Chapter 79 – I’m in love with my brother.
The shock and surprise arrived with equal abruptness. Empress Dowager Wen’s expression froze, her eyes and the corners of her mouth still lingering with the joy from moments ago. “Qi’er, could you say that again?”
Zhao Qi thought it would be more effective to let Empress Dowager Wen touch and see for herself than to keep explaining. He pressed his lips together, looking like a child waiting to be scolded for doing something wrong, and lifted the brocade blanket covering his stomach.
The sight of a seven-month pregnant belly caught Empress Dowager Wen completely off guard, leaving her astonished.
Having lived for more than half a century, Empress Dowager Wen had never experienced such a shock, to the point where her makeup seemed about to come off. She pointed at Zhao Qi’s belly, her fingertips trembling uncontrollably. “What is this?”
Zhao Qi blinked and said, “It’s Mengmeng.”
Empress Dowager Wen: “…Who is Mengmeng?”
Zhao Qi thoughtfully provided a detailed answer: “She is the child of the Emperor and the Prime Minister, and your granddaughter, Mother.”
Empress Dowager Wen’s vision darkened, and she fainted. The last image she saw was Zhao Qi, with a large belly, laboriously moving toward her.
“—Mother!”
When she woke up again, she saw her son’s face, and Empress Dowager Wen felt a sense of relief, thinking she must have had a nightmare.
Zhao Qi’s face was filled with worry and guilt as he smiled obsequiously: “Mother, you’re awake.”
Empress Dowager Wen responded with a sound, “Help me up.”
As Zhao Qi assisted her, he said, “The Imperial Physician said that you fainted from shock, but there’s nothing serious. You need to rest and learn to control your emotions; you mustn’t get angry again.”
Empress Dowager Wen was stunned. Her gaze gradually moved from Zhao Qi’s face down to the protruding belly, and she immediately closed her eyes and turned her head, murmuring, “It’s not a dream, it’s real…”
Zhao Qi embraced Empress Dowager Wen’s shoulders, reasoning with her emotionally: “Mother, Mengmeng is my child, your granddaughter, with the Zhao bloodline. It doesn’t matter who carried her; what matters is that she’s part of our family.”
Empress Dowager Wen suddenly pushed Zhao Qi away, pointing at his nose with a cold voice: “What exactly is going on? Explain it clearly to me.”
Zhao Qi honestly and thoroughly explained everything.
After hearing the details, the remaining color drained from Empress Dowager Wen’s face, and she gritted her teeth, saying: “It’s one thing for Xiao Shiqing to covet the throne of Da Jing, but to even lay hands on the Emperor of Da Jing! Such a treacherous villain, I will definitely have him torn to pieces to relieve my hatred!”
After such a commotion and a long story, Zhao Qi, feeling tired and sleepy, yawned and said: “That night at the palace banquet was an accident, and both he and I share the responsibility. The act of sleeping was mutual; he slept with me, but it can also be said that I slept with him.”
This reasoning was something Zhao Qi had recently come up with, aiming to defend his dignity as a man. In the future, if the little princess asked where she came from, he could confidently tell his daughter that he slept with her father, which led to her birth.
Empress Dowager Wen looked at Zhao Qi as if he were a fool, “How did I end up with such an unworthy, shameless son, who was sold and still happily lost money! Can’t you see through Xiao Shiqing’s scheme?”
“Oh?”
“Xiao Shiqing covets the world but doesn’t want to be labeled a usurper. That’s why he gave you the childbearing medicine, to have you bear him a son. In the future, your son will inherit the throne… Ha, his rule comes too easily, just from a night’s sleep!”
Life is not easy; Zhao Qi sighed: “If that’s the case, why did Xiao Shiqing suddenly relinquish power?”
Empress Dowager Wen couldn’t make sense of this, saying: “Xiao Shiqing acts in a devious manner, but he must have his reasons for doing this.”
“I know his reasons.”
“You?” Empress Dowager Wen scoffed mercilessly, “Impossible.”
“It’s simple. Xiao Shiqing doesn’t want anyone else to be Empress because he himself wants the position.”
Empress Dowager Wen looked at Zhao Qi and said: “Son, what kind of love potion did Xiao Shiqing use on you? Mother knows you’re lustful, but do you really prefer beauty over the throne?”
“A child makes choices; as the ruler of a country, of course, I want both.” Zhao Qi spoke firmly while clenching his fist.
Empress Dowager Wen remained silent for a moment, then sneered: “I said, how could Xiao Shiqing be willing to give up power? It turns out he has already bewitched you.”
Zhao Qi was startled and quickly said: “Mother, that’s not right! I only have a little affection for him; it definitely hasn’t reached the point of being bewitched. Please don’t wrong me!”
Empress Dowager Wen gave him a sideways glance, noticing his belly, and asked: “How can you be sure this is a daughter?”
Zhao Qi tilted his head and thought for a moment, then said uncertainly: “I forgot. Anyway, everyone seems to assume she’s a princess.”
Empress Dowager Wen’s expression was complex, “What on earth have I given birth to?”
“Mother,” Zhao Qi held Empress Dowager Wen’s hand, “I know that when I first found out I was pregnant, I didn’t want to keep the child. But for various reasons, the child stayed in my belly longer and one day, she suddenly moved—Mother, do you know what that feeling is like?”
Empress Dowager Wen: “…Mm.” How could she not know? When she was pregnant for ten months, each fetal movement was a great joy.
“I couldn’t bear to erase her existence.” Zhao Qi said in a coquettish manner, “Mother, please let me give birth to her.”
Empress Dowager Wen sighed, “Just a princess. If you want to give birth, then do so. In the future, you can still marry a consort to have someone else bear the imperial sons.”
“Uh…” Not wanting to give Empress Dowager Wen too much stimulation at once, Zhao Qi didn’t respond to her, “Then will Mother still need to seize Xiao Shiqing’s military power?”
“Seize it,” Empress Dowager Wen said coolly, “Why not take the military power if it’s delivered to us?”
Zhao Qi complained, “But I’m still pregnant and can’t handle state affairs alone. The ministers in the cabinet also need someone to make decisions and oversee the overall situation.”
“It’s fine. With Mother and your maternal grandfather overseeing, what do you have to worry about?”
“…Then it might be better to let Xiao Shiqing continue to sleep with the emperor and make others his vassals.”
Empress Dowager Wen was enraged, “What, are you learning from married daughters, turning your elbows outward?”
Zhao Qi said lightly: “The Xiao family is an outside family, and so is the Wen family.”
Empress Dowager Wen slowly widened her eyes, “You… what did you say?”
Zhao Qi didn’t want to repeat such words that harm the mother-son relationship. “Mother, I understand if you want to take this opportunity to reduce power. If you insist, I won’t oppose. I have learned a lot from the Prime Minister, and I will try to handle state affairs myself for now, temporarily not needing others.”
Zhao Qi made himself clear enough, and someone as smart as Empress Dowager Wen wouldn’t fail to understand. She said expressionlessly: “I’m tired and want to rest. Please leave, Your Majesty.”
“Alright, I’m also tired.” Zhao Qi stood up, “Mother, rest assured and recuperate. I’ll come again tomorrow to pay my respects.”
Three days later, Xiao Shiqing fell ill and stayed at home. He sent Fu Zi with a command from the Tianji Camp, the capital city’s Imperial Guards authority, another half of the tiger tally, and the four-piece set of the Prime Minister’s seal.
Fu Zi said, “The Prime Minister also said, His Majesty should follow the Empress Dowager’s wishes in all matters and avoid growing distant from her.”
“It’s too late,” Zhao Qi said irritably. “My mother is already angry with me.”
Fu Zi asked, “What should I tell the Prime Minister about the consequences?”
Zhao Qi looked up from the pile of memorials and said angrily, “I handle all the memorials myself. Isn’t that serious enough?”
Fu Zi was left speechless.
“Have Xiao Shiqing think of a solution quickly. I can hold on for a day or two, but if it goes on any longer, I’ll be exhausted!”
That night, Zhao Qi, with his large belly, sat at the desk, eyes tired, yawning continuously, and still forcing himself to deal with the state affairs. When Xiao Shiqing was ill during his southern inspection, Zhao Qi had already been exhausted from handling everything alone for a day or two, feeling as if he wanted to throw himself into the river with the dragon egg. Now, it was even worse. Besides the obvious state affairs, there were also “gossips” from the Tianji Camp, which were far more interesting and lively than the state affairs, like delicious gossip that could be enjoyed as a treat.
For instance, Zhao Qiao’s “scandalous history” had reached the ears of the Empress Dowager of Dongying, and Zhao Qiao had not been seen since. It was highly likely that he was locked up in a small dark room. Half a month later, Zhao Qiao even actively sought out the Tianji Camp personnel, begging them to take him back to Dajing, saying that if he didn’t leave soon, he would be forced to bear children for the Empress Dowager of Dongying.
Zhao Qi: ?
How could a man give birth to children? Zhao Qi wouldn’t believe Zhao Qiao’s words even if his brain was given away. He replied: Let him give birth, and if the child’s surname is Zhao, he can join the Dajing royal family.
News also came from the North Border that the Prime Minister’s counter-spy scheme was starting to show results. The Huai King and his strategist Xu Zijing were beginning to have differences, and soon Rong Tang would be able to take their place.
Zhao Qi looked puzzled at the name “Rong Tang.” Wasn’t he in Cangzhou? How could he be involved with Zhao Tong? While he was thinking, a familiar voice suddenly sounded behind him, “What are you so engrossed in?”
Zhao Qi paused and didn’t have time to turn around before someone bent down and patted his head. “Let me have a look too, okay?”
The faint scent of ink calmed Zhao Qi’s restless heart. He nestled into the newcomer’s hand and said with a hint of grievance, “Why did it take you so long to come?”
“One must put on a show,” Xiao Shiqing said as he sat down behind Zhao Qi, wrapping his arms around his shoulders and whispering, “Shall I carry you to bed?”
Zhao Qi turned his face, and from Xiao Shiqing’s angle, he could see his long, curled eyelashes. “I’m not sleepy yet. I still need to read the memorials.”
“I’ll read them for you.”
Zhao Qi deliberately said, “So, it turns out the Prime Minister didn’t come to see me but to read the memorials?”
Xiao Shiqing chuckled softly, “The two are not mutually exclusive.”
“What do you really think?” Zhao Qi asked. “Do you really not want those four items?”
Xiao Shiqing patiently explained, “Whether or not I have them makes no difference to me.”
“Why?”
“Because I have you.”
Zhao Qi was speechless. “At a time like this, you’re still saying these things.”
Xiao Shiqing glanced at the memorials on the desk and said nonchalantly, “The Empress Dowager intends to promote the Wen family to suppress the Xiao faction, which is reasonable.”
Zhao Qi touched Xiao Shiqing’s forehead. “You don’t have a fever.”
Xiao Shiqing took Zhao Qi’s hand and held it in his own. “Faction struggles are both frightening and useful. From your perspective, having the Xiao family dominate is not a good thing. Fortunately, someone else is handling it, which saves me from being justly ruthless.”
Zhao Qi was confused. “Aren’t you a member of the Xiao family? Why are you working against them and coming to me?”
“You come to me, and I come to you. It works well. So, just follow the Empress Dowager’s wishes, and I’ll handle the rest.” Xiao Shiqing finished reading the memorial and changed the subject, “Rong Tang seems capable. He has managed Xu Zijing’s matter in a few months.”
Zhao Qi frowned. “Did you force him to go to the Huai King?”
Xiao Shiqing opened another memorial and said lightly, “Everything he did was voluntary.”
Zhao Qi sat in Xiao Shiqing’s arms for a while. Sleepiness returned, and his head drooped until it rested on Xiao Shiqing’s shoulder. Seeing this, Xiao Shiqing picked him up and walked slowly to the bed.
When Zhao Qi was placed on the bed, he opened his eyes a crack, seemed to be in a daze, and saw Xiao Shiqing smiling faintly.
“Your Majesty?”
Zhao Qi leaned close to his ear, as if to whisper a secret, “Brother.”
The long-lost term of endearment made Xiao Shiqing’s heart tremble. “Hmm?”
“I… have fallen in love with Brother.”
Xiao Shiqing’s chest thudded heavily, and his eyes swirled with emotion.
Zhao Qi closed his eyes again and murmured like in a dream, “I’m also pregnant with Brother’s child… Her name is Mengmeng.”
Xiao Shiqing chuckled softly and kissed Zhao Qi’s forehead. “Can we change her name?”
Zhao Qi, half-asleep, said like a kitten, “No, no, she must be called Mengmeng.”
“Alright, as you wish.” Xiao Shiqing’s kiss moved to Zhao Qi’s lips. “But for the second child’s name, I’ll choose it. Is that okay?”
“Okay…” Zhao Qi said, falling completely asleep.
T/N: There is plenty more where that came from, so stay tuned! And stay healthy! Straighten your posture, so some stretches and drink some water before continuing hehe~
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