sinking. Sweat dripped on the carpet, and tears were suppressed in the corners of his eyes.


       When the twelve strokes were over, he felt a hand quickly remove the evil ring that had been binding him. And at that moment, he completely collapsed.


       Tears broke in his eyes as his climax gushed out.


       His legs trembled and fell limp, but the man took the first step to support his body that had lost its centre of gravity, carefully avoiding the part that had been whipped just now. After undoing his gag, he massaged his chin with his hands very gently, as if he didn’t mind getting Xu Ye’s saliva on him.


       Xu Ye leaned weakly in his arms, wrapped in the man’s faint scent. He said hoarsely, “Master, I was wrong…”


       “I forgive you.” The man looked down at him and spoke softly.


       The tears accumulated in his eyes suddenly flowed down uncontrollably, he hurriedly blocked it with the back of his hand, but the other party grabbed his wrist.


       “Why are you crying?” The black eyes behind the mask looked at him serenely.


       “I don’t know.” Xu Ye’s eyelashes were wet with tears, and his face was flushed, “It may be because of the pain, or it was too intense just now… I don’t know, I just feel like I’m going crazy. It’s like I’m really enjoying the feeling of being enslaved… It’s completely perverted….” He spoke intermittently, his voice choked up, “When I’m treated like this, I feel like I don’t have to think about anything. I don’t have to think about anything in my head, it’s very comfortable… I think I might be broken….”


       This was the first time he has truly expressed his thoughts like this and told another person about those entangled contradictions and anxieties, doubts and insecurities.


       “Don’t worry, I won’t break you.” The man smiled and stroked his hair like a small animal, “There are many ways to get pleasure, and the interaction between us is just one of them. You don’t need to feel guilty for feeling pleasure and relaxation in this way. Our relationship is based on the premise that you are willing to give yourself to me so that I can gain the right of mastery, otherwise, I have no right to force you to kneel at my feet. So, relax Xu Ye, this is just your way of life. Accept it, and accept yourself as you are.”


       Xu Ye was stunned for a while, then suddenly asked sullenly, “Will Master also get pleasure because of me?”


       The man smiled and said, “Of course.”


       “But you didn’t react at all.” Xu Ye moved his body as if he was touching something.


       “Little slave, the punishment for groping your master without permission will be severe. You’d better think clearly before doing it.”


       When he heard this sentence, the paw that had been moving under the man’s waist froze immediately.


       “It’s getting late, go to your room to clean yourself, and then go downstairs to eat.” The man helped him up. When the man saw him grimacing in pain, he simply picked him up by his arms.


       Xu Ye was startled, “Master…”


       “What, you think I can’t carry you?”


       “I’m afraid that you won’t be able to hold me steady when we go down the stairs, and it will be even more painful when I fall.” Xu Ye blinked.


       “Oh?” The man deliberately pressed the spot on his inner thigh where he had been whipped just now.


       Xu Ye took a breath and was sincere.

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Chapter 6

       Xu Ye was speechless as he followed him to the second floor. The man pushed open the door of a room, “This is the guest room. Everything is newly prepared and is now for your use. If you have any requests for any of the furniture or decorations, you can let me know and I will replace them for you. You can also put your personal belongings here, but I will not allow other people to use this room while we maintain this relationship. In this room you are free, and when I allow you to return to this room, I agree to remove you from your slavery.”


       The room was also spacious and bright, decorated in warm yellowish tones, with a separate bathroom and balcony. There was a soft and wide bed in the middle, with a bookshelf, wardrobe, TV, and an IMAC on the computer desk. Xu Ye felt very satisfied, these were almost the same as his apartment.


       “Come in.” The man opened the bathroom door.


       The window opened onto the side of the white single-person bathtub, and the shelves on the wall were neatly arranged with various bottles and cans. A frightening number and variety, all of which Xu Ye noticed were unopened. The man opened the white cupboard door, and Xu Ye’s eyes fell on those neatly placed transparent packaging bags, and he turned red from the top of his neck to the top of his head.


       Those were the household enemas that Camel had used on him. At that time, he used all means to find ways to get pleasure, and he also tried many new and brutal gameplays.


       The man looked at him, “As the master, I will touch and use your body in any way I want. Therefore, in this house, no matter when and where, I ask you to keep yourself clean. You must use these tools skillfully to clean your body. If you can’t, tell me now and I’ll teach you. “


       “I can.” Xu Ye’s was already burning red as he scanned the cabinet for various cleaning tools such as long, thin, soft brushes and responded in a soft voice.


       The man closed the cabinet door with a playful smile on his lips, “Very good. If you don’t clean to my satisfaction, I’ll punish you. And I will not be lenient when I use you just because you hurt yourself while cleaning.”


       “Yes…Master.” Xu Ye blushed and responded stiffly with his eyes fixed on the floor.


       “Over there are all sorts of lubricant and enema fluids, if there isn’t one of these that you like, you can let me know and I will prepare it for you.” He pointed to the bottles and jars, “Make sure your insides are well moistened every time you clean your body, if you are unfortunate enough to forget and I happen to be using you…” The man stopped the sentence here and looked at Xu Ye with a smirk that made his body tense. “You know very well who will have a harder time when the time comes..”


       There was also a well-equipped fitness room and an oversized study room with bookshelves on three walls, like a mini library on the second floor. “When I allow you to move freely, you can use these places as you like. If you have a book you like, you can take it back to your room and read it. If you want to take it away, write down the title of the book and leave it on the table.”


       After the tour of the second floor, the man led him and briefly paused on the third floor. “The third floor is my private area, including the bedroom and my workspace. I need absolute silence when I rest, and you are not allowed to enter without my permission.” After he said that like it was not a big deal, they came to the fourth floor.


       As he pushed open the slightly heavy door, Xu Ye’s blood seemed to heat up all over his body.


       It was a room half-surrounded by transparent glass. As he looked up, he could see the blue sky and the dazzling midday sun. The man pressed a button on the wall, and a curtain was slowly drawn down over the window, blocking the daylight from the top.


       The most eye-catching item was the hook hanging from the steel beam in the middle of the zenith1The zenith is an imaginary point directly “above” a particular location, on the celestial sphere. The scale of the execution frame was much larger than he had seen in the club that day, and it had more functions. The lift-up massage table was placed to one side. Two large unbleached oak cabinets were placed against the wall. As for what was inside, Xu Ye felt that he could guess roughly. The room was covered in a cream-coloured velvet carpet, which was very soft to the feet. In the middle of the room was a black single sofa covered with white fox fur. Surrounding the entire room was all kinds of whips and wrist cuffs hung neatly as if all of it was on display, with some of the brass hooks left empty.


