Author: hoenimochi (Page 57 of 95)

MTL and currently learning HSK

Chapter 62

       Chen Yuncheng woke up very early in the morning, he packed his things for the last time, carried the suitcases to the living room, ate breakfast and washed the dishes by himself, and waited for Ning Junyan to come back.

       He knew that the conversation with Ning Junyan today would not be so smooth, but he had no intention of leaving quietly, without even leaving a word of explanation to Ning Junyan.

       This morning, however, Ning Junyan came back from work a little later than usual.

       Chen Yuncheng heard the sound of the key opening the door, glanced at the suitcase he had placed at the door and stood up nervously.

       The key turned twice in the door before the door slowly opened. Ning Junyan came back from the outside wearing a dark long trench coat and carrying a toolbox.

       After he entered, he stood at the door to change his shoes, and he only needed to look up to see Chen Yuncheng’s suitcase, but he didn’t seem to see it.

       When he had finished changing his shoes, Ning Junyan walked in with the toolbox and saw Chen Yuncheng standing next to the sofa.

       Chen Yuncheng called him, “Junyan.”

       Ning Junyan casually put down the toolbox against the wall, walked up to Chen Yuncheng, put an arm around him, kissed him on the cheek, and asked, “Have you had breakfast yet?”

       Chen Yuncheng could feel the cool air from outside still on Ning Junyan’s body, but the kiss was warm, and he replied, “I’ve eaten.” Then he asked, “What about you?”

       “Ate in the hospital.”

       Ning Junyan turned around and went back to pick up the toolbox to walk into the room.

       Chen Yuncheng held him back, “I have something to tell you.”

       Ning Junyan stopped and turned back to look at him, “What’s wrong?”

       Chen Yuncheng took a deep breath and said, “I’ve decided to move out.” After he finished speaking, he kept looking at Ning Junyan’s face, worried that Ning Junyan would be angry.

       In the end, Ning Junyan acted calmly and asked him, “Where are you going to move?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “I plan to rent an apartement for a few days first, and then when the new shop at the trade market opens, I’ll go over and live there..”

       Ning Junyan shook his head, “No.” His tone was too flat, like a father rejecting his spoiled son.

       Chen Yuncheng knew he wouldn’t come to a conclusion today without being a little more resolute, he said, “I’m not discussing it with you, I have already made a decision.”

       Ning Junyan put down the toolbox, held his hand, and said, “Then what if I still disagree?”

       Chen Yuncheng lowered his head and said uncomfortably, “I’m sorry.”

       Ning Junyan held his hand and did not let go, his brows slightly furrowed, as if he was in some distress.

       Chen Yuncheng saw that he had been silent, and said, “Even if we don’t live together, it doesn’t mean that our relationship has changed. We are both in the same city, and we can meet often. It’s just that if we keep our distance, both me and you can calm down and take a good look at the relationship.”

       Ning Junyan still held his hand without letting go, as if he was not listening to him at all.

       Chen Yuncheng felt that he had already made what he had to say very clear. If he compromised because of Ning Junyan’s attitude now, he might not be able to get out of this door, so he tried to break away from Ning Junyan’s hand.

       “I put the key on the bedside table in the room, so take care of it.”

       Just when Chen Yuncheng had almost pulled out his hand, Ning Junyan suddenly grabbed his wrist forcefully, this time with more force than just now, and Chen Yuncheng found that he didn’t even have room to twist his wrist.

       Ning Junyan said, “Let’s talk.”

       It was good that he was willing to talk to him, so Chen Yuncheng stopped struggling and looked at him, “You talk.”

       Ning Junyan asked him, “Do you think this is too far away from where you will work in the future?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “It’s just one reason.”

       Ning Junyan said, “Then let’s buy a house near the commercial market, do you think it’s good?”

       Chen Yuncheng couldn’t help but want to sigh, “No, this is not the way to solve the problem.”

       “Is leaving me the solution to the problem?” Ning Junyan asked him, his pair of black eyes looked calm, but his tone seemed to carry aggravation.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Isn’t it okay to separate temporarily? It’s like I used to live in the kiosk, you can come over often. Originally, I was also staying temporarily, so it doesn’t make sense to come in and never leave.”

       Ning Junyan said, “I don’t want you to go.”

       “Calm down and think about it, not only now, but also in the future, there are many things you shouldn’t do in a hotheaded and reckless manner.”

       “You don’t want me anymore.”

       Chen Yuncheng suddenly stopped what he wanted to say.

       Ning Junyan repeated again very softly, “You don’t want me anymore. Just like that time, when I was clearly holding you, but you still wanted to push me away.”

       Chen Yuncheng knew that he was referring to the time when they separated sixteen years ago. Although he was two years younger than Ning Junyan, he always felt that he had the responsibility to take care of Ning Junyan like an older brother. He didn’t want to push Ning Junyan away, but what could he do? Let Ning Junyan go to the welfare school with him, and then go out to work at a young age? At that time, the sadness and grievance in his heart were probably no less than that of Ning Junyan, but he was still willing to take responsibility. He said to Ning Junyan, “I’m sorry, it’s because I’m not capable.”

       He was not capable enough. He watched as they take Ning Junyan away, as Guan Anlin was arrested and put in jail, and as Zhou Yan walked into the police station to surrender. He too was not too willing, but in the end, he was powerless.

       Ning Junyan said to him, “It doesn’t matter, as long as I don’t let go.”

       Chen Yuncheng wanted to say that was not the case, but before he could speak, Ning Junyan suddenly grabbed his wrist and pulled him into the room.

       “What are you doing?” Chen Yuncheng was suddenly a little alarmed. Ning Junyan’s strength was too great. He had never been able to win a physical battle against him. At this time he tried hard to stand still and stop, but he still couldn’t help being pulled forward by Ning Junyan.

       Ning Junyan kept pulling him into the bedroom, frowned and whispered, “The things I ordered haven’t arrived yet.”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Let me go!”

       Ning Junyan pushed Chen Yuncheng down onto the large bed in the bedroom, rolled him over and told him to lie on his stomach, bent one leg over the back of his waist, pulled his hands over his head, and in a sharp move, pulled off his own belt and tied Chen Yuncheng’s hands and wrists.

       Chen Yuncheng was angry and anxious, and shouted loudly, “Ning Junyan, are you crazy?”

       Ning Junyan lowered his head and kissed the back of Chen Yun Cheng’s neck and the side of his ear, “Don’t be afraid.” He then straightened up, still holding Chen Yuncheng down with his knees, took off his long coat and throw it away, and pulled up the sleeves of his shirt inside, revealing a slender arms with visible pale blue veins.

       Then he reached under Chen Yuncheng’s body, unbuttoned and zippered Chen Yuncheng’s jeans, his slender fingers held the edge of the trousers and pulled the trousers and underpants together.

       During this process, Chen Yuncheng was struggling all the time. He tried to kick Ning Junyan with his legs, but Ning Junyan stood beside him and avoided it. After he took off Chen Yuncheng’s pants, he pulled Chen Yuncheng up from the bed and walked towards the bathroom.

       Chen Yuncheng staggered along pulled by him, and said angrily, “Ning Junyan, are you crazy?”

       Ning Junyan didn’t say anything as he pulled Chen Yuncheng into the bathroom and put him into the bathtub with his arms around his waist.

       Chen Yuncheng raised his leg and kicked Ning Junyan’s hip hard, but his own foot slipped and he fell backwards.

       However, Ning Junyan’s body just swayed, then he hugged Chen Yuncheng and said, “Be careful.” After he said that, Ning Junyan used Chen Yuncheng’s jeans to wrap around the strap on his wrist and tied him to the bathtub hose.

       Chen Yuncheng was furious and tried to untie the knot that Ning Junyan had tied with his hands, but both hands were tied so tightly that it was difficult to move his fingers.

       Ning Junyan then turned away and walked towards the outside of the room.

       Chen Yuncheng did not speak and concentrated on trying to untie his tied hands.

       The heating in the room had obviously been turned up, and Ning Junyan came in from outside with his toolbox and placed it directly on the bed.

       Chen Yuncheng panted and looked out from the bathroom door to see Ning Junyan take out a long metal chain from inside, and then took out an electric drill. He stood by the bed, compared the diameters of the drill bit and the expansion screw, then stare at the wall at the head of the bed and choose where to drill the hole.

       “Ning Junyan, are you crazy enough?” Chen Yuncheng shouted, “Are you trying to lock me up here? How long can you keep me locked up?”

       Ning Junyan didn’t reply, plugged in the electric drill, turned on the switch, and soon the room was filled with the loud noise of the drill drilling holes.

       Chen Yuncheng’s voice was also drowned out by the noise, and in a somewhat exhausted trance, he waited for the sound of the electric drill to stop and added, “Can you lock me up for the rest of my life? My friends will be looking for me and they’ll call the police! Too many people know I live with you, when the police will come, your own future will be ruined, and I will never want to see you!”

       Ning Junyan had originally stuffed the expansion screw into the hole and was about to tap it tightly with a hammer in his hand, but he stopped when he heard Chen Yuncheng’s last words, and turned his head to look at Chen Yuncheng.

       Chen Yuncheng knelt down in the bathtub with bare legs, and his eyes were red, “Is this how you wanted to treat me? You? You want me to hate you for the rest of my life?”

       Ning Junyan was not really stupid, he could naturally think of anything Chen Yuncheng could think of. No place was safe, nor he could not make Chen Yuncheng disappear and not let others go looking for him, and the hardest part was that he could not make Chen Yuncheng not hate him for it.

       When he saw Ning Junyan stop, Chen Yuncheng’s voice became softer, but his voice was already hoarse as he said, “Let me go. Yanyan, come here and let me go.”

       With the hammer squeezed in his hand, Ning Jun Yan looked at him quietly, and after a while, walked towards the bathroom.

       He walked into the bathroom and did not rush to let go of Chen Yuncheng, but sat down cross-legged on the floor as he asked Chen Yuncheng, “Can you not leave?”

