Category: Surrender 2 (Page 2 of 5)

       That night, Zhuo Yue nestled in the man’s arms and fell asleep on the soft big bed. Fang Mingyan looked at the bitten lip of the person in his arms and the red whip marks on his chest. He touched his head with some reluctance and said softly, “I’m sorry.” The person in his arms moved uneasily as if he had had some unpleasant dream and snuggled up to him for some comfort. The man held him tighter, stroking his naked back soothingly, bringing him closer to him.

       The next day, Zhuo Yue woke up on time due to his biological clock and found that he was lying on Fang Mingyan’s body like a piece of stubborn adhesive plaster and was still wrapping him like an octopus. The posture was extremely inelegant. He wanted to move away secretly but didn’t dare to wake the man up. After a long time of effort, he finally managed to prop up his upper body. The movement involved the whiplash on his chest, and he couldn’t help but take a breath. Looking directly at the open dark eyes above and below, he froze and called out with some embarrassment, “Master…”

       Fang Mingyan raised his eyebrows, “Using this gesture to wake me up, you’re certainly creative.”

       Only then did he realise that he was straddling on top of the man, and his face suddenly turned red. He hurriedly tried to get off but was stopped by the other person’s words, ‘Don’t move’, and awkwardly remained in his original position.

       His naked body showed beautiful curves. His legs were spread apart, and he was kneeling on the bed. The part between his legs fell into the hands of the man below him without any cover. There was a shy and forbearing expression on his crimson face. This kind of Zhuo Yue was like a beautiful and delicate snack that made people want to enjoy it slowly.

       Fang Mingyan lay lazily on his back, fingers playing with his legs. “Slave, it turns out you like this position, what a surprise.”

       “It’s not… um… I don’t know why when I fell asleep, I didn’t mean to…” He stammered in explanation.

       “If you don’t like this, then…” The man straightened his back, sat up, facing him, and asked, “What about this?”

       Zhuo Yue was startled by such an unexpected approach, and when he leaned back, he was held around his waist. The distance was shortened to an extremely ambiguous range. The tight lower bodies could clearly feel the heat and thickness of the silk pyjamas. The tips of their noses were almost touching, and their breaths were intertwined.

       The handsome face before him, now magnified, bore an ambiguous smile. The hand pressing against his lower back slowly descended and slipped between his buttocks, gently pressing near the entrance of his rear. A soft, deep voice murmured in his ear, “Do you like it?”

       The temperature of his body gradually increased, and the oxygen seemed to be sucked away. Zhuo Yue dared not move and could only let the hand invade his secret parts, causing him to tremble, “Master…”

       “Answer my question.” The man turned his head and licked his earlobe.

       “I don’t know…” His breathing was out of rhythm. Zhuo Yue felt that he was about to burn because of the heat. He mustered up the courage to speak shyly, “As long as Master likes it… so do I…” This was the first time he said it so straightforwardly, but he couldn’t bring himself to say anything more.

       Fang Mingyan curled the corners of his lips. The dark and uncertain light in his eyes gathered into a sea. He lifted Zhuo Yue’s chin and kissed it. Like a gentleman, he gently licked his injured lower lip.

       “Master…” Zhuo Yue leaned against the man softly and gasped softly.

       He used to find it so difficult to say it, but now he wanted to keep calling him so.

       The person whom he once thought was lost forever was now by my side.

       The bottom of his eyes became moistened a little bit, and tears filled his eyes unconsciously.

       “Did I hurt you?” Fang Mingyan was slightly startled when he saw Zhuo Yue’s expression, stopped moving, and carefully checked the injury on his chest.

       “It doesn’t hurt.” Zhuo Yue shook his head.

       “Tell me what’s wrong with you.”

       “I just… suddenly feel like this isn’t real.” Zhuo Yue blushed and looked at him with wet eyes, “It was like dreaming. I feel happy but also very uneasy, I am afraid that the alarm will be triggered, and the next second I wake up, you will be gone.” He pursed his lips guiltily, “I’m sorry, Master.”

       Fang Mingyan knew that Zhuo Yue had always been insecure after experiencing that incident, and such a situation could only be cured through time. He touched Zhuo Yue’s head and said softly, “Don’t worry, I will always be by your side.”

       When the two of them went downstairs, the cook, Zhao, had already prepared breakfast, and Zhou Chi thoughtfully pulled out a chair for him. The sudden appearance of thick cushions on the chair made Zhuo Yue’s face turn red instantly.

       The man who sat down at the main seat chuckled, “Zhou Chi, you prepared this cushion a little early, he doesn’t need it now.”

       Hearing this, Zhou Chi asked Zhuo Yue, “Does Young Master Zhuo need me to remove it?”

       Zhuo Yue’s face was so hot that he could fry an egg. He whispered, ‘No need’ and sat down. He didn’t even raise my head after eating a meal.

       After breakfast, Lin Hui came to pick him up and take him to the airport. He was going to Lidao¹or Li Island to participate in the recording of the special episode of “The Right Time to Fall in Love”, which was expected to take a week. This trip was booked long ago and cannot be cancelled. Therefore, Fang Mingyan did not leave any traces on Zhuo Yue’s exposed parts during the morning intimacy.

       The man sent him to the car, straightened his collar, leaned over and whispered in his ear, “Suddenly, I don’t want to let you go, Slave.”

       Zhuo Yue was startled, then laughed, pecked him on the face, and said, “I will always miss you, Master.”

 

       Lidao was located in the south, surrounded by the sea, with long summer and no winter. The island was covered with lush tropical plants, and the sea breeze was cool and refreshing.

       “The Right Time to Fall in Love” chose such a picturesque place to shoot the scene in order to enhance the romantic feelings of paradise. The four pairs of artists participating in the special episode were voted by netizens from ten pairs of on-screen couples who had participated in the show. Zhuo Yue and Sun Xinxin topped the list.

       Firstly, it was because both of them were highly attractive. Secondly, it was because their performances were captivating. Thirdly, Zhuo Yue had to leave the show abruptly after only four episodes due to health reasons, leaving the audience wanting more. Fans took to the internet, demanding that the show invite the duo back. Thus, this return was also intended to give closure to the on-screen couple.

       The recording started as soon as he got off the plane, and the camera followed him to the hotel, focusing on filming the scene where he reunited with Sun Xinxin. The two had worked together several times and had a tacit understanding, and they played the joy and heartfelt feeling of a long-time reunion to the fullest. Sun Xinxin took the initiative to give Zhuo Yue a hug. Zhuo Yue hugged her back weakly, showing a gentleman’s demeanour in every gesture. He did not forget to give a beautifully wrapped gift and said thoughtfully, “Last time you told me that you like chocolate, so I bought it.” Sun Xinxin was so moved that her eyes were brimming with tears. While taking small bites of her chocolate, she turned to look at him, her face full of gentle, feminine charm.

       When the director called for the ‘cut’, she immediately spat the chocolate in her mouth into the tissue handed to her by her assistant and said with a grimace, “I’m sorry, I’ve gained weight recently and can’t eat such high-calorie foods.”

       “I understand.” Zhuo Yue smiled politely. Female celebrities were very strict about managing their figures, typically avoiding foods like fried chicken, ice cream, and chocolate. The food photos they posted online were mostly just pictures with the food, while what they actually consumed were low-calorie vegetables and fruits. In fact, that box of chocolates had been prepared by Lin Hui according to the show’s requirements; he couldn’t even remember when she had ever mentioned liking chocolate. The show was just a performance catering to the many people who yearned for flawless love by displaying affection to satisfy their pursuit of perfection.

       After their respective groups arrived, the eight people started a ‘group date’ on the beach. One of the games required the male guests to swim to a floating island in the sea to get a garland for their female partner and then complete games with their female partner, such as biting an apple and drilling a circle. The worst group would be punished for cooking.

       This game put a lot of pressure on Zhuo Yue. While the wound on his lip could be temporarily concealed with makeup, the marks on his chest from the whip were something he absolutely couldn’t reveal. As a result, he became the only male guest unwilling to go shirtless. Every movement while swimming strained his muscles, causing him to grit his teeth and endure the pain as he completed the swim. His progress was significantly delayed, and by the time he reached the shore, the other teams were already nearing the finish line.

       Sun Xinxin felt dissatisfied in her heart but still showed a concerned expression. She shouted, ‘Come on’, and came over to cooperate with him in biting the apple. The string hanging the apple was swaying around, and the two people came together and actually touched their lips together, both of them were startled. The two had once shared an ‘on-screen first kiss’, which was awkward for both of them, so they used a camera trick to film it. This time, however, they actually kissed for real. The multi-directional lens captured that moment as clearly as possible. Sun Xinxin blushed and stayed there shyly without saying a word. Fortunately, the other three groups had completed the game at this time, and they became the last ones, so they did not need to continue. Several other couples came over to tease him one after another, saying that Zhuo Yue did it on purpose, preferring to come in last just to steal a kiss.

       Zhuo Yue smiled bitterly. Fang Mingyan once banned him from having close contact with others. If this scene was broadcast and his master saw it… his body ached just thinking about it. In private, he politely asked the director if the scene could be cut. The other person was surprised and said that this was a major attraction and he would never cut it. He was a little helpless, thinking about how to explain to the other party while recording.

       The punishment for the last place was to prepare dinner for eight people.

       When by the sea, seafood was a must. To make seafood delicious, getting the cooking time just right was crucial. Zhuo Yue was busy on one side, and Sun Xinxin kept causing trouble on the other side. She had little experience in cooking. After chopping onions, she touched her eyes with her hands, which made her cry. He had no choice but to immediately put down the pot and clean her. Sun Xinxin leaned on his arms and sniffed.

       “Does it still hurt? Why don’t you sit down for a while?” he asked.

       “It hurts. But I want to help you.” There was a bit of coquettishness in her tone.

       “Sit down and take a rest. You are tired enough today. I will do the rest.” Zhuo Yue performed the gold medal boyfriend’s performance to the fullest. He helped her sit down considerately and returned to the kitchen to play the leading role. After the dinner shooting was over, he returned to the hotel room exhausted, fell on the bed with his eyes closed, and didn’t even want to move his fingers.

       The door opened, and someone walked in. He thought it was Lin Hui, and without opening his eyes, he said dullly, “Just put the clothes there for me. I’ll take a shower later. I’m really tired…”

       However, the bed moved, the other party sat down on the edge of the bed, his voice low and melodious, “The room service I offer can include a bath.”

       Zhuo Yue was startled. He opened his eyes and saw the person in front of him clearly. He sat up immediately and said in surprise, “Master!”

       Fang Mingyan, wearing a loose T-shirt, had a faint smile on his face.

       “You…why are you here?” he asked stammering, and then said to himself in confusion, “Am I dreaming again?”

       Seeing his dumbfounded expression, the man felt funny in his heart and asked, “You don’t want me to come?”

       “Of course that’s not it.” Zhuo Yue’s eyes were bright, like a child who had received a prize—full of joy. He looked at the person in front of him for a moment and then said shyly, “…I miss you very much.”

       These words were spoken with genuine sincerity. He was not someone who easily showed emotion, but once he did, he became steadfast and persistent. After finally reuniting with the man, they were forced to part after just one night, leaving him full of reluctance. During work, he couldn’t help but be distracted many times, thinking of the other person. At this moment, seeing him again, he felt a lot of words stuck in his chest that he couldn’t express, so he used these four words to convey his feelings.

       Fang Mingyan laughed, put his arms around him, and said, “Good boy.”

       He had many subs but had never been sincere to anyone. Zhuo Yue was an exception. He was tempted, but he kept suppressing himself because he didn’t want the other person to enter the BDSM circle. When the man knelt in front of him on the East Coast in tears, he could no longer cruelly push the man away from him. He was a magnanimous person. Now that he had decided to establish a relationship, he would not have any hesitation. Zhuo Yue had always lacked a sense of realness in the relationship between the two, so he gave him a sense of realness. After spending some time in the morning to take care of the official duties, he took a break for himself and flew directly to Lidao to accompany him.

       “By the way, Master, are you tired? Would you like something to drink? The tea here doesn’t taste very good…” Zhuo Yue only then remembered the etiquette of hospitality and hurriedly got up to fetch him a drink, but his wrist was caught.

       “No need, I’m here to provide room service.” There was a teasing smile on the man’s lips. He picked him up with his long arms, went straight into the bathroom, placed him on the flat surface of the sink, and started filling the bathtub with water.

       “Let me do it, Master, I’m not tired…” Zhuo Yue felt very sorry to see him doing it himself and asked several times.

       “Sit down and don’t move.” Fang Mingyan adjusted the water temperature, selected a small pack of bath salts from the toiletries Zhuo Yue brought with him, sprinkled it on, and then began to unbutton him.

       Zhuo Yue sat with a blushing face and let the man take off his clothes one by one. When his slender fingers came to his waist to unbuckle his belt, he trembled slightly.

       Fang Mingyan slowly unzipped his pants and asked, “What are you thinking about?”

       He pursed his lips, and his face became even red, “…Nothing.”

       “Nothing?” The man’s hand reached between his legs, touching Zhuo Yue’s erect c0ck through his underwear, and said, “Slave, you will be punished for lying.”

       Such a subtle touch made the little brother between his legs become even more uncontrollably hard. Zhuo Yue wished he could throw himself into the bathtub and said in embarrassment, “Master…I…” He couldn’t say any more.

       “Tell me why it stands up?” Fang Mingyan opened the edge of Zhuo Yue’s underwear and exposed the delicate member.

       “I don’t know…” He couldn’t answer such a question at all, so he turned his head and looked away in shame. In a blink of an eye, his whole body was lifted off the sink, his loose outer pants fell to the ground, and only the grey boxer briefs were left on him.

       “Look in the mirror.” The hand came from behind and pinched Zhuo Yue’s chin to force him to look in the mirror. The man raised the corners of his lips, deliberately lowered his voice and said in his ear, “Let me guess what you were thinking just now.”

       Zhuo Yue’s sensitive zone is around the ear. The warm breath penetrated into his ears, causing half of his body to feel numb, and he couldn’t help but shudder.

