Author: hoenibean (Page 78 of 78)

Chapter 3 – Turn around, your true love is waiting

The clone of a lover who eventually became a real lover
Turn around, your true love is waiting

Feng Sheng has already left while Tan Yunxiao worked a rotational shift today. He unhooks the buttons in front of the large mirror in the bathroom, revealing his smooth chest and shoulders. Sneering at the sight, he tossed his shirt aside.

Carefully, he used a small blade to make an incision on the skin near the collarbone, which caused blood to spill from the wound profusely. He had injected himself with a stimulant earlier to keep himself from fainting, and carefully peeled off the skin, looking for bone.

“Ah, found it.” He sighed softly.

There was a code engraved on the bone, casting a soft blue glow.

“Ah.” He sighed again.

Slumping weakly to the floor, he was immediately attended to by a medical robot. His last hope had been dashed.

When evening came, Feng Sheng returned home with a handful of daffodils that he had just purchased on the street. As soon as he entered, he was greeted to the sight of his lover huddled over on the sofa and flustered.

Before he could change his clothes, Feng Sheng hurriedly stepped forward, half-kneeled on the ground as he put his arms around his lover’s shoulders and quietly soothed him, only for his lover to raise his tear-stained face at him.

“What’s the matter, dear?” Feng Sheng wiped away his lover’s tears, in distress.

“Do you love Tan Yunxiao?” His lover asked in a whisper.

“Of course.”

“Do you love me?”

“… What do you mean? What are you talking about? Honey, aren’t you Tan Yunxiao?” There was a warm smile on Feng Sheng’s face.

It was a pity that his smile quickly turned cold and was abruptly shattered, after Feng Sheng saw that Tan Yunxiao was smiling to himself and unresponsive.

His heart skipped a beat as he called the medical robot. After checking the treatment records, his heart sank.

Feng Sheng was still half-kneeling on the carpet next to the sofa. He shifted himself and sat on the ground. Taking out a cigarette from the inner pocket of his coat, he took a shaky drag of nicotine on the spot as smoke filled out the space between the two of them, covering their respective expressions.

Ah… just when did Feng Sheng learn to smoke…?

“So you already found out that you aren’t really him.” Feng Sheng spoke suddenly, his tone was still soft.

“That… I… I already know.” Tan Yunxiao sniffed again.

There was another long silence.

“So what now? Do you wish to leave me? Feng Sheng had said bitterly while smoking a cigarette, his cool demeanor long gone.

“I… I…”

“Do you blame me? I implanted his memory inside you, tricked you into thinking you were him and lied about us. Your AI level is high so you should choose your own life, instead of being held down by a coward like me who prefers to play pretend.”

Feng Sheng was interrupted by Tan Yunxiao who kissed him on the lips fiercely. The taste of smoke in the man’s mouth was off-putting but Tan Yunxiao didn’t care, in fact, he was even more excited for it, biting Feng Sheng’s lips but stopping just short of tearing flesh.

After the kiss ended, both of them were breathless.

“I still want to be your lover, even if the memory from before was implanted, we can still make fresh new ones after. I am not angry at all that you tricked me, because I already liked you from the first time I saw you. Even without his memories, I still like you.”

The two hugged each other tightly, with a new sort of spark igniting between them as they renewed their love for one another.

Coming close to losing something was bound to make anyone insane, and for Feng Sheng, who has a habit of toughing-it-out and holding everything inside wouldn’t be able to avert it, this insanity. He has been waiting alone for too long, and the long length of time could change or destroy a person.

Feng Sheng used to be arrogant. He still managed to fall asleep peacefully on the night he received the news of his lover’s death, but he never thought that it would be the last gift that the god of insomnia would bless him with. He thought he could redirect all his attention and focus on work instead, but found that everywhere he looked, everyone sported the look of his dead lover. What was he to do? How should he do it? He’s even prayed to god countless times that someone who shared their past memories as lovers would appear before him.

However, the prayers could never come true, so he decided to become his own god, through the process of countless re-rendering of his personality and failure of his specialized organ parts, Feng Sheng would be disappointed and slowly destroyed over and over again.

He picked up smoking along the way, using this destructive pastime to try and restore his racing mind to some semblance of peace from before that he knew was fake. When the scent of smoke began to cling to his fingers, Feng Sheng had the revelation that he had already gone insane, whether he wanted to resurrect his lover or whether he was successful in his endeavors, he would soon lose it.

It is said that a thousand tries will be met with a few thousandths of chances. When he procured the present Tan Yunxiao from his culture solution, he was nothing short of ecstatic. Wiping that face he had seen umpteen times before with his sleeves, he couldn’t even bring himself to feel nauseous, only anticipation.

He knew that the god of technology had bestowed upon him this gift, for he must cherish it well this time.

It was unbeknownst to them who made the first move, or who’s lips touched the other but the two rolled on top of each other while tearing at the other’s clothes, eager for each other’s touch.

When Feng Sheng became one with Tan Yunxiao’s body, his brain had already been unable to think as he obsessively pressed Tan Yunxiao under him, ignoring the other’s writhing. He did it harshly as he bit down on his shoulder, unwilling to let go.

“fvck, my head hit the headboard of the bed, have you gone mad?”

Feng Sheng was only slightly relieved when he heard Tan Yunxiao reprimanding him, kissing his lover’s collarbone as compensation as he turned his petite partner over so that he was now sitting on top of him.

“What are you doing?” His lover sounded impatient.

“Move yourself.” Feng Sheng had said meekly.

With their lips and lower halves connected, Tan Yunxiao didn’t even have the chance to move twice before he was broken under Feng Sheng’s ministrations and could only lie pliantly on Feng Sheng’s chest and allow the other to move inside him from time to time, with broken moans escaping his lips which only fueled Feng Sheng’s lust.

Unlike previously, this time had been more intense. Chalking it up to the new position, or shift in mood between the both of them, they were both exhausted by the end of it.

The two laid in bed side-by-side, staring at the ceiling, breathing heavily like fishes out of water.

“Ah.” Feng Sheng had broken the silence first. “This isn’t a bad idea dear, to change one’s taste.”

“En, I guess that makes sense.” Tan Yunxiao replied as he turned around, only to see Feng Sheng’s quiet expression.

He smiled silently as his eyes sparkled.

 


T/L notes: I had to do a double-take when I saw our precious Yunxiao swearing. And wow, it really did say 他妈的 ^^;
I guess it isn’t all that bad since he’s beginning to learn how to be human (?) or that he’s changing to become his own person? Well, maybe not… I just have a terrible habit of often overanalyzing simple stuff, so don’t mind me!

Hope you enjoyed the chapter, there’s still one last one left for the ride and I think its more of an epilogue than anything else, so buckle up 😀

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Chapter 2 – The emotional turmoil continues

The clone of a lover who eventually became a real lover
The emotional turmoil continues

“Hey Yunxiao, what do you think?” His colleague waved a hand in front of him.

Tan Yunxiao snapped back to the present from his thoughts.

“Ah, I just suddenly remembered that I had something to rush back to. I’m going to go out for a while, could you cover the rest of my shift for me? My full attendance this month lies on your shoulders now, please?” Tan Yunxiao smiled at his colleague as he held both her hands in his’. Without a second thought, his colleague just agreed to his whims.

Turning back to take a look at Tan Yunxiao’s departing figure, the colleague held her reddening ears and smiled shyly.

Tan Yunxiao strung the windbreaker around himself tightly, but it wasn’t enough to keep the wind and cold out. “This damn weather, I knew that this morning’s warmth wouldn’t even last for more than just a few hours at best.”

He walked into a narrow alley with a few people before looking around and quietly dipping into one of the stores.

“I want to check on some news articles from roughly three years ago.” Tan Yunxiao lowered his hat a little and asked in a calm voice.

On planet F, the news tends to be controlled information and only people with a certain amount of authority can simply obtain information of past happenings as they wished. This was also one of the reasons why Tan Yunxiao decided to come to some shady place to obtain what he needed to know.

“Oh? Looking for this news article again? You sure are persistent, kid.” The man who was seated behind the counter had said casually.

Tan Yunxiao stated his identification number and asked him to find out what he knew pertaining to this three years ago. After he finished specifying his details of investigation, he took out a fat envelope from his pocket and placed it on the counter.

“This is the deposit.”

Tan Yunxiao immediately left the place after, running as though he was escaping from there.

Pitter-patter, Tan Yunxiao’s fingers subconsciously tapped on the table as he watched second after seconds go by on the wall clock which currently read six o’clock. 