       “Everything here is new and has been sterilized, and some are still on the way in.” The masked man spoke up, probably sensing Xu Ye’s confusion. Xu Ye’s heart skipped a beat, at the fact that this man had such a delicate way of dealing with subs.


       “This room is called a cage. Just like its name, every time you enter here, you must be in a state of absolute obedience. I am your only master, and you only exist to obey my orders.” The man sat on a black leather chair, and with a low voice he said, “Come and kneel down.”


       Xu Ye did so, and his knees touched the carpet very softly.


       “From today onwards, you will arrive here every Saturday morning at nine o’clock and leave making breakfast on Sunday. If you cannot come, you must tell me in advance. I will order you to enter the cage every Saturday night. If I have no other orders, you must remain in the cage in a kneeling position.” He paused, and took a silver pointer2a stick is a solid rod used to point manually at hand, “Kneeling is a common posture for slaves. In this case, you must do your best to remain steady in whatever I do to you until I give you permission to change your position. When I tap my thigh, you are asked to kneel quickly at my side.”


       “Hands behind, legs apart, knees are at shoulder-width apart.” The man said, hitting various parts of Xu Ye’s body with the pointer in his hand, and the force was not too hard. “Straighten your spine and tuck in your waist. Hold your head up and show me your body.”


       Even with his clothes on, Xu Ye could clearly feel the touch of the pointer. It seemed that when he was with this man, his body became particularly sensitive. He straightened his body as required, and his gaze fixed on the man sitting in front of him.


       Satisfied with his kneeling posture, the man spoke again, “As a slave, you must treat me with respect and obedience. You must use honorifics when speaking to me. I allow you to address me as ‘sir’ when a third person is present. When I ask you to take an object, you must hand it to me in a kneeling position with both hands. I allow you to stand when a third person is present. When you walk with me, you must be behind me, not overtaking me, not walking alongside me, and cannot be more than two steps away. Do you understand?”


       “Understood, Master.” Xu Ye answered quickly. In fact, he had some aversion to these rules. They made him feel ashamed on the inside.


       “Very well. From now on, if you misbehave, I will punish you.” He tapped the pointer in his hand, “There is only one rule about punishment—whatever pleases me.”


       Xu Ye’s face turned pale, and he said, “Master, you once said that you would guarantee my safety.”


       “Don’t worry, I have many ways to get you punished under the premise of safety, and I promise you that every one of them will be memorable.” The man stood up, and the tall figure covered the light in front of Xu Ye, causing him to be in a trance for a moment. It was as if he was literally being dominated by this powerful presence before him, losing the ability to think until he heard the unresistable command from his mouth.


       “Slave, go to your room and clean yourself up, then come back to your cage.”


       The cleaning process was extremely difficult.


       In fact, Xu Ye had no experience in doing it by himself, and he had entrusted others to do it a few times before. This time he insisted, or he would be embarrassed. Because in his view, he was the dominant one before, ordering others to give him pleasure, but facing this man whom he called ‘Master’, he was a humble subordinate, thus instinctively resisting his power and dominance of the other party.


       By the time he returned to the fourth floor, nearly an hour had passed.


       The man was not there.


       The sunlight swayed among the branches and leaves, falling on his naked body to form small and shifting patches of light. He felt the softness of stepping on the cashmere carpet with his bare feet, and Xu Ye slowly walked around the cage, looking closely at the whips of different materials and shapes. He took one of the snakewhips off and tried it on his own arm. He didn’t use too much strength but it left a red mark, which was hot and painful.


       He opened one of the oak cabinets, and it was full of hand and foot shackles, gag collars, nipple clips, low-temperature candles, restraint tools, and rings of various materials of different sizes that dazzled him for a while. The other cabinet was just as he had expected. It was filled with all kinds of electric products in strange shapes and dazzling arrays, including some dangerous-looking electric shockers. One of the largest vibrators made him break out in a cold sweat, it was the size of one that could kill a man.


       “Are these toys to your satisfaction?” The man’s lazy voice came from behind, with dangerous air approaching freezing point.


       Xu Ye’s mind trembled, he turned around and knelt down. “Sorry, while you were away, I…” The explanation was cut off in half. His face was a little pale, and he knew very well that he had just used ‘you3less formal tone’ in a hurry.


       A cold light flowed in the eyes behind the mask, and the man didn’t say anything for a long time.


       Every minute of silence was torture. Xu Ye looked at him in bewilderment, like a child caught in the act of doing something wrong. He didn’t even realise that his emotions were being controlled by others, minute by minute.


       The man pulled out a two-finger-wide bamboo stick and walked behind him. In a cold voice the man said, “Tell me who you are.”


       Xu Ye was a little confused, but he didn’t dare to turn around to look at him.


       Soon, there was a crisp ‘pop’ and Xu Ye whimpered as a red mark appeared on his back.


       “Tell me who you are.” The same command for the second time.


       “Your slave.” He replied warily, his voice was a little weak, and his back was tense.


       This time the bamboo stick in the man’s hand did not fall. “Repeat who you are.”


       “I am your slave,” he replied quickly.


       “Tell me about your rights.”


       “I don’t have any rights.” The pain in his back gradually became clear, and it was burning.


       “Tell me your obligations.” No emotion could be captured in his words.


       “To make you… happy?” Xu Ye thought about his choice of words and trailed off the end of the sentence into a question.


       There was another crisp sound, and the bamboo strip fell neatly on the other symmetrical side of his back. Even though he tensed his body to defend against it, it still hurt.


       “Tell me your obligations.” The command was repeated.


       “I exist for the sole purpose of pleasing you and making you happy.” As he said this, Xu Ye dropped his head, and his naked body trembled slightly.

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Chapter 37

       Neither of them really believed that wishing on a fountain would have any effect, but it was kind of heartwarming to give each other the chance to make a wish themselves.

       They left the small square, and the two had dinner.

       After they went out of the restaurant, Shen Huiming said, “There are still 13 hours left.”

       Suo Yang stood in the autumn night wind, looked at a few scattered leaves from a tree in the courtyard of the restaurant, and said, “How time flies.”