       “You imagined me kissing you, didn’t you?” The man didn’t do anything but spoke in a low and sexy voice behind Zhuo Yue, “Did you imagine me pressing you on this sink and kissing you non-stop, making you breathless? Then licking your sensitive ears and biting your earlobes to make you tremble. I would slowly move down and suck on your nipples, leaving my teeth marks on them. I’ll treat them roughly and make them a better colour. I will leave hickeys on your belly and inner thighs to mark them uniquely for you with my mark…”

       Zhuo Yue’s breathing became more and more rapid. Even though the other party had done nothing, the words had given him endless imagination, and they were like an aphrodisiac that made his desires grow even more intense.

       “Thirsty slave, you must have imagined how I caressed you.” Fang Mingyan was like a bewitching wizard, chanting evil spells behind him, “My hands will knead your two sacs, causing you so much pain that you can’t help but beg me. Then I will use my nails to ravage the little holes you use for excretion and wrap the c0ck between your legs with my palms to masturbate you. I will soon give you the ultimate pleasure, but you can’t release it.” He paused, blew an ambiguous breath into his ear, and said, “Tell me why.”

       Zhuo Yue couldn’t help but moan. His throat was parched, and his body felt as if it was about to burn. All the heat gathered in his lower abdomen, and there was nothing in his head except the blissful world that the man had created for him. He gasped and replied, “Everything about me belongs to Master… I can’t… without Master’s permission…”

       “Very good.” Fang Mingyan narrowed his eyes slightly, “Tell me next, have you ever imagined how I would fvck you?”

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       After hearing the order, Zhuo Yue hesitated for a moment and looked at the audience again. Fang Mingyan was no longer on the sofa in the first row.

       A wry smile appeared on his lips.

       That person had never been willing to expend energy to pay attention to people or things he was not interested in. It seemed that he had already been included in this category. After dissolving the master-slave relationship, he tried to forget about each other but failed repeatedly. When happy, depressed, or lonely, Zhuo Yue would always unconsciously think of that cynical but gentle and meticulous man. The shelter and warmth that man had given him were something he had never experienced in over twenty years of his life. He cherished it like a precious gem, unwilling to let it go.

       If there was anyone in this world who could make him change his sexual orientation, let go of his self-esteem and pride, and trust him wholeheartedly, this person could only be Fang Mingyan. It took Zhuo Yue a long time to figure out what kind of feeling this was. Finally, he decided to face everything and follow his heart. No one could understand how much courage it took for him to take such a step today. In fact, today was the last chance he gave himself, the last time he tried his best to get close to that light.

       However, it ultimately failed.

       Zhuo Yue knelt down numbly, feeling as if a piece of his heart had been hollowed out.

       Seeing that he was so obedient, No. 28 was very happy. He shook the soft whip in his hand, adjusted the distance slightly according to the length, and then ordered, “Next, I will administer four lashes to your front. If you move, you will bear all the consequences yourself. Do you understand?”

       Zhuo Yue maintained his kneeling posture, lowered his eyes and said, “I understand.”

       No. 28 swallowed, and the hand holding the whip trembled slightly because of nervousness. He took a deep breath, raised his hand and swung the whip out.

       The moment he pulled it out, he panicked. He instinctively felt that he had swung it in the wrong direction and used too much force. However, it was too late to stop, and the whip was just about to hit Zhuo Yue’s face. At this time, he felt the whip handle in his hand tremble, and a long golden soft whip came across the air, slashing straight down the middle, forcibly bending the red whip towards Zhuo Yue from the middle, and pressing it down hard. This strike was incredibly fast and powerful, hitting the stage with a sharp ‘crack’. As a result, the red whip’s tip that was supposed to strike Zhuo Yue’s face narrowly missed him, so close that he could feel the faint breeze it created. The Dom’s mouth on the stage went numb for a while, and the whip fell out of his hand and fell to the ground. When he saw the person wielding the whip clearly, he froze in place.

       Zhuo Yue didn’t move. He kept his eyes closed tightly and bit his lip with a pale face. It wasn’t until the ‘pop’ sound was heard that he opened his eyes in panic. The first thing that caught his eye was the golden soft whip lying on the ground, and then the person holding the whip under the stage.

       Time seemed to have stopped, and the vision was frozen.

       Fang Mingyan didn’t look at him. He raised the whip handle in his hand and neatly took the soft golden whip back into his hand. Then he said to No. 28 on the stage without expression, “Come down.”

       The man’s voice was as cold as ice, making the other party shiver. No. 28 knew in his heart that he had almost caused a big disaster. At this moment, everyone was trembling with fear. He did not dare to say a word and stepped back from the stage in dejection.

       The whole place was silent.

       Fang Mingyan stepped onto the stage step by step, stood before the kneeling Zhuo Yue, and raised his chin with the hard whip handle.

       Zhuo Yue looked up at him with trembling eyes and called softly, “Sir…”

       “Why are you here?” His tone was cold and hard, without any warmth.

       The light fell on his eyes and became mottled spots of light, illuminating his black eyes as bright as obsidian. He said softly, “Because you left my world, so I want to…come to your world to have a look.”

       “Now that you’ve seen it, do you find it interesting?”

       Zhuo Yue didn’t know how to answer for a moment. He moved his lips but made no sound.

       “Uh, you two, I’m sorry to interrupt you.” As the host, Rabbit cautiously interjected, “Because there was an incident just now, Dom No. 28 has left the stage again, and I need to seek the opinion of Sub No. 39. Do you want to continue your performance? Do you want to continue with someone else, or give up?”

       “If I choose to continue…” Zhuo Yue stared at Fang Mingyan and asked, “Are you willing to help me complete it as a Dom?”

       “I refuse.” The man glanced at him, turned around and walked towards the audience.

       Zhuo Yue, who was behind him, looked at his back and spoke slowly, “Are you unwilling to do it because you are afraid of hurting me, or is this job too difficult for you to complete?”

       Fang Mingyan stopped.

       At this moment, the audience was in an uproar.

       This was undoubtedly a blatant provocation.

       The club had a very strict class system, and it was extremely rare for lower-level members to speak rudely in such public places and challenge the authority of club elders.

       The man turned around and looked at him condescendingly. Every word was like ice, “Newcomer, you need to pay a price for provoking me.”

       The heavy sense of pressure made Zhuo Yue feel oppressed. He tightened the hands hanging by his sides and stretched his knuckles until they turned white. His eyes were filled with desperate determination, and he looked at him, “No matter what the cost, I just want you to do it yourself.”

       “I’ll do it.” There was no expression on the man’s face. He threw his coat aside, unbuttoned his cufflinks, rolled up his sleeves, held the golden whip in his hand, and ordered in a low voice, “Take off your shirt. “

       Using the whip to lash would leave marks on Sub’s body. Uneven strength and angle deviation would be clearly reflected on the whip marks. So when Dom asked Sub to take off his clothes, it meant that he had enough confidence in his skills.

       At the host’s signal, the audience fell silent.

       Xu Ye looked at Zhuo Yue with some worry. Zhuo Yue’s number card was indeed drawn because he had tampered with it. He originally thought that Fang Mingyan would come on stage to help Zhuo Yue complete the performance, which eventually led to the pairing and everyone would be happy. Although things had developed to this point and the two of them had begun to interact, the atmosphere was completely different. Zhuo Yue’s sudden provocation surprised him. The coldness in the Lion’s eyes even made him feel chill downstage… Everything was beyond his expectations.

       Zhuo Yue took off his white suit, saw the other person looking at him indifferently, lowered his head to unbutton his shirt, and finally showed his upper body naked in front of others.

       “Next, I will whip you from the front, four lashes in total.” Fang Mingyan’s instructions were simple and clear without any sloppiness. “Rule number one, keep the standard kneeling position and don’t move. Rule number two, look at me. Rule number three, don’t make a sound. If you break any of these rules, you will be whipped again. Do you understand?”

       “Understood, Sir,” he replied.

       Zhuo Yue knew his skills well and trusted him enough to not act rashly when the whip came. He made up his mind to remain silent, but he didn’t expect that he would fail at the first lash.

       It hurt so much, and the pain made his whole body tremble. Although he gritted his teeth tightly, he still couldn’t help but groan in pain. The whip was like a furious fire dragon, spitting flames and burning through his skin, leaving an indelible mark of pain.

       However, before he could recover, the second whip was already thrown at him. The golden soft whip perfectly copied the trajectory of the previous whip, accurately pressing on the previous whip mark at the same angle, rendering the mark sloping downward from the left chest a more brilliant red.

       Double blows to the same spot made the pain exponentially worse. Zhuo Yue let out a suppressed cry uncontrollably, his body trembled violently, and he instinctively arched his back in a defensive posture.

       “Repeat the three rules I gave you.” The man stopped and said coldly.

       Zhuo Yue’s eyes were filled with moist mist, and his voice trembled, “…First, keep kneeling and don’t move. Second, to look at you. Third… don’t make any sound.”

       “What did I tell you would happen if you disobeyed an order?”

       “The lashes…will be invalid.”

       “So the first two lashes are invalid.” Fang Mingyan looked at him coldly, “I personally don’t mind using you for some practice, but if you keep moving around unpredictably and yelling, it will ruin the spectacle of this performance and spoil my mood.” He paused and said, “If you still can’t do these three things, get out of here.”

       Zhuo Yue couldn’t help but pant and his trembling eyelashes were like small insects desperately struggling in the spider web. He straightened up with difficulty and said, “Sir, I will try my best not to make a sound…”

       Seeing him look at him with those wet eyes, a surge of agitation rose in the man’s heart. It was like a sharp thorn embedded in his flesh, impossible to locate yet causing a constant, dull pain. He gripped the whip tightly and, without any warning, lashed it out. As it struck Zhuo Yue’s body, his own heart seemed to jolt violently at the same moment.

       He knew very well how heavy the lash was and he also knew very well how painful it would be to be hit by such a lash.

       The soft whip slanted from the left chest to the lower right, leaving a clear mark. The skin showed a state of congestion that was about to be broken, and the fair skin showed a red colour like a blooming tea plant. The pain distorted all the senses, but the person who endured the whipping did not make a sound. His body was trembling violently, but he still maintained his kneeling position with difficulty. The hands behind his back were clenched into fists, and his nails pierced the flesh. There was blood oozing from his lower lip, which must have been bitten due to excessive endurance. Those clear black and white eyes were filled with water mist, still looking in his direction.

       Fang Mingyan was silent for a moment and said, “If you can’t bear it, you can stop at any time.”

       Zhuo Yue’s forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he said with a pale face, “You said that Sub’s obligation is to please the Dom. If my pain can make you feel happy, it should be worth enduring.”

       The man frowned deeply and said coldly, “Newcomer, you made a mistake. You are not my Sub, we are just doing a show. Your pain and endurance didn’t mean anything to me.”

       Hearing this, Zhuo Yue’s tearful eyes trembled, and he slowly said with heartbreaking sadness, “To you, I hold no significance, but to me, you are the only light in my life. Since I am not worthy to be your sub, at the very least, I should ensure that this performance ends perfectly.” He endured the pain and straightened his body and said, “Please continue.”

       Fang Mingyan’s dark eyes were filled with dim and uncertain light, and the hand holding the whip tightened and relaxed several times. After a moment of stalemate, he asked coldly, “You want to be my sub, right?”

       Zhuo Yue was stunned for a moment. He saw Fang Mingyan throw away the whip and stand in front of him, a faint smile on his lips. “I have conditions for taking a sub. If you can complete my command, I might consider giving you a chance.” The man grasped Zhuo Yue’s jaw, roughly rubbing his thumb across his lips, and slowly said, “Please me with your mouth.”

       The moment he heard the order, Zhuo Yue felt cold all over.

       “That’s just…” Xu Ye could no longer remain seated after seeing the lion take such harsh action against Zhuo Yue. He couldn’t contain his anger any longer and stood up furiously, but was held back by Chu Yu beside him.

       “Sit still.” The Second Young Master looked at him calmly, “You have interfered enough; leave the rest to them.”

       “Always resorting to the same tactic… So shameless…” Xu Ye cursed angrily. Before, he was reckless and ignorant and planned to find the Lion as his new master. The Lion also gave him this order, asking him to perform oral sex on him in front of Chu Yu, which made him cry when he was punished by Chu Yu¹(see Surrender 1 for details). Now he repeated his old tricks, obviously to make Zhuo Yue retreat in spite of the difficulties. He wanted to help, but his master spoke up, so he had to sit down again as he looked anxiously at the people on the stage.

       The entire banquet hall was so quiet that one could hear a pin drop, and the performance had completely deviated from its original track. However, the one on the stage was the Lion—one of the club’s major shareholders and none of the seniors in the audience made a sound to stop him. The others did not dare to make any mistakes and silently watched what happened. The host, Rabbit, even hid in a corner to watch the show.

       Zhuo Yue’s naked upper body was covered with a layer of warm yellow light, and a layer of clear mist rose in his eyes as if wrapped in strands of sadness and fragility entwined into knots like glass.

       The dark room, the dirty sheets, the shaky camera, the humiliating posture, the ugly man, the smelly bodily fluids, the feeling of retching when his throat was violated…that hellish nightmare that invades every night.

       It was Fang Mingyan who had taken him away from this nightmare, yet now used this method to make him remember it.

       The trembling fingertips touched the zipper of the man’s pants several times and then retracted several times. The water that had gathered in the corners of his eyes finally came out, sliding over his cheeks with scalding heat. Just when Zhuo Yue bit his bleeding lower lip and tried to do it again, his wrist was caught. He raised his face helplessly, looked at the person who was watching him, and said in a trembling voice, “I’m sorry…”

       “Why do you always have to make me feel so…” The words ended here. The dusty glacier in Fang Mingyan’s eyes finally cracked. He stared deeply at the hesitant man in front of him and sighed helplessly.

       Everything was supposed to go according to his plan. After using BDSM to cure Zhuo Yue’s PTSD, he intended to find an excuse to terminate their master-sub relationship, secretly monitor Zhuo Yue’s progress, and help him adapt to a life without him, ultimately facilitating his return to a normal life. However, fate played a cruel joke, making Xu Ye the link between their two worlds, bringing this stubborn man back to his side.