He closed his eyes and counted down from five to one, to which another’s hand had reached for Tan Yunxiao’s shoulders just as he finished counting. “I’ve been dismissed from work, my dear.” Feng Sheng, who had a charming smile on his face, appeared.

Tan Yunxiao’s heart sank but as soon as he caught himself, quickly returned his expression to one of a gentle and calm look.

“Well then, let’s go now Feng.”

Sitting in the car, Tan Yunxiao turned to face the window and watched as huge billboards passed them by. There was an advertisement that showed a couple holding each other as they gazed into the other’s eyes tenderly. The woman had a bouquet of flowers in her arms and the name of the movie was written next to her in a large font – “Confession”

“Confession, huh…?” It was summer now, though it should be noted that the words spring, summer, autumn and winter no longer express the temperature or actual climate. On F planet today, the weather was always consistent all-year long, be it spring, summer, autumn or winter. They were just nouns and nothing more.

One summer evening, Tan Yunxiao and Feng Sheng had decided to watch a movie together but Tan Yunxiao could no longer remember what they had watched. After watching the movie, they walked outside on the streets for a while when Feng Sheng suddenly suggested that they should visit the planetarium.

Although the two often spent time together, they have never been to the planetarium so Tan Yunxiao readily accepted his idea.

In the planetarium, Feng Sheng was explaining to Tan Yunxiao about how many solar systems made up one galaxy. Using the most humorous metaphors to describe the distant star systems to Tan Yunxiao, he even brought him to a simulation map where Tan Yunxiao could experience what it was like to cross the stars.

“Fufu, this is all very nice, but Feng, to bring me here just to show off your knowledge… don’t you think I already know how smart and brilliant you are?”

Feng Sheng was stunned for a moment, before beginning to stammer. “Y-you know all about it?”

“Of course, We’ve known each other for so long. I’d obviously know a little bit more about you.”

Feng Sheng’s face grew more and more red. “Turn your back to me.” Somehow he still managed to squeeze out a few more words between his lips. “Close your eyes too.”

Tan Yunxiao closed his eyes obediently.

“Okay! Now, open them.”

“This… are those lilies? You even managed to cultivate the one that’s been long extinct?” Tan Yunxiao touched the petals in surprise. After all the changes that have happened on F planet’s environment and greenhouse gas levels, this kind of flora has not appeared in a long time.

“Yes, and I knew that you liked this. So I’ve been trying at this for quite some time now. This is the first time I have succeeded.” Feng Shang lowered his head as he felt embarrassed.

“You’re such a genius, I love you so much!” Tan Yunxiao excitedly kissed Feng Sheng’s cheek.

“No, I… um…” Rubbing his burning cheeks, Feng Sheng started again. “Will you be my lover?”

Tan Yunxiao’s eyebrows were upturned. “Of course! Yes! Did you not hear my answer just now?”

Under the blessing of the sky’s thousands of stars, the pair of newlyfound lovers embraced each other, clutching the flowers between them.

Thankfully Feng Sheng had already made a reservation for the hotel near the planetarium in advance or else who knows what wild things might’ve happened to the enthusiastic, lovey-dovey pair that night.

“What are you thinking about honey?” Feng Sheng asked.

Tan Yunxiao turned his head to see Feng Sheng’s strong facial features and the upturn of the corner’s of his mouth which eased him into an easy-going smile. The wrinkles on his face seemed more prominent than he had remembered, which brought forth a burst of bitterness in his heart.

“En, it seems that you haven’t given me lilies in a long time now.” Tan Yunxiao had tried to swallow down the bitterness rising in his throat, as he murmured.

“Aha, Xiao Xiao is still so old-fashioned. It’s only because I haven’t thought about it recently. How about allowing me to make it up to you by letting me satisfy you tonight?”

Tan Yunxiao only nodded absent-mindedly.

Times have changed since then, and the precious lilies of before are now a commonplace consumable that’s easily purchasable anywhere on the street. Just like how the previously shy and dazed Feng Sheng has become such a wonderful and exquisite adult now. The passage of time that changes everything is just like the new waves that will inevitably crash onto shore, thus replacing the older waters that have arrived before them. No matter how technologically-advanced your oar is, to steer the waters in the direction of your liking… just how can one go against the flow of nature? And what sort of vain yet solemn comfort can be obtained in the end?

Looking at the jubilant and lively expression on his lover, Tan Yunxiao couldn’t help but let a pitiful smile seep from the corners of his mouth. How good can it feel to make love to a mechanical machine he’s created himself? He couldn’t help but ridicule the other in his heart. Could that thing belonging to a man even get erect when facing a machine, let alone at a face that looked so uncannily similar to his lover?

Tan Yunxiao turned his head to the side as he trembled, and unexpectedly came face-to-face to their graduation photo on the bedside table. In the group photo, the two had been hugging each other intimately, smiling from the bottom of their hearts at the camera. The rays of the sun had hit them both just right, and the two looked perfect for one another.

He squeezed his insides tightly, earning a satisfying hiss from the person on top of him. Wrapping his legs tighter around Feng Sheng’s waist, Feng Sheng couldn’t help but begin to kiss Tan Yunxiao’s fair chest with ferver.

In his heightened arousal, Tan Yunxiao raised his neck before moaning as he raised his hands to stroke his lover’s hair – while also knocking the photo by the bedside table so that it was faced down. It was not like he was a pervert who got off to voyeurs peeping at their private affairs.

This special moment was only for the two of them, to only be shared between them.

Tan Yunxiao wholeheartedly devoted herself to their lovemaking, lifting his body to meet with Feng Sheng’s. The two kissed long and deep that it was hard to separate. When they eventually did, the tip of his tongue managed to snag the silver thread that had been shared between them. Tan Yunxiao used his fingers to trace a circle on Feng Sheng’s chest, rubbing his small and hard nipples from time to time, causing him to shudder in delight.

“Am I no good today? You seem far away.” Feng Sheng trapped Tan Yunxiao’s playful hands against the bed and gritted his teeth as he whispered into his ear.

Tan Yunxiao didn’t answer, only intertwining his hands with Feng Sheng’s bigger ones. Feng Sheng’s eyes darkened.

He swallowed down and started to lick Tan Yunxiao’s earlobe with his rough tongue. He felt his face heat up following the lewd noises that reached his eardrums. Tan Yunxiao could only think of his c0ck that felt so hard whilst pre was dripping from it, there was no need for this annoying teasing anymore. He felt like a fish out of water, gasping non-stop. Just then something broke in the man above him.

Feng Sheng looked at the delectable appearance of the man under him with much satisfaction. After doing it for a long time, Tan Yunxiao’s soft moans turned into shaky cries which Feng Sheng placated by spoiling his lover with thoughtfully placed kisses, even as he vigorously continued his other ministrations. After a particularly heavy round, he could feel his stomach involuntary spasming which led him to also spill from the front. His lover followed soon after, releasing himself inside his warm and tight passageway.

Feng Sheng is a considerate lover who knows the next half an hour would serve as a good time to deepen their love. Hooking an arm around Tan YunXiao and feeling his trembling body from time to time, he endearingly laughed out loud a little.

“What are you smiling at?” The petite lover in his arms raised his head and tried to put on an angry look. At the gesture, a feeling of compassion and love filled Feng Shen, provoking him to kiss his lover’s forehead.

At this moment, the lover shrank back into his chest like a kitten, and Feng Shen felt that his heart could be filled for a long time, just off this feeling his lover had given him. Just how could this feeling be described? Feng Sheng couldn’t comprehend it either, but it was better than the real cat from before, so he came to a conclusion.

“My dear, I really wish this could be eternity.” Feng Sheng sighed.

“… I also hope your wish comes true.” His lover’s voice seemed dull.

Just what should I do, my darling? How can I reach that eternity you speak of? After I found out that the owner of the storage room had been you, and after I discovered the old news of my death about three years ago. How should I face you from now on? The you who is so affectionate and worlds apart from me. Just how should I face myself, my love?

Tan Yunxiao’s heart was restless, but Feng Sheng who had just been physically and mentally refreshed, quickly fell asleep so he did not feel the coldness of his lover by his chest.

Someone has to pay, for the tears that were shed.

 


T/L notes: Doesn’t it feel strange to know that the shady store owner already recognized our Yunxiao when he walked inside? Perhaps it really wasn’t the first time he’s been there to scrounge around for any info he could get on his past life. Welp, part of my mind just kept thinking: What if Feng Sheng were to find out about Yunxiao’s suspicions- What if he already knew the places he would go to find out more because it’s already happened countless times, where Yunxiao seeks out the truth and it ends with him having his memories wiped.