       Chen Yuncheng  could have given in and temporarily coaxed Ning Junyan for a while, but what happened today instead made him even more determined in his original thoughts, and he said, “I want to go.”

       The hammer in Ning Junyan’s hand rolled to the ground, he raised his hands to squeeze the edge of the bathtub, and looked at Chen Yuncheng, “Then I’ll tie you up, and you won’t be able to leave this room from now on.”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Then if you must tie me up for the rest of your life and don’t let me leave, and you must also be optimistic about me not to let me die, otherwise I will never see you again in the future.”

       Ning Junyan’s expression was always indifferent, but his eyes gradually turned red, “You really don’t want me anymore?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “If you don’t let me go today, I won’t want you.”

       Ning Junyan’s gaze turned to Chen Yuncheng’s tied hands.


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Chapter 61

       The moment he saw Ning Junyan, Chen Yuncheng was a little nervous. He stood up from the floor and said, “I gotta answer this call.”

       Ning Junyan stood at the door, blocking his way out, “Why you hit the wall?”

       Chen Yuncheng touched his head subconsciously, and could only respond thougtlessly, “Just randomly hitting..”

       Ning Junyan stretched out a hand towards him, “Come here.”

       Chen Yuncheng walked up to him.

       Ning Junyan raised his hands to cup his face, kissed the place where he bumped just now, and said, “Don’t bump my things casually.”

       Chen Yuncheng blushed, “Is everything yours?”

       “Well,” Ning Junyan didn’t let go the hand holding Chen Yuncheng’s face, slightly lifted Chen Yuncheng’s head to meet his own, “I’m warning you, don’t make little moves behind my back.”

       Chen Yuncheng felt that his tone was a bit cold, so he raised his head and looked straight into his eyes. With Ning Junyan’s back to the light, and his entire face was hidden in the darkness, so he couldn’t see clearly, but his hands holding Chen Yuncheng’s face were strong enough that Chen Yuncheng couldn’t break free easily, so he could only say, “What little move? “

       “Anything I don’t agree with,” Ning Junyan replied, “For example, hitting your head.” After he said that, he pressed Chen Yuncheng’s head and blew lightly on top of his head, “What if you hit your head silly?”

       Chen Yuncheng couldn’t help but slapped his hands away, “Knock it off.”

       Ning Junyan finally let him go.

       Chen Yuncheng sidled past him, “I’m going to take a shower first.”

       The warm water jets rushed down from the top of his head. Chen Yuncheng stood in the bathtub and closed his eyes. He held his breath and let the hot water wash over his face. After a while, he turned his head away and wiped off the water on his face with his hands. He then took a few breaths.

       He had been putting it off until now, and he had decided to move out. But he was a little afraid to talk to Ning Junyan, he knew that Ning Junyan would not agree, and he was afraid that Ning Junyan would object too strongly. He and Ning Junyan had argued over this matter several times, and every time he conceded the defeat and his heart softened. Every time he got tough, he was no match for Ning Junyan, so he began to consider a different way of communicating with Ning Junyan.

       Chen Yuncheng was lying on the bed when he heard the sound of water in the bathroom stop. After a while, Ning Junyan lifted the quilt and lay down on the bed with cool and refreshing steam still on his body.

       The lamp in the room went out and it was plunged into darkness.

       Chen Yuncheng cheered himself up silently, rolled over and sat on Ning Junyan’s lap, groped for his face in the darkness and bent down to kiss him on the lips.

       Ning Junyan stretched his hand to hold Chen Yuncheng’s waist, and hooked his fingers through the hem of his pyjama top, gently tickling him against his skin.

       After a while, when Chen Yuncheng raised his head, and Ning Junyan asked him, “Do you want it?”

       Chen Yuncheng didn’t know how to answer, he kind of wanted to tell Ning Junyan to shut up and stop talking, then he bent down on Ning Junyan and said, “You are the most important person in my life.”

       Ning Junyan raised his hand to stroke his hair.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Whether we live together or not will not change our relationship.”

       Ning Junyan’s fingers slipped onto his ears, and his fingertips gently rubbing the soft contours of his ear, “So?”

       “So,” even though he knew that Ning Junyan couldn’t see it, Chen Yuncheng’s eyes became warmer, “You don’t have to be so eager to live together and get married in a hurry, we can take our time.”

       Ning Junyan asked him in a calm tone, “Then can I put it in?”

       Chen Yuncheng paused and said, “I’m just a little scared.”

       Ning Junyan said, “Don’t be afraid, just open the drawer and take a look.”

       Chen Yuncheng felt strange. He fumbled with his hands in the darkness to find the first drawer of the bedside table and opened it, but nothing could be seen. He reached over and turned on the light, squinting the moment the light came through, then saw the drawer of lubricant and condoms.

       Ning Junyan said, “Although it is very big, it won’t hurt you.”

       Chen Yuncheng closed the drawer hard, not wanting to look at Ning Junyan’s face, and reached out to turn off the light. He sat on Ning Junyan’s waist and sighed, “I didn’t mean this.”

       He always had some qualms in his heart, as if once he fully opened his body, there was no way for him to turn back. Just as he was unwilling to accept Ning Junyan’s marriage proposal, Chen Yuncheng suddenly thought sadly that he was still not 100% committed to this relationship, and was always giving himself a way out.

       He felt that he was sorry for Ning Junyan.

       Driven by his sad emotions, Chen Yuncheng bent down and hugged Ning Junyan’s neck, kissed his cheek and lips, and called him affectionately, “Yanyan.”

       Ning Junyan hugged his waist and rolled over, pressing him underneath him and kissing him on the lips.

       On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Chen Yuncheng slept deeply on Ning Junyan’s bed and did not wake up until it was completely bright outside.

       The moment he woke up, he was a little dazed, because Ning Junyan didn’t hug him as tightly as before. He turned around and looked to the side in a trance, and saw that Ning Junyan was actually still on the bed, but he had sat up and was looking up at the ceiling.

       “What are you looking at?” Chen Yuncheng felt strange, following his gaze, and saw that there was nothing on the ceiling.

       Ning Junyan didn’t answer, but his gaze dropped on Chen Yuncheng’s face for a moment before turning away again and looking in the direction of the bed.

       Chen Yuncheng sat up and propped his hands on the bed, “Junyan?”

       Ning Junyan let out an “En”, but didn’t look at him, and reached out to press the wall at the head of the bed.

       Chen Yuncheng was baffled, he got up and went to the bathroom by himself. When he came out, Ning Junyan was no longer in the room.

       Instead of going out to buy breakfast, Chen Yuncheng went to the kitchen to cook two bowls of fried egg noodles. Before he entered the kitchen, he saw that Ning Junyan had his computer on in his study, but when he finished cooking the noodles and went out, the study was already empty.

       When Chen Yuncheng returned to Ning Junyan’s room, he heard a movement coming from the bathroom. He walked over and saw a tape measure stretched out on the floor, stretching from the bed to the bathroom.

       And Ning Junyan was in the bathroom, pulling the tape measure to record the length.

       “What are you doing?” Chen Yuncheng looked at him blankly.

       Ning Junyan stood up, put back the tape measure, and said calmly, “I’m measuring the length.”

       “Why do you need to measure the length?” Chen Yuncheng found it difficult to understand.

       Ning Junyan said to him, “I want to redecorate.”

       Chen Yuncheng asked him, “Why do you want to decorate?”

       Ning Junyan said, “For convenience.”

       After breakfast, Ning Junyan went back to the study and stared at the computer, without Chen Yuncheng knew what he was doing. Chen Yuncheng stood at the door of the study anxiously and looked at him for a while.

       Ning Junyan didn’t ignore him, looked up at him, and asked, “Do you want me to come over and hold you?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “No need.” He withdrew, went to the balcony and called Sun Shiliang.

       The New Year was not over yet, and the renovation workers had not returned, so the new shop renovation at the trade market was still on hold for the time being.

       Sun Shiliang said that the shop renovation would be quick and that it would be ready in a few days after the New Year. He asked Chen Yuncheng to look at the container furniture then, and he can order it directly after choosing it.

       “Why are you in such a hurry?” Sun Shiliang asked him.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Nothing, I just want to find something to do.”

       “Don’t worry, just rest for a few days.” From his side, Sun Shiliang could be heard starting mahjong game early in the morning, with a relaxed tone, “If you really don’t have any money to use, this brother will lend you some first.”

       Chen Yuncheng smiled, “I still have money, Sun ge, don’t worry about it.”

       Sun Shiliang said, “Then have fun, don’t worry about work when it’s Chinese New Year.”

       After hanging up the phone, Chen Yuncheng decided, after careful consideration, to pack up his things on the day when Ning Junyan was on duty on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, so that he could officially move out on the seventh day when Ning Junyan returned from his night shift. When the time came, he could find a short term room to live in, and when Guan Anlin returned, he could consider finding a monthly room or staying at the tobacco shop in the trade market. Until then, he would not tell Ning Junyan of his plans.

       On the fourth and fifth days of the new year, Chen Yuncheng did not go out except for a trip to the supermarket with Ning Junyan. They went to the supermarket on the fifth day of the new year, and Ning Junyan bought a lot of food.

       Chen Yuncheng asked him, “Why did you buy so many things? The New Year is almost over.”

       Ning Junyan said, “I’ll save it for later.”

       On the morning of the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, Ning Junyan got up and went to the hospital for his shift.

       Chen Yuncheng woke up after a lazy night’s sleep and began to pack his things slowly. He had hardly acquired anything during the time he had lived here. Before, he could pack only two suitcases, and now it was still the case, except for the set of clothes that Ning Junyan had bought for him, which he didn’t know what to do with.

       The clothes were all bought according to his size, and he couldn’t wear it without taking it away from Ning Junyan. He stood by the bed and folded the clothes, and found that the down jacket had to be pressed hard to fit inside the suitcase.

       Chen Yuncheng was a little bit reluctant.