       Then he was in chaos.

       This person, who was so fragile that even a camera would frighten him, was stubborn to the point of being covered in scars yet refusing to turn back.

       Although he knew he shouldn’t take action to protect him, he couldn’t help but intercept the whip that would cause harm. Even though he knew he shouldn’t interfere with the performance, he was provoked into picking up the whip. He was the one who had planted the thorns blocking his path, yet he couldn’t bear to see him in pain.

       Because that pain felt as if he was experiencing it himself.

       For the first time, Fang Mingyan felt that he had lost—lost to a stubborn fool.

       Enough. He no longer wanted to hide himself under a calm and cold facade and torture and hurt the man who made his heart ache. He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Zhuo Yue’s face, and his dark eyes revealed the long-lost tenderness, “Why do you have to choose a difficult road?”

       His long eyelashes moistened with tears trembled. The man who was still kneeling looked up at him and said, “Because only this road can lead to you.”

       The man stroked his hair and said in a deep voice, “Zhuo Yue, you need to understand that entering my world means you’ll become an outcast in others’ eyes. To most people, BDSM is seen as perverse, disgusting, and pathological. It can’t be brought into the light; you’ll never be able to discuss this preference with your friends openly. The intense stimulation it provides might make you addicted, and over time, you might become dependent on it to experience pleasure. Leaving all that aside, we’re both men, and you know very well how society views homosexuality. For you, this relationship is perilous. If anyone finds out, all the hard work and effort you’ve put into your career could crumble into ruins.” The man said these words patiently and seriously, “Many people here can no longer turn back, but you still have a chance to choose. You are not a complete sub, you can live a normal life.”

       Zhuo Yue shook his head and said, “I don’t want to live a life without you.”

       Fang Mingyan was silent for a while and asked, “Have you decided?”

       “Yes.”

       “No regrets?”

       “No regrets.”

       “Okay.” The man took a small step back and said, “Go and pick up that golden whip.”

       Zhuo Yue stood up despite the pain, picked up the whip, and then returned to its original position.

       “Kneel down and raise the whip above your head with both hands.” The second order came one after another, and Zhuo Yue did as he was told.

       At this time, several people in the VIP seating area stood up one after another, looking very solemn. Many people in the audience had surprised looks on their faces and lowered their voices to discuss something.

       “Is this…an oath?” Xu Ye in the audience widened his eyes and asked, “Master, what the Lion is doing now is…”

       “Yes. He is doing the master-slave oath ceremony.” Chu Yu said calmly while looking at the two people on the stage.

       “What is the difference between an oath and a contract?”

       “The validity of the oath is not only to confirm the relationship between two people but also to bind both parties. To terminate the contract, only one party needs to agree, but to terminate the oath, two people need to make a joint statement in public. Simply put, in the world of BDSM, it is equivalent to a marriage certificate,” Pharaoh said, “Because of this, very few people make such an oath now. The most recent one should be the one between Sima and Xia Ran, and that was two years ago.”

       Sima Jun was surprised, “I didn’t expect the Lion to do this.”

       “He’s been in love with that kid for quite some time now.” Chu Yu smiled, “As the saying goes, ‘Those involved can’t see clearly; it’s the outsiders who have the clearest view’.”

       Xia Ran sighed, “When someone who rarely takes things seriously starts being serious, it becomes quite special. And when someone who rarely loves finally falls in love, they become incredibly brave. The two of them are truly meant for each other.”

       At this time, with everyone watching, Fang Mingyan slowly said, “The whip represents power, and the person who owns the whip will become the master to control and dominate everything. Zhuo Yue, will you voluntarily hand over all your rights to me, and from now on consider me as your master, obey my orders, obey my command, and become my slave?”

       Zhuo Yue was still stunned when he suddenly heard a shout from the audience, “Answer him quickly!” He turned around and saw Xu Ye’s excited expression. He seemed to understand everything that was happening at this moment, and there were a few tears in his eyes, “I do.”

       The man took the whip from his hand, held the whip in his right hand, and lightly tapped the whip handle on his forehead. “Zhuo Yue, listen carefully to everything I am about to say.” His deep voice was as moving as reciting a psalm, “I hereby establish a master-slave covenant with you. Under the binding oath, neither you nor I shall have the unilateral right to terminate the relationship. Once the covenant takes effect, I will become your sole master, and you will become my sole slave. Everything you possess will belong to me, including your body and soul, as well as your property and life. Likewise, everything I possess will belong to you, including my body and soul, as well as my property and life. We shall be each other’s closest confidants, sharing everything in life.”

       At this point, Zhuo Yue could not hold back his tears any longer, and it slipped down his cheeks.

       “During the duration of the oath, I will not allow you to overstep your bounds, deceive or conceal anything, or have an affair with others. I will have the right to punish you. At the same time, I will also take on the responsibility and obligation to protect and care for you, doing everything in my power to ensure your safety, guide your spirit, and keep you away from all harm.” Fang Mingyan paused and said, “The above is the entirety of the oath, I will give you three minutes to think it over before making a decision.”

       “I do…” Zhuo Yue looked at him with tearful eyes and repeated, “I do.”

       Three minutes was too long, and he was unwilling to wait any longer.

       The man placed his right hand on top of his head and no longer concealed the soft warmth in his eyes, “In the presence of all, I hereby swear an oath to accept Zhuo Yue as my only slave, to take all responsibility for his care and protection, and to abide by all of the stipulations in the Master-Slave Oath. If he violates the oath, he is willing to accept any judgment given by the East Coast.”

       Zhuo Yue said word by word with tears in his eyes, “In the presence of all, I hereby swear an oath to accept Mr. Fang Mingyan as my only master, obey his orders, fulfil my obligations, and abide by everything in the master-slave oath. If I violate my oath…” He pursed his lips and said, “I am willing to lose everything I have.”

       “Then, the oath is established.” Fang Mingyan leaned over and kissed his forehead, then picked him up in his arms.

       Zhuo Yue didn’t remember how he left the club that day. He only remembered the man’s answer after he asked “Why?”

       ──Slave, I love you more than you can imagine.

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       Fang Mingyan and Chu Yu looked at each other for a few seconds and then laughed self-deprecatingly, “In that case, it’s me who is meddling in other people’s business.”

       “Let me introduce you.” Xu Ye patted Zhuo Yue on the shoulder and introduced him to the several people present. When he arrived at Qin Mu, Zhuo Yue took the initiative to greet him, “Lawyer Qin.” He now knew why he had a strong aura similar to Fang Mingyan’s; it turned out that he was also a Dom.

       “There is no need to use that name to address me here. You can call me Pharaoh.” Qin Mu’s attitude was very gentle.

       “I don’t need to introduce the rest of you. You should be familiar with each other.” Xu Ye deliberately left Fang Mingyan for last.

       Zhuo Yue saw him looking up at him, lowered his head with some restraint, and said softly, “Sir.”

       Fang Mingyan slowly glanced at him with a calm gaze and curled his lips, “I hope you enjoy your time on the East Coast, newcomer.”

       Being looked at like this, Zhuo Yue felt something suffocating in his heart and said quietly, “Thank you.”

       Xu Ye saw that the atmosphere grow awkward again, so he said, “It’s too boring here. Let me take you for a walk,” and led him to the open area of ​​​​the venue. With his outstanding appearance and elegant demeanor, Zhuo Yue, like a lamb thrown into a wolf pack, soon found himself surrounded by a circle of people, including some skilled Doms.

       The Lion glanced in the direction of the bustle and said expressionlessly, “You and I both know very well that he is not a complete Sub.”

       Chu Yu raised his eyes and looked at him, “His application is voluntary. It has been approved by more than 70% of the senior officials. There are no issues with the procedure.” He paused. “Whether it is to become a sub or find some other dom, it is his free choice.”

       “Is it his ‘free’ choice to come here or someone else’s deliberate instigation?”

       “If I remember correctly, your master-slave contract with him has ended. Whatever his reasons for entering the East Coast should be of no concern to you. Is the concern you are showing now from the standpoint of the previous master or the standpoint of the boss of the company?”

       Chu Yu’s question made Fang Mingyan speechless for a moment.

       Qin Mu on the side added leisurely, “As the company boss, you indeed have the right to intervene, considering Zhuo Yue signed a contract that leaves him with no personal life.”

       Fang Mingyan smiled helplessly, “Are you guys ganging up on me today?”

       “Xia Ran and I didn’t participate in anything.” Sima Jun raised his wrist and looked at his watch, “It will be nine o’clock soon. Tonight’s activities should be quite exciting.”

       “What activity?” Xu Ye returned to the sofa area and sat down next to Chu Yu.

       “Did you lose that cute newbie?” Seeing that he was the only one back, Xia Ran asked.

       “Zhuo Yue is more popular than I thought. In just a short period of time, seven or eight Doms expressed their willingness to contract with him, so I suppose my mission is accomplished.” Xu Ye said as he glanced at Fang Mingyan. Fang Mingyan remained as steady as a rock, talking with Qin Mu as if he didn’t care about Xu Ye’s words at all. He couldn’t help but feel a little frustrated and asked Sima Jun, “The waiter just gave both Zhuo Yue and me a number card. Is it related to tonight’s event?”

       “Yeah. Number cards will be randomly drawn tonight, and the person who is drawn will go on stage with their dom or sub for a public performance.”

       His eyes widened, “What’s the performance?”

       “Did you see that carousel? Binding, whipping, props, tolerance training, and other things. You’ll know what you’re playing when you spin it.”

       “What if we get someone who doesn’t have a CP(match)?”

       “You can invite someone on the spot, or you can ask the host to randomly pair you up. The number boxes for doms and subs are separate.”

       “That’s it.” Xu Ye tilted his head and smiled meaningfully at Chu Yu with a bright light flashing in his eyes.

       Chu Yu lowered his eyes, curled his lips, rubbed his head, lowered his voice, and said, “Don’t go too far.”

       He nodded and ran away happily.

       When the performance started, everyone gathered around the small central stage.

       After the first two groups finished their bondage and deep obedience training performances, the host drew the third number from the carton of the Sub group.

       Number 039.

       Immediately afterward, Zhuo Yue, who was holding the same number plate in his hand, was pulled onto the stage by the host with a look of confusion.

       “Sorry, I don’t understand the rules yet…” He tried to explain but was interrupted.

       “Mr. Number 39, you just joined the club today, what a coincidence,” said the young male host called ‘Rabbit’ as he flipped through the information in his hand. He made a gesture of invitation and said, “Don’t worry, I’ll explain the rules of the event clearly to you. Come on, spin the wheel of fortune, let’s see what you’ll draw.”

       Zhuo Yue looked at the yellow carousel with some embarrassment. The divisions on it were very complex, with many professional terms he didn’t understand. However, at this moment, he was on the stage and couldn’t back down, so he could only turn the handle and leave it to fate.

       The rotation speed became slower and slower, and the indicator finally stopped in the ‘whipping’ area, pointing to the red grid of ‘soft whip, more than two meters, front, no props, four times’.

       “Ah, the red block, the most difficult whipping.” Rabbit looked at him with a smile and asked, “Do you have CP?”

       Zhuo Yue turned his attention to the audience. Sitting on the sofa closest to the stage was his former owner. At this moment, the other person looked at him with a very indifferent expression, as if he was looking at a stranger who had nothing to do with him. Feeling empty in his heart, he answered softly, “No.”

       “So, is there a Dom you like more? You can try to invite him to come up and perform with you.” The host suggested.

       Zhuo Yue lowered his head and said, “No.”

       “It looks like you need me to help you find someone.” He shouted to the audience with a smile, “Ladies and gentlemen, the one in the center of the stage now is a newbie Sub, with an unknown personality, unknown stability, and unknown body sensitivity—everything is unknown, yet he has spun the most difficult whipping. This will probably be the most challenging performance tonight, and it is also the best stage for Dom to show his strength. Is anyone willing to go on stage? Come and perform with this Sub Number 39?”

       This speech was quite provocative, and many Doms in the audience showed a desire to go on stage, but they restrained themselves and didn’t raise their hands. One reason was that whipping like this could easily injure the Sub if they were not careful, requiring excellent skills and a good sense of touch. The second reason was because they had no understanding of this brand-new Sub. If they couldn’t build trust and control their emotions within a limited time, once the Sub panicked and acted out, the consequences would be disastrous. Therefore, all the DOMs were very cautious. After all, in such a public setting, nobody wanted to risk causing harm to a Sub.

       After a period of hesitation, someone finally raised his hand.

       Seeing the person clearly, Sima Jun almost choked on his drink and coughed for a while. Xu Ye was also stunned and felt anxious as he watched the person slowly walk onto the stage. He frowned and whispered urgently to Chu Yu beside him, “I originally intended for Lion to go up, but…”

       “Shh—” The man pressed his index finger on his lips, with a vague smile in his eyes, “Just watch quietly.”

       “Mr. Number 28.” The host flipped through the information in his hand and said, “Junior member, less than a year of experience. In the section where you listed outstanding skills in your registration, you wrote ‘bondage’ but did not mention the use of whips. To ensure the safety of the Sub, I need to understand your proficiency with soft whips. Would you mind demonstrating with a prop?”

       “The Dom’s skill is not measured by the time it takes to become a member. Since I’m on stage, it means I can handle it.” The young man said impatiently.

       “Excellent binding. Haha, he almost suffocated that Sub just now.” Xia Ran sneered, “This guy is really thick-skinned.”

       Indeed, the young man who volunteered to come on stage is the same DOM who sought guidance from the Pharaoh earlier, whose skills were so poor that they couldn’t bear watching.

       The host turned to Zhuo Yue helplessly, “So…are you willing to accept the training of Mr. Dom Number 28?”

       Zhuo Yue had been standing quietly, like a lonely tree. He was silent for a while, then lowered his gaze and said, “Yes.”

       No. 28 took the soft red whip from the waiter’s hand and couldn’t help but feel a little guilty. In fact, his skills were far from perfect, and the length of the whip was far beyond his control. He had never even used such a long whip on a real Sub.