Ack- which would make this a horror story. It’s not something I can stomach, so don’t worry when I say that all’s well, ends well because ugh, the amount of sweetness the two had and have for each other in this chapter would just be such a waste if everything were to end. I felt like my single-dog was gonna drown as the author showed off their love, but I still hoped that they would find their own happy ending.

Gyah, also… I’m a total sucker for small tidbits of sci-fi elements, especially when the writer mentioned some details about the climate and flowers. Hmm, I guess I’ve said too much so this is it! See ya in the next chapter ehe 🙂

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Chapter 1 – It stemmed from a place of help

The clone of a lover who eventually became a real lover
It stemmed from a place of help

Tan Yunxiao’s eyelashes fluttered open and he had finally opened his eyes. Maybe the spring breeze had a drowsing effect -even if it was just an artificial, manmade one- Tan Yunxiao who just woke up still felt a little dizzy.

“Um…” There was another person in bed with him.

He looked at the man sleeping beside him. He had a conventionally handsome face, and would be considered attractive to most people. At the moment, the man had his eyes closed tightly as though he didn’t want to be awoken from his dream.

Tan Yunxiao smiled softly and leaned over to kiss his lover’s cheek, making a ‘pop’ sound, and then got out of bed to prepare breakfast for the two of them.

A good day starts with a good breakfast after all.

Preparing the ingredients carefully, he cleans them thoroughly before cooking them and setting them on the table. In this era where machines could be used to cook food, Tan Yunxiao has still insisted on making breakfast for his lover without its assistance. This is something he has done for more than ten years now.

Tan Yunxiao likes watching his lover eat the breakfast he’s carefully made. When his lover finishes the entire plate, a sense of fulfilment always makes itself known in his heart.

The love between the two was a match made in heaven. Together since birth and inseparable since childhood. Their parents were neighbors and good friends too. The two families often used to travel together. After high school, the two even went to the same university and spent most of their time there together before joining the same company for work. They shared each and every day without growing tired of each other.

The two can spend an afternoon in the library together, even without talking. Only occasionally raising their heads to look at each other and smile. Where else would you find two people more suited for each other elsewhere? Both of them have asked themselves the same question before.

Naturally, the two would always be together, and Tan Yunxiao still often recalls the warm confession years earlier.

“My dear, what are you thinking about? Why do you seem so happy?” A gentle voice had come from behind him.

Tan Yunxiao raised his head and leaned it against his lover’s generous chest. “It’s nothing, I just remembered the moment you confessed to me.”

“Hmm, was I more handsome than I am now? I noticed that you were blushing.” Feng Shang said as he gently kissed the smooth back of his lover’s neck.

Tan Yunxiao couldn’t bear the ticklish feeling, turning around, he chuckled at his lover’s antics and gave him a warm look. Seeing his lover content, Feng Sheng smiled heartily.

The two have always been harmonious in every way, and they could understand each other from just one glance. After staring in silence for a while, he found himself moved by the sincerity of the other’s gaze and they shared a passionate kiss in each other’s embrace.

A warm breeze entered the room from the window and the two of them bathed in the rare morning glow, in each other’s arms and feeling one another’s touch, simply reciprocating the love and comfort they felt from being in the other’s company.

“Thanks to science and technology!” Feng Sheng clapped his hands together before making a move on his meal and said, “Oh, and of course thanks to my dear for preparing this lovely breakfast for me.” Feng Sheng winked playfully at his lover who sat across from him.

“Yes, it’s thanks to science and technology that we can still enjoy the warmth of spring here.” Tan Yunxiao repeated the sentence thoughtfully before lowering his head to start eating the breakfast laid out on his plate.

After they were both finished with the meal, the AI helper came up to clean up the leftovers and dirty plates. Their method of nutrition intake was rather old-fashioned, but since Tan Yunxiao liked eating, they have retained the habit of eating this way.

Both of them were employees of the National Research Institute. Feng Sheng works in the research department while Tan Yunxiao works in the external department. The two hardly had the chance to meet at work, but fortunately, the workforce right’s movement has recently been demanding some changes in the work hours of employees for the past two years so their lunch breaks have been extended. This allowed the both of them to have lunch together.

“Hey, Yunxiao. Could you do me a favor?” A colleague swiveled his chair in Tan Yunxiao’s direction as he held a phone in the other.

“Alright.”

“Ah, thank you so much. Do go right ahead to Room 701 in Area S and copy file No. 3 for me.”

Area S was the storage area of the organization and it contained all the old files and abandoned experiments that were carried out in the laboratories.

As one of the five districts in the area to be rebuilt, very few people these days even think of passing by S district after an accident had occurred here years ago. Plus due to the lack of maintenance, the service machinery around here were all too old to be operated safely. Apart from coming to observe the older and original makes of the machinery, no one would frequent this area, especially not on the weekdays.

Tan Yunxiao sighed. He felt that it was too old-fashioned to have to find these documents manually. Taking out his ID card from his pocket, he scanned it against the identification window.

The door beeped open and Tan Yunxiao raised his hand as he strode inside, only to be surprised that the lights had not automatically been turned on for him. He fumbled around the walls for a light switch instead.

“Hmm, found it.”

The activation sound greeted him with a “Good morning, sir” before the entire room slowly lit up.

“Ah, this really is a storage room.” Tan Yunxiao gulped before taking two steps forward.

“This…”

Tan Yunxiao knelt down and silently observed the bits of junk that were strewn all over the floor.

The item before him has obviously been a half-complete bionic person. It’s chest hasn’t been closed off properly, leaving its internal circuitry and chips inside the cavity to be partially exposed. The face, however, was already well beyond finished and polished with its distinct eyelashes, down to the detailed moles on the corner of its eyes and the fine creases found at the corner of its mouth.

The face was of someone that he recognized and was very familiar with. He’s seen this person countless times before, because this was the exact face he has just seen in the mirror this morning.

Tan Yunxiao was so shocked that he staggered as he stood back up, surveying the entire room carefully. The whole room was disorderly, crammed with all sorts of extra limbs and appendages that had failed to make it to the final cut. They all lay crookedly on the ground too. From all sorts of disfigured heads, incomplete limbs and inferiorly-made torsos, they undoubtedly cast their shadows onto him as they bore a striking resemblance to his own body.

Not to mention the expressions on their face that were just too uncanny and similar to those of Tan Yunxiao’s. They all had different emotions, some were neutral while others were angry, or had their mouths sealed tightly in grief and some had their eyes closed looking very pitiful.

Seeing all this, Tan Yunxiao only felt his stomach churning and hairs on his arm standing. With every ounce of his strength, he struggled to get out of this eerily, depressing room.

 


T/L notes: Yikes, imagine walking into a room full of yourself. Well… full of incomplete body parts that looked like you. That’ll be pretty disturbing.

Anyways, I wonder if this would be the first time he’s ever been in this room? After all, his colleague did casually just ask him to enter the room and get him some documents. What if he’s already been here before but just forgotten? Our main character did mention something about having goldfish memory in the previous chapter, but perhaps there was some other reason for his forgetfulness?

Ohohoho, guess you’ll have to continue reading to find out! (^0^)/

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Chapter 0 – (It’s there even if you pretend not to see it)

The clone of a lover who eventually became a real lover
(It’s there even if you pretend not to see it)

A black sweater over a white tee, a pair of glasses with rounded frames that sat on the bridge of her nose and hair that was neatly tied to the back of her head. With her bangs parted into two in the front, it is hard to tell if they were natural or had been curled with a styling iron prior to this due to the fringes conveniently curling at the right places, yet not being too symmetrical that it may seem unnaturally perfect. She didn’t wear any necklaces, earrings or bracelets, only a white wristwatch that was dr4p3d over her slender wrist.

When she looked up, her head seemed petite, giving her a slender silhouette. With both arms on the table, she gave off a serious look, but not one the kind that would make her seem lazy.

Ah, looking down at my pastel trousers and black leather boots with one of my legs crossed on top of the other. I was right, we were indeed wearing the same kind of style.

Taking a closer look at her top again, the sweater was more like a coat with a heavy black down that was deliberately purchased in a bigger size, in order to accentuate her petite self.

She had been sitting across from me, as I was supposedly looking at a copy of “The Tenant”. Hey, I guess I’d prefer to observe others rather than read the novel I had at hand.