       After hesitating for a long time, he hung the down jacket back up in the wardrobe, not knowing if he would return one day, or if he would have to return this once-worn garment to Ning Junyan.

       The sheets and quilt covers on his bed were all removed, washed and dried, and all were put into the cabinet. The rest were some small daily necessities, which could be temporarily put in the pockets when he left.

       At night, Chen Yuncheng was lying on Ning Junyan’s bed alone, using his mobile phone to do video call with Ning Junyan.

       Ning Junyan was sitting in his office, still wearing a white coat.

       “Aren’t you busy with work?” Chen Yuncheng asked him.

       Ning Junyan said, “I’ve already do the rounds, I’m not busy.”

       Chen Yuncheng leaned against the bed, looking at Ning Junyan on the phone screen in a daze.

       Ning Junyan asked him, “You didn’t go out all day?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Well, I didn’t go out because I had nothing to do.”

       Ning Junyan nodded, and asked him again, “Miss me?”

       When Chen Yuncheng heard him ask these words in a serious manner, he couldn’t help laughing, and said, “Quite a lot.” He didn’t lie, when he was packing his things today, all he could think about was Ning Junyan.

       Ning Junyan said, “Then take off your clothes and touch yourself for me to see.”

       Chen Yuncheng lowered his head and said helplessly, “Don’t even think about it.”

       Ning Junyan said with some regret, “Alright then.”

       The two of them didn’t speak for a while.

       Chen Yuncheng looked at Ning Junyan, and asked him after a while, “Ning Junyan, why do you like me so much?”

       Ning Junyan said, “Because you are very kind.”

       Chen Yuncheng couldn’t figure it out, “I’m too ordinary, and I’m not capable of anything.”

       Ning Junyan said gently and slowly, “Not for me. You are the most special to me.”

       Chen Yuncheng looked at him and smiled.

       Ning Junyan said softly, “Go to sleep, be good and wait for me at home.”

       Chen Yuncheng nodded, “No more talking then. You should also go to bed earlier.”

       Ning Junyan said, “Okay.”

       After they ended the video call, Ning Junyan put the phone on the desk and leaned his head back against the back of the office chair, with his usual indifference. Even if Chen Yuncheng didn’t say anything, he still knew that Chen Yuncheng didn’t go out all day, because he locked the door when he went out in the morning, and it couldn’t be opened from the inside. Chen Yuncheng could only leave his home when he came back from get off work tomorrow morning.

       Of course he wasn’t going to let Chen Yuncheng leave at that time either.

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Ning Junyan: “Then take off your clothes and touch yourself for me to see.”

Chen Yuncheng: “…I often suspect that the two of us are not in the same novel.”


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Extra 9 – Recovery of Memories

       Among the researchers, some doctorates and several doctors opened the incubator after draining the liquid.

 

       In the incubator lay a man with only a pair of shorts.

 

       The man had a big stature, with honey-coloured skin beneath a firm, muscular body that seemed ready to explode with power.

 

       Underneath his dense eyebrows were eyes as sharp as a hawk’s, and he slowly rose to sit up in the incubation chamber.

 

       “Major General Guan, how do you feel?” A doctor was holding a tablet to record the data. “We corrected your genetic chain, and unless you suffer severe head trauma, you will no longer experience memory loss.”

 

       Guan Lie nodded and said, “Thank you, doctor.”

 

       He closed his eyes for a moment, then stood up with his arms on his sides, and a golden spiritual net emerged from behind him. Then a thick python about six meters appeared behind him.

 

       The black scales reflected the chilling light under the light, spitting out tongue from time to time, and its golden vertical pupils kept observing the surroundings as if looking for something.

 

       Guan Lie said, “No need to look, he’s not here.”

 

       The python seemed a little disappointed and crawled over to Guan Lie’s side.

 

       The doctors recorded his physical data again, performed some tests, and told him that he could go back.

 

       Guan Lie changed into his military uniform and gave them a military salute. He turned around and walked out of the research institute with the big black phyton closely following behind him.

 

       Guan Lie, who had recovered his memory, opened his System, processed the military department documents, typed a report and sent it.

 

       Then he flew his aircraft and prepared to go home.

 

       I fvcking, finally, remembered, the bank password!

 

       He Qing was watering the flowers in the yard, and the kitten was lazily lying in the grass basking in the sun.

 

       Suddenly an aircraft landed at the door, and as soon as the door opened, a polished military boot stepped down.

 

       Guan Lie walked into the house quickly with the big python crawled faster than its owner.

 

       He Qing put away the watering can, looked up and saw Guan Lie standing not far away, wearing a handsome military uniform, looking at him tenderly.

 

       “I’m back.”

 

       Guan Lie stepped forward and hugged him in his arms, “He Qing, I will never forget it again.”

 

       The big phyton surrounded them, constantly spitting out its tongue, and the bird of paradise floated on He Qing’s shoulder, then gently flapped its wings and landed on the python’s head.

 

       The Bird of Paradise lowered its head and poked the snake’s head a few times with its pointed beak, and the snake’s golden vertical pupils seemed to soften.

 

       Guan Lie directly picked up He Qing, walked into the house, and said while doing it, “Wife, I haven’t done it for a long time…”

 

       He Qing hugged his neck tightly, Guan Lie suddenly remembered something, “Wife, let me tell you, this cat is still not allowed to be kept, I found out, this cat can have night vision…”

 

       Buried in his arms, He Qing laughed softly, “Okay, even you are jealous of a cat.”

 

       “It’s not that! I can’t stand the thought that when I turn into a cat, what I see might be what this cat has also seen! Just get it neutered!”

 

       “Well, I promise it never saw anything it shouldn’t.”

 

       “No! I’m not comfortable with that!”

 

       The python followed them happily even with the Bird of Paradise on its head.

 

       The flowers in the courtyard were in colourful bloom, and there was a feeling of happiness in the sun.


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Please note: This short article is intended for entertainment purposes only. Any reference to episodes or events is only to be considered as part of the worldview of the story and has nothing to do with reality. Please do not substitute any plot settings in the text into reality, just read it for fun.


Notes:
Andd this is the end like the very end of the story~
It’s been a fun read and I found it really funny that Guan Lie keeps whining about how poor he is and how he can’t access his bank account, glad he can finally remember his password, eh? lolol
If you like another sentinel x guide kind of story, the one that inspired me to look for this kind of story is B-class Guide (Korea manhwa)~ I will be looking for another fun read sentinel x guide troupe~ Look forward to it~


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Extra 8 – The Days of Being a Cat 8

       I felt a blackness in front of my eyes.

 

       I struggled to get up. I couldn’t bear it anymore, I was very worried about why He Qing suddenly had a bonding fever.

 

       I wanted to tell him that I’m right there with him.

 

       I jumped on the floor and poked around in the bedroom, Why the hell didn’t I even have a pen!

 

       He Qing sat up and looked at me, “What are you looking for?”

 

       “Meow meow meow!”

 

       Ah yes, I can use the System!

 

       I jumped onto the bed again and kept kneading at He Qing’s wrist with my paws.

 

       “Meow meow meow!”

 

       He Qing, where’s your System?

 

       He Qing rubbed my head, “What’s wrong?”

 

       “Meow meow meow!” “Meow meow meow!!!”

 

       He smiled softly, “Want to use the System?”

 

       I nodded desperately, “Meow!”

 

       Eh! Hold up! How does He Qing know?

 

       He Qing nudged my nose with his finger, “Silly, I know it’s you.”

 

       “Meow?” What do you mean?

 

       “Idiot.” He Qing put me on his chest and kissed my head again, “The Institute informed me earlier that the operation would require the transfer of your mental body first, and that maybe your mental body would automatically chase after me and land on some life form at home.”

 

       “This cat is the only life form left in the house.” He Qing stroked my hair reassuringly, “Otherwise, why would I suddenly have bonding fever? It’s because your mental body is going back.”

 

       “Meow meow meow!?”

 

       What about bathing! What about being naked!

 

       Wuwuwu, what kind of a fairytale life this cat lived at home with my wife?

 

       He Qing smiled and said, “I know it was you, that’s why I did that., what’s on your mind?”

 

       “Meow……”

 

       Wuwuwu, I thought I was being cheated.

 

       I drifted off to sleep in the latter part of the night, dreaming of many things that He Qing and I used to do.

 

       Our first date, the first time we held hands, the first time we kissed……

 

       Those bits and pieces that had not been remembered, all emerged one by one in the dream.


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Extra 7 – The Days of Being a Cat 7

       When I was not home, He Qing didn’t go out either, and just stayed at home to play with the cat every day.

 

       It made me a little guilty, my He Qing was so gentle, and stayed at home waiting for me.

 

       I lay on He Qing’s belly and swept my tail carefully, for fear that I would touch something I shouldn’t, and He Qing would beat me up again.

 

       Wuwuwu, I’ll tell He Qing I’m Guan Lie tomorrow.

 

       I fell asleep thinking about it.

 

       However, I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night.

 

       My whole cat was not under the blanket and was put aside.

 

       He Qing’s back was turned to me and his body was shivering.

 

       There seemed to be some special smell in the air.

 

       Is this…bonding fever?!

 

       I stood up and crawled over the pillow. He Qing was frowning and clutching the pillow tightly with one hand.

 

       “Meow……”

 

       I called him carefully, but He Qing didn’t respond at all.

 

       I arched my nose into his hair and He Qing opened his mouth slightly and let out a moan.

 

       Oh My God!

 

       What to do!

 

       What the hell? What the fvck am I supposed to do.

 

       I walked around him anxiously to see if I could nudge him with my nose, but He Qing didn’t wake up.

 

       Everything was going alright, why was there a bonding heat all of a sudden?

 

       Just when I was trying to break something, I woke up He Qing with fright.

 

       The Bird of Paradise suddenly appeared on He Qing’s shoulder, its furry little head lowered and rubbed He Qing’s face affectionately.

 

       Then He Qing was fine.

 

       At that moment, I suddenly felt that my existence as a Sentinel was useless.