       It was all just for the limelight.

       He had always wanted to find a good-looking SUB that he could show off. Unfortunately, he had too little qualifications and poor skills, so not many Subs were willing to follow him. If he could do it well this time, people in the circle would definitely look at him differently. Besides, the Sub on stage was exactly the type he wanted, and he was already itching.

       “What’s your name?” He walked up to Zhuo Yue and asked.

       “Zhuo Yue.”

       “Zhuo Yue, do you know what I’m going to do to you next?”

       Hearing this question, he looked at the other party blankly and shook his head.

       This unorganized way of asking questions made many people in the audience laugh out loud, and whispers spread. The roar of laughter made Number 28’s face flush. He suppressed his anger and said coldly, “Kneel down!”

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       After Zhuo Yue moved back to the small apartment, he stayed at home for three days.

       He did almost nothing during those three days. He just wrapped himself up, curled up quietly on the bed, and held a cashmere plaid scarf tightly in his hand. Sometimes, he would cry silently and suppress the sound, bury his head in his knees, and his shoulder would shake slightly. Lin Hui didn’t know how to comfort him and was afraid that Zhuo Yue wouldn’t be able to think clearly, so he slept on the sofa in the living room and watched over him.

       On the morning of the fourth day, Zhuo Yue walked out of the room with wet hair.

       Lin Hui was startled while half asleep and immediately got up and asked, “Ge, have you taken a shower?”

       “Yes.” He responded softly and asked, “Do you prefer a one-sided or double-sided omelette?”

       Lin Hui was stunned for a moment and then realised, “Ge, if you want to have breakfast, I will buy it for you.”

       “No, I’m used to it.” Zhuo Yue opened the refrigerator and found that there were basically no ingredients except expired milk. He sighed helplessly, “Let’s go out to eat. It’s been a long time since we had breakfast outside.”

       “Okay, okay, but you need to blow dry your hair, or you’ll catch a cold soon.” Lin Hui saw that Zhuo Yue was in high spirits and a relaxed mood, so he went to find a hair dryer to dry his hair.

       The weather in March was already warm, and the wind didn’t feel too cold on the body. Zhuo Yue wore a pair of black-rimmed glasses and a hat while sitting in a corner breakfast shop drinking soy milk. Around him were young people doing morning exercises, children hurrying to school, and elderly people accustomed to rising early. The lively scene was full of vitality.

       “Ge, try this.” Lin Hui brought several baskets over, “The xiaolongbao here tastes great.”

       Looking at the steaming buns before him, Zhuo Yue remembered the first time he tried to make buns in Hanguan. He kneaded the dough while watching the tutorial. Fang Mingyan leaned aside and watched, wiping the flour off his face with his fingers. The buns that were finally made were too thick and ugly, but the man ate them all in the end.

       With sore eyes, he lowered his head and took a bite. The hot juice wrapped in the thin skin melted in his mouth.

       “Be careful! It’s hot!” Lin Hui hurriedly handed him a tissue and said, “Spit it out.”

       The burning pain occupied his mouth, and he swallowed hard, smiling in the steaming mist.

       It was so sorrowful that it made one’s heart ache.

       After breakfast, Zhuo Yue received a call from artist manager Shen Luo. The other party on the other end of the phone said coldly, “I’m not interested in knowing where you have been after disappearing for so long. I just want to ask you if you can start working now?”

       “I can.” He replied.

       “Okay, today at two o’clock in the afternoon, ‘Entertainment Weekly’ has scheduled a two-hour cover photo shoot. Get ready.” Shen Luo hung up the phone. She glared at Fang Mingyan who was sitting behind the boss’s desk angrily, and fired like a barrage of questions, “Previously, when you brought that person in, I asked you if it was that kind of relationship. You swore it wasn’t and said everything would be under my control. So I managed it, and then what happened? Just when they started to gain some fame, you hid them away and wouldn’t let me intervene in anything. Fine, I stepped back, and now you throw them back to me. Big Boss Fang, what exactly are you playing at?”

       “Calm down.” The man said leisurely with a lazy smile on his face, “You are always so angry, there are more wrinkles on your face.”

       “This is all because of you!” She didn’t know whether to laugh or cry, “Please give me a clear explanation today. What are you going to do about Zhuo Yue?”

       “I’m arranging his schedule for the time being. I’ll hand it over to you after a while.”

       “As you wish.” Shen Luo finished venting her anger and looked at him sideways, and said, “This kid has a pretty good temperament. If you really like him, then get rid of your womanising ways and take him home to take care of him properly. If you don’t like him, then let go quickly. Don’t torment him, and don’t torment me either.”

       Fang Mingyan raised his eyebrows, “When did I start messing around with women outside?”

       “…That’s not the point!”

       Zhuo Yue had gained a lot of popularity in the film industry and on the internet, and with his handsome appearance and low profile, he had received little negative press, so many businesses were willing to come to him for commercials. Some film and program crews had also been in frequent contact with Huasheng, wanting to invite him to film movies or appear in various shows. Although the salary offered was very considerable, the company suppressed it without any reason. They only arranged some pictorials and cover photos for him. After a while, he started to take pictures in the studio and participate in announcements.

       In early April, he officially signed a contract to become the spokesperson of Baihe’s high-end buffet restaurant chain. Baihe needed to shoot a series of commercials, so he spent several days filming at its headquarters restaurant.

       At noon, Xu Ye, the group’s president, visited the set in person and had lunch with them.

       The two of them chatted while eating.

       “When I went last time, you had already moved out from Fang Mingyan’s place. And I heard that there were some problems between you.” Xu Ye paused and asked, “Did Fang Mingyan propose to terminate the relationship?”

       Zhuo Yue nodded.

       “This guy is really…” Xu Ye gritted his teeth, “So irresponsible.”

       “It’s my fault.” His eyes were full of gloomy sadness, “I deceived him about some things, and that’s why it happened like this.”

       Xu Ye couldn’t help but feel a little distressed when he saw him like this. He pondered for a moment and said, “Do you still like him now?”

       He lowered his eyes to hide the emotion in his eyes and said softly, “There is no point in talking about this now.”

       “Of course it does.” Xu Ye patted his shoulder comfortingly, “If you really want to go back to him, I will try my best to help you.”

       Zhuo Yue was startled.

       The other party raised his eyebrows and smiled, “But whether you can succeed or not depends on how determined you are.”

       Spring was in full swing, and the air was still damp from the recent rain.

       As the city lights were starting to turn on, Fang Mingyan’s car stopped at the entrance of an unassuming small bar in the east of the city. A special silver elevator took him to the second floor. The large, brightly lit venue was as gorgeous as a pearl wrapped in an ordinary shell. Crowds of people scattered in twos and threes and greeted him one after another when they saw him, including many subs with admiring eyes. Without stopping, he casually took a c0cktail from the waiter’s hand and walked straight towards the VIP seating area.

       Four men were chatting in the sofa area embedded in the floor design. Fang Mingyan sat down next to Qin Mu and shook the wine glass in his hand as a greeting. He glanced at the bondage and training performance going on on the central stage, and frowned, “Since when has this level of skill been enough to perform on stage?”

       Xia Ran, who was sitting opposite him, smiled and said, “That Dom just came over to ask the Pharaoh for advice, and the Pharaoh asked him to go up and show it.”

       Sima Jun held Xia Ran’s waist and shook his head in disgust, “Don’t talk about arousing interest, this kind of tying method is going to make that Sub vomit.”

       Xia Ran rolled her eyes at him, “The first time you tied me up, you almost killed me.”

       “You don’t have to rehash old scores.” Sima Jun looked embarrassed and immediately changed the subject, “Pharaoh, I think you need to teach him from the very basics. This Dom skill is simply appalling.”

       Lawyer Qin Mu, who was wearing a black suit, smiled and snapped his fingers. He summoned the slave who was kneeling not far away and ordered, “Have them stop the performance and tell that Dom to wait for me in the side hall after today’s event.”

       “Yes, Master.” The slave responded briefly and went to do it immediately.

       This was a high-end BDSM club called the East Coast, which was owned by the Golden Eagle Group. The club had its own intricate social system and strict hierarchy. The high membership fees and rigorous entry requirements determined its membership composition. Multiple confidentiality measures and strict member regulations constrain members’ behaviour while protecting their privacy.

       The few people sitting in the VIP area at this moment were not only the founders of this club but also the masters who stood at the top of the entire BDSM circle. They reversed the initial violent BDSM trend, established game rules to protect the personal safety of subs, and cleared the boundaries of the circle. At the same time, they were top Doms regarding technical skills in their respective fields.

       Chu Yu, the leader of the Golden Eagle Group, was nicknamed ‘Earl’; lawyer Qin Mu was nicknamed ‘Pharaoh’; Sima Jun and Xia Ran could switch between Dom and Sub, using the name ‘Tom’ and ‘Jerry’—also known collectively as the cat and mouse duo. In BDSM, the Dom needs to design all game content, control the rhythm, and ensure safety, while the Sub often only needs to cooperate or endure, which results in a quantitative difference between the two. Doms with excellent skills and meticulous attention to detail were often very popular, so several of these people here were very popular. However, compared to them, the ‘Lion’, Fang Mingyan, was more popular with Sub. Because the Earl was married, the Pharaoh was abstinent, and the Cats and Mouse were self-sufficient, he was the only one who was easier to get close to.

       Everyone on the East Coast knew the three rules of the Lion; no relationships, no newcomers, no eating the grass by the nest¹is a Chinese proverb that means not to take advantage of or cause trouble in one’s own community, workplace, or immediate surroundings—that means, no artists in the entertainment industry were involved. He was a hedonist who separated desires and emotions very well. He had many slaves under his command and replaced them quickly.

       At this moment, Mr. Lion was putting his long arms on the back of the sofa, looking up at the ceiling and complaining, “Boring.”

       Xia Ran glanced at him, “Where are your slaves?”

       “Tired of it.”

       “Then go find a new one. Just wander around the place, and you’ll find plenty of subs willing to submit to you.” Sima Jun said.

       “Not interested.” He leaned on the sofa and drank the wine in his glass slowly.

       “I think tonight won’t be too boring.” Chu Yu, who had been silent, glanced in the direction of the entrance and curled his lips.

       Fang Mingyan followed his gaze and was startled, his brows furrowed.

       Xu Ye, wearing a dark blue suit, walked toward them with a smile. Behind him was Zhuo Yue, who was wearing a white formal suit. Both of them were handsome and tall, attracting the attention of many people along the way.

       Xu Ye led Zhuo Yue into the VIP seating area. Just as he was about to speak, he heard a deep voice say, “Why are you here?”

       Zhuo Yue raised his head to face the man. His eyes trembled and he said, “I…”

       Before coming here, he had thought about many opening remarks. However now, when they met again, he couldn’t even say a complete sentence. He could only stand helpless and look at the other person with deep gazes.

       Xu Ye saw this and asked slightly provocatively, “Why can’t he be here?”

       The atmosphere in the area became interesting. Qin Mu glanced at Zhuo Yue and raised his lips slightly. Sima Jun and Xia Ran exchanged glances with each other, silently observing the changes. Chu Yu didn’t interfere and looked at them silently.

       “Is the current review process so relaxed that ordinary people can come and go at will?” Fang Mingyan’s tone was a bit cold.

       Xu Ye took out a card with the club’s emblem from Zhuo Yue’s pocket and said, “Look carefully. He is a newly approved member today.”

       The man frowned, “Xu Ye, you do not have the right to recommend someone who has no interest in BDSM as a member.”

       “I was his recommender.” Chu Yu, who was sitting aside, spoke slowly. “On his application form, it was clearly written that he had experience as a Sub and had established a master-slave relationship with his partner. So I think he has the qualifications to become a member.”

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       After returning to Hanguan, life returned to what it was before. Zhuo Yue began to work regularly and complete all the tasks given to him by his master. However, he lost his previous enthusiasm for adapting to the camera. He no longer went to the cage alone and even began to reject adaptation exercises.

       He became increasingly difficult to focus, constantly drifting away.

       Fang Mingyan quickly noticed something unusual, but did not make any comment and continued to adapt to the training as planned. Zhuo Yue began to rely more and more on the man and always preferred to be near him.

       That night, Fang Mingyan worked late in the study and fell asleep on the sofa as usual. When he woke up in a daze, he saw a man sitting beside him and looking at him. There was an expression in those dark eyes that he couldn’t understand, as if there was some intolerance and pity in the gentleness.

       He called out softly, “Master.”

       “Shh.” Fang Mingyan pressed his middle finger on Zhuo Yue’s lips and said, “Don’t talk.” Then he stroked his cheek with his fingers, looked at him quietly from above for a while, and leaned forward to kiss him.

       Zhuo Yue fell into his lingering kiss and stayed in a daze—so much so that when he woke up the next day, he couldn’t tell whether it had really happened or if it was just a dream.

       One night, two weeks after the awards ceremony, Zhuo Yue accepted the order to go to the fourth floor for adaptation training as usual. He knelt in the middle of the carpet, glanced at the camera, and pursed his lips.

       However, Fang Mingyan didn’t come up for a long time.

       As the hour hand continued to move forward, Zhuo Yue became anxious.

       An hour had almost passed, exceeding the usual time to adapt to training. He turned around several times to look at the door, but there was still no movement. He didn’t know why the man hadn’t shown up, and he didn’t dare get up. He could only wait there anxiously, staring at the clock in a daze.

       When the door opened, nearly eighty minutes had passed. Zhuo Yue was startled and immediately bowed his back with a distressed expression. When Fang Mingyan’s footsteps stopped before him, he spoke with a trembling voice, “Master… I feel uncomfortable…”

       The man did not carry him out as he had done in the past but stood in silence.

       Zhuo Yue bit his lip and raised his head to look at him, only to see Fang Mingyan faintly looking at himself. His eyes moved, and he called out, “Master ……”

       “You plan to continue acting, right?” The man’s voice was extremely cold.

       Zhuo Yue felt his heart suddenly sank and froze in place.

       “Kneel down and look at me.”

       The cold command made Zhuo Yue tremble involuntarily and called out in panic, “Master…”

       “Do you need me to say it a second time?”