Suddenly, I felt another’s gaze upon myself. Turns out there was a girl behind the one sporting the cute top that had turned her head to look at me. I glared at her directly.

Whatever do you think you’re looking at? I thought to myself. Although I played it cool on the outside, I was actually, in fact, annoyed by her staring.

Currently, I was seated in the quiet study room on the third floor of the library. The book I have on hand is the one and only suspenseful novel by Roland. Looking at her book, it was currently turned to page 112.

When I reached page 67 in my book, she came to sit across from me (not directly), which made me feel curious when I thought about the reason as to why she might have done this.

Then, when the other girl had reached page 112, she turned her head to look towards me.

After she flipped to page 221, she left her seat and promptly returned soon after.

When she finished reading page 396, she packed up her laptop and printouts before leaving. But before she left, she made sure to pass by the girl who kept turning her head to look towards me, placing her hand on the other person’s shoulder. She seemed to have exchanged a few words softly as the other’s face lit up warmly.

At this point in time, I slowly began to realize that the two of them were actually acquainted with one another. This made me strangely embarrassed and I hoped that I didn’t seem too strange or lunatical when I glared at the two of them.

The library is an excellent place, well, it’s not really the best. My point being that I’ve never had the bad luck of seeing couples hugging and kissing in the more secluded corners of last row bookshelves or seen anyone doing something inappropriate. Everyone here is quiet, but I think this has more to do with the security cameras that have full view of what’s going on behind every bookshelf.

I think the library is a little weird. Sometimes, I can’t tell how much time has passed at all after staying here for a long time, especially after I accidentally doze off, just like today.

I had been focused on reading the book when a sudden drowsiness came from the back of my mind. It had been so strong that I couldn’t resist it at all and quickly fell asleep with my head laying on my arm. When I woke up, she was still sitting from across the other woman, busily tapping away on her keyboard. Of course I didn’t know what she was typing about. After all, the screen had been facing away from me.

I don’t know if anyone else feels this way, but every time I wake up, I feel that my memory will somehow become a little convoluted or jumbled up, but it’s not too important. For instance, I can’t seem to remember whether I had fallen asleep before or after I caught her friend staring at me. I don’t remember what day of the week it was either… (Well, maybe everyone has got this same question in their mind).

I mean, it puzzles me sometimes, but it’s not that big of a deal right? I don’t suppose it would affect my everyday life. Every. One. Has. Got. Some. Bzz. Problems… Bzz. “Beep—:

“Warning! Warning! Abnormal readings detected, researcher No. 0245. Please refresh the data, please refresh the data, please-”

The sound alarm was abruptly turned off by the host, causing only silence to reverberate throughout the room.

A man with a haggard face in a lab coat took off his glasses that flashed with a faint blue light. Leaning against the device, he muttered to himself, “… how long more will it take…”

There was an ID card pinned on the man’s coat which read “Researcher No. 0245” that came with a photo of a soulful young man.

 


T/L notes: The book that the author made a reference to is indeed a bona-fide one by a French writer by the name of Roland Topor. I believe it was translated into English and adapted into a psychological-thriller and horror film. If you look up some of his other works, jeez are they disturbing… sure gave me a scare at 4 am in the morning. His novel explores the idea of alienation and identity, which this short story often alludes to as Tan Yunxiao, our main character finds out more about his origins.

Not gonna lie, chapter zero feels a little out-of-place, but the story picks up and starts to make more sense in the next. As always, thanks for reading ^^

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Extra – Kitchen Play*

*contains NSFW content

Zhong Lan’s second child was a sweet girl named Zheng Zhen. She had big, beautiful eyes just like Zhong Lan. Zheng Tianyi held her gently after she was born. Her birth greatly eased Zheng Tianyi and Zhong Ning tense relationship –  as he would soon be too busy playing with his sister instead of seeking out Zhong Lan’s attention.

Zheng Zhen is five years old now. After more than a year of “negotiating”, Zheng Tianyi has finally agreed to let Zhong Lan go out to work. Zhong Lan has always dreamed of opening a dessert shop, and naturally Zheng Tianyi let him realize this dream of his.

Today was Halloween and Zhong Lan got up early this morning thinking about preparing a special cake. Reminiscing of past days, it seems he and Zheng Tianyi have been together for many years already but that animal’s interest in him hasn’t diminished one bit, in fact, he had been getting more naughty with his ways.

Zhong Lan went downstairs wearing a loose nightgown. When Zheng Zhen saw her father, she rushed over, demanding a hug. Zhong Lan complied. Under his robe, his swollen nipple that Zheng Tianyi had caused had inadvertently rubbed at where they both hugged, giving him goosebumps.

After packing the breakfast and school supplies of his two children, the driver sent them to school. Zhong Lan whipped together a cake according to the recipe and placed the batter in the oven. Today, he needed to make the cakes at home, which means that he will be alone with Zheng Tianyi for the rest of the day. Thinking back to the past that were filled with days like these, Zhong Lan sped up his movements. He had to quickly finish whatever he was doing before Zheng Tianyi woke up so he could prevent that animal from attempting anything during the day.

When he first had this thought, Zhong Lan was surprised. After being together for so long, their routine had become so familiar to him that such a thing would turn up in his mind.

While preparing the melted chocolate, the room permeated with the scent of chocolate. That was when Zheng Tianyi finally came downstairs. The first thing he did was walk into the kitchen and hug Zhong Lan’s waist from behind.

Zhong Lan scooped a bit of the melted chocolate with his fingers and brought it to Zheng Tianyi’s mouth for a taste. His brows knitted together as it was too sweet for his tastes so Zhong Lan withdrew his fingers and stuck them in his own mouth, eating the remaining chocolate he had been feeding Zheng Tianyi.

Zheng Tianyi watched Zhong Lan’s fingers going inside before withdrawing from his lips, those lips that were slightly pink and swollen. Recalling the thicker appendage other than his fingers that were also thrust in and out of that same place last night caused Zheng Tianyi’s naughty hands to wander again.

Last night when they both went to bed, he had been stripped naked. Zheng Tianyi did not allow him to wear clothes when they were alone, but since he had to take care of the children when morning came, Zheng Tianyi had bought him a loose silk robe that was much too easy to peel off. In the present, Zheng Tianyi was not in a hurry to take off those clothes. Holding Zhong Lan’s bottom half through his clothes with one of his large hands, he caressed his nipple with the other. Zhong Lan paused for a second, he was just about to decorate the cake earlier.

“Go on then, let me see how the patisserie chef usually works.” The movements of his hands did not stop while telling the other to continue, kneading those nipples through his clothes until they stood upright as his head was buried in the crook of his neck, nibbling on his ears. Zhong Lan endured the pleasure, barely making any progress on the cake. He had planned to make a glazed icing to go with some biscuit crumbling but it seems there was an excess of cream.

“What should we do if there’s still so much of this left? Should we just throw it away? But that’ll be such a waste, babe. I’ll give you a hand too, take off your clothes.” Looking at the unused cream still sitting on the bottom of the large mixing bowl, Zheng Tianyi felt that it was time for him to mess with his lover again. He turned the person below him around and reached towards his lips.

“…..” Animals won’t be called animals without any reason, as they’re bound to reveal their true nature some day. He’s learnt his lesson from before, so Zhong Lan had already cleaned up the table, leaving only the extra leftover ingredients before simply taking off his robe and underwear, looking at the other with provocatively.

Zheng Tianyi lifted him onto the table and glanced at his bare skin. Zhong Lan subconsciously wanted to cover it all up with his hands but Zheng Tianyi lifted them over his head and tied it with a ribbon. Then, he began to wipe the whipped cream all over his body, getting it all over his face, collarbones and chest, not even sparing his nose or the corners of his lips. Strawberries were also placed on the slightly hardened mounds on his chest, making them look like small cakes from a distance.

After the decoration of his upper body was roughly finished, Zheng Tianyi still had some plans for his lower half. The chocolate sauce which had just been melted down was still warm so Zheng Tianyi grabbed Zhong Lan’s half-hard member he had just touched and allowed it to sink a little into the bowl. The temperature of its contents had been a little higher than his body and it instantly enveloped Zhong Lan. He felt a surge of pleasure rushing to his head despite it not being enough to wrap around his entire shaft. The slanted bowl was then tipped over, allowing its contents to trickle down his perineum. Zheng Tianyi spread the flower petals located there with his two fingers, allowing some chocolate to sink inside and envelope them. Curling his toes, Zhong Lan couldn’t bear it anymore and squirmed away. He wanted to stop.