       A few years ago, Suo Yang was the kind of person who would plan out what he would do each hour in advance after waking up, for fear of wasting any of his days, but this habit had gradually disappeared in the past two years, mainly because he found himself getting tired more and more easily, so he simply used all the rest time to sleep or relax.

       It had been a while since he’d let a day pass so full.

       “It’s getting dark,” Suo Yang said as he stretched out, “Let’s go for a drink.”

       Of course, such an item was certainly in one of Shen Huiming’s plans, but he thought he would be the one to bring it up.

       Today’s Suo Yang always took him by surprise, some actions of the other party made him respond emotionally, and he felt that he was not the only one who was enthusiastic about the two of them.

       “Are you going to choose the place?” Shen Huiming asked.

       “You choose.” Suo Yang said, “I haven’t been to a bar for a long time, so I don’t know.”

       Shen Huiming smiled, “I haven’t been to one for a long time.”

       When the two got into the car, Shen Huiming turned on the navigation and deliberately asked, “Are we going to have a small drink tonight, or are we going to get drunk without going home?”

       Suo Yang leaned on the back of the chair and said softly with a smile, “It depends on how things are.”

       Shen Huiming didn’t take Suo Yang to a place that was too noisy, so after much deliberation, he decided to go to a bar.

       He parked the car, entered the door and went upstairs.

       Suo Yang chose a seat by the window, with a wide glass window to look out, and the angle of view was very wide. From here, he could see the clock tower that had been there for hundreds of years.

       Shen Huiming ordered a drink, “The last time we drank alone was in New York.”

       It seemed like it happened just yesterday, and it seemed like a long time has passed.

       Suo Yang said, “But last time I didn’t drink to my heart’s content.”

       Shen Huiming looked at him with a smile, “Are you going to enjoy to your heart’s content today?”

       Suo Yang looked at him without speaking, feeling some mixed emotions.

       Suo Yang hadn’t really accepted anyone for so many years, and increasingly felt that he might not be able or fit for a relationship, but when he faced Shen Huiming, he always had the feeling that his ground was shaking.

       No one had ever made him feel like this before, so he offered to drink.

       Suo Yang knew himself well enough to know that once the alcohol level in his body rises to a certain level, his self-defence system would automatically be switched on, just like last time at Zhou Mo’s birthday party. Before he was sure that something was wrong with him, he had forced himself to calmly leave. He had a good grasp of his tolerance and would not make a fool of himself. Suo Yang had always been confident that he could balance his sanity and instinct. However, when he was too sober, his sanity would always deaden his instincts, even if he wanted to happen, he would be persuaded by reason. Therefore, today he wanted his instincts to come out to play, and all he needed was a little push, half a step forward was enough.

       As a person who had always been cautious, this was a rare risk that Suo Yang had taken in years.

       He leaned forward, leaned his elbows on the wooden tabletop, dragged his chin with his palms, and looked at Shen Huiming with a smile.

       “Yeah.” Suo Yang said, “I’m in a good mood today, and I want to have a few more drinks.”

       All people have desires.

       Suo Yang knew very well that he was just an ordinary person, he was not that noble, and he also had temptations that he could not resist.

       The drink was brought to him and Suo Yang picked up the glass.

       Some people were naturally attracted to each other. Suo Yang, who had not started drinking, just looked at Shen Huiming and felt that the other party was constantly hitting his innate mental state.

       The two lightly clinked glasses and Suo Yang closed his eyes as he drank.

       The mojito with mint leaves floats in the mouth with just the right amount of sweetness from the greenness.

       Just one sip of drink was not enough to make Suo Yang drunk, but when he raised his head to drink, the curvature of his jaw and the twitching of his Adam’s apple was enough to intoxicate Shen Huiming.

       Maybe the bar itself was an ambiguous place, where alcohol not only existed in the glass but also spread in the air.

       Suo Yang had very fair skin, and his face quickly turned red, but his eyes were still clear. When he looked at Shen Huiming, he gave Shen Huiming a feeling that the the feeling of a scarlet temptation that was ready to come out but was being restrained.

       This was a fatal seduction for Shen Huiming, and he even began to wonder if he shouldn’t drink with Suo Yang at all, for he was worried that he would do something to offend him.

       There were always times when people lose control.

       Shen Huiming could only do his best.

       As Suo Yang himself said, he would like to have more drinks.

       The thing about alcohol was that sometimes the more you drink, the more you don’t want to stop.

       Suo Yang had always been measured, but today he was inexplicably wronged by drinking, and he didn’t know what he was wronged for, let alone for whom he was felt wronged. He didn’t say anything, just drank one cup after another, and then looked at Shen Huiming with a smile.

       The atmosphere of the bar was ambiguous, the music was also ambiguous, and the two people sitting face to face were also ambiguous.

       Suo Yang said, “I thought you would take me to a lively bar.”

       As he spoke, Shen Huiming had just returned from downstairs with another drink.

       “What? Want to dance?” Shen Huiming stood by the table, or rather, stood next to Suo Yang. He looked down at the person sitting there as he uncapped the bottle of fruit wine.

       Suo Yang was still sober, and of all the drinks today, none were stronger than the one Zhou Mo had brought him last time.

       He looked up at Shen Huiming, smiled and said, “I don’t want to, it’s too noisy there.”

       Shen Huiming put the opened wine by Suo Yang’s hand and sat back across from him again.

       Suo Yang looked at Shen Huiming, listened to the song, and stroked the wine bottle with his fingers.

       “Let’s play a game.” Shen Huiming said suddenly.

       “What game?”

       Shen Huiming took out two boxes of dice from the desk drawer, “Compare the number, and then tell the truth.”

       Suo Yang laughed, “Such a childish game?”

       “Yes, because I find that it’s always me asking you questions and you don’t seem to want to know me too much.” Shen Huiming pushed one of the boxes of dice to Suo Yang’s hand, “Or, if you want, we don’t have to play, you can ask me questions directly, and I will answer them in every detail.”

       “Why?” Suo Yang put his palm on the dice.

       “Because I want you to get to know me better.” Shen Huiming replied seriously, “I want you to know everything you want to know. The people I like are not interested in me, and that makes me frustrated.”

       Suo Yang stared at him for a while.

       It wasn’t that he didn’t want to ask, and it wasn’t that he wasn’t interested.

       Suo Yang was just used to only asking others  “How can I help you?” and “Can I help you?”

       Before meeting Shen Huiming, he never gave others a chance to really ask him real questions. Even if he did ask, it was always in a roundabout way and he would not give a clear answer.

       He didn’t like being probed and every trace of him was studied like he was a specimen.

       But obviously, this principle did not apply to Shen Huiming.

       He also wanted to ask Shen Huiming a question, but he was worried that he would offend him.

       The two looked at each other. Suo Yang took a sip of wine suddenly, and when he put down the bottle, he smiled and shook the dice in his hand.

       “I’ll guess big.”

       “Then I’ll guess small.” Shen Huiming looked at him and smiled, and the two rolled the dice together and opened them at the same time.

       Suo Yang won.

       This was exactly what Shen Huiming had in mind.

       Suo Yang looked down at the dice and hesitated for a long time before finally asking, “Have you ever been in a stable relationship?”

       Shen Huiming originally thought that Suo Yang would remain tense, but unexpectedly, this time he finally gave up struggling.

       “No.” Shen Huiming said, “It’s shameful to say that you are the first person to make me think this way.”

       Suo Yang laughed softly, didn’t say anything more, and continued to roll the dice.

       Suo Yang won the second round again.

       “Why me?”

       “The book you gave me tells me that this is the fate of love,” Shen Huiming paused, “but if I were to speak for myself, the only reason is that as soon as you appear, I can’t see anyone else. So, it can only be you.”

       This wasn’t the first time they had talked about their relationship, and the purpose of Shen Huiming’s presence at Suo Yang’s side had been clear to them from the start.

       It was just that, in the past, the discussion was always done in a light-hearted and joking manner, but now it was very serious.

       “I’m nothing much.” Suo Yang said.

       “As far as that is concerned, it’s up to me.” Shen Huiming looked at him, “Your image with me is defined by me.”

       “What kind of image do I have with you?”

       Shen Huiming laughed, “Hey, why are you cheating? How many questions have you asked after winning once?”

       Suo Yang was startled, then smiled helplessly.

       However, in the next round, it was Shen Huiming who won.

       “Did you have fun spending time with me today?”

       Shen Huiming had other questions he wanted to ask; Suo Yang’s views on some topics—love or sex, and there were many things he wanted to know how Suo Yang saw them, but the most urgent thing was to know whether the other party was happy because of him today.

       Not just happy, but happy because he felt happy.

       “Very happy.” Suo Yang said, “I haven’t been this happy for a long time.”

       Before Shen Huiming could say more, Suo Yang had already started to roll the dice.

       “I won.” Suo Yang surprisingly seemed a little eager, “What kind of image do I have with you?”

       Shen Huiming lightly pointed to the empty wine glass with his finger, and there was a piece of green mint leaf lying in the wine glass, which was the glass that Suo Yang used to drink Mojito just now, “Such an image.”

       Suo Yang didn’t understand and looked at him quizzically.

       “It looks clear and tastes refreshing, but when you really drink it, you can get drunk very quickly.”

       Suo Yang smiled softly, “Get rid of these vague metaphors, I want to hear the simplest answer.”

       “Before you were indifferent and restrained, and politely kept a safe distance from everyone.” Shen Huiming took a sip of wine, then looked at him again, “Then…”

       Suo Yang waited quietly.

       “I’m a little drunk.” Shen Huiming said, “Maybe some words will go too far.”

       Suo Yang still didn’t say anything, just looked at him.

       “Then occasionally I think you’re actually quite cute, and as for now,” Shen Huiming looked straight at Suo Yang, the music in the store was in the gap between the two songs, and he said softly, “Now, it’s this moment of you looking at me that’s sexy and makes me want to kiss you. “

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Chapter 62

       Chen Yuncheng woke up very early in the morning, he packed his things for the last time, carried the suitcases to the living room, ate breakfast and washed the dishes by himself, and waited for Ning Junyan to come back.

       He knew that the conversation with Ning Junyan today would not be so smooth, but he had no intention of leaving quietly, without even leaving a word of explanation to Ning Junyan.

       This morning, however, Ning Junyan came back from work a little later than usual.

       Chen Yuncheng heard the sound of the key opening the door, glanced at the suitcase he had placed at the door and stood up nervously.

       The key turned twice in the door before the door slowly opened. Ning Junyan came back from the outside wearing a dark long trench coat and carrying a toolbox.

       After he entered, he stood at the door to change his shoes, and he only needed to look up to see Chen Yuncheng’s suitcase, but he didn’t seem to see it.

       When he had finished changing his shoes, Ning Junyan walked in with the toolbox and saw Chen Yuncheng standing next to the sofa.

       Chen Yuncheng called him, “Junyan.”

       Ning Junyan casually put down the toolbox against the wall, walked up to Chen Yuncheng, put an arm around him, kissed him on the cheek, and asked, “Have you had breakfast yet?”

       Chen Yuncheng could feel the cool air from outside still on Ning Junyan’s body, but the kiss was warm, and he replied, “I’ve eaten.” Then he asked, “What about you?”

       “Ate in the hospital.”

       Ning Junyan turned around and went back to pick up the toolbox to walk into the room.

       Chen Yuncheng held him back, “I have something to tell you.”

       Ning Junyan stopped and turned back to look at him, “What’s wrong?”

       Chen Yuncheng took a deep breath and said, “I’ve decided to move out.” After he finished speaking, he kept looking at Ning Junyan’s face, worried that Ning Junyan would be angry.

       In the end, Ning Junyan acted calmly and asked him, “Where are you going to move?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “I plan to rent an apartement for a few days first, and then when the new shop at the trade market opens, I’ll go over and live there..”

       Ning Junyan shook his head, “No.” His tone was too flat, like a father rejecting his spoiled son.

       Chen Yuncheng knew he wouldn’t come to a conclusion today without being a little more resolute, he said, “I’m not discussing it with you, I have already made a decision.”

       Ning Junyan put down the toolbox, held his hand, and said, “Then what if I still disagree?”

       Chen Yuncheng lowered his head and said uncomfortably, “I’m sorry.”

       Ning Junyan held his hand and did not let go, his brows slightly furrowed, as if he was in some distress.

       Chen Yuncheng saw that he had been silent, and said, “Even if we don’t live together, it doesn’t mean that our relationship has changed. We are both in the same city, and we can meet often. It’s just that if we keep our distance, both me and you can calm down and take a good look at the relationship.”

       Ning Junyan still held his hand without letting go, as if he was not listening to him at all.

       Chen Yuncheng felt that he had already made what he had to say very clear. If he compromised because of Ning Junyan’s attitude now, he might not be able to get out of this door, so he tried to break away from Ning Junyan’s hand.

       “I put the key on the bedside table in the room, so take care of it.”

       Just when Chen Yuncheng had almost pulled out his hand, Ning Junyan suddenly grabbed his wrist forcefully, this time with more force than just now, and Chen Yuncheng found that he didn’t even have room to twist his wrist.

       Ning Junyan said, “Let’s talk.”

       It was good that he was willing to talk to him, so Chen Yuncheng stopped struggling and looked at him, “You talk.”

       Ning Junyan asked him, “Do you think this is too far away from where you will work in the future?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “It’s just one reason.”

       Ning Junyan said, “Then let’s buy a house near the commercial market, do you think it’s good?”

       Chen Yuncheng couldn’t help but want to sigh, “No, this is not the way to solve the problem.”

       “Is leaving me the solution to the problem?” Ning Junyan asked him, his pair of black eyes looked calm, but his tone seemed to carry aggravation.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Isn’t it okay to separate temporarily? It’s like I used to live in the kiosk, you can come over often. Originally, I was also staying temporarily, so it doesn’t make sense to come in and never leave.”

       Ning Junyan said, “I don’t want you to go.”

       “Calm down and think about it, not only now, but also in the future, there are many things you shouldn’t do in a hotheaded and reckless manner.”

       “You don’t want me anymore.”

       Chen Yuncheng suddenly stopped what he wanted to say.

       Ning Junyan repeated again very softly, “You don’t want me anymore. Just like that time, when I was clearly holding you, but you still wanted to push me away.”

       Chen Yuncheng knew that he was referring to the time when they separated sixteen years ago. Although he was two years younger than Ning Junyan, he always felt that he had the responsibility to take care of Ning Junyan like an older brother. He didn’t want to push Ning Junyan away, but what could he do? Let Ning Junyan go to the welfare school with him, and then go out to work at a young age? At that time, the sadness and grievance in his heart were probably no less than that of Ning Junyan, but he was still willing to take responsibility. He said to Ning Junyan, “I’m sorry, it’s because I’m not capable.”

       He was not capable enough. He watched as they take Ning Junyan away, as Guan Anlin was arrested and put in jail, and as Zhou Yan walked into the police station to surrender. He too was not too willing, but in the end, he was powerless.

       Ning Junyan said to him, “It doesn’t matter, as long as I don’t let go.”

       Chen Yuncheng wanted to say that was not the case, but before he could speak, Ning Junyan suddenly grabbed his wrist and pulled him into the room.

       “What are you doing?” Chen Yuncheng was suddenly a little alarmed. Ning Junyan’s strength was too great. He had never been able to win a physical battle against him. At this time he tried hard to stand still and stop, but he still couldn’t help being pulled forward by Ning Junyan.

       Ning Junyan kept pulling him into the bedroom, frowned and whispered, “The things I ordered haven’t arrived yet.”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Let me go!”

       Ning Junyan pushed Chen Yuncheng down onto the large bed in the bedroom, rolled him over and told him to lie on his stomach, bent one leg over the back of his waist, pulled his hands over his head, and in a sharp move, pulled off his own belt and tied Chen Yuncheng’s hands and wrists.

       Chen Yuncheng was angry and anxious, and shouted loudly, “Ning Junyan, are you crazy?”

       Ning Junyan lowered his head and kissed the back of Chen Yun Cheng’s neck and the side of his ear, “Don’t be afraid.” He then straightened up, still holding Chen Yuncheng down with his knees, took off his long coat and throw it away, and pulled up the sleeves of his shirt inside, revealing a slender arms with visible pale blue veins.

       Then he reached under Chen Yuncheng’s body, unbuttoned and zippered Chen Yuncheng’s jeans, his slender fingers held the edge of the trousers and pulled the trousers and underpants together.

       During this process, Chen Yuncheng was struggling all the time. He tried to kick Ning Junyan with his legs, but Ning Junyan stood beside him and avoided it. After he took off Chen Yuncheng’s pants, he pulled Chen Yuncheng up from the bed and walked towards the bathroom.

       Chen Yuncheng staggered along pulled by him, and said angrily, “Ning Junyan, are you crazy?”

       Ning Junyan didn’t say anything as he pulled Chen Yuncheng into the bathroom and put him into the bathtub with his arms around his waist.

       Chen Yuncheng raised his leg and kicked Ning Junyan’s hip hard, but his own foot slipped and he fell backwards.

       However, Ning Junyan’s body just swayed, then he hugged Chen Yuncheng and said, “Be careful.” After he said that, Ning Junyan used Chen Yuncheng’s jeans to wrap around the strap on his wrist and tied him to the bathtub hose.

       Chen Yuncheng was furious and tried to untie the knot that Ning Junyan had tied with his hands, but both hands were tied so tightly that it was difficult to move his fingers.

       Ning Junyan then turned away and walked towards the outside of the room.

       Chen Yuncheng did not speak and concentrated on trying to untie his tied hands.

       The heating in the room had obviously been turned up, and Ning Junyan came in from outside with his toolbox and placed it directly on the bed.

       Chen Yuncheng panted and looked out from the bathroom door to see Ning Junyan take out a long metal chain from inside, and then took out an electric drill. He stood by the bed, compared the diameters of the drill bit and the expansion screw, then stare at the wall at the head of the bed and choose where to drill the hole.

       “Ning Junyan, are you crazy enough?” Chen Yuncheng shouted, “Are you trying to lock me up here? How long can you keep me locked up?”

       Ning Junyan didn’t reply, plugged in the electric drill, turned on the switch, and soon the room was filled with the loud noise of the drill drilling holes.

       Chen Yuncheng’s voice was also drowned out by the noise, and in a somewhat exhausted trance, he waited for the sound of the electric drill to stop and added, “Can you lock me up for the rest of my life? My friends will be looking for me and they’ll call the police! Too many people know I live with you, when the police will come, your own future will be ruined, and I will never want to see you!”

       Ning Junyan had originally stuffed the expansion screw into the hole and was about to tap it tightly with a hammer in his hand, but he stopped when he heard Chen Yuncheng’s last words, and turned his head to look at Chen Yuncheng.

       Chen Yuncheng knelt down in the bathtub with bare legs, and his eyes were red, “Is this how you wanted to treat me? You? You want me to hate you for the rest of my life?”

       Ning Junyan was not really stupid, he could naturally think of anything Chen Yuncheng could think of. No place was safe, nor he could not make Chen Yuncheng disappear and not let others go looking for him, and the hardest part was that he could not make Chen Yuncheng not hate him for it.

       When he saw Ning Junyan stop, Chen Yuncheng’s voice became softer, but his voice was already hoarse as he said, “Let me go. Yanyan, come here and let me go.”

       With the hammer squeezed in his hand, Ning Jun Yan looked at him quietly, and after a while, walked towards the bathroom.

       He walked into the bathroom and did not rush to let go of Chen Yuncheng, but sat down cross-legged on the floor as he asked Chen Yuncheng, “Can you not leave?”

       Chen Yuncheng  could have given in and temporarily coaxed Ning Junyan for a while, but what happened today instead made him even more determined in his original thoughts, and he said, “I want to go.”

       The hammer in Ning Junyan’s hand rolled to the ground, he raised his hands to squeeze the edge of the bathtub, and looked at Chen Yuncheng, “Then I’ll tie you up, and you won’t be able to leave this room from now on.”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Then if you must tie me up for the rest of your life and don’t let me leave, and you must also be optimistic about me not to let me die, otherwise I will never see you again in the future.”

       Ning Junyan’s expression was always indifferent, but his eyes gradually turned red, “You really don’t want me anymore?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “If you don’t let me go today, I won’t want you.”

       Ning Junyan’s gaze turned to Chen Yuncheng’s tied hands.

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Chapter 61

       The moment he saw Ning Junyan, Chen Yuncheng was a little nervous. He stood up from the floor and said, “I gotta answer this call.”

       Ning Junyan stood at the door, blocking his way out, “Why you hit the wall?”

       Chen Yuncheng touched his head subconsciously, and could only respond thougtlessly, “Just randomly hitting..”

       Ning Junyan stretched out a hand towards him, “Come here.”

       Chen Yuncheng walked up to him.

       Ning Junyan raised his hands to cup his face, kissed the place where he bumped just now, and said, “Don’t bump my things casually.”

       Chen Yuncheng blushed, “Is everything yours?”

       “Well,” Ning Junyan didn’t let go the hand holding Chen Yuncheng’s face, slightly lifted Chen Yuncheng’s head to meet his own, “I’m warning you, don’t make little moves behind my back.”

       Chen Yuncheng felt that his tone was a bit cold, so he raised his head and looked straight into his eyes. With Ning Junyan’s back to the light, and his entire face was hidden in the darkness, so he couldn’t see clearly, but his hands holding Chen Yuncheng’s face were strong enough that Chen Yuncheng couldn’t break free easily, so he could only say, “What little move? “

       “Anything I don’t agree with,” Ning Junyan replied, “For example, hitting your head.” After he said that, he pressed Chen Yuncheng’s head and blew lightly on top of his head, “What if you hit your head silly?”

       Chen Yuncheng couldn’t help but slapped his hands away, “Knock it off.”

       Ning Junyan finally let him go.

       Chen Yuncheng sidled past him, “I’m going to take a shower first.”

       The warm water jets rushed down from the top of his head. Chen Yuncheng stood in the bathtub and closed his eyes. He held his breath and let the hot water wash over his face. After a while, he turned his head away and wiped off the water on his face with his hands. He then took a few breaths.

       He had been putting it off until now, and he had decided to move out. But he was a little afraid to talk to Ning Junyan, he knew that Ning Junyan would not agree, and he was afraid that Ning Junyan would object too strongly. He and Ning Junyan had argued over this matter several times, and every time he conceded the defeat and his heart softened. Every time he got tough, he was no match for Ning Junyan, so he began to consider a different way of communicating with Ning Junyan.

       Chen Yuncheng was lying on the bed when he heard the sound of water in the bathroom stop. After a while, Ning Junyan lifted the quilt and lay down on the bed with cool and refreshing steam still on his body.

       The lamp in the room went out and it was plunged into darkness.

       Chen Yuncheng cheered himself up silently, rolled over and sat on Ning Junyan’s lap, groped for his face in the darkness and bent down to kiss him on the lips.

       Ning Junyan stretched his hand to hold Chen Yuncheng’s waist, and hooked his fingers through the hem of his pyjama top, gently tickling him against his skin.

       After a while, when Chen Yuncheng raised his head, and Ning Junyan asked him, “Do you want it?”

       Chen Yuncheng didn’t know how to answer, he kind of wanted to tell Ning Junyan to shut up and stop talking, then he bent down on Ning Junyan and said, “You are the most important person in my life.”

       Ning Junyan raised his hand to stroke his hair.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Whether we live together or not will not change our relationship.”

       Ning Junyan’s fingers slipped onto his ears, and his fingertips gently rubbing the soft contours of his ear, “So?”

       “So,” even though he knew that Ning Junyan couldn’t see it, Chen Yuncheng’s eyes became warmer, “You don’t have to be so eager to live together and get married in a hurry, we can take our time.”

       Ning Junyan asked him in a calm tone, “Then can I put it in?”

       Chen Yuncheng paused and said, “I’m just a little scared.”

       Ning Junyan said, “Don’t be afraid, just open the drawer and take a look.”

       Chen Yuncheng felt strange. He fumbled with his hands in the darkness to find the first drawer of the bedside table and opened it, but nothing could be seen. He reached over and turned on the light, squinting the moment the light came through, then saw the drawer of lubricant and condoms.

       Ning Junyan said, “Although it is very big, it won’t hurt you.”

       Chen Yuncheng closed the drawer hard, not wanting to look at Ning Junyan’s face, and reached out to turn off the light. He sat on Ning Junyan’s waist and sighed, “I didn’t mean this.”

       He always had some qualms in his heart, as if once he fully opened his body, there was no way for him to turn back. Just as he was unwilling to accept Ning Junyan’s marriage proposal, Chen Yuncheng suddenly thought sadly that he was still not 100% committed to this relationship, and was always giving himself a way out.

       He felt that he was sorry for Ning Junyan.

       Driven by his sad emotions, Chen Yuncheng bent down and hugged Ning Junyan’s neck, kissed his cheek and lips, and called him affectionately, “Yanyan.”

       Ning Junyan hugged his waist and rolled over, pressing him underneath him and kissing him on the lips.

       On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Chen Yuncheng slept deeply on Ning Junyan’s bed and did not wake up until it was completely bright outside.

       The moment he woke up, he was a little dazed, because Ning Junyan didn’t hug him as tightly as before. He turned around and looked to the side in a trance, and saw that Ning Junyan was actually still on the bed, but he had sat up and was looking up at the ceiling.

       “What are you looking at?” Chen Yuncheng felt strange, following his gaze, and saw that there was nothing on the ceiling.

       Ning Junyan didn’t answer, but his gaze dropped on Chen Yuncheng’s face for a moment before turning away again and looking in the direction of the bed.

       Chen Yuncheng sat up and propped his hands on the bed, “Junyan?”

       Ning Junyan let out an “En”, but didn’t look at him, and reached out to press the wall at the head of the bed.

       Chen Yuncheng was baffled, he got up and went to the bathroom by himself. When he came out, Ning Junyan was no longer in the room.

       Instead of going out to buy breakfast, Chen Yuncheng went to the kitchen to cook two bowls of fried egg noodles. Before he entered the kitchen, he saw that Ning Junyan had his computer on in his study, but when he finished cooking the noodles and went out, the study was already empty.

       When Chen Yuncheng returned to Ning Junyan’s room, he heard a movement coming from the bathroom. He walked over and saw a tape measure stretched out on the floor, stretching from the bed to the bathroom.

       And Ning Junyan was in the bathroom, pulling the tape measure to record the length.

       “What are you doing?” Chen Yuncheng looked at him blankly.

       Ning Junyan stood up, put back the tape measure, and said calmly, “I’m measuring the length.”

       “Why do you need to measure the length?” Chen Yuncheng found it difficult to understand.

       Ning Junyan said to him, “I want to redecorate.”

       Chen Yuncheng asked him, “Why do you want to decorate?”

       Ning Junyan said, “For convenience.”

       After breakfast, Ning Junyan went back to the study and stared at the computer, without Chen Yuncheng knew what he was doing. Chen Yuncheng stood at the door of the study anxiously and looked at him for a while.

       Ning Junyan didn’t ignore him, looked up at him, and asked, “Do you want me to come over and hold you?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “No need.” He withdrew, went to the balcony and called Sun Shiliang.

       The New Year was not over yet, and the renovation workers had not returned, so the new shop renovation at the trade market was still on hold for the time being.

       Sun Shiliang said that the shop renovation would be quick and that it would be ready in a few days after the New Year. He asked Chen Yuncheng to look at the container furniture then, and he can order it directly after choosing it.

       “Why are you in such a hurry?” Sun Shiliang asked him.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Nothing, I just want to find something to do.”

       “Don’t worry, just rest for a few days.” From his side, Sun Shiliang could be heard starting mahjong game early in the morning, with a relaxed tone, “If you really don’t have any money to use, this brother will lend you some first.”

       Chen Yuncheng smiled, “I still have money, Sun ge, don’t worry about it.”

       Sun Shiliang said, “Then have fun, don’t worry about work when it’s Chinese New Year.”

       After hanging up the phone, Chen Yuncheng decided, after careful consideration, to pack up his things on the day when Ning Junyan was on duty on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, so that he could officially move out on the seventh day when Ning Junyan returned from his night shift. When the time came, he could find a short term room to live in, and when Guan Anlin returned, he could consider finding a monthly room or staying at the tobacco shop in the trade market. Until then, he would not tell Ning Junyan of his plans.

       On the fourth and fifth days of the new year, Chen Yuncheng did not go out except for a trip to the supermarket with Ning Junyan. They went to the supermarket on the fifth day of the new year, and Ning Junyan bought a lot of food.

       Chen Yuncheng asked him, “Why did you buy so many things? The New Year is almost over.”

       Ning Junyan said, “I’ll save it for later.”

       On the morning of the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, Ning Junyan got up and went to the hospital for his shift.

       Chen Yuncheng woke up after a lazy night’s sleep and began to pack his things slowly. He had hardly acquired anything during the time he had lived here. Before, he could pack only two suitcases, and now it was still the case, except for the set of clothes that Ning Junyan had bought for him, which he didn’t know what to do with.

       The clothes were all bought according to his size, and he couldn’t wear it without taking it away from Ning Junyan. He stood by the bed and folded the clothes, and found that the down jacket had to be pressed hard to fit inside the suitcase.

       Chen Yuncheng was a little bit reluctant.

       After hesitating for a long time, he hung the down jacket back up in the wardrobe, not knowing if he would return one day, or if he would have to return this once-worn garment to Ning Junyan.

       The sheets and quilt covers on his bed were all removed, washed and dried, and all were put into the cabinet. The rest were some small daily necessities, which could be temporarily put in the pockets when he left.

       At night, Chen Yuncheng was lying on Ning Junyan’s bed alone, using his mobile phone to do video call with Ning Junyan.

       Ning Junyan was sitting in his office, still wearing a white coat.

       “Aren’t you busy with work?” Chen Yuncheng asked him.

       Ning Junyan said, “I’ve already do the rounds, I’m not busy.”

       Chen Yuncheng leaned against the bed, looking at Ning Junyan on the phone screen in a daze.

       Ning Junyan asked him, “You didn’t go out all day?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Well, I didn’t go out because I had nothing to do.”

       Ning Junyan nodded, and asked him again, “Miss me?”

       When Chen Yuncheng heard him ask these words in a serious manner, he couldn’t help laughing, and said, “Quite a lot.” He didn’t lie, when he was packing his things today, all he could think about was Ning Junyan.

       Ning Junyan said, “Then take off your clothes and touch yourself for me to see.”

       Chen Yuncheng lowered his head and said helplessly, “Don’t even think about it.”

       Ning Junyan said with some regret, “Alright then.”

       The two of them didn’t speak for a while.

       Chen Yuncheng looked at Ning Junyan, and asked him after a while, “Ning Junyan, why do you like me so much?”

       Ning Junyan said, “Because you are very kind.”

       Chen Yuncheng couldn’t figure it out, “I’m too ordinary, and I’m not capable of anything.”

       Ning Junyan said gently and slowly, “Not for me. You are the most special to me.”

       Chen Yuncheng looked at him and smiled.

       Ning Junyan said softly, “Go to sleep, be good and wait for me at home.”

       Chen Yuncheng nodded, “No more talking then. You should also go to bed earlier.”

       Ning Junyan said, “Okay.”

       After they ended the video call, Ning Junyan put the phone on the desk and leaned his head back against the back of the office chair, with his usual indifference. Even if Chen Yuncheng didn’t say anything, he still knew that Chen Yuncheng didn’t go out all day, because he locked the door when he went out in the morning, and it couldn’t be opened from the inside. Chen Yuncheng could only leave his home when he came back from get off work tomorrow morning.

       Of course he wasn’t going to let Chen Yuncheng leave at that time either.


Ning Junyan: “Then take off your clothes and touch yourself for me to see.”

Chen Yuncheng: “…I often suspect that the two of us are not in the same novel.”

Ngl same. It reminded me of milui saying some readers commented on body in changpei, and heart in haitang(usually where smuts novels are), lolol

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Extra 9 – Recovery of Memories

       Among the researchers, some doctorates and several doctors opened the incubator after draining the liquid.


       In the incubator lay a man with only a pair of shorts.


       The man had a big stature, with honey-coloured skin beneath a firm, muscular body that seemed ready to explode with power.


       Underneath his dense eyebrows were eyes as sharp as a hawk’s, and he slowly rose to sit up in the incubation chamber.


       “Major General Guan, how do you feel?” A doctor was holding a tablet to record the data. “We corrected your genetic chain, and unless you suffer severe head trauma, you will no longer experience memory loss.”


       Guan Lie nodded and said, “Thank you, doctor.”


       He closed his eyes for a moment, then stood up with his arms on his sides, and a golden spiritual net emerged from behind him. Then a thick python about six meters appeared behind him.


       The black scales reflected the chilling light under the light, spitting out tongue from time to time, and its golden vertical pupils kept observing the surroundings as if looking for something.


       Guan Lie said, “No need to look, he’s not here.”


       The python seemed a little disappointed and crawled over to Guan Lie’s side.


       The doctors recorded his physical data again, performed some tests, and told him that he could go back.


       Guan Lie changed into his military uniform and gave them a military salute. He turned around and walked out of the research institute with the big black phyton closely following behind him.


       Guan Lie, who had recovered his memory, opened his System, processed the military department documents, typed a report and sent it.


       Then he flew his aircraft and prepared to go home.


       I f/cking, finally, remembered, the bank password!


       He Qing was watering the flowers in the yard, and the kitten was lazily lying in the grass basking in the sun.


       Suddenly an aircraft landed at the door, and as soon as the door opened, a polished military boot stepped down.


       Guan Lie walked into the house quickly with the big python crawled faster than its owner.


       He Qing put away the watering can, looked up and saw Guan Lie standing not far away, wearing a handsome military uniform, looking at him tenderly.


       “I’m back.”


       Guan Lie stepped forward and hugged him in his arms, “He Qing, I will never forget it again.”


       The big phyton surrounded them, constantly spitting out its tongue, and the bird of paradise floated on He Qing’s shoulder, then gently flapped its wings and landed on the python’s head.


       The Bird of Paradise lowered its head and poked the snake’s head a few times with its pointed beak, and the snake’s golden vertical pupils seemed to soften.


       Guan Lie directly picked up He Qing, walked into the house, and said while doing it, “Wife, I haven’t done it for a long time…”


       He Qing hugged his neck tightly, Guan Lie suddenly remembered something, “Wife, let me tell you, this cat is still not allowed to be kept, I found out, this cat can have night vision…”


       Buried in his arms, He Qing laughed softly, “Okay, even you are jealous of a cat.”


       “It’s not that! I can’t stand the thought that when I turn into a cat, what I see might be what this cat has also seen! Just get it neutered!”


       “Well, I promise it never saw anything it shouldn’t.”


       “No! I’m not comfortable with that!”


       The python followed them happily even with the Bird of Paradise on its head.


       The flowers in the courtyard were in colourful bloom, and there was a feeling of happiness in the sun.

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Please note: This short article is intended for entertainment purposes only. Any reference to episodes or events is only to be considered as part of the worldview of the story and has nothing to do with reality. Please do not substitute any plot settings in the text into reality, just read it for fun.

Andd this is the end like the very end of the story~
It’s been a fun read and I found it really funny that Guan Lie keeps whining about how poor he is and how he can’t access his bank account, glad he can finally remember his password, eh? lolol
If you like another sentinel x guide kind of story, the one that inspired me to look for this kind of story is B-class Guide (Korea manhwa)~ I will be looking for another fun read sentinel x guide troupe~ Look forward to it~

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Extra 8 – The Days of Being a Cat 8

       I felt a blackness in front of my eyes.


       I struggled to get up. I couldn’t bear it anymore, I was very worried about why He Qing suddenly had a bonding fever.


       I wanted to tell him that I’m right there with him.


       I jumped on the floor and poked around in the bedroom, Why the hell didn’t I even have a pen!


       He Qing sat up and looked at me, “What are you looking for?”


       “Meow meow meow!”


       Ah yes, I can use the System!


       I jumped onto the bed again and kept kneading at He Qing’s wrist with my paws.


       “Meow meow meow!”


       He Qing, where’s your System?


       He Qing rubbed my head, “What’s wrong?”


       “Meow meow meow!” “Meow meow meow!!!”


       He smiled softly, “Want to use the System?”


       I nodded desperately, “Meow!”


       Eh! Hold up! How does He Qing know?


       He Qing nudged my nose with his finger, “Silly, I know it’s you.”


       “Meow?” What do you mean?


       “Idiot.” He Qing put me on his chest and kissed my head again, “The Institute informed me earlier that the operation would require the transfer of your mental body first, and that maybe your mental body would automatically chase after me and land on some life form at home.”


       “This cat is the only life form left in the house.” He Qing stroked my hair reassuringly, “Otherwise, why would I suddenly have bonding fever? It’s because your mental body is going back.”


       “Meow meow meow!?”


       What about bathing! What about being naked!


       Wuwuwu, what kind of a fairytale life this cat lived at home with my wife?


       He Qing smiled and said, “I know it was you, that’s why I did that., what’s on your mind?”




       Wuwuwu, I thought I was being cheated.


       I drifted off to sleep in the latter part of the night, dreaming of many things that He Qing and I used to do.


       Our first date, the first time we held hands, the first time we kissed……


       Those bits and pieces that had not been remembered, all emerged one by one in the dream.

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