       He did not dare disobey the order. He straightened his upper body into a standard kneeling posture and then raised his head uneasily. Their eyes crossed, and the man’s black eyes were as sharp as one’s heart. Zhuo Yue, who was already feeling guilty, was at a loss under such a gaze, and his eyes avoided looking at each other.

       Fang Mingyan drew a black riding crop from the wall, raised Zhuo Yue’s chin with the whip at the front, forced him to look at him, and asked, “What order did I just give you?”

       “Kneel down and look at you.” His throat was dry.

       “Why did you look away?”

       “…I was wrong.”

       “Turn around.”

       He had just turned and knelt when he heard a slight thud. The riding crop hit his back diagonally, making him scream in surprise. The leather of this kind of whip was tough. It made little noise when used, but the pain inflicted was very strong. He had rarely suffered such a heavy punishment, and this harsh pain made him tremble all over.

       “Does it hurt?” A cold male voice came from behind.

       Zhuo Yue’s eyes were red, but he still tried his best to straighten his upper body and kneel down. He then replied, “It hurts…”

       “If you are afraid of pain, answer my question carefully.” Fang Mingyan said, “When did you find out that your camera phobia is cured?”

       The most feared thing finally happened. Zhuo Yue’s heart felt cold, and he pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

       “If you don’t want to answer, that’s fine.” The man raised his hand and whipped him for the second time. The pain spread, and the whole back was burning.

       The second question followed, “Why did you hide it from me?”

       Zhuo Yue still gritted his teeth and remained silent, but he soon received another whipping.

       “How long do you plan to keep this from me?”

       Still silent.

       The whip did not fall. The man behind him threw the whip aside and untied the fingerprint collar around his neck. Zhuo Yue’s eyes widened as he froze and called out in panic, “Master…”

       “As I said, the relationship between master and slave should be based on mutual trust and voluntariness. If this foundation collapses, the master-slave relationship will cease to exist.” Fang Mingyan paused and continued, “Your pretense wasn’t enough to fool me, and I didn’t reveal it because I wanted to give you enough trust so that you could take the initiative to tell me everything. I gave you a chance, but you didn’t treasure it. Zhuo Yue, since I am not enough to make you trust me wholeheartedly, then the master-slave relationship between us ends here.”

       Zhuo Yue turned around in panic, and the tears in his eyes finally couldn’t be held back anymore and fell from the corners of his eyes.

       His heart ached.

       It hurts a thousand times—ten thousand times more than those whips on the back. It was as if someone had dug it out of his body with blood, turning it into a broken hollow. The pain was so painful that he could hardly breathe. He couldn’t open my mouth to argue and didn’t dare to beg for forgiveness. Zhuo Yue raised his face and begged in the most humble manner, “Master, I was wrong, no matter how you punish me… Please…”

       Please, don’t abandon me.

       “Stand up.” The man’s voice was cold.

       “…because I’m scared.” Zhuo Yue’s shoulder blades were trembling, and there was heartbreaking helplessness and sadness in his crying voice, “I’m afraid that you will let me go after you find out, I’m afraid that I will lose you after I recover, I’m afraid to imagine life without you. I have no other choice but to pretend. Master, I want to stay by your side… because, because…”

       “That’s enough.” Fang Mingyan interrupted the words he had repeated countless times in his heart and said indifferently, “Zhuo Yue, I have terminated the contractual relationship with you. You don’t need to use this title for me anymore. Now, I will treat you as a guest, and please respect me as a homeowner. The fourth floor is my personal private area. Please leave.”

       It’s all over.

       The despair that surged up was like a turbulent sea, turning the world upside down.

       Zhuo Yue stood up stiffly like a puppet with its strings broken and walked towards the stairs outside. Tears rolled down uncontrollably, leaving marks on his cheeks that were difficult to dry. His vision was empty and blurry, his strength seemed to have been drained, and every part of his body had lost consciousness. Just when he lost his balance on the edge of the stairs and was about to fall, someone grabbed his arm and pulled him back.

       Seeing Fang Mingyan’s frowning expression, he apologized anxiously, “I’m sorry…”

       The man grabbed his wrist and entered the guest room on the third floor. He took a nightgown from the closet and put it on the bed, “Sleep here tonight. If you need anything, you can call Zhou Chi. You know his number. Tomorrow morning Lin Hui will pick you up at nine o’clock.” After saying that, he turned and left, closing the door.

       Decisive and resolute, passionate and ruthless, this is Fang Mingyan’s attitude towards his sub.

       Zhuo Yue sat down on the ground beside the bed with red eyes and buried his head in his knees. From the first time he pretended to feel uncomfortable, guilt and uneasiness had always been with him. Whenever he wanted to explain, he lost his courage because of cowardice. He was greedy for the tenderness given by the man. He wanted to maintain the relationship between the two and enjoyed every second spent by the man’s side. He thought he was cleverly delaying time, and finally brought everything to an irreversible situation.

       It was just his own fault.

       He didn’t know how long he had been sitting. When he stood up, his legs were so numb that he could hardly feel them.

       The night was silent without any sound. He walked naked through the corridor, walked down the stairs to the door of the master bedroom, and then curled up against the door. The moonlight filtered in from the corridor window and shone on him, like a gentle companionship.

       Zhuo Yue gradually fell asleep. In his daze, he had a hazy dream. In the dream, the tall man hugged him, placed him gently on the bed, then leaned over and kissed the moist corners of his eyes, and seemed to say something to him. He tried hard to hear the voice clearly, but it was blown away by the sudden strong wind, leaving only the word ‘sorry’.

       When he woke up the next day, he found himself sleeping on the bed in the guest room. A complete set of clothes from inside to outside was placed on the vertical clothes rack next to the bed. He got dressed and went downstairs. The butler, Zhou Chi, stood at the top of the stairs with a smile and bowed slightly to him, “Mr. Zhuo.”

       “Mas…where is Chairman Fang?” he asked.

       “Master Ming said he had something to do and went out early in the morning. I don’t know his specific whereabouts.” Zhou Chi said, “He has arranged a car to pick you up and is waiting outside the door. Do you have any items that you need me to pack for you?”

       “No.” Zhuo Yue’s smile was a little sad.

       From the beginning, he came here with nothing, and ultimately, he left with nothing. Everything he gained was finally lost, and the only thing left was the longing for another man in his heart, but that man didn’t even want to see him again.

       “It’s time for me to go.” Moist mist filled his eyes again. He lowered his eyes to hide his emotions and said, “Please help me bring him a message. Thank you for taking care of him all the time. I will work hard. Please rest assured.” He glanced back in the direction of the stairs and turned to go out.

       Lin Hui, who was called to pick him up at short notice last night, was startled when he saw Zhuo Yue’s red and swollen eyes and pale face. He didn’t dare to ask anything and silently started the car.

       Zhou Chi watched them leave, took a cup of tea to the study, and said to the man standing by the window looking at the lake in the distance, “Master Ming, Mr. Zhuo has left.”

       “Yeah.” Fang Mingyan took the teacup but didn’t drink it.

       “He asked me to tell you something.” The butler repeated Zhuo Yue’s words.

       The man listened with a calm expression and said, “Contact Tang Can and ask him to send someone to keep an eye on Zhuo Yue throughout this period, especially when he is working in front of the camera. If any symptoms similar to PTSD appear, report to me immediately.”

       “I understand.” Zhou Chi stood there for a moment and couldn’t help but ask, “Since you can’t help but worry about him, why don’t you let him stay?”

       Fang Mingyan glanced at the collar on the table, “People always have to make a lot of choices, and sometimes they have to give up something in order to move forward.”

       “You let him go in order to move forward?” he asked in confusion.

       The man smiled lightly, his tall body standing by the window looking a little lonely, “You can think of it that way.”

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       He was supposed to get up early to prepare breakfast, but Zhuo Yue didn’t move. At this moment, Fang Mingyan’s arm was resting on his waist, in a half-hug position. He just stayed motionless in the man’s arms, looking at him quietly.

       Although the two of them slept in the same bedroom on weekdays, their relationship remained confined to the bed and underneath it. Zhuo Yue was always afraid of waking him up when he got up every day, so he carefully moved with caution, quickly leaving the bedroom. Therefore, he had never seen Fang Mingyan asleep from such a close distance.

       When he was sleeping, he looked handsome and gentle—like an archangel in a painting, with his eyes lowered to listen to the holy voice. Zhuo Yue’s eyes fell on his thin lips. When he thought of what happened last night, his face instantly became hot. The overly intense love affair had left Zhuo Yue almost deflated, and all the scenes turned into fragments of blushing and heartbeat, but his body still faithfully remembered every feeling the man brought to him. The ultimate pleasure when the genitals were licked, the breath of each other when the lips intertwined, the wet friction of the lower bodies during continuous thrusting, the moment when the two of them ejaculate together, the man’s caress while holding him in the shower… As he thought of these, his heartbeat uncontrollably rose faster.

       If I could always be by his side…

       Suddenly, such a bold and crazy idea suddenly came to his mind.

       Zhuo Yue was stunned.

       “There are some things that can’t be done, some things that can’t be said, and once certain emotions start, they’re hard to contain.”

       He suddenly remembered this line said by Hua Zhan in ‘The Goddess Strategy’. He didn’t understand it at first, but now he understood it.

       Something sour in his heart gradually melted away and slowly filled his eyes. At this moment, Fang Mingyan, who was sleeping next to him, opened his eyes.

       Zhuo Yue was startled and quickly lowered his head, but someone pinched his chin and raised his eyes to face each other. He had no time to hide his hurried and sad expression, and the moist water in the corner of his eyes fell into the other person’s eyes at the same time.

       “Master, you’re awake.” He lowered his eyes and spoke calmly.

       “Your body hurts?” the man asked.

       “It doesn’t hurt. Just…my eyes are a little dry.”

       Fang Mingyan didn’t expose his excuse. He slightly folded his arms to bring him closer to him, and then kissed his eyes gently, “Sleep with me for a while longer.”

       After dinner, Lin Hui, whom he hadn’t seen for a long time, appeared at Hanguan No. 15 and brought a set of clothes to Zhuo Yue. He took it in confusion, only to hear Fang Mingyan say calmly, “Go and put it on. Tonight is the Silver Star Awards Night, and you are a finalist for Best Supporting Actor in the movie.”

       Zhuo Yue’s heart skipped a beat, and there was some panic in his eyes, “Sir, I…those cameras…” Although he had improved greatly through repeated training, he still felt scared when he thought of those dark cameras pointing at him.

       “I will go with you.” The man looked at him calmly.

       Zhuo Yue, who had not been out for more than a month, looked at the scenery outside the car window and found that the scenery was both familiar and unfamiliar.

       Traffic lights, zebra crossings, intersections, and all the streets that he had walked on before had an inexplicable sense of freshness. Flower shops, fruit stalls, night markets, and corners he never noticed at ordinary times looked special now. Young men jogging, girls holding flowers, uncles selling snacks, and street trees that had lost all their leaves. The world seemed to have grown larger, become vivid and concrete, clear and interesting.

       “Chairman Fang, we’re here.” Lin Hui parked the car, and makeup artist, xiao Ya, hurried over to apply makeup on Zhuo Yue. She looked around and said with a smile, “Yue ge must have been extremely moisturized during this holiday. Your complexion is much better than before, even if I don’t put on any makeup, you will definitely look stunning.”

       Except for Lin Hui, no one else knew the whereabouts of Zhuo Yue during this time. This joke made Zhuo Yue blush and glance at the man next to him in embarrassment. The other party curled his lips slightly.

       When everything was ready, Fang Mingyan handed him a mobile phone, “Take it and call me if anything happens.”

       He took it. That was his cell phone. It was taken away on the day he entered Hanguan and was not returned to him until today.

       “Come on, let’s go to the waiting area.” The man walked slowly towards the garage door, and Zhuo Yue immediately stepped up to follow.

       The Silver Star Awards Ceremony was held annually, with all the awards generated by online voting from the public. Its influence grew year by year, so it became increasingly grand. Zhuo Yue followed behind Fang Mingyan with his head down, weaving through the bustling crowd and arriving at the exclusive rest area for Huasheng artists. Several of Huasheng’s top stars were present, and they all stood up to greet the boss when they saw him.

       Lu Chenyang was startled when he saw Zhuo Yue. He walked over and asked softly, “Where have you been recently?”

       “I’ve been resting for a while and relaxing for myself.” He answered vaguely.

       Lu Chenyang was about to ask again when he heard Fang Mingyan’s voice, “Chenyang, come here.”

       The two whispered a few words. After a while, Lu Chenyang returned to Zhuo Yue and asked with some worry, “I heard from the boss that you are not feeling well?”

       He was startled and looked over there. Fang Mingyan was talking to a female singer by the window. Handsome and wealthy men were always easy to be favoured by others. His black suit was fit and steady, with a bit of hidden aura. The silver cufflinks were a bit cold, and the silver-grey tie came from a low-key luxury brand. He was used to seeing him in casual clothes, but now he looked a little unfamiliar.

       Zhuo Yue pursed his lips, looked away, smiled at the person next to him and said, “Well, I have a bit of a stomachache.”

       “I called you many times before, but you didn’t return any of my calls.”

       “I went away to recuperate. I kept turning off my phone for fear of being disturbed. I’m sorry…” He had already thought of an excuse on how to deal with it.

       “Zhuo Yue…” The other party called his name softly, with a look of helplessness on his face. However, in the end, he just smiled, “Let’s go. The boss asked me to accompany you to the entrance.”

       Fang Mingyan’s red carpet partner in the special guest group was arranged by the organisers. This time, his female companion was the promising female director Jiang Yuanyuan. He was widely recognized as a gentleman in the industry, handling every detail with finesse and grace, from opening car doors to offering his arm for support, from controlling their pace to steering the conversation towards the director’s latest work when faced with questions from reporters. After entering the venue gate, Fang Mingyan stopped in his tracks and said, “I’m terribly sorry, but I have something to attend to. I won’t be able to enter the venue for the time being.”

       Jiang Yuanyuan was a little surprised and laughed, “Is Boss Fang going to dump me halfway?”