“You… hurry up… uhu…” Zhong Lan hoped that Zheng Tianyi would stop his torturous teasing soon. It was a pity the other had no such intention. Instead, he brought out some baby corn and carrots that were to be used to make salad from the fridge. The corn wasn’t thick but it was about the length of a middle finger while the carrots were thicker while not as lengthy.

Before going to bed yesterday, Zheng Tianyi had taken advantage of his tiredness and helped him to wash his privates. The baby corn and carrots were stuffed into his backhole little by little with the help of the cream as lube. The ridges of the corn against his body were not too light or rough, making Zhong Lan feel a little anxious, both physically and mentally.

“It’s okay babe, I’ll touch you soon.” Zheng Tianyi leaned down against Zhong Lan as he kissed his eyes.

“You should take a look at yourself right now. It’s even prettier than an omega in heat.” It was unknown if it was because they had been doing it too frequently or if it was due to the procedure from before but Zhong Lan’s body was now extremely sensitive.

Zheng Tianyi licked the cream from the tip of Zhong Lan’s nose, leaving reddened marks on the corners of his lips and neck before arriving at the small cakes. Zhong Lan’s chest were as plump as other breast-feeding omegas but the condition of his nipples were purely due to being bullied by Zheng Tianyi.

“Ah, no… Tianyi, it hurts… uhu don’t bite… ah, you can lick them, don’t…”

The small ‘cakes’ were bitten one by one. After the cream was swiped off them, the nipples were bitten, pulled and suckled on. Zhong Lan was tormented by both pain and pleasure. He wanted to wrap his arms around Zheng Tianyi’s neck, but his hands had been tied up and he was unable to move. After having his fill of bullying him, Zheng Tianyi pulled away as a line of silver formed where they had parted. He licked his lips.

Zhong Lan felt he could cum just from this, but the sticky chocolate sauce on his body had blocked his front and he couldn’t release it. He could only continue to suffer for now, but that’s okay because zheng Tianyi would take care of him soon.

His member that was covered in chocolate sauce had been standing upright but Zheng Tianyi took his time. He didn’t touch it, instead opting to tease his pu/ssy first.

“Babe, eating chocolate on its own is far too sweet. I want to pair it with some condiments. You can squeeze them out through some hard work right?” Although his ass, which had been filled with corn and carrots were not as big as Zheng Tianyi’s meatstick even if combined, it was still difficult to remove without some external help.

“Tianyi… help me… I feel so strange… wuu…” Repeatedly contracting his sphincter muscles didn’t do much, instead he only felt the ridges of the objects trapped in his body more vividly, which only increased his desire to orga-m.

“Don’t you dare try to get off right now. Here, I’ll help you get them out.” Suddenly, Zheng Tianyi picked him up and raised his butt into a shameful position. The carrot that had been peeking out of his hole was pressed back inside by Zheng Tianyi.

“En ah, ahh… uhuu..” In order to end this quickly, Zhong Lan could only hang on and continue to work hard. The change in position had indeed made it easier to expel the objects inside him. Soon, the condiments popped out one by one. Suddenly, Zhong Lan realized that the mirror on the opposite cabinet clearly reflected both their silhouettes, exposing him and giving a lustful show of the Zheng Tianyi holding him as the condiments fell to the floor one by one.

After the stuffings in his hole had been cleared, Zheng Tianyi pulled out his hardened c0ck and pressed it inside him to ensure that there was nothing left inside. After thrusting a few times, he shot his load inside.

“Don’t let it spill!” After pulling his c0ck out, Zheng Tianyi carried Zhong Lan onto one of the high swivel chairs and asked him to hug his legs while spreading his thighs to reveal his bussy. He then turned on the camera on his phone and pointed it between his legs.

The chocolate sauce had smudged all over, making him look like a three-year-old who was caught stealing candy.

“Now, push it all out from your ass.” Zheng Tianyi only sat down behind the camera as he masturbated to Zhong Lan after giving the order. Zhong Lan could only reach his hand out and spread his hole with two fingers. The semen inside couldn’t wait to escape and Zhong Lan dug deeply into himself with one finger to try and scoop it out. Zhong Lan lowered his head and his long lashes drooped down, looking somewhat picturesque in the video.

After spreading his ass open, Zhong Lan touched his pu/ssy again, parting the fleshy petals. Zhong Lan felt a bit awkward, the chocolate sauce was very sticky and it couldn’t be completely cleaned by just wiping it with his hands. Raising his head, Zhong Lan blushed and asked Zheng Tianyi, “I can’t clean it all, will you lick it for me?”

Zheng Tianyi’s c0ck hardened again as he smiled and walked closer with his camera in hand. He put his face close to his pu/ssy and gave it a sniff.

“Smells just as sweet as its owner. Hold it open yourself.”

Zhong Lan pulled open the plump flaps of his pu/ssy with both hands so Zheng Tianyi could lick it with his tongue. The hole was repeatedly licked, mouthed and stimulated. After a while, he squirted, covering Zheng Tianyi’s face with obscene fluids as the other didn’t have enough time to move away. As a reward, Zheng Tianyi inserted his c0ck shallowly inside the hole before cumming inside again.

Zhong Lan had still been dazed by the pleasure of his release and messily asked Zheng Tianyi to help clean up the chocolate sauce that was still clinging onto the mouth of his c0ckhead. Zheng Tianyi enveloped Zhong Lan’s member in one gulp and sucked on it hard, causing Zhong Lan to immediately shoot out inside his mouth. Before Zhong Lan could react, Zheng Tianyi swallowed without much thought and raised his head to invite Zhong Lan into a kiss.

The two lingered under the camera’s gaze for a while before Zheng Tinayi turned off his phone and carried him to the bathroom. In the bathroom, Zheng Tianyi didn’t bully Zhong Lan anymore for the first time, and only filled the bath with warm water for him. Zhong Lan was exhausted and slept in Zheng Tianyi’s arms. The kitchen was now a mess and the only thing that could be salvaged were the cakes that he had placed in the fridge in advance. Fortunately, it was still long before the children came back from school, which was just enough time for Zhong Lan to clean up.

In the evening, Zheng Zhen and Zhong Ning both dressed up as ghosts and ran around the house. Zhong Lan had no strength to accompany them, instead, after dinner, Zheng Tianyi’s assistant took the children out for trick-or-treating. Lying on the sofa with Zhong Lan, Zheng Tianyi cuddled him as he gently massaged Zhong Lan’s back, aiding him in the better digestion of their earlier meal. Zhong Lan gradually fell asleep to the scent of Zheng Tianyi, and thus did his invigorating day end just like this (?)


T/L notes: Before I say anything else, uh… be sure to never place anything sweet near your bottom cavities… especially the front one, cause it can cause some pretty nasty yeast infections, and as for the back hole, never place objects that can’t be easily fished out with string or a handle cause like… it can get lost there, which could result in a very… unforgettable trip to the ER. Assorted baby carrots and corns are just a few examples.

Anywoots, I hope you enjoyed this chapter because I had a heck of a time going through it haha d(*-*)b

I hadn’t expected to get this many views, and I would like to thank my friend for letting me host my translations on her site. She encouraged me to do stuff that I hadn’t had the motivation/ courage to do, plus she also guided me along the way. Thanks Mochi :D!!
Currently, she’s translating a show-biz title and the couple in it are just such teases. It’s called Perfection, and the story will DEFO increase your Seme/Top/Gong standards!
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Chapter 2 – Family's Daily Routine*

Zhong Lan is pregnant again. This is to be expected because as long as Zheng Tianyi wants for it to happen, Zhong Lan can’t help but to cave under his requests.

It’s just that this time, Zhong Lan has to take care of two children, instead of one. Zheng Tianyi has always been a bastard, insistent on wanting to expand the family and adamant on doing it with him several times a night, every night – even refusing to pull out after. Meanwhile, there is also the pitiful Zhong Ning who waits for Zhong Lan to tell him bedtime stories every night.

There is no child who does not like sweet or candy-flavoured pheromones, but Zheng Tianyi has always been possessive and monopolizing of his mother so Zhong Ning could only quietly climb into Zhong Lan’s when everyone else is sound asleep at night.

At first, it was peaceful. But after, little Zhong Ning had a revelation. This isn’t right at all. This is my mother, mine. In the future, there’ll be more children who will fight over him. If I don’t snatch up all the attention now, I will become the lowest priority ranking member in my family! So Zhong Ning began coming up with plans to steal his mother away from his father.

The struggle starts early in the morning, when little Zhong Ning finds himself back in his own room when he gets up in the morning. Zhong Lan is sitting on the side of his bed as he arranges his son’s clothes. He’s been pregnant for more than four months, and the bulge of his lower abdomen is clearly visible. Zhong Ning rubbed his eyes and sat up, reaching his hands to Zhong Lan for a hug and kiss. Zhong Lan smiled at the gesture and was about to reciprocate when the door slammed open, and there stood Zheng Tianyi outside with an unhappy expression.

“Is it so difficult for you to get up? If you can’t catch the school bus, you have to walk to school by yourself.”

Zhong Lan realized that even Zhen Tianyi could get jealous of his own son, so he immediately got up to console him, only kissing Zhong Ning’s cheek after he left.

Little Zhong Ning failed to act like a baby for the first time. As he sat in the school bus, the other children haplessly sang school songs with the teacher while Zhong Ning lowered his head for a long time without a peep of noise. His classmates who sat on his table only watched him and stopped talking as well.

In class, the teacher taught everyone how to make handcrafted roses. Zhong Ning studied hard and wanted to go home and give one to Zhong Lan, but his handiwork wasn’t the best, compared to the rose bouquet that Zheng Tianyi often gave to Zhong Lan. In fact, the roses on the bouquet were always gorgeous and you could even smell the flowers inside the house from far away.

Throwing the origami flowers he folded into the waste paper bin, he carried a small stool and sat near the door, looking up at the sky listlessly. One of his deskmates noticed his lonely self and picked up the crumpled little flower from the trash can. Placing it in his pocket, he dragged another stool and sat next to Zhong Ning.

“What’s with you today?”

“My mother doesn’t love me anymore.”

“No way, your mother doesn’t love you? I love you! I’ll give my flower to you.”

“Ah. Thank you.”

“En… My grandpa knows how to make cookies. They are very delicious. Do you want to come to my house to play?”

“Okay!”

“Yay! Okay! Let me tell you, my house has…”

Zhong Ning, who had been in good company for the entire afternoon, was in a good mood. He made a promise with his deskmate to visit him during the weekends and returned home with a bounce in his step.

As soon as he entered the house, he put down his schoolbag and rushed to the kitchen to share the rose he had been given with Zhong Lan, but was frightened by what he saw instead.

The kitchen was filled with the scent of sweet chocolate pheromones and Zheng Tianyi had Zhong Lan pressed on the edge of the table, one hand wrapped protectively around Zhong Lan’s belly while the other was on his neck, forcing the other to kiss him. The half-decorated cupcakes on the table had been messily pushed aside and scattered.

Zheng Tianyi opened his eyes slightly to glance at Zhong Ning, only making an impatient ‘tsk’ before letting go of Zhong Lan, a thin thread of saliva snapping between them. During his pregnancy, Zhong Lan felt more emotional, and after being suffocated by Zheng Tianyi’s kiss, his face flushed easily. Turning to see Zhong Ning still standing at the door, he felt a bit at a loss.

Zhong Ning who stood by the door experienced a small change in his expression, his round eyes filled with tears and the corners of his mouth were pulled down, and he was about to cry out. Zheng Tianyi however, was quicker to react. Grabbing the cupcakes on the table, he carried some close to his chest while using his other hand to drag his kid out of the kitchen by the back of his collar, as one would with a cat or puppy. After half a minute, a loud cry sounded from the living room.

In the end, poor Zhong Ning was compensated with a bedtime story, but it was a pity that the story was not told by Zhong Lan.

The child went to take a bath, and strangely didn’t make a fuss while watching cartoons earlier in the evening, hugging his baby sea otter plushie as he shrank into his blanket. The door opened, and he blinked at the stars at the corner of his vision only to see Zheng Tianyi walk in with a gloomy face holding a children’s storybook… Half a minute later, Zhong Lan, who was clearing up the tableware in the kitchen, suddenly heard an earth-shattering cry again…

After Zhong Lan was done cleaning up the living room, he returned to the master bedroom to prepare to rest. Zheng Tianyi, who had come out of Zhong Ning’s room, stood on the balcony smoking a cigarette. When he noticed Zhong Lan entering, he extinguished the cigarette and peeled the wrapper off a piece of chocolate and popped it inside his mouth.

“Has Ningning already fallen asleep?” Zhong Lan circled his arms around Zheng Tianyi’s neck, his nose twitched at the remaining smell of smoke on the other’s clothes and frowned.

“I’m guessing probably not yet.” Zheng Tianyi rested one of his hands on Zhong Lan’s waist while the other was already on his back.

“I see… go wash up.”

In the bathroom, Zheng Tianyi turned on the heater and faucet to start the bath. When half the bathtub was filled, he stripped Zhong Lan of his clothes and placed him inside. Zhong Lan himself was a very lean person, but in addition to that, it was not easy for fat to accumulate in him due to his alpha physique so the four-month-old swell in his belly was very prominent.

Steam rose from the bathwater, and the whole room gave off a steamy atmosphere. Zheng Tianyi, who was sitting at the edge of the bathtub, scooped hot water from the tub and poured it over Zhong Lan’s chest again and again. The rivulets of water running down felt comfortable, but it left more to be desired.

Changing his posture, Zhong Lan laid his head on Zheng Tianyi’s lap, rubbing his face on the majestic bulge to greet whatever was hidden underneath it.

“Hmm? Does it taste that good?” Zheng Tianyi always had a way of spitting provocations when he was bullying Zhong Lan, but perhaps he did not expect for Zhong Lan to pick up his habit of doing so.

Zhong Lan’s face was already slightly red from the steaming heat, but he raised his head and replied to Zheng Tianyi.

“I’m just more used to eating it from the back, so I didn’t have a chance to taste it yet.”

Zheng Tianyi felt the blue veins from his lower half throbbing, holding down Zhong Lan’s head, he freed the thing from his pants. The c0ck that was close to Zhong Lan hit his face, bouncing off it a few times. Its weight hurt him a little.

“Alright, now that you have the chance to, take some initiative and do it on your own. Let me reward you, so you can eat and taste it all you want!”
Zheng Tianyi found a more comfortable place to lean on and Zhong Lan only cursed in a low voice with a smirk.

“My husband’s too kind, thank you husband.”

Lowering his face, he started to lick the c0ckhead.

Although it always feels good to have sex with Zheng Tianyi, thinking about the shameful compromises he has to make still causes him to grind his teeth in hate. However, it is also why Zhong Lan feels so turned on this time round.

After a while, Zhong Lan began to realize how difficult it was to actually suck his husband off. Zheng Tianyi was too big, and no matter how he licked or sucked, there was no way to take care of the whole length at once, and the meatstick hasn’t reacted at all ever since he started. Zhong Lan began to grow impatient and secretly glanced at Zheng Tianyi, only to find that the other party had been looking at him with a smug expression. He didn’t want to pretend any longer, so he stood up, hovering over the other and bit his bottom lip.

“Can’t do it anymore? Why didn’t you say that earlier?” Zheng Tianyi reached out behind him to spread his ass and touch his pu/ssy. After thrusting his fingers inside, he slowly pushed his meatstick, thrusting in a regular rhythm. Although his husband’s mouth earlier felt comfortable too, it couldn’t possibly compare to the softness and wetness of his pu/ssy.

“Uh… Ah… ah ah… slow down… feels good…” Zhong Lan’s mouth still tasted like c0ck, and thinking about the vigorous pistoning behind him made him imagine if his mouth was just another fvckhole. Like a mouth, his pu/ssy spasmed unconsciously around the meatstick, suckling as if it were like a mouth.

It was a fact that Zheng Tianyi was better at his job than Zhong Lan as it didn’t take long for the meatstick to grow harder and bigger as he was about to cum. Just when Zhong Lan was about to squeeze down and prepare to receive a spurt of hot cum, Zheng Tianyi suddenly left him empty and came inside his mouth instead, much to Zhong Lan’s confusion.

“Swallow it. If you even think about spitting it out, I won’t let you get out of bed today!”

Zhong Lan looked up pitifully at Zheng Tianyi, doubtful that he would let him go even if he was obedient, however, his throat moved first and he swallowed. After gulping it down, he deliberately opened his mouth to show the other proof of his action.

Zheng Tianyi had always liked seeing Zhong Lan crying as he crawls into his arms, so as long as Zhong Lan remains playful like this, he would always assume that the other has not been fvcked enough, so the second round of sex continued at the sink. 

As for our little Zhong Ning, who has suffered a series of losses, could only be frustrated. He didn’t think he could come between his parents when they showed their affections toward each other, so now all he could hope to do was to quickly grow up and find his own significant other.

“Hmph, I will also one day show off my love with my wife in the future!” The child covered himself under the blankets and angrily turned off the lamp.

(end)

 


T/L notes: I think there’s a new steamy extra that the author just posted, perhaps I’ll look into that soon. Btw, dad is so childish that even his poor son has to compete with him for mom’s attention kek. Hopefully little Zhong Ning grows up fast and moves out soon, let’s cheer him on!! Personally, I don’t think I could stand listening to my parents being touchy-feely every day around the house O.o

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Chapter 1 – High-school Reunion*

Warning: May contain triggering/ darker topics.

“Zhong Lan didn’t bring an Omega to the party today. It can’t be… is he really single?”

“What nonsense! His child is already over three years old this year.”

“Really? I haven’t heard about that before!”

“Do you remember that one guy in high school, Zheng Tianyi?”

“You mean that wealthy second-generation son that reeks of vodka pheromones?”

“Yep, that’s him. It’s rumored that he and Zhong Lan are together now.”

“No way, they’re both alphas… just how did that kid happen?”

“Well… with the technology nowadays, not to mention the rich… you know… they could always just…”

Zhong Lan turned to leave after listening to the hushed chatter of his former classmates just as the reunion was about to end.

Alpha..? Could I still be considered one now? Zhong Lan thought to himself.

Zheng Tianyi was his classmate in college, his partner, the father of his child, as well as his living nightmare.

Zhong Lan, who was from a poor family had managed to enter A High-school because of his outstanding grades, and due to his chocolate-scented pheromones, he was greatly liked and popular with many omegas. His college life that was supposed to be filled with schoolwork and love was all shattered with the appearance of Zheng Tianyi.

Zheng Tianyi was the son of a major shareholder in A. He had poor grades, but because of his wealth and connections, he was exempted from the entrance examinations. Plus, with his intoxicating pheromones, he played with omegas often.

The gap between them couldn’t have been wider, like heaven and hell, but just like that, they ended up together. Zheng Tianyi had known about Zhong Lan and his life a long time ago, but he had been most intrigued about Zhong Lan’s handsomely soft features similar to an omega.

“I’ve fvcked too many omegas, I’m really curious what it’ll be like to fvck an alpha for once.” Zheng Tianyi smiled, looking at Zhong Lan’s photo while muttering to the little attendant behind him. When he raised his head again, a dark look flashed over his eyes. Guess I’ll try it soon.

Not long after, Zhong Lan would find himself tied up with a thick rope and tossed right in front of Zheng Tianyi. His dangerous chocolate-scented pheromones would soon flood the house, warning the enemy not to take him lightly. However, his resistance was not met with any fear for he only looked like an angry kitten. Soon, the higher concentration whisky pheromones easily overwhelmed the chocolate scented one, dominating the room.

Suppressing Zhong Lan with his pheromones, Zheng Tianyi r4p3d him soon after. Zhong Lan never thought this would ever happen to him as an alpha, but what made it even more unbelievable to him was that he would continue to receive such treatment for three whole years. For those three years, Zheng Tianyi played him both physically and mentally in the palm of his hands. Zheng Tianyi had wanted him to be pliant under him, just like omegas in their estrus, often using drugs to fulfill his needs.

At first, Zhong Lan would fight, swear and think about escaping or running away. Gradually, he began to feel numb. He would be found and brought back to his tormentor no matter where he ran, no matter who he sought help from, no one was able to protect him.

Just like that, three years passed in the blink of an eye. After graduation, Zhong Lan thought that Zheng Tianyi would finally forget about him and let him go, but what he had previously endured would only take a turn for the worse.

At the graduation party, Zheng Tianyi had taken advantage of the crowd to drag Zhong Lan into an enclosed place. Then he had stripped Zhong Lan of his pants and violently thrust his desire into the other’s hole. After finishing, Zheng Tianyi forced Zhong Lan to kneel in front of him. With one hand, he tilted Zhong Lan’s chin and said, 

“Zhong Lan, don’t you think it’ll be such a pity if you don’t have anyone to inherit your beautiful features?”

What Zheng Tianyi always did was give Zhong Lan some fleeting hope and goad him with it, only to crush it later.

“So, I want you to give me a baby.”

According to the laws of nature, there was no way for a child to be conceived between two alphas, but with the advanced technology of this era, there were some things that could be solved with money. An artificial uterus, along with ovaries were implanted into Zhong Lan, and a vag/ina was carved through surgery. In order to avoid the possibility of rejection and to smoothen Zhong Lan’s transition into his new body, he was injected with a large amount of omega hormones. The alpha in him seemed to be aware of these changes and rejected strongly. During this time, Zhong Lan felt that his body was about to be split into two, and that he would rather for death to take him than to suffer through the pain he felt.

After that transition period, Zhong Lan had completely transformed into Zheng Tianyi’s toy. As long as Zheng Tianyi desired it, he would make Zhong Lan enter his estrus period at his demand. After enduring all that abuse, Zhong Lan refused to consider himself an alpha anymore. It also didn’t take long for him to become pregnant, even giving birth to a strong, alpha baby for Zheng Tianyi a few months after.

Zheng Tianyi also did a very good job in suppressing Zhong Lan’s natural physiology, only allowing the other to continuously rely on him without any more energy to think about anything else. His past might as well have been a dream, perhaps he had never been an alpha, perhaps he had been born only for the sake of becoming Zheng Tianyi’s toy.

After attending the reunion, Zhong Lan dared not linger around a minute more, urging the chauffeur to quickly send him back home. The baby was indeed three years old this year. Come to think of it, the two had been together for five years now. Zhong Lan has given up all hope that he’ll ever be free. Zheng Tianyi himself could be considered a proper partner, after all, he never bothered to get involved with anyone else, nor has he shown interest in extramarital relationships. They had spent enough time that it felt natural when the two of them went about their days as husband and wife at home.

When Zhong Lan arrived back home, the room was shrouded in darkness. It was late now, the baby was probably asleep at this time. Gently opening the bedroom door, Zhong Lan turned around to shut the door, only for a dark figure to appear right behind him with a great bang. Zhong Lan was pressed up against the door, and without a second to deflect the attack, his cheek was slammed into the hardwood.

“Ugh. Couldn’t you be gentler?”

He felt a slight humming followed by a smile from the person behind him. The hand reached out to caress his cheek, which comforted him, but soon those same fingers began slipping under his clothes.

“It’s so late now. Haven’t I said before to return earlier?” The palm of those hands began rubbing all over his chest, causing its nubs to harden and protrude. Without any delay, those hands stopped their teasing only to work towards removing his clothes.

“It’s just… I haven’t seen them in so long, it’s not easy to excuse myself.” Zhong Lan relaxed his body as much as he could and leaned towards Zheng Tianyi’s arms.

“Hmm, just what did you want to share with them? Did you want them to see how brilliantly you’ve blossomed these past few years?” Zheng Tianyi moved towards Zhong Lan’s lower half and placed an egg-vibrator inside. It all depends on Zheng Tianyi’s mood now if he would be able to take it out.

“No… don’t be like this. Just touch me.” Zheng Tianyi is always amenable to coaxing but not coercion, but under these circumstances, it’s something he must do anyway to avoid any further punishment.

However, it’s obvious that his trick is working. Zheng Tianyi stopped talking about the matter earlier, only picking up Zhong Lan and dropping him on the bed. On top of him, he leans down to nibble on his ears before saying to him, “Let’s not get too hasty babe, do you remember what happened today, just six years ago? Tell me, hmm?”

Six years ago, Zhong Lan met Zheng Tianyi for the very first time. Well, perhaps it wasn’t the first time they’ve met, but Zhong Lan doesn’t remember. That day, he was tied to a bed in a hotel, his clothes completely stripped off by Zheng Tianyi. There was a video camera at the foot of the bed, recording the entirety of his cursing and futile struggle, up to his crying and begging for mercy.

Recalling the memories of that day, Zhong Lan’s expression became a little strained. Zheng Tianyi covered Zhong Lan’s lips and picked up the vibrator remote from the bedside table, turning it up as high as it would go.

“Vrrr…” The vibrator in his front started to pick up the pace, stimulating Zhong Lan’s insides, so he quickly clamped his legs, feeling subconscious of himself. After the surgery, the doctor had instructed Zheng Tianyi to stimulate it frequently to help his body adapt to its changes. So Zheng Tianyi has often stuffed him with vibrators. Zhong Lan wasn’t used to feeling this way. Crying, he tried pushing his own fingers in to try and get the vibrator out, only to end up climaxing all over himself.

Zheng Tianyi set a tablet on the bedside and played a video. In the beginning, the screen was shaking pretty badly, but after it became more stable, Zhong Lan could clearly see the person onscreen – it was himself.

“Babe, look at what I found today. You looked so erotic the first time. Just watching this video made me so hard.” Zheng Tianyi laid to his side and held onto Zhong Lan, dragging his hair in his fists violently. Forcing him to look at the screen, Zhong Lan’s body grew wetter, with fluids running profusely from his pu/ssy, while his front stood up, half-hard. It was difficult to gulp down, the saliva in his mouth ran down the corners of his mouth.

“Uh… ung…”

Zhong Lan was now flustered, he felt so ho-ny but embarrassed of the scene from his past, if he could, he really wanted to smack himself.

Feeling a chill near his ass, Zhong Lan scurried forward, only for it to be met with a slap.

“Ahh!”
Zheng Tianyi lifted one of Zhong Lan’s legs to get a better view of his back hole. After spilling some lubricant, he prodded his ass with his fingers for a while. The tight ring of muscle had nowhere to hide, and could only be teased by Zheng Tianyi until it swelled into a tender pink.

Ever since Zhong Lan underwent that reconstruction surgery, his ass was hardly used anymore during sex.

“It’s been too long since the last time we used it. It’s probably forgotten how to eat my meatstick. Luckily, we have a demonstration video right in front of us today. Professor Zhong will personally teach us. Babe, you should study hard.” Zheng Tianyi swiped the wetness between Zhong Lan’s legs before patting Zhong Lan’s face and tracing the fluid towards his lips.

In the video, the shot is focused on what’s between Zhong Lan’s legs. His hands and feet are bound together with his thighs forced apart from each other. He’s cursing and squirming around as a hand appears with a middle finger rubbing the folds and entering the tight hole. When it becomes looser, more digits are added. The stretch becomes wider and the folds gradually become taut around the fingers. After three fingers had managed to enter inside without much resistance, a veiny object came into view. The thick and long meatstick, covered in fluids obviously couldn’t be compared to the size of the three fingers earlier, and based on the shift in noise in the background, it could be that the meatstick had just come out of Zhong Lan’s mouth.

With a shlick, Zheng Tianyi’s c0ck was slipped into his hole in the present. They both groaned.

“Babe, you’re so good at hiding. I never knew you could make all this wetness spill from behind yourself before.”

Zheng Tianyi stuffed himself cruelly, pistoning into Zhong Lan, as though the tight squeeze inside meant nothing to him.

“Ah! Mmm… Tianyi no… ah… ah…”

He couldn’t bear it. With the two places inside him only separated by a wall, not to mention the highly stimulating vibrator in his pu/ssy, Zhong Lan struggled, unsure if to beg Zheng Tianyi to move faster or slow down.

Zhong Lan’s eyes glazed over the meatstick going in and out of himself on screen, reminding himself of his own predicament. The semi-hard organ between his legs stood up straight, causing Zhong Lan to habitually reach out front to try and release the pressure from it. Unfortunately, as he was about to reach climax, Zheng Tianyi realized what he was doing and grabbed onto his shaft, blocking the slit with his thumb, preventing him from reaching his orga-m.

“You’re so cute babe, being able to jack off to your own film. But you can’t do that today, I’ll only allow you to use your front hole to cum first, be obedient.”

Zheng Tianyi said while getting himself off using Zhong Lan’s body.

With that, Zhong Lan understood the underlying meaning behind his words. He wanted Zhong Lan to beg for it. It was in line with him and his nasty preferences, which he often complied with. Zhong Lan got up and turned to face Zheng Tianyi directly. The meatstick slid out from his backdoor as he wrapped his hands around Zheng Tianyi’s neck, his own cries from the video behind him making him blush.

“Tianyi, I want… I want you.”

Zheng Tianyi looked at him, unreactive.

“What do you mean? Don’t you already have something in there? Is it not enough to satisfy you?”

“No… I don’t want this…”

“What should I do, how should I get in if that’s already inside?”

“… help me get it out.”

It was dark in the room, apart from the light coming from the tablet that illuminated half of Zhong Lan’s face which was turned to the side. With his face partially hidden in the shadows, he bit his lip secretly.

“Spread your legs.”

“Uhm.”

With Zhong Lan lying on the bed, Zheng Tianyi reached out to touch the petals on the entrance of his pu/ssy. He could feel the vibration coming from the object stuck quite a distance inside. He had already promised to take it out, but he didn’t want it to be done by simply pulling it out by the string.

Swiping some of the fluids from the entrance to wet his fingers, he then plunged his index and middle finger into the warmth, slowly sinking in and feeling around the silicone device, with every intention of digging it out.

Zhong Lan couldn’t help himself when he realized that Zheng Tianyi was no longer paying attention to his upper body. Secretly, he tugged on the line of the vibrator hoping to pull out the fingers inside him along with it. His intention was discovered, so Zheng Tianyi instead pushed the vibrator deeper inside, and with his free hand, he pinched Zhong Lan’s nipple, squeezing it harshly.

“Ahhh-“

Already on the edge, he couldn’t hold it in any longer, not with such persistent teasing. Wrapping his finger around the end of the vibrator, Zheng Tianyi pulled the whole thing out at once, causing Zhong Lan to cum. White spurted out, drenching Zheng Tianyi’s lower abdomen while half the fluids from his swollen hole flowed out together with the fingers that were inside before.

The extreme pleasure made Zhong Lan’s mind go blank. While he was still out of it, Zheng Tianyi slammed his large meatstick into Zhong Lan, entering his pu/ssy. Feeling that something was amiss, Zhong Lan squirmed, struggling under Zheng Tianyi as the other tightly held his waist down as he thrust himself in and out.

“Ahh, Tianyi… uhu, husband… ahh, slow down…”

The c0ck embedded inside his body swelled up, and Zhong Lan suddenly realized that Zheng Tianyi hadn’t put on a condom earlier. But it was too late, Zheng Tianyi sheathed himself deeply and began to spill inside him.

“Wa… ah… you didn’t wear it today…. no don’t ah ah…. I don’t wanna get pregnant… wa… Tianyi no… please don’t… wu”

Zheng Tianyi came fervently, emptying himself inside Zhong Lan’s body. After he finished, Zhong Lan began sobbing loudly.

Wrapping his arms around Zhong Lan, Zheng Tianyi released some pheromones. Despite being in a daze, Zhong Lan seemed to recognize his own chocolate-scent in the air, but there was something unfamiliar about it, unlike the one in the past. This one was infused with a bit of alcohol, like one you’d taste after biting into some liquored chocolates. With the infusion of the distilled spirit into the confectionery, the strong scent of whisky is neutralized by the smoother textures of the chocolate, causing the scent to be a perfect blend between sweet and intoxicating.

Zhong Lan shifted in Zheng Tianyi’s arms, rubbing himself against the comforting scent. 

“Babe, do you like it? It’s a surprise for you.”

After authorizing the surgery on Zhong Lan four years ago, Zheng Tianyi asked the doctor to extract Zhong Lan’s pheromone glands and ordered for the research on a procedure that allowed himself to achieve double alpha glands to chain Zhong Lan by his side so the latter will not be able to leave him. Now that he had the other’s pheromones, Zhong Lan will not be able to think for himself anymore. By going through with this surgery, Zhong Lan’s gland and pheromones will forever be a part of him too.

After hearing him explain the details, Zhong Lan’s eyes reddened involuntarily. Zheng Tianyi is a bastard who ruined his life, but in the five years they’ve spent together, he really did feel that the other really was sincere to him to some extent. Now that he was met with such a heavy and obstinate confession like that, he could only laugh bitterly.

Wrapping his hands around Zheng Tianyi’s neck, Zhong Lan lowered his head to kiss him gently before reaching towards the back of his neck. There was a special alpha gland there.

“To mark this special occasion, we should start by marking right here.”

Zhong Lan bit down on the gland, his teeth piercing skin and leaving behind wet teeth marks.

After his mark was complete, Zheng Tianyi slid above Zhong Lan.

“Now that my babe has promised me this, let’s work hard for a second child right now!”
“You… ah… uwu… wu …”

 


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