 

       Wuwuwu, I was obviously He Qing’s body and soul mate.

 

       He Qing relaxed, and then slowly rolled over.

 

       I was so frightened that I ran my paws sideways, fearing that he would crush me.

 

       He Qing turned around and slowly opened his eyes.

 

       I didn’t know if it was because of the bonding fever, but his eyes were a little moist.

 

       I watched him open his mouth slightly, and called softly, “Guan Lie…”

 

       Ahhhhhhhhhh!

 

       My Wife, I am here!

 

       “Meow meow meow!”

 

       He Qing reached out, rubbed my head, and then wrapped his arms around me.

 

       My whole cat was buried between his neck, and I could even smell something faintly combined with heat.

 

       It felt like I was going to get hard.

 

       Wait a minute!

 

       fvck!?

 

       This cat has been neutered aaaaaaaaaa!!!!

 

       No way to get hard!!!


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Chapter 5

       The White Crane Group was made big by Xu Ting. He was a shrewd businessman who knew how to steer the rudder by reading the wind and exploring the water to avoid reefs. It took a lot of hard work to build up a chain of hundreds of restaurants from a single cafeteria to the present day.

 

       When Xu Ye, who inherited the business from his father, first entered the business, he was assigned to be a small manager in a cafeteria chain, where he was involved from the bottom in the extremely trivial tasks of stocking and selling, setting up the shop, assigning work and managing accounts. He was a quick and serious learner and even worked as the kitchen’s assistant for two months, wandering around the kitchen every day in order to understand the freshness of different ingredients and their preparation. Two years later, he was promoted to regional manager, responsible for the management of dozens of stores in the entire southeast region.

 

       These days, young master Xu had been in a bad mood these days. His subordinates all speculated that it was because of the quality of materials used in one of the shops, which has led to complaints from customers. But Lily, the secretary, felt that there was another reason because when she entered the manager’s office several times to deliver coffee, she found him staring at the phone from time to time as if he was waiting for a call.

 

       At the meeting on Friday afternoon, he was clearly agitated. He sat in the middle of the huge conference table with a dark face, listening to the turnover analysis made by his subordinates, his eyes shifted from the PowerPoint presentations several times to his mobile phone, which was sitting next to the folder on the table.

 

       This made Lily a little curious. She had been the secretary of the Young Master Xu for a full year, and many female staffs were jealous of her to be able to use her closeness to obtain some favour. At first, she did have a few thoughts in her mind, thinking that with her good looks and body, she might be lucky enough to get his attention and become the wife of the young master. So she dressed up carefully every day and seized every opportunity to show off her moral, intellectual, physical, aesthetic and physical qualities. Later, she realised that she was just like a peac0ck spreading its feather, and didn’t get any special attention from him at all. As time goes by, a lot of frustration builds up. It wasn’t until she saw him playing with the young master of the Liu family that she realised that he didn’t like women, and finally regained some confidence.

 

       This prince was usually indifferent to everyone, and he didn’t have any regular companions around him. However, he had been looking at his phone incessantly for the past few days. Could it be that the peach finally blossomed? Lily handed him the compiled materials as she guessed in her heart.

 

       “Are these all the things need to be signed today?” Xu Ye frowned as he looked at the thick pile of paper.

 

       “The first three are to be given to the Chief Financial Officer at a later date.” Lily classified them carefully.

 

       As the weekend approached, the anxiety in Xu Ye’s heart became stronger and stronger. The delay in the arrival of the masked man’s text message almost exhausted his patience. He was looking forward to that text message, so the wait became a torment. He forced himself into his work, concentrating on the A4 papers in his hands, but in the end, he only read the rough outline and signed his name. “We’ll talk about the rest next week, you go out first.” He closed the folder, closed his eyes, and rubbed his temples.

 

       At this moment, the phone rang suddenly.

 

       Xu Ye suddenly opened his eyes, grabbed the phone and said, “Hello.”

 

       The person on the other end said something briefly, and all Lily heard before she left was the young master Xu Ye, who had always been calm, almost yelling, “What do you mean you can’t find anything?” She closed the door fearfully to cut off the sound. As a secretary, she naturally knew what to do and what not to do.

 

       The caller was Liu Jing. Xu Ye entrusted him to investigate the masked man but Liu Jing found nothing. This made Xu Ye feel it was hard to believe. With their connections, they couldn’t get anything about that man.

 

       “If you go any further, you’ll be in deep shit, Ah1A Chinese prefix used with a shortened form of peoples’ given names to express familiarity, roughly equivalent to Mister or Miss. Ye. It’s not easy to reach out to the east of the city, not to mention the fact that you won’t get anything, and you could break your arm there.” Liu Jing warned him like this.

 

       The clue pointed to the east side of the city, where the Black Eagles were based and where the club was located.

 

       He sighed a little reluctantly. Indeed, he should not go any further.

 

       Dinner was served in a nearby restaurant. He went round twice without taking anything from the seemingly extensive buffet and ended up with a little mushroom soup and a small lamb chop. In fact, he was so tired of dealing with quality incidents and the media these days that he slept very little and had little energy, so much so that he didn’t even bother to drive and asked his driver to take him home.

 

       He had long been tired of Xu Ting and Zhou Jia’s separate pursuits and moved out to rent a place as soon as he entered university. Xu Ting handed him the key to a villa, but he refused to accept it. Later, he earned his own money and bought a duplex flat, which he designed and decorated himself. Although the space was not big, it was very comfortable to live in.

 

       Xu Ye, who was physically and mentally exhausted, took a shower and fell asleep. When he woke up at night, he fumbled with his phone to check the time. When he saw the screen clearly, he lost all sleepiness in an instant.

 

       A new message appears on the screen.

 

       “Saturday morning at 9 o’clock, Building 8, Hanguan, Huashan road, north of the city.—Your master”

 

       Xu Ye sat up, read it carefully several times, and saved the number in his contacts. He filled in the masked man in the name field and later changed it to Y. He remembered that it was the word on the masked man’s room sign.

 

       Hanguan. He knew that place, it was a villa area with extremely beautiful scenery. It was built about 10 years ago on one of the best pieces of land on the edge of K city, surrounded by mountains and lakes. The developer was the Golden Eagle Group, which was laundered by the Black Eagle Group. The house in Hanguan had not been listed for sale, and there had been no news of its transfer in the past few years. A year ago, a pampered son of a wealthy family in the circle boasted that he wanted to get a suit by the seaport, but he failed after exhausting all methods and connections. In the end, he had to admit defeat and dance a striptease in front of them, making everyone laugh for months.

 

       Could the masked man really have something to do with Black Eagle?

 

       His black pupils behind the mask, his slender fingers holding the whip, and the vaguely dangerous aura emanating from him, if any, made people feel excited.

 

       Xu Ye tossed and turned in thought for a long time and finally drifted off to sleep.

 

       When he woke up the next morning, the time displayed on his phone was past 8:45. The excitement of last night also made him forget that he hadn’t set an alarm for Saturday, and the exhaustion of the past few days made him oversleep.

 

       Even without the traffic, it was obviously impossible for him to arrive before nine o’clock.

 

       When he thought of this, he was a little depressed. After some consideration, he decided to reply to a text message first.

 

       “Master, I’m sorry. I’ll be half an hour late because of a company emergency.—Your slave”

 

       He used a very respectful tone to organize his words, and after it was successfully sent, he began to get up and get dressed without delay.

 

       When he arrived at Hanguan, it was ten minutes before half past nine.

 

       This villa area had a lot of security and could be described as heavily guarded. The security guard in black politely asked Xu Ye to get off the car and stood in front of an electronic eye. The security guard then pressed the ‘8’ button, picked up the phone and asked, “Sir, is this your guest?”

 

       The other party gave an affirmative answer and seemed to say something else.

 

       The security guard replied, “Yes, sir.” Then he turned back to a nearby black Audi and opened the door of the passenger seat, “Sir, let me take you in and my colleague will park the car for you.”

 

       Xu Ye tossed the keys to another security guard and got into the car.

 

       The whole area was large, but there were only a few buildings. The distance between the villas was very far, coupled with the lush greenery, the view was obscured by the tall trees, and only parts of the roofs can be seen from the driveway. It got very good privacy.

 

       In front of a courtyard with a ‘No.8’ bronze plate, the car stopped slowly. The security guard opened the car door for him and then rang the doorbell for him. “If you’re leaving, please let us know to come and pick you up.” After that, he bowed and left without another word, very well trained.

 

       The electronic lock opened and made a clicking sound. Xu Ye pushed the door open and entered.

 

       The high ceiling made the living room on the first floor look very spacious, and the huge floor-to-ceiling window design provided an open visual effect. The sunlight shone through the white gauze curtains obliquely, weakening the clear black and white colours of the whole room. The use of soft decorations such as beige and grey softens the colour of the room, and the placement of a large number of green plants echoes the tall trees outside the glass window, adding to the vibrancy of the room. The fireplace and hanging antler-shaped decoration bring some Scandinavian style. The furnishings in the house were simple, clean and tidy, and made people feel very comfortable.

 

       Xu Ye quickly looked around, and his eyes fell on the black leather sofa, facing that person.

 

       The man was sitting and looking at the tablet computer in his hand. He still wore a mask on his face, which was dark blue and covered most of his face. It was decorated with some tiny diamonds that glowed in the daylight.

 

       When he saw that pair of deep, unreadable eyes staring at him indifferently. Xu Ye couldn’t help becoming nervous, and opened his mouth to call, “Master.”

 

       “Are you done with the company’s affairs?” The man’s voice was still calm and relaxed.

 

       “Yes.” He felt a little guilty when he answered, after all, lying was not his strong point.

 

       “Good.” The man stood up, “I will show you around this place, which is where you will come every week from now on. I will tell you clearly and distinctly what is expected of you in your designated area. You can ask questions during this process.”

 

       “Oh.” After Xu Ye responded, the man glanced at him. He pursed his lips and changed his words, “Yes, master.”

 

       The man began his explanation. “This house has been built with appropriate materials to block out sound and sight to ensure that nothing inside the house could be seen by prying eyes. You are safe and secured here, so I ask that you remain naked in this room.”

 

       This request made Xu Ye a little nervous, mixed with some inexplicable excitement.

 

       —I really have some masochistic constitution. He thought with some self-loathing.

 

       “Do you know how to cook?” The man paused in the open kitchen.

 

       “I can do some, but I can’t cook well.” After all, he had been a kitchen assistant for two months, so he could make something edible. As for the taste…

 

       The man thought for a while and said, “From now on, you will prepare breakfast every Sunday. I will let the chef come over for other meals, but I ask you to learn as much as you can.”

 

       “Let the chef cook?!” Xu Ye’s eyes widened, “But just now you asked me to stay naked…”

 

       The man smiled, “I will give you special permission to hang a long nightgown on the hanger on the first floor, and wear it when the chef comes. If you feel uncomfortable, you’d better learn to cook and satisfy my tastes as soon as possible.”


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Chapter 4

       Xu Ye was sure that this person was different from those bed partners he had met before. In terms of technique, this masked man could have beaten those men by a mile.

 

       The shortness of breath intensified the desire that hung in the air and everything seemed to start to deviate from the original track.

 

       Xu Ye’s mind robbed by desire was in a state of confusion. His whole body was shivering with feverishness as he let the riding crop invade his vulnerable area. He even took the initiative and parted his legs slightly, allowing it to wander on the inside of his thighs. The shivers came in wave after wave, and the excitement shot up through his brain, piling layer after layer of sensation on top of each other, infinitely pushing him ever closer to the brink of collapse.

 

       “The third order. No ejaculation until I allow it.” The man stood still in front of him, rubbing his pen-s inch by inch with the whip, from the tip to the root, light and heavy, sometimes rough and sometimes soft.

 

       “Hng…” Xu Ye finally couldn’t help moaning, his eyes were misting up, and even his focus was blurred.

 

       However, just as everything reached that impending point, the man stopped, and the whip slapped against the tip of the delicate pen-s.

 

       Xu Ye could no longer think, and he couldn’t bear to use his hands. However, his hands were tied behind his back, and he didn’t dare to move. His body trembled unbearably, his fingers curled up, and his whole body tense with the desire for a final release. His foggy eyes were filled with confusion and longing.

 

       Every second was a torment.

 

       As the whip swiftly and gently slaps down on the side of his pen-s, he finally got permission.

 

       “Now you can cum.”

 

       The white glow shot up from the groin like an arrow to the top of the head, and a glorious light exploded in front of Xu Ye’s eyes before he went blank. In an instant, his limp body curled into a ball and fell to the ground on its side. The man quickly crouched down and wrapped his arms around Zu Ye, let him lean into his arms, and untied his hands. Xu Ye could feel the softness of the sheepskin gloves, and he could also feel the warmth of the man coming through his shirt. As the afterglow of his orga-m subsided, he found that the corners of his eyes were a little wet.

 

       The man’s arms were strong, with solid muscles under his shirt. There was a very faint scent on him, like some familiar men’s perfume. Xu Ye’s mind wandered, but he couldn’t think of anything, and just leaned quietly in his arms. It was as if nothing around him existed and his body just relaxed, like a baby returning to the mother’s body.

 

       He hadn’t felt like this for a long time. He was happy and at peace.

 

       When he gradually came to his senses, he opened his eyes and saw a rather playful gaze behind the mask. His heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly stood up. His eyes swept over the muddy liquid on the carpet, and his face was on fire as he dryly said sorry.

 

       “Did you enjoy the course of events just now?” the man asked leisurely.

 

       “Yes.” Xu Ye replied honestly.

 

       “So, do you think I’m qualified to be your dom?”

 

       The roots of Xu Ye’s ears were hot, and he nodded while pursing his lips.

 

       The man smiled, “Unfortunately, in my opinion, you are a troublesome novice, a sub who can’t find his place, and has a lot of thoughts in his head that I don’t like.”

 

       When he heard this comment, Xu Ye turned pale. He was silent for a moment, and said, “I know I’m not a qualified sub, but I will try my best. So… please teach me.”

 

       The man looked at him with a smirk, “No, I never teach my sub. You are not my student, but my property, to be controlled, dominated and used by me. I have just proved to you what I can do, and I am going to present you with my standards. You can measure this standard for yourself, and if you can meet it, I will consider accepting you. If not, get dressed and get out of here.” He paused, his eyes sweeping over the Xu Ye, “First of all, I need to remind you that I didn’t order you to stand up just now.”

 

       Xu Ye was startled and knelt down again. This time there was no hesitation.

 

       “Much better. In this room, I don’t have the habit of talking to standing subs.” The man sat down on the single sofa, “What I want is a sub who is in a state of absolute obedience under my control, aka, a slave. “

 

       At those words, Xu Ye’s eyes widened.

 

       “I demand absolute obedience from my slave and of course I will use training to achieve this. I can make him experience shame, pain, desire and many other emotions, and I will also use props and means to give him pleasure and satisfaction. He will be asked to give up all autonomy and leave everything to me, but at the same time, I will provide him with shelter and safety. When there is a deviation, I will give him guidance. I can ensure that all behaviours are safe and controllable, both physically and mentally.” The man looked at him indifferently, “Do you have a question?”

 

       “If I promise to be your slave, do I have to be like them …… the ones downstairs on their knees ……” his throat was dry.

 

       “I’ll ask you to do that if I need to.”

 

       “But I can’t do it when you suddenly ask me to kneel down in public, like when I’m working ……”

 

       “I will control all the scales.” The man cut off his words neatly, “How you are trained is my business, you don’t need to worry about it. What you need to consider carefully is whether you are willing to hand over your body to a stranger whom you know nothing about.” He got up, “Now you can go to the bathroom and take a hot shower. Everything here is sterilised and clean. I’ll be back in half an hour. If you want to go, just leave.”

 

       When the door closed, Xu Ye slowly got up. He dips into the bathroom, disoriented, and turned on the water to soak himself in the jacuzzi.

 

       His mind was a mess.

 

       He wanted relief and peace of mind that comes after an orga-m, but he couldn’t stand being treated like a slave, at least not in public. He didn’t know anything about the masked man, let alone how he would be treated. However, if he thought about it carefully, the man just now showed not only his skills but also his delicacy. Like he said, he had the ability to give him a sense of pressure and security, and Xu Ye was not sure if he would ever meet someone like that again in the future. He thought about it over and over again, so much so that his head was splitting yet he was still at loss.

 

       It was like a gamble where he had to put himself on the line and bet on a strange man.

 

       Xu Ye got dressed and was about to leave, but then stopped at the door. In the end, he took off the clothes he put on one by one. The man came back when his trousers were halfway down, and Xu Ye was startled. His feet wrapped halfway around his trouser legs, his centre of gravity was unsteady and he fell on the bed.

 

       The man was still wearing a mask, and his voice was cold, “Do you want me to go back and let you put it on?”

 

       “No… I just want to take them off…” Xu Ye pulled off his pants and underwear together in embarrassment.

 

       There was a hint of amusement in the man’s eyes.

 

       “Just now you didn’t say that I can wear clothes while staying here. I mean…” Xu Ye gritted his teeth, and finally choked out a sentence, “I am willing to be your slave.” In fact, he had just made up his mind that if he was forced to do something he didn’t want to do, he would resist and cut him off. Until then, he wanted to enjoy the pleasure brought by the man’s skill in exchange for being a slave.

 

       The man seemed to hide a hint of an insightful smile under his deep black lashes, and his eyes were as bright as stars. “So, is this your final decision?”

 

       “Yes.” Xu Ye took the initiative to kneel down this time.

 

       The man lifted his chin and made him look at himself. This was the first time the man directly touched his body with his fingers, which made Xu Ye a little nervous.

 

       “Xu Ye, I accept you as my slave. From this moment on I am your master. Everything about you belongs to me and is at my disposal. All your rights will come from my giving, and at the same time, you will enjoy my protection and care.” Like a ritual, the man finally placed his hands on top of his head, stroked his hair, and gave his first command. “From now on, you will refer to me as Master until I ask for a change of title.”

 

       Xu Ye pursed his lips, and gave him a vague response, “Yes…Master.”

 

       His voice was very soft, and he was trying to force himself into the role, temporarily forgetting the so-called shame.

 

       “Next, I need to clarify a few rules. No interruptions until I give my permission.” The man sat down on the sofa.

 

       Xu Ye found that his gaze began to follow this person unconsciously. In fact, there was always a natural elegance to his posture whether he was standing or sitting. His figure looked thin under the clothes, but if he took his clothes off, he should have well-proportioned muscles, and this imagery caused his mind to wander a little. Just as he began to speculate about the face beneath the mask, he saw that pair of cold eyes looking at him coldly.

 

       Xu Ye’s gaze narrowed and he ducked his head to avoid it.

 

       “Focus your mind, slave. While I don’t intend to punish you tonight, I don’t mind trying to get you to focus in some special way. Now, go over there and fetch a whip of your choice.” The man’s tone was cool and calm as he gave the order, and it sounded sensual in a different way.

 

       Xu Ye liked his voice, which was one of the reasons why he was willing to try to become a slave. He got up and walked around the training room, then chose a soft-looking sheepskin whip and returned to the bed, handing the whip over with one hand.

 

       The man didn’t take it and just looked at him blankly.

 

       After ten seconds of staring at him, Xu Ye came to his senses, knelt down and handed the whip with both hands.

 

       This time the man took it.

 

       “Your code of conduct is terrible, but that’s not the point tonight, so I forgive you for being rude. From now on, remember everything I say carefully.” He flicked the whip out of his hand, and the sound of it breaking the air flew past Xu Ye’s ear and hit the ground with a dull thud.

 

       Xu Ye flinched. The whip was so close that he could feel the air flowing from the side of his face the moment it was raised, and for a soft whip to make such a crashing sound through a heavy carpet, showed the strength of the user. He was shocked by the man’s control over the whip. Now he understood that no matter what whip he chose,  the man could make it hurt so badly that it would break his skin and bleed as long as he wanted it to.

 

       He knelt stiffly. He focused all his attention on his ears, listening carefully to every word the man said.

 

       “First, self-discipline. As your master, I have all the rights to control your body, so I will not allow you to have intimate relationships with anyone else. Once you go to another dom, I will abandon you without hesitation. Of course, if you have a clever way of stepping into other boats without me finding out, by all means, try it.” The man’s fingers stroked the white handle of the whip, and there was a hint of arrogance in his tone, “Second, trust. A slave needs to have absolute trust in his master. I need to know everything you feel, both physically and mentally. When I ask you a question, you must answer it truthfully. I will not allow you to hide or lie to me, and if you do so, you will be punished severely. Third, identity. I am the master, you are the slave, and you obey me. So you must do your best to satisfy me, not me to cater and satisfy you, keep this in mind.” He paused, “Now you can speak.”

 

       Xu Ye thought for a while and asked, “Will you take other slaves….Master?” He hastily added the title.

 

       “Planning to call me ‘you’?” The man turned the handle of the short whip.

 

       “…Will you1said in a more respectful tone accept other slaves?” Xu Ye thought for a while and changed his words to more respectful ones.

 

       “If I like.”

 

       Xu Ye’s face was a little ugly, “But you ask me to discipline myself.”

 

       “Slave, you are not serious about remembering the third rule.” The man’s black eyes had a cold glint in them, “The rules I use to restrain you don’t mean they also apply to me. You don’t have to expect fairness in this relationship, because there is none.”

 

       Aggrieved, Xu Ye moved on to the next question, “How should I contact you next time?”

 

       “I will let you know the specific time and place by text message.”

 

       “You have my number?”

 

       “Next question.” The man curled his lips but did not answer.

 

       “None for now.”

 

       “Then the conversation is over.” The man held up the mask on his face, “Put the whip back where you found it and put your clothes back on.”

 

       His orders were always clear and concise. Xu Ye quickly finished and followed him down the stairs.

 

       “Do you want to leave or do you want to sit with me for a while?” Outside the banquet hall on the third floor, Xu Ye was somewhat flattered by the man’s question. All he could think about was what he would do if the other party asked him to ‘kneel by my lap now’, but he was surprised that he was given a choice.

 

       When he saw Xu Ye’s slightly dazed expression, the man smiled, “You are not yet fit to appear as a slave in such a situation.” Sweeping the gratitude from the slave’s eyes, he added leisurely, “A slave who is not well trained will disgrace me.”

 

       Xu Ye’s face darkened instantly.

 

       Did this guy still have a venomous streak in him?

 

       He wasn’t quite ready to meet people as a slave, so he chose to leave. It felt cool to drive at night with the convertible. All the way Xu Ye was thinking about the moment when he collapsed and fell into his arms. Every cell in his body seemed to remember everything he had felt at that time, even the light scent of his body.

 

       He dialled Liu Jing’s phone number, “Help me find someone.”


Notes:
I blinked and got confused, what’s the second order? Then I realised, the second order is to not move around…
Fun fact, Marvin in the previous chapter actually called Xu ye as 小傢伙 that I translated as little guy but could also be translated as a brat which is basically Xu Ye attitude this whole time. A bratty attitude in the BDSM term


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Chapter 3

       It was just about finding a bed partner. If he didn’t want to, no one could force him to do anything.

 

       As he thought of this, Xu Ye pursed his lips, “Okay.” He followed Marvin to the sunken circular sofa area on the east side of the venue, where there were four people sitting and one kneeling. This area seemed to be the most comfortable in the entire venue, and everyone seemed to keep a distance from this area intentionally or unintentionally, and even many gossipers who came with them just now stopped at a certain distance.

 

       Marvin sat down on the sofa, patted his legs, and the slave who had been following him immediately knelt beside his legs.

 

       “Found a new target so quickly.” One of the men smiled. He looked about thirty years old, dressed in a dark suit and a light blue tie. The slave kneeling beside him had a harness over his head and his head was hanging low so that Xu Ye couldn’t see his face clearly.

 

       “Newcomer?” The second young man who spoke seemed to be of mixed race, with light brown curly hair, and green-brown pupils. After looking at Xu Ye up and down, he commented, “Very beautiful.”

 

       Xu Ye didn’t like being described like this, it made him feel like a sissy. So he said, “Thank you, you look beautiful too.”

 

       In his opinion, this was a counterattack, but the other party obviously didn’t think so. Instead, he accepted it calmly, smiled and rubbed into the arms of the person next to him. The dark-haired man next to him patted his head lovingly.

 

       “You two, don’t get tired of it.” Marvin said helplessly, “This is not my person, he turned me down flat out.”

 

       “Aha?”

 

       “…”

 

       “oh?”

 

       All three seemed surprised.

 

       “He wanted a one-on-one relationship. So I decided to recommend a very reliable candidate to him.” Marvin said, looking at the man who had been sitting on the other side of the table without making a sound with a half-smile.

 

       Xu Ye also looked in the direction of a man wearing a black gilded mask covering most of his face, only his eyes and mouth were exposed. His lips are beautifully shaped, and slender beneath the curve of his jaw. He was wearing a white shirt with vertical symmetrical white pleats down the front to give it a chic look, and silver collar and sleeve buttons. He was leaning against the back of the sofa, sitting with his long legs crossed, his left arm stretched out and resting on the upper edge of the back of the sofa. At this moment, he was looking at Xu Ye standing in the middle of the circle with his black eyes, holding a big wine glass in his right hand with slender fingers, and the champagne in the glass was swaying slightly.

 

       For some reason, Xu Ye was a little nervous. Obviously, this person didn’t say anything, didn’t do anything, but his mere gaze disrupted the rhythm of his breathing. It was a sense of oppression, an invisible sense of danger.

 

       “Your so-called candidate refers to me?” The man withdrew his gaze and said to Marvin, “When did I ever say I needed you to make an introduction?” His voice was deep and mellow, like wine that had been buried for a long time, and when opened, the room was filled with fragrance.

 

       Xu Ye frowned. He felt humiliated by the reaction of the other party, who made him feel like a commodity to be looked over and selected, so he said, “I came here with him just out of curiosity. As you can see, I’m just a newcomer, I just stepped into this circle, I don’t have any experience, and I don’t understand the relationship between you. All I want is to find a partner who can satisfy me, so please don’t make fun of me.”

 

       “Oh? Which of our words do you think offended you?” The man spoke very slowly, and every word was very clear, “Or is it that your low self-esteem is affecting your mood and you want to blame it on others?”

 

       It was true that Xu Ye was a little over-sensitive because of his orientation, but it was really embarrassing for him to be exposed in public like this. With a gloomy face, he squeezed his fists to suppress his anger. He didn’t want to get himself into trouble the on his first visit here, so he wanted to leave as soon as possible. “I’m sorry to disturb everyone, excuse me.”

 

       “Want to escape to a certain corner and imagine meeting someone who will change you?” The man seemed to take in all of Xu Ye’s momentary astonishment. He smiled, with a trace of sarcasm, “You want a dom that satisfies you, but do you think you can be the sub that satisfies the other party?”

 

       Xu Ye clenched his fist so tightly that his nails almost pierced his palm. He looked up at the man with some anger, “Of course I can.”

 

       The masked man put down his wine glass and stood up. Xu Ye was 1.78 meters tall, while the opponent was over 1.85 meters tall. When he walked in front of Xu Ye, his sight rose from the top to the bottom, and his sense of oppression increased dramatically. The muscles of Xu Ye’s whole body tensed up, and the tension felt like ants crawling and gnawing on every inch of skin, it made him wish he was like a cicada that could escape immediately after shedding its shell.

 

       “Your name?” After a long silence, the man spoke.

 

       Xu Ye was startled, and looked at him, hesitating in his heart. Marvin on the side smiled, “I advise you not to give up this opportunity, he doesn’t ask people’s names very often.”

 

       “You don’t want to tell me, do you?” The eyes behind the mask were as black as the deep night.

 

       “Xu Ye.” He finally said it out.

 

       “If you hesitate a moment longer, my patience will run out.” The man put his hands in his trouser pockets, turned around and took a few steps, paused and said, “Come with me.”

 

       Xu Ye chose to follow and followed him to the elevator. “I don’t have permission to use it.” He remembered what Rabbit had told him.

 

       The man glanced at him, then scanned the pure black electronic card in his hand, and the elevator door opened.

 

       They reached the fourth floor. That was an area Rabbit hadn’t taken him to and had not even mentioned to him. Xu Ye looked curiously at the neatly arranged doors on both sides of the long corridor. There were not many rooms, and none of the doors had a number plate on them, just some fancy English letters. He saw an M and a K.

 

       The man stopped in front of the door engraved with a golden Y, and swiped his card to open it.

 

       At first glance, Xu Ye thought it was just a slightly larger, ordinary five-star suite, as boring as the hotel suites he had stayed in. But when the lights were all lit up, he was completely stunned.

 

       At the far end of the room, there was a large space separated by floor-to-ceiling glass. On the wooden shelves were various instruments of torture and sex toys. Chains and shackles dangled from the top, execution racks and massage tables were placed in the corners, and on the floor was a thick white cashmere rug. This was a fully functional training room.

 

       The masked man walked in first, adjusted the lights to focus on the middle of the room, and said calmly, “Come here.”

 

       Xu Ye did not move for a long time. These things made him want to run away but ignited a fire of desire in his heart. The feeling of those whips falling on the body, those painful and torturous sensations…was like a temptation full of stimulation. He couldn’t tell whether it was more of fear or desire, and he was stuck in his place.

 

       The man didn’t urge him on but just looked at him quietly.

 

       Eventually, Xu Ye still walked over, stood under the light, and asked, “Can you tell me your name?”

 

       Obviously, he was seeking for a sense of security.

 

       Strange places, strange tools, and strange men all made him feel danger, but he couldn’t persuade himself to stay away from this danger and longed for something that could change him, so he wanted to know some useful information.

 

       Unfortunately, the other party did not answer.

 

       “If I reject you later, you don’t need to know my name. If I accept you, I will let you call me by something more appropriate than my name.” The man’s voice was low and sweet, “This is my private area, and no one can come in without my permission. There are no cameras here, no one can spy on you, and you are safe. Next, I ask you to show me your qualities as a sub. I will have three orders that you will need to obey and I will decide what I will do based on your attitude.” He folded his arms against the wall, looked at the person in front of him leisurely, and issued the first order, “First, take off your clothes, all of them. “

 

       Xu Ye looked at him for a moment, then lowered his head and made a move. First the thin suit, then the shirt, and then the trousers, one by one they fell to the floor, exposing his body curves. During the whole process, the man’s eyes never left him. Xu Ye felt his body gradually getting warmer, maybe it was because of that gaze, or maybe it was because of the light above his head. When he got to his underwear, he paused, then looked up at the man again, but when he met his inscrutable gaze, he blushed and simply stripped himself naked in one breath.

 

       The man looked up at his watch and said, “A very poor result.”

 

       Xu Ye’s ears turned red, and his spine tensed up. It was the first time he had ever been ordered around in such a way. The SM games he played in the past did not have this kind of enslavement, but purely physical whipping.

 

       “Kneel down and put your hands behind your back.” The slow and calm tone of his voice carried a sense of invisible oppression.

 

       When Xu Ye heard this order, he was stunned for a moment, and moved his lips but said nothing. He finally lowered his body stiffly to cover up the resistance in his eyes. The moment his knee touched the carpet, he lowered his head and bit his lower lip.

 

       With a smile on his lips, the man took a pair of dark brown sheepskin gloves from the drawer and put them on, then tied Xu Ye’s hands behind his back with leather handcuffs. He lifted Xu Ye’s chin with a dressage whip, making him look directly at him, he asked, “Humiliated?”

 

       At this moment, apart from the unwillingness and anger in Xu Ye’s eyes, there was also helplessness and panic in his eyes, as he tried to calm down like an angry puffer fish.

 

       “If you treat this relationship with this attitude, no dom can satisfy you. You are not willing to become a sub, so you can’t experience the joy that a sub can get.” The man looked at him condescendingly, “This kind of relationship is actually very much like a role-play, or you can think of it as a two-player game. You and I are equal in person, but here, after entering the role, I am the ruler, and you have to surrender to me. I give you the command to handle and use your body and to take pleasure in it. You are at my disposal and take pleasure in absolute obedience. In this process, there should be pleasure for both parties, and it’s not just abuse of one side and humiliation of the other side. If you do not want to, I have no reason to force you to do anything, and so the game need not begin. Do you understand?”

 

       Confusion filled Xu Ye’s eyes, “I’m not sure if this is what I want…I just…”

 

       “What are you not sure about? Not sure if you are a sub?” The front end of the riding crop in the man’s hand slowly descended from his chin along his adam’s apple, drawing a line on his body without leaving any traces. Then it stroked across his chest gently and stopped on his chest, and the hard leather whip slowly rubbed against the nipples. Xu Ye shuddered, and his body leaned backwards. Suddenly, there was a quick, precise blow to the other nipple. The blow was not very hard, and by the time the pain had subsided both buds were already standing up, making them look very attractive on the white body.

 

       As if a catalyst had been thrown into the mix, his heartbeat began to speed up, and the sensitivity of the body was awakened. Xu Ye was caught off guard by this change.

 

       “As a subject, you have no right to refuse.” The man’s voice was as gentle as a cello, but with an unquestionable force. He bypassed Xu Ye and disappeared from his sight. The whip landed behind him, from the nape of his neck to his waist, hovering and continuing downward. “Here, I am the master. Every part of your body belongs to me. If you resist or avoid, I will punish you, and the severity of the punishment will increase in turn.”

 

       Xu Ye couldn’t see his next move, so he could only sense his movements with his whole body.

 

       The touch, which was light or heavy, left unpredictable tracks and rough textures on his skin, like stroking and teasing.

 

       Time seemed to slow down.

 

       His breathing gradually became heavy, and Xu Ye unknowingly straightened his upper body. When the whip moved down from his waistline to his tailbone and penetrated unhesitatingly along his buttocks, his body instinctively leaned forward to avoid it. The next thing he knew, he got a whip on his buttocks, much stronger than the first time, leaving a clearly identifiable red mark on his buttocks. Xu Ye grunted in pain and shuddered helplessly, the little brother between his legs which had been indirectly awakened by the sensation, was completely erect.

 

       The man’s voice sank, “Don’t move around if you don’t want your buttocks to burst open.”


Notes:
Ngl, my search history is not pretty since I have to googled and make sure I am using the correct BDSM terms
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Chapter 2

       A week later, in the evening, Xu Ye appeared in a dull and plain bar on the eastern outskirts of the city.

 

       He had lived in K city for so many years, he thought he had been around the block and seen it all, but he never knew there was a bar there. The shop was small but had a nice environment, and he even saw some expensive foreign wines stocked in the liquor cabinet. What kind of business is there in a place like this? He wondered.

 

       Two young bartenders were lazily staying at the bar, and when they saw him approaching, one of them asked, “What can I get you?”

 

       Xu Ye took out a crumpled piece of paper from his suit pocket, with a name written on it, “I’m looking for him.”

 

       The bartender smiled, and with a thoughtful look he said, “That doesn’t sound like a personal name.”

 

       “I know.” He looked at the word ‘White Rabbit’ on the piece of paper with an unnatural expression on his face, “I was referred by David.”

 

       The note had been commissioned by Liu Jing, who had asked him to submit a very detailed medical report before doing so. He couldn’t say exactly what the details were, except that there were layers of interpersonal relationships in between, and this note was about a person who could take him to a certain place. At first, he thought it was a prank and threw it in the trash. Only after Liu Jing repeatedly assured him that he was not trying to make fun of him did he decide to come and have a look.

 

       The bartender grinned, “Just kidding, please follow me.” After he said that, he walked out of the bar, and came to the elevator. He took out a black magnetic card and swiped it, and the elevator door opened. Xu Ye went in with him. The bartender presses the floor button 2, and the elevator went up.

 

       “Your name is Xu Ye?” the bartender asked suddenly.

 

       “That’s right.”

 

       “I am the white rabbit, you can call me Rabbit, or Hare.” The bartender looked up at him,

 

       Xu Ye couldn’t help but laugh, “From the fairy tale?”

 

       The rabbit smiled, “Yes, I am the guide, just like the rabbit in Alice in Wonderland.” He continued, “You can also choose a nickname for yourself and use it as your name in the circle. Of course, if you don’t mind, you can also use your real name.”

 

       At this moment, the elevator arrived and the door opened.

 

       Inside was a large room, divided into many small single rooms.

 

       “This is a separate locker room where you can store your personal belongings in the lockers. All communication devices are prohibited in here, so please put your mobile phone inside.”

 

       He did as he was told. Rabbit handed over a silver electronic card, “Keep this card safe, it identifies your membership.” Then he was led up the other side of the stairs.

 

       On the third floor was a large banquet hall with crystal lamps emitting crystal clear light hanging high in the air. The people in the venue were wearing all kinds of costumes, some of which were very excessive and gorgeous. What shocked Xu Ye even more was that some people in the venue were kneeling, with their upper bodies naked, wearing something like a dog collar around their necks. These people were kneeling beside others randomly with their gazes lowered. Xu Ye set his eyes on the person wearing a half-face mask with feathers. The man was leaning his head against the lap of a tall man on the sofa, who was looking over his shoulder.

 

       The rabbit coughed lightly, and said in a low voice, “It’s impolite to stare at other people’s slaves for a long time.”

 

       Xu Ye’s eyes flickered and he averted his gaze.

 

       He was beginning to understand what kind of place he was in.

 

       This was a BDSM club. BDSM was a relatively special kind of sexual relationship, that included various forms of bondage and training, domination and submission, sadism and masochism, etc. The two parties involved are divided into dom (dominant) and sub (submissive), with the dom being the master who issued orders, and the sub voluntarily obeyed, which led to the so-called ‘master-slave relationship’. Those who were kneeling were the so-called ‘slaves’. Xu Ye glanced over there again, and his eyes met with the man sitting on the sofa. His eyebrows twitched, and he quickly moved away.

 

       Rabbit handed him a stack of documents, “The club is for members only. The senior management approved your membership application yesterday, so I brought you in. There are a lot of rules that the members need to be strictly followed, so please make sure you read them carefully.”

 

       Xu Ye flipped through it, and the first entry was ‘It is prohibited to reveal the identity of a member in any way, anywhere, or to act in a way that would compromise the safety of the club.’ It seemed that these clauses were to protect the privacy of this club and improve the club’s information security. “Do I need to sign it?” Xu Ye asked.

 

       “No need, these are just notices. Whether you agree or not, you must abide by them from the moment you walk through the door, and you will be severely punished if you violate them.” Rabbit’s eyes were arched, but there was an unquestionable force in his voice, and he said, word for word, “Better not risk trying, or you’ll regret it.”

 

       Xu Ye subconsciously nodded. He didn’t know who the club belonged to, but he knew whose territory it belonged to. A certain big shot who started from the underworld once used this place as his lair, and he still dominated this area after being cleansed. The establishment of the club here must have been acquiesced by that person. As he listened to the rabbit’s confident tone, these rules had a strong deterrent effect on the members, meaning that the enforcers of the penalties must have the power to override the wealthy and powerful members.

 

       Who could be the owner here?

 

       Xu Ye suppressed his curiosity and followed Rabbit to the dining area. The bone china serving trays were filled with exquisite food, including a variety of snacks and beverages. “The club is open every night, and there are some classes and demonstrations on weekend evenings. You can chat and make friends here, and if you see a dom or sub you like, you can take the initiative to chat with them, or you can leave your contact information for a private meeting. However, please note that you must not touch any slave who has a master without permission, this is also mentioned in the rules.”

 

       Xu Ye frowned and said, “Do slaves have to kneel like this?”

 

       “That’s not necessarily the case. Different partners have different ways of dealing with each other. But as a slave, all actions will be aimed at satisfying the wishes of the master.” Rabbit smiled, “There are many features on the first and second floors of the club, You can go down and walk around, but you don’t have the authority to use the elevator, so please use the stairs on that side. If you don’t show up here for more than three months, you will be considered to have forfeited your membership. For the rest of the day, please do as you wish.” After he finished speaking, Rabbit shook his hand and left.

 

       Xu Ye felt a little stuffy in his head, so he found a corner and sat down, looking through the densely packed regulations.

 

       The BDSM circle had always been secretive. They had their own unique ways of behaviour and a set of strict standards for entering the circle. Xu Ye didn’t know how he passed their selection, and after entering here in a daze, he felt a little overwhelmed. He looked on in silence at this unfamiliar and huge meeting place, at these strangers who were having fun on their own, and his eyes were full of confusion. He didn’t know what he was looking for, and even in the midst of it, he didn’t have the answers he was looking for.

 

       “Hey.” A brief voice caught his attention. Someone sat across from Xu Ye, and it was the man who had just met his eyes. He was just in his early thirties, and he looked very handsome in a black-collar military uniform. He was holding a riding crop in his black leather gloved hand, and with a big smile on his face, he asked, “You don’t have a dom?”

 

       Xu Ye was stunned for a moment before he realized what he was talking about, pursed his lips and said, “How do you know what I’m looking for is dom and not sub?”

 

       The man smiled broadly, revealing a mouthful of white teeth, “It’s very obvious.”

 

       He frowned, “Where does it show?”

 

       “Everywhere…is visible.” The man deliberately teased him, his eyes lingering on him, “Your panicked eyes, the way you sit uncomfortably, and the way you speak, tsk, so cute, a newcomer.”

 

       Xu Ye’s ears reddened slightly and he said in anger, “Get away from me.”

 

       The man chuckled. He seemed to be born with an aura that attracts attention. After he sat down, Xu Ye clearly felt that more eyes were gathering on their side. Some people were intentionally or unintentionally approaching this side and gathered together to whisper about their backgrounds. Being noticed in this way made Xu Ye feel uncomfortable.

 

       “My name is Marvin. Little guy, are you interested in trying out what I have in my hand?” He said, flicking the whip in his hand, “It’ll make you happy.”

 

       “No.” Xu Ye didn’t want to be entangled, and got up to leave, but was stopped by the riding crop. His eyes grew cold, and he said, “It’s not polite to stop someone with a whip, is it, sir?”

 

       “It is also impolite not to respond to someone after they have given their name, newcomer.” Marvin looked at him with a relaxed expression.

 

       “I’m sorry, I’m not going to use my real name, and I haven’t thought of one yet.” Xu Ye replied very straightforwardly.

 

       “How straightforward.” He withdrew his whip, “Can you tell me the reason, why you refuse me?”

 

       “You have a slave, don’t you?” Xu Ye glanced at the white-feathered masked man kneeling in a corner not far away.

 

       “It turns out that you don’t accept one-to-many relationships. It’s really troublesome.” Marvin tapped the riding crop lightly on his palm and suddenly smiled, “I can recommend a good dom who has no subs, is very skilled and has a good temper, which is rare for a newcomer. But also, he has high requirements, as for whether you can catch his eyes, it depends on yourself.” After he finished speaking, he stood up, and said slightly provocatively, “Do you want to meet him?”

 

       Xu Ye was stunned. Deep down in his heart, he was a little moved by this kind of game, as if the secrets that had been suppressed in his heart all year round were put into a room full of secrets, and it seemed no longer so different and unbearable. But he had some conflicts. He was afraid that he would unwittingly lose his integrity and dignity and become one of those slaves. So he was at a loss as to whether this was what he wanted.

 

       “Don’t you dare even try?” Marvin shrugged with a smile in his eyes as if he felt regretful.


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Chapter 1

       The night was quiet and the galaxy was bright. Outside the white gauze curtains that were gently blown by the wind, there was a sandy beach gently caressed by the waves. There were two empty goblets on the wine cabinet by the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the faint colour of the red wine still remained on the walls of the clear glass.

 

       On the huge European-style round bed, a naked man had his body spread wide to form big1big = 大, that character looks like a man spreading his body wide character. Upon closer look, his hands and feet were tied to the four sides of the bed legs by leather ropes. His body was covered with bright red marks, which were the marks of being whipped by something long and thin, and in some places, there were even beads of blood oozing out, which looked seductive and bewitching on his fair skin. The man’s face looked young, with a high nose bridge that outlined the contours of his face more linearly. At this moment, he was panting with his eyes closed, his red-scarred chest heaving violently.

 

       A pair of hands wandered over him, stroking and kneading vigorously to bring out the eroticism of it all. The bound man was not able to resist at all, and could only let the hands touch any part of his body. The moment his hand moved to his lower body, he opened his eyes.

 

       “Enough.”

 

       The voice was as cold as his ink-black eyes, without any hint of lust. The man who was holding the sensitive part between his legs was startled, and asked, “Are you calling it off?” The bound man looked expressionlessly at the ceiling and said, “You’re not good enough to turn me on, and I don’t want to waste any more time.”

 

       Such words obviously hurt the other man’s nerves. With a gloomy face, he rolled over and got out of bed, untied the knot tied at the foot of the bed, and then took off the black riding crop hanging from his wrist and put it on the bedside table. Before he dressed up and left the place, he dropped a sarcastic comment, “Is it because I’m not good enough, or perhaps the Young Master Xu libido’s level is too low?”

 

       Xu Ye, who was still lying in big character form without moving, frowned and closed his eyes tiredly.

 

       That was right.

 

       It was his problem.

 

       His repulsion of the opposite sex in relationships came from a few sexual encounters he’d had as a child. His father, Xu Ting, and his mother, Zhou Jia, got married because of the family business. They were model parents in front of others, but they got along coldly with others. Giving birth to him was just a task of carrying on the family line. Zhou Jia loved to travel and spends much more time going out with her male companion than at home. Xu Ting often found time to bring different women home. When eight-year-old Xu Ye came back from school, he looked up and saw his father pinning a woman on the french window on the second floor and making love to her. He was so terrified that his whole body stiffened and the flesh-on-flesh contact made him throw up. This scene then became his nightmare, which in turn developed into a psychological disorder.

 

       As he grew up, he found out that he had no desire for women. He tried to have a few girlfriends, and every time it came time to raise his gun he ran away. He tried psychiatrists, medication, and other methods, but he failed repeatedly, and he couldn’t even get an erection in the face of all kinds of women in bed.

 

       It was a wealthy second-generation surnamed Liu who brought him into the same-sex circle. At that time, Xu Ting’s catering business had already reached all over the country, and his fortune had soared. Xu Ye, who was a sophomore, also began to join the vanity fairs of these rich and young people to indulge in a life of luxury. These pampered sons of a wealthy family had a lot of games that trifled with the law, some Xu Ye couldn’t accept it at all and didn’t participate in it. Liu Jing was one of those who openly came out of the closet. He was a top2or gong and often had some beautiful men around him. After getting acquainted with each other, he saw that Xu Ye had no interest in women, so he simply tempted him to try men, and was even generous enough to send the boy with long eyelashes beside him to spend the night with Xu Ye.

 

       That night, the other party’s initiative made Xu Ye feel a different kind of excitement for the first time. He spent the night tormenting the long-eyelashed boy again and again, almost making the boy collapsed. When he sent him back to Liu Jing the next day, he blushed and apologized repeatedly. Liu Jing laughed loudly, patted him on the shoulder and told him not to be so violent next time. After that, Xu Ye often called him to play together.

 

       But soon, Xu Ye found that his desire was constantly declining. He even gradually lost interest in men. At that time, he had already graduated from university and joined Xu Ting’s company. He started as a novice and gradually took on important responsibilities.

 

       What really changed him was a video on someone’s phone at a party. The lawless young master tied up a subordinate who offended him with a rope and whipped him and took a video to show off.

 

       Strong rope, fragile flesh. The red marks of the whip, the whimpering neck.

 

       Xu Ye sat on the spot with a flushed face, looking at the blindfolded man on the mobile phone, a certain part of him sleeping between his legs under the table suddenly hardened uncontrollably. That night, he couldn’t sleep in bed at all, and he fantasized about being tied up. He took pleasure in this fantasy and then he was spent after getting some release.

 

       He began to actively initiate SM3Sadomasochism, and when he found himself craving it more and more intensely and relying more and more on pain for pleasure, he began to collapse. He felt like a monster, a pervert, a disgusting guy who needed to be abused to get off. He began to hate himself for it, but he kept on relying on the sensations and was unable to stop like he was on drugs.

 

       At this moment, Xu Ye was not only physically exhausted but also mentally. The man who left just now was called Camel, which was of course not his real name, but just his nickname in the circle. The relationship between Xu Ye and him lasted for almost half a year. He had a good touch, and he could satisfy Xu Ye at first, but then gradually lost his effectiveness, which made both parties completely exasperated.

 

       Xu Ye had gradually become numb to the pain, unable to get the pleasure he wanted. He was worried that if this continued, he would really become sexually impotent.

 

       He needed one last hope to clutch at.


Notes:
Hello~
This is my selfish personal project that I wanted to do for a very long time (while watching if there’s someone who would pick it up again in NU and I’m so glad no one decided to do it *cough*)
Some of you might have seen the unfinished translation of this somewhere else (me too) and the completed translation of book 3 in other site (check the main Surrender page for more info), but since I have a lawyer kink and one of the character here is a lawyer, so I decided might as well retranslate everything from the start since no one is doing the book 4 yet

So enjoy!


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