       “I’m sorry.” The man apologised again sincerely.

       “It’s okay. I can go in by myself. See you later.” After saying that, she walked in. She had been walking unsteadily just now, but now her 11cm high heels were stepping on the ground like a tiger.

       Fang Mingyan looked at his watch and saw that it was almost Zhuo Yue’s entry order. He found a relatively remote work area and looked towards the entrance.

       As soon as they got out of the car, Lu Chenyang and Zhuo Yue aroused loud cheers from the fans outside the stadium. The ‘Linhua’ pair, who had created countless topics in the past, appeared on stage together. Naturally, the reporters would not let it go, and all the long and short cameras in their hands were aimed at them.

       That pitch-black scene made Zhuo Yue feel stiff all over. The feeling of fear came out of the depths of his bones, like a ghost claw that silently strangled his throat. A layer of sweat broke out on his back, and every cell in his body screamed, making him almost want to run away.

       However…the hand in his trouser pocket tightly squeezed the mobile phone, and he tried his best to control himself and move forward.

       There was a text message sent just before he got off the car, from his master.

       “I’ll wait for you inside.”

       Every step was torturous, but he felt like he had support in his heart. It was as if he had put on thick armour, and he could look up and face the difficulties in front of him. He knew that there was someone waiting for him, and as long as he walked through this tho-ny road, he would be able to go to that person.

       Yes, I can do it.

       Zhuo Yue adjusted his breathing, tried to keep his steps steady, and smiled at the overwhelming cameras to make himself look more natural. He left a scrawled signature on the signature wall, quickly walked into the splendid door, turned to the corner where there was no camera, and could no longer hold on.  He held the wall almost as if he had lost his strength, covered his chest in discomfort, and the sweat on his back had almost dampened his shirt.

       “Zhuo Yue?” Lu Chenyang beside him was surprised and quickly supported him. Feeling that he was shaking, he asked worriedly, “What’s going on? What’s wrong with you…? I’ll call the doctor…”

       “No need.” A deep male voice sounded from behind. Fang Mingyan unobtrusively pulled Zhuo Yue into his arms, and said calmly, “Just leave the rest to me. You go in and sit down first.”

       “Chairman Fang, what happened to Zhuo Yue?” Lu Chenyang frowned and asked, “Also, where did he go during the time he was out of contact?”

       The man didn’t answer, but gave him a cold look with oppressive gaze, put his arm around Zhuo Yue’s waist, and led him away quickly. Lu Chenyang was left standing frozen in place.

       Zhuo Yue followed him upstairs in a daze and entered a place that looked like an office. Fang Mingyan helped him sit down on the chair, unbuttoned his collar, then stroked his face and said, “Look at me. I’m by your side, don’t be afraid.”

       After a while, he calmed down, looked around and asked, “Where is this?”

       “I borrowed the office from an acquaintance at the TV station.”

       Zhuo Yue held the water glass in his hand and sighed worriedly.

       “What’s wrong?” Fang Mingyan asked.

       “There are also many cameras in the studio. I’m worried that after a while… I won’t be able to hold on.” He sat with his head bowed, feeling uneasy.

       The man slowly raised Zhuo Yue’s chin, his eyes as gentle as a spring breeze. “I can give you a charm to help you hold on longer.”

       Before Zhuo Yue could react from his confusion, a warm kiss had already covered his lips.

       It was like a sudden dream, like a tree with blooming flowers. It was so beautiful that it made people intoxicated.

       As he came down from upstairs, he turned around and took a look. The man stood as tall as a pine tree, looked at him with encouraging eyes, and said something silently.

       Zhuo Yue recognised that sentence from the shape of his mouth.

       ─Go ahead, I’m behind you.

       He took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and walked into the brightly lit studio hall. On the roof, in the corners, under the stage, in the aisles, in the back rows, cameras were everywhere. He was like a lone herbivore, walking alone through a dangerous dark forest, with no way out and nowhere to hide. However, he could feel the gaze from behind, like a holy light, protecting him and giving him the courage and strength to overcome obstacles.

       “Zhuo Yue, here!” Lu Chenyang waved to him, and their seats were arranged together. When he sat down, the other party asked eagerly, “Did you feel better?”

       “Yes.” He smiled reluctantly, trying his best to lower his gaze and not look at those black machines.

       “What’s going on? What’s wrong with your body?” he asked. When Lu Chenyang saw that he didn’t answer, there was a faint sense of disappointment in his eyes, “Forget it, if you don’t want to say it, don’t say it. I don’t mean to pry into your privacy, and I’ll never tell anyone. I swear, I really just care about you.”

       “I understand.” Zhuo Yue said softly, “You have always taken good care of me.”

       Lu Chenyang was silent for a moment and asked in a low voice, “Is it because of him that you are like this?”

       Zhuo Yue was startled, then realised who he was talking about, and immediately shook his head in denial, “No.”

       “I never believed it.” The man frowned slightly, “From the first time I saw you, I didn’t believe you were the person who was rumoured to have that kind of relationship with him, and I still don’t believe it even now.” He paused. There was a kind of helplessness and worry in his expression that Zhuo Yue had never seen before, “Zhuo Yue, if he ever forces you to do something you don’t want to do, and you can’t get away from him, I can help you. Whether it’s finding a new employer or changing careers, I’ll do my best to help you explore your options. Don’t let yourself end up like this. If your body collapses, everything will be ruined.”

       Zhuo Yue knew that Lu Chenyang had misinterpreted the whole thing and said, “Although I can’t explain the situation to you clearly, it’s not what you imagined. He didn’t force me to do anything; he was just helping me.”

       “In this case, I’m not at liberty to say anything else.” Lu Chenyang’s smile concealed a small amount of regret and sorrow, “But Zhuo Yue, you should understand that approaching him is very dangerous. He can make you or break you.”

       The person beside him did not answer, just sat in silence, gripping the armrests of the seat so tightly that the veins on his hands could be seen.

       Zhuo Yue didn’t know how he survived that party. He only remembered that when he could no longer hold on, he dialled the number stored as an ‘emergency contact’ on his phone with trembling fingers. The man on the other end of the phone lowered his voice. He said to him, “I understand your pain, but I’m asking you to endure this pain. Do it for me.”

       The last words made Zhuo Yue’s eyes wet. He bit his lip and raised his head again. The award presenter on the stage was announcing the shortlist for Best Supporting Actor in Movie. When all the cameras turned to him, what was captured was the moment when his misty eyes looked forward.

       On the big screen, those dark and bright eyes were filled with too many incomprehensible but touching emotions. Then he slowly opened a smile towards the camera, as gentle as the sunshine at the beginning of a rain shower, and as beautiful as the flowers swaying in the wind.

       Just a moment was enough to make people stunned.

       That night, Zhuo Yue’s tearful smile became the focus of many media attention. That shot was also adopted by many media outlets and quickly spread across the internet. It started a conversation with topics such as ‘Dude is so handsome’, ‘It breaks my heart to see it’, ‘I want to give you a hug’, and ‘You are the best actor in our hearts’. Reporters speculated a lot about why he showed such an expression. Unfortunately, they were not able to interview the person involved because Zhuo Yue left the scene in a hurry after the award for Best Supporting Actor was presented.

       In the back seat of the speeding black car, he was lying on Fang Mingyan’s lap as quietly as a child.

       “If you’re tired, take a nap first.” The man touched his head. Zhuo Yue responded softly and then closed his eyes tiredly.

       “If you’re tired, take a nap first.” The man touched his head. Zhuo Yue responded softly, and then closed his eyes tiredly.

       If there was one person in the world who could make him learn to be brave and strong, then only this person could make him let go of all the pretences of strength. At this moment, Zhuo Yue showed Fang Mingyan all his vulnerability, and in that moment captured by the camera, all he could think about was to give his best performance for this person.

       This feeling did not come from coercion and orders, nor from training between master and slave, but from love.

       He fell in love with this man.

       Even though he thought of all the reasons and excuses to deny it, that was the truth.

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Notes:
Hello, sorry it’s been long since I last updated. Aside from the fact that the chapters are usually 5k CN words long (because I don’t split the raw like how it was in agg and the new version), I’m not really in the state of mind to translate  (◞‸◟；)
I still planned to finish the whole series by the end of this year at max, hopefully I can finish it on July tho

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       To Fang Mingyan’s surprise, Zhuo Yue’s camera phobia had improved greatly since the last time. He no longer paid constant attention to the direction of the camera but focused on completing his orders. At the same time, he also noticed that Zhuo Yue no longer stayed with him during his free time. That day when he went upstairs, he found the cage door slightly ajar. Gently pushing it open a crack, he saw the figure in the centre of the room.

       He didn’t know when Zhuo Yue entered or how long he sat there. At that moment, he curled up into a ball, sat on the carpet with his knees in his arms, and whispered repeatedly, “Don’t be afraid. There is nothing to be afraid of. I will get better… Just hold on and everything will be fine…”

       He was actually doing special training for himself.

       Fang Mingyan smiled helplessly and did not go in to interrupt. Instead, he stood outside the door and left quietly before Zhuo Yue came out.

       It went on for several days in a row. Whenever Zhuo Yue entered the cage, the man would accompany him silently outside.

       Before anyone knew it, a month had passed. Zhuo Yue showed improvement in his music lessons. He learned to read music and his pitch was much better than before. The person responsible for teaching him music was Zhang Yi, thirty years old, with a decisive and efficient style. After becoming famous in the music industry, she met her current lover. They fell in love and quit the music industry without hesitation to get married and start a life of two. She grew up with Fang Mingyan, sharing a deep understanding and often reminiscing about their childhood adventures with Zhuo Yue in their leisure time.

       “Why is Mr Mingyan afraid of cats?” Zhuo Yue asked.

       “I know about this.” She smiled, “He must have been seven or eight years old at that time. Uncle Fang went to shoot a movie, and he followed him. One spring, he went to the north, and there was a female cat around in the wild fields nearby. He often fed it as it wandered around. The cat became close with him as time goes by, and once took him to its nest, where there were two newborn kittens. That day, the old cat was killed while filming an explosion scene. He was so sad that he went to the litter and took the two kittens back to raise them. The kittens were not even fully furred, and the conditions on the film set were so poor that he couldn’t raise them, and they both died. After that, he never went near the cats again, thinking that she wouldn’t have died if he hadn’t lured the mother cat to the film set by feeding her.”

       “It’s not because of fear, but because of sadness.” Zhuo Yue imagined Fang Mingyan’s guilt and self-blame when he was seven or eight years old, and gently curved the corners of his lips, “Sir has been very gentle since he was a child.”

       “Pfft.” Zhang Yi laughed out loud, “He is very ruthless with other people. Look at the celebrities in Huasheng. They are all showing off their power, but when they see him, they are as quiet as a mouse when it sees a cat. His parents were too dazzling, which put a lot of pressure on him. He left home early when he was a teenager and worked alone in this circle. He stumbled and was subjected to numerous calculations and betrayals. At that time, it seemed like he was surrounded by many friends and allies, but in reality, he found it difficult to accept and trust others. I fear that even a sincere friend could only be counted with two hands. If he is gentle with you, it means that you are important to him.”

       Zhuo Yue pursed his lips, lowered his head, and said, “Many people… think that Sir is very gentle.”

       “You mean those Sub bed partners he has?” Seeing the other party looking at him in surprise, Zhang Yi said with a smile, “I am his childhood friend after all, so of course I know his hobbies. I have also seen a few of his subs. His attitude towards them is not so much gentleness, but rather the demeanor that a dom should have. As for you…” She paused, a hint of slyness flashing in her eyes, “After you live here, has he ever called other Subs?”

       Zhuo Yue was stunned, and his face instantly turned red.

       “Gentleness is rare, enjoy it.” Zhang Yi patted his shoulder meaningfully, “Come on, learn to sing this song to him.”

       Zhuo Yue took the score and after seeing the title clearly, he was so embarrassed that he couldn’t even utter a word.

       It was the most popular recent new song— ‘I Would Like to Give You Everything I Have to Repay Your Tenderness’.

 

       At the end of the class, Zhuo Yue accompanied the teacher away and looked up at the wall clock.

       It was forty minutes past ten.

       Fang Mingyan hadn’t come back yet; obviously, he had some social engagement. The room seemed empty. Zhuo Yue read for a while and did some cleaning. He sat on the sofa and watched an extremely boring football match on TV. Both sides were overly defensive. After halftime, the score was still the same. When the hour hand passed twelve o’clock, he went upstairs, had his bath, and then lay down on the rug beside his bed.

       He couldn’t sleep for a long time. After tossing and turning many times, he climbed onto the big bed and lay down. There seemed to be the man’s breath lingering on it, which made him feel at ease in the dark night, and he fell asleep in a short while. He slept lightly and woke up when there was a slight noise in the room. However, before he could get up, he felt the bed move and a tall body covered the top.

       In the darkness, Fang Mingyan was like a lion trapping his prey under his body. There was an unpredictable depth in his bright eyes.

       “Master.” Zhuo Yue called softly.

       “Climbing into bed while the master is away.” The man narrowed his eyes slightly, “Who taught you this?”

       “Master, I… um─” Before he could admit his mistake, Zhuo Yue felt his feet and ankles being grabbed and then forcefully pulled away. The strong body pressed down, and the strong smell of alcohol came towards him. Fang Mingyan’s slightly hoarse voice was tinged with undercurrents of lust, “Slave, you are seducing me.”

       The warm and drunken breath blew in Zhuo Yue’s ears, causing a slight shiver to appear all over his body. He tilted his head impatiently, and the hand that lightly reached under his body gave a punishing pinch to his sac, causing him to gasp. Then the man rolled his earlobe into his mouth with his wet and hot tongue, ground it gently with the tips of his teeth, and then slowly licked his earlobe in a playful manner. Zhuo Yue, who was already sensitive, completely lost control under such stimulation, and his breathing easily lost its rhythm.

       A slightly rough kiss went down the side of his neck, stopping at the bulge on his chest, sucking, licking and biting, teasing him in every possible way. The painful and numb feeling spread throughout his body like an electric shock. Zhuo Yue could no longer bear it and trembled and moaned, “Ah─ Master…”

       This moan contained the shyness of a virgin, but it was also tainted with lust. It was like a catalyst, filling the whole room with an ambiguous and lustful atmosphere.

       “Have you taken a shower? You smell good.” Fang Mingyan sniffed Zhuo Yue’s skin like a giant cat, greedily ingesting the faint aroma of the shower gel on his skin, slowly going down his chest, licking the flat belly of the person under him.

       “I-I did…” This short answer made Zhuo Yue use up all his strength, and the aroused passion was fully awakened. He tensed his body, and his hands tightly grasped the clothes under him as if looking for support from the sheet underneath him.

       The man spread his knees further, completely exposing the most private area between his legs, and then gave the order, “Keep this position, don’t move.”

       When the lights gradually brightened, Zhuo Yue trembled with shame. At this moment, he spread his legs wide, like a shameless sex slave, waiting for the other man to violate him.

       However, the other party did not make a move for a long time. He just held his bent knees and looked at the scenery between his legs with interest. That gaze seemed to carry a scorching temperature, burning every inch of skin it touched. In this posture, the changes in the body cannot be hidden at all. The sleeping genitals between the legs wake up little by little, facing the viewer with a high-spirited attitude.

       A low laugh lingered in his ears, and Fang Mingyan’s curved eyebrows were full of ambiguity, “Just looking at it makes you so excited. If so…” Without finishing the second half of the sentence, he leaned closer and moved toward the erect c0ck and blew lightly.

       The hot breath blew on the sensitive area, teasing Zhuo Yue’s already uncontrollable desire. The genitals showed a more stretched posture, and its owner gasped and made a pleading voice, “Master, hng… please…”

       “What are you asking me to do?” The man didn’t touch the poor little thing with his hands but kept blowing on it.

       “Please…please, it feels so uncomfortable…” Zhuo Yue was lifted up into the air by the wave of desire and stuck, unable to release or escape. His mind was muddled as if it had been stirred up. His eyes were already watery and wet, adding a bit of sultry aura. He didn’t dare to move, so he kept asking his master for help.

       “Slave, you should beg me to satisfy you.” Fang Mingyan continued to tease the sensitive little brother in a playful manner.

       Zhuo Yue had almost lost the ability to think, and the remaining shame was covered up by desire. He repeated with a crying voice, “Please, please satisfy me…”

       “You’re very good, I’ll give you a reward.” The man held down his thigh, lowered his head, and slowly licked the top of the high-spirited c0ck. The hot and moist friction of his tongue with a slightly rough texture caused the top of the c0ck to ooze out transparent liquid instantly. Zhuo Yue, who was about to lose control, gasped and begged for mercy, “Master… Don’t, ugh, I can’t bear it…” He curled up his toes, his naked body became reddish, and his chest heaved violently.

       However, it was not over yet. When Fang Mingyan opened his mouth to hold the tip of his c0ck, Zhuo Yue, who could no longer bear the stimulation, raised his neck, arched his body like a fish on the verge of suffocation, and ejaculated tremblingly. The sound of crying echoed in the room, full of obscene meaning.

       When Zhuo Yue gradually sobered up from his climax and realised what had just happened, he was ashamed and frightened and said stiffly, “I was wrong, Master, I didn’t mean it… I couldn’t control it just now…”

       He surrendered too quickly just now. Before the man could completely avoid it, a lot of white liquid was splashed on one side of his face. He wiped it off with his fingers, then hung his semen-stained fingers above Zhuo Yue’s mouth and gave a brief command, “Lick it clean.”

       Zhuo Yue blushed and timidly stuck out his tongue, half-closed his eyes, and raised his head to lick the man’s fingers. The hand hovering above slowly went up, and he had to slowly support his body. At this moment, he was like a hungry little animal, following the food and being lured to an unknown place.

       After he sat up completely, Fang Mingyan inserted his index finger into his mouth and played with his innocent lips. However, the finger deep into the base of the tongue soon caused Zhuo Yue to react violently and continuously retching.

       “I’m sorry…Master.” After he calmed down, he apologised in frustration.

       The man knew very well that he had this reaction because he had been forced to give oral sex to others before, so he took out his fingers, raised his eyebrows and said, “If the upper part doesn’t work, I have to use the lower part.”

       Zhuo Yue was stunned for a moment, and before he could react, he was pushed down again and then turned over into a sprawling position. The cold lubricating fluid dripped from high places and flowed down along the seam of the buttocks, soaking the tight areas and soaking them. He lay tightly on the bed and called out uneasily, “Master…?”

       “It’s your turn to satisfy me, slave.” The man’s slender fingers penetrated between the legs, spreading the butt crack, completely exposing the hidden hole. The lubricating fluid warmed by the body slowly flowed through the pale rose-coloured tender meat at the entrance of the tight hole. Every subtle feeling was amplified, and the itchy and greasy feeling made Zhuo Yue unable to help but tremble all over. There was a sound of fabric scraping behind him, and then some clothes were thrown under the bed. One hand held his lower back, and the other hand reached down between his legs, gently and sometimes heavily kneading the sac that was soaked in lubricant. The pain and pleasure were intertwined, causing the genitals that had just ejaculated to stand up again.

       Fang Mingyan pulled a pillow and put it under his waist and abdomen. As if it was not enough, he put another pillow down, forcing him to raise his hips. Then, the strong body pressed down, and the lower bodies fit together more closely. The thick and hot hard object rubbed back and forth slowly in the slit moistened with lubricant. It touched the hole several times and then slowly moved away—each time it made Zhuo Yue tremble.

       Although he had not experienced it in reality, he vaguely knew what would happen next. The obscene gold chain man had done something similar to him before. During that indecent assault, the other party used his fingers and a vibrator to forcefully open his back hole, which made him extremely uncomfortable. Fortunately, in the end, his lower body was not seriously injured. Later, he went to check some relevant information and understood the way men have sex. Because the back point was not a natural place for sexual intercourse, it couldn’t loosen and secrete body fluids on its own, so it must be lubricated and expanded, otherwise, the recipient would be easily injured.

       However, at this moment, the man had no intention of expanding for him. Zhuo Yue could roughly feel how big he was just by touch. If he forced his way in with such a size… He felt scared, but he didn’t make any resistance. He just tensed his body, bit his lower lip and lay silently, letting the other party control everything. When the scorching huge thing pressed against the hole again and tried to invade with a little force, he trembled and clutched the sheets tightly and closed his eyes.

       The expected tearing pain did not come. The man above him stopped moving, put his palms on his trembling body, and said, “Why don’t you reject me if you are afraid of this?”

       Zhuo Yue’s eyes were a little wet, “I have no right to refuse you…”

       “You have been very obedient today. Aren’t you afraid that I might hurt you if I drink too much?”

       He remained silent for a while and then said softly, “You said you wouldn’t let me get hurt.”

       The determination in that tone made Fang Mingyan pause slightly, with a faint smile in his eyes. He patted Zhuo Yue’s side buttocks and ordered, “Lift your buttocks and tighten your legs.”

       Zhuo Yue complied without knowing why. Immediately afterwards, the slightly ferocious c0ck was inserted from behind along the base of his thigh, thrusting back and forth into the perineum area between his legs, mimicking intercourse. Every invasion would rub against Zhuo Yue’s sac, stirring the slippery liquid and making an ambiguous sound that made people blush.

       This intercourse position simulated real sexual intercourse without actually entering the back hole. Zhuo Yue was trembling from the powerful impact of the man again and again. There was a wet patch between his legs, and the front end of his c0ck was constantly rubbing against the pillow, arousing pleasure.

       He couldn’t see himself, nor could he see Fang Mingyan behind him, but he could completely imagine the current situation.

       He raised his buttocks high and allowed the other man to continue to invade his legs. But he shamefully got pleasure from such a violation and kept craving for more. This kind of imagination made the stimulation more fierce, and he called out tremblingly, “Master… Uhn…”

       The man behind him lifted up his waist and forced him into a kneeling position. His deep voice was husky with lust, “Clamp your legs.” Before he could kneel down firmly, he thrust his c0ck roughly into the between legs again, at the same time, the emptied c0ck in front of Zhuo Yue was also held in Fang Mingyan’s hand and started to move with the frequency of thrusting.

       The excessive stimulation almost caused Zhuo Yue to collapse, and the short moans, one after another, were like aphrodisiacs, intensifying the man’s movements.

       “Master…ahhh──” He wanted to cum but was restrained by the sudden tightening of the man’s palms, causing him to arch his back unbearably.

       “This is your punishment for ejaculating without permission just now.” Fang Mingyan held the base of his c0ck and breathed slightly, “I’m going to train your tolerance today.”

       “Please… no, I can’t bear it anymore…” Before he could finish his words, he received a slap on his ass. The sudden pain soon merged with the wave of desire, making it difficult to distinguish one from the other. Zhuo Yue’s eyes were full of mist, and he couldn’t help but gasp, “Master, I was wrong… Ah, please forgive me…”

       “Hold it yourself.” The man said solemnly, “If you cum before I give you permission, I will tie you up, fill you with toys and throw you into the cage.”

       Hearing this command, Zhuo Yue almost cried. He did not dare to disobey his master, so he could only hold the base of his erect c0ck tightly and endure the climax that was about to come.

       When Fang Mingyan gave him permission, he cried and ejaculated, then fell limply on the bed. All the man’s semen ejaculated between Zhuo Yue’s buttocks. His lower body was dripping with liquids and he didn’t even have the strength to stand up. Fang Mingyan held him in his arms and helped him took a bath. He fell asleep halfway through. When he woke up the next day, he found himself on the bed in the guest room, with the man’s peaceful sleeping face next to him.

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       For nearly a week, Zhuo Yue’s entire life consisted of eating, bathing, reading, doing housework, obeying commands, and receiving training. His world had shrunk into a house, where he had no privacy, rights, or autonomy and was completely cut off from his previous life.

       He stood in front of the mirror, looking at himself naked. He couldn’t even remember what he used to look like under the spotlight and in front of the camera. Everything in the past seemed to have become a distant and vague illusion. The applause, screams, cheers, and rumours had all been stripped away from this body. The man who dominated everything tore open his skin, pulled out the childlike child he curled up in, and led him through the dark, shrouded path. Fang Mingyan had seen him at his worst, knew all his weaknesses, and controlled every part of his body. This man had powers that could easily destroy him, yet he had always used that power to protect him.

       When he was around Fang Mingyan, his heart was calmer than ever before, as if everything had become simple and pure. For the first time, he tried to be his true self without reservation, for the first time, he trusted another person wholeheartedly, and for the first time, he willingly gave everything to him.

       Changes were subtly taking place.

       He didn’t know when it started, but his eyes began to stay on Fang Mingyan unconsciously for a long time. Every expression, every movement, every command affected his gaze. He was becoming more and more accustomed to being by each other’s side. Even if he had free time, he wanted to stay within sight of each other.

       Such as this moment.

       Zhuo Yue gently tapped on the door with a green tea in hand, and upon hearing a “come in” from inside, he pushed the door open.

       Fang Mingyan was reading the stack of newcomer information faxed by his secretary. Zhuo Yue put the tea in his hand, went to the bookshelf to get a book as usual, and sat quietly on the sofa to read. There were probably more newcomers participating in the selection this time, and Fang Mingyan had been working at his desk. However, this book, ‘Analysis of Film Art Expression Techniques’ was too theoretical and looked very boring. The room was as warm as spring, and Zhuo Yue couldn’t help but feel sleepy. His eyelids slowly drooped, and the neat handwriting became blurry shadows, indistinct and unclear.

       After this period of conditioning, his sleep quality gradually improved. Although he still woke up from time to time in the middle of the night, he was able to guarantee at least four or five hours of deep sleep every day. At this moment, tiredness came over him. He glanced vaguely toward the desk, then leaned softly on the sofa and fell asleep.

       In a trance, he fell into a dream.

       In the quiet night, the wind stirred the branches and made a rustling sound, and the sound of unknown animals came from the deep woods. He was awakened by the cry, and when he opened his eyes, he found that he was in a stone cave, naked, but warm underneath, as if wrapped in a black scarf. The difference was that the ‘scarf’ had black scales. He moved; the ‘scarf’ also moved, and the scales rubbed against the skin, making it slippery. Immediately afterwards, the huge object beside him also moved, and the mountain-like figure of the dragon enveloped him. He raised his face and saw the slowly opening blood-red eyes, but those eyes were full of tenderness. It circled him with its long tail and gently covered him with its wings.

       “Sleep, don’t be afraid.”

       It seemed to say something like this. Zhuo Yue said “Okay”, stretched out his arms to hug the tail, changed into a comfortable position, and fell asleep again.

       Dreams and reality alternated in the blurred boundary. The world was turned upside down and awakened those in deep sleep.

       When he opened his eyes, Zhuo Yue was still in a state of delirium, staring blankly at the man in front of him. After more than ten seconds, he gradually woke up and found that he was holding the man’s arm. Immediately embarrassed, he hurriedly gave up his hand and said, “Master, I’m sorry…” When he sat up, he found that he had a thin blanket on his body. Based on the dream just now, it was obvious that when the other person covered him with a blanket, he took the initiative to hug his arm. Zhuo Yue tried to explain awkwardly, “I just fell asleep and thought I was in a dream, so…”

       “What did you dream about?” Fang Mingyan asked.

       He blushed and whispered, “Dream of a dragon.”

       The man curled his lips, put his hands on the back of the sofa, held him between his arms, used one knee to prop up Zhuo Yue’s slightly separated legs, and said, “Tell me what it did to you.”

       The man’s knees were pressed between his legs through a thin layer of blanket, deliberately rubbing the sensitive parts gently and sometimes heavily. Zhuo Yue’s face turned red when he was provoked, “It didn’t do anything… Just slept…”

       Hearing his answer, Fang Mingyan chuckled. He leaned forward slowly, forcing Zhuo Yue to lean back on the back of the sofa. His fingers caressed his red ears. His deep voice had a special magnetism that made people’s hearts beat faster, “You are getting more and more courageous. You dare to sleep with others behind my back, huh?”

       His tone was like that of a child having a tantrum, with some unreasonable arrogance and a possessive desire to dominate.

       It felt like there was something soft in the heart like a flower stamen stained by rain and dew. Zhuo Yue looked up at him, with a smile in his dark eyes. He put his arms around the man’s waist, put his head on his chest, and said, “I was wrong, Master.”

       The man curled his lips silently and touched his head.

 

       Every night at nine o’clock was the hardest time for Zhuo Yue. He had to stay in a cage in front of a camera pointed at him.

       This was Fang Mingyan’s therapy—letting him spend some time with the camera every day and gradually extending the time according to his ability to bear it so that he could reduce his fear through repeated adaptation and habituation.

       It seemed to be working well so far. Zhuo Yue had become much calmer from the panic-stricken initial self. Although his limbs were still stiff and uneasy, at least he could maintain his basic posture for more than twenty minutes.

       Provided that his master was present. Fang Mingyan was like Zhuo Yue’s compass when he was lost, guiding his course all the way south.

       “Let’s start. Recite the short text you just read.” The cage was brightly lit at night, and the man was sitting on a single sofa, playing with a slender red cowhide soft whip in his hand.

       The naked Zhuo Yue knelt in the middle of the thick carpet in a standard posture, constantly thinking about what he had just read in his head. However, the camera placed not far away made him restless and unable to concentrate at all. He pursed his lips and began stiffly, “Time slowed down as the man and I stood by the window. We looked at each other, but neither of us spoke. It felt like I could see from his eyes… fireworks, a bustling firework scene. I want… I want…” After reciting it to this point, he could no longer remember the next sentence, and his eyes unconsciously turned from the man to the cold machine. Suddenly, a bit of sharp air passed by the ear, and the soft red whip rubbed the ear and was thrown heavily on the carpet, making a muffled sound.

       This whip made Zhuo Yue jump with fear. He immediately turned his attention back to the sofa and muttered, “Master…”

       “What order did I give you?” Fang Mingyan looked at him calmly.

       “Keep watching you until… I finished reciting the text.” Under the pressure of the camera, sweat broke out on his back, and his fingers behind his back were twisted into a ball.

       “Where were you looking just now?”

       “I was wrong.” Zhuo Yue tried his best to suppress his physical discomfort and keep his condition stable, and he begged, “Master, can you give me another chance?”

       The man threw the book in front of him and said coldly, “If you can’t memorise it this time, you will sleep here tonight.”

       Zhuo Yue’s body trembled slightly, his lips tightened, and he answered softly, “Okay.”

       This passage wasn’t long, and remembering these sentences wasn’t difficult for him, who was used to memorising scripts. However, under the gaze of that terrifying lens, just controlling himself to stay normal took too much effort. Every part of his body resisted. His blood seemed to congeal, feeling cold even though sweat dripped from his forehead. His eyes stared at the book, his brain repeatedly admonishing himself to remember those black words, but his memory was like an old car that just wouldn’t start no matter what.

       He wanted to do well, but he couldn’t do it well.

       Fear silently eroded his body, and he pushed himself to the limit in his urgency and self-denial. The nightmare grabbed his throat and choked him. Zhuo Yue’s hand holding the book began to tremble uncontrollably, his face became paler and paler, and finally, he arched his body in pain and let out a whimper like a small animal.

       “Zhuo Yue! Look at me, take a deep breath…” The man’s voice came to his ears, like the thunder that drove away nightmares on a summer night. His body fell into a hug, and the cold body was wrapped in warmth. Zhuo Yue opened his eyes with difficulty and saw a crack in the calm expression on Fang Mingyan’s face for the first time. This man who had always been strong and confident now showed a nervous and worried look, which distressed him. Zhuo Yue reached out and hugged him back as if he wanted to comfort him. He said with whitened lips, “I’m fine…”

       Fang Mingyan frowned deeply, took him out of the cage, carefully placed him on the big bed in the master bedroom, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and asked, “Do you feel any discomfort?”

       Zhuo Yue shook his head.

       Seeing the colour returned to his face, the man relaxed slightly. He sat down next to him, stroked his head, and said, “I’m sorry, I didn’t grasp the progress well.”

       Zhuo Yue lay down and shook his head silently again. He looked at Fang Mingyan with deer-like eyes and spoke slowly, “It felt like I could see a bustling fireworks scene from his eyes. I want to stay with him like this, watching the changing seasons, the intermingling of day and night, the majestic mountains and rivers, and the moon shining over the frosty rivers. I still want to be with him until time blurs our outlines, turning from unforgettable to forgettable. I’ve made up my mind about this, and it took all my courage.” After he finished speaking, his eyelashes grew. Trembling, “I recited it, Master.”

       The man didn’t speak for a long time, and there was a warm light in his black eyes. He caressed the face that looked a little tired and finally leaned over to kiss his forehead.

       “You did well, slave.”

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       A kiss.

       It was completely different from when he was rehearsing and filming—so raw and uneasy, yet brave and decisive.

       Zhuo Yue closed his eyes and trembled slightly, carefully and feverishly, like a sacrificial virgin, surrendering all of himself to the gods.

       When the warm breath came towards him, the man who controlled everything was stunned for a moment, and then silently curled his lips, without interrupting the rare boldness coming from his shy slave. The gentle touch lingered on the lips for a moment but received no response. Zhuo Yue opened his eyes shyly, looked at the other person in embarrassment and called, “Master.” He could not explain the meaning of this reckless kiss, perhaps he wanted more warmth from that person, or perhaps craving more attention and love, and at that moment, he couldn’t help but do so. When he looked at the other party, his heartbeat suddenly lost its rhythm.

       Fang Mingyan looked at him calmly, with many incomprehensible emotions in his deep eyes, as if they were hiding a stormy sea, yet also seemingly as calm as a still ancient well.

       Just when Zhuo Yue thought he had offended him and wanted to apologise, Fang Mingyan lifted his chin, leaned over and kissed him.

       Unlike before, this kiss had a strong sense of aggression. The man was like a predatory beast that did not give its prey any chance to escape. The palm of his hand gave the person under him more intense stimulation. While Zhuo Yue was gasping in pleasure, the man’s tongue easily and quickly invaded the wide-open mouth. His moans were blocked inside, turning into blushes and heartbeats, inducing ambiguous sound.

       Facing such a strong possession, Zhuo Yue had no ability to resist at all. The lips were crushed into an alluring red colour, and the tongues allowed themselves to be intertwined under each other’s control. The mixed hot and moist fluid soaked the lips, even dripping down the corners of the mouth during the intense movements. He couldn’t remember any of the techniques for breathing in a kiss scene. The air in his chest was exhausted little by little as if he was going to suffocate to death in the next second. However, what was even more unbearable for him was the almost overwhelming pleasure brought about by the man’s manipulation of his lower body, and his body was completely out of control.

       Just before the climax came, Fang Mingyan withdrew from his mouth and gave a command in his ear with a low voice, “Slave, I allow you to cum.”

       Zhuo Yue, who was pushed to the peak of desire, arched his back while trembling, whimpering with a cry. White turbidity spurted out, and in an instant, it seemed as if a huge firework exploded in his head. Colourful sparks flickered and fell slowly, eventually turning into a white mist.

       All his senses were lost, like lying on soft clouds, floating on a sea of ​​emptiness.

       Gradually, a subtle sound could be heard coming from the chest, one beat after another, intersecting with another similar frequency. His vision gradually became clearer, and he woke up from the trance of climax. He looked at the man who had been by his side and called softly, “Master…”

       Fang Mingyan wiped the water from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, “Crying?”

       Zhuo Yue remained shy and silent. The sticky bodily fluids remaining on his lower abdomen made him curl up his legs in embarrassment. When he saw the white turbidity on the man’s hands, he blushed with shame.

       “Desire comes from instinct. You have suppressed it for too long.” Fang Mingyan twitched the corner of his mouth, “Go and wash up, and then prepare dinner. There will be two guests at home tonight, and you have my permission to get dressed.”

 

       Making dinner for four people was not difficult. However, Zhuo Yue was distracted during the process, and his mind was filled with the scene just now.

       He kissed him and he kissed him back. Everything became an infinite loop in slow motion, and every subtle expression, look, and movement of the man made him think about it over and over again. He tried to convince himself that this was just the most common way for master and slave to get along. Because he belonged to that man, he can do anything to himself. But there was an inexplicable expectation in his heart, hoping for something different to happen.

       Just when he was distracted, his elbow touched the plate placed on the edge of the cooking table. The plate lost its centre of gravity and fell to the ground, breaking into pieces.

       He was startled and immediately knelt down to pick it up.

       “Don’t move.” A deep voice came from the living room. Fang Mingyan walked over slowly, looked at the remains of the dishes on the floor, and glanced at him, “Don’t feel like cooking that much?”

       “No, I just…” Zhuo Yue wanted to explain but was interrupted.

       “If it’s not the case, why are you so absent-minded?”

       He lowered his head, “I was wrong.”

       The man found a thick rubber glove from the cupboard, picked up the large pieces, swept them clean with a broom, put them into thick garbage bags, and labelled them with hazardous materials. After everything was done, he said, “I will punish you to kneel for an hour before going to bed tonight. If you still can’t concentrate, I will let you kneel in the cage. You know what is there.”

       “Yes, Master.” Zhuo Yue replied, lowering his head.

       Zhuo Yue was bringing the last tomato soup to the table when the guest rang the doorbell. He glanced at the dining table again to make sure that the tableware was neat and without any flaws, then he hurried to the entrance and stood behind Fang Mingyan before he opened the door.

       “Really on time.” The owner of the house smiled and welcomed the guests into the house.

       “When you come to someone else’s house to have a meal, you have to be on time.” The man who came in first paused for a moment, then returned to Fang Mingyan’s face and raised his eyebrows slightly. The other person behind him said in surprise, “Hey, you’re not…” His eyes fell on the apron Zhuo Yue was wearing, and he swallowed the second half of the sentence.

       Zhuo Yue stood with some restraint, bowed his head and greeted softly, “Second Young Master, Young Master Xu.”

       The visitors were none other than Chu Yu and Xu Ye.

       Xu Ye helped Chu Yu remove his dark blue woollen coat, smiled at Zhuo Yue and said, “We meet again.”

       “Take the guests’ clothes and hang them up.” Fang Mingyan said in a commanding tone. This sentence clearly revealed his identity. Zhuo Yue did not belong as the guest and was under his control.

       Then, there was only one possibility left.

       Xu Ye’s eyes circled between the leisurely Fang Mingyan and the stunned Zhuo Yue, smiled meaningfully, and handed the coat in his hand to Zhuo Yue. The other person’s cheeks were slightly red as he took them.

       “It smells so good.” Xu Ye looked at the food on the table and moved his index finger, “I had to rush for a meeting at noon and didn’t eat enough. Now I’m starving, feeling like my front is sticking to my back.”

       “Then let’s chat while eating.” Fang Mingyan said.

       After sitting down one by one, Zhuo Yue served the three of them food and stood awkwardly holding his own bowl, feeling anxious. He could not face anyone other than Fang Mingyan as a slave, so he was afraid of hearing the ‘kneel down’ command. Fortunately, what he was worried about did not happen. Fang Mingyan glanced at him and said, “Sit down.”

       Zhuo Yue breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the empty seat next to the man.

       Chu Yu habitually picked up vegetables for Xu Ye, and it happened that Fang Mingyan also picked up a piece of beef and placed it in Zhuo Yue’s bowl. The two of them moved in perfect synchronisation, just like mirroring each other’s movements. They found each other amusing, and smiles appeared on their faces.

       Xu Ye looked at Zhuo Yue who was silent and asked Fang Mingyan, “Because you haven’t appeared in the club for a long time, many Subs have come to me to inquire about your movements. How should I answer?”

       The man smiled leisurely, “With your intelligence, you must have a suitable response.”

       “I’m very stupid.” Xu Ye tilted his head, “Mr. Lion has always claimed never to meddle with newcomers, never to eat grass by the nest¹not to take advantage of others, I leave it this way coz it’s more suitable for the Lion. So, until I hear your exact answer, I dare not speculate recklessly about the current relationship between you two.”

       “How did the Earl train you to be so scientific and rigorous?” Fang Mingyan brought the topic to another person with a half-smile.

       Chu Yu curled his lips, raised his eyes, looked at him, and said slowly, “In everything, we should dare to make bold assumptions but cautiously seek confirmation.”

       Fang Mingyan couldn’t resist the couple’s unanimous statement and said helplessly, “Okay, okay, I admit that I got involved with the newbie and bit the grass on the edge of the nest. Are you satisfied?”

       Zhuo Yue, who was sitting nearby, suddenly turned red when he heard what he said. He didn’t even have the courage to raise his head. He sat silently and stared at the rice in the bowl.

       Xu Ye, who finally forced Fang Mingyan to admit it personally, smiled broadly, winked at Chu Yu, and happily gnawed on the ribs. The three of them talked about work and entertainment, while Zhuo Yue listened quietly. When they heard that Hua Zhan from ‘The Goddess Strategy’ was shortlisted for the Best Supporting Actor of the Year award, their eyes widened.

       “What are the chances of winning?” Xu Ye asked.

       “Zero.” Fang Mingyan smiled, “The nominees with him are all veteran actors who have been working in supporting roles for a long time and are all popular with the audience.”

       “What a pity.” Xu Ye said with great regret, “Then don’t go to the award ceremony. There’s no point in watching other people receive awards.”

       Fang Mingyan smiled lightly, “For artists, getting attention is more meaningful than winning the award itself.”

       Xu Ye was stunned.

       Chu Yu on the side spoke slowly and asked: “When a young face appears among a group of old faces, who will receive more attention?”

       “I see.” Xu Ye picked up the wine glass with a smile, “It seems like it’s time to congratulate Zhuo Yue in advance.”

       Zhuo Yue picked up the beer glass in front of him and clinked it with him. When he was about to drink, the person around him took it away from his hand. Fang Mingyan glanced at him, “He shouldn’t drink alcohol these days.”

       “You’re not going to hurt someone without restraint, are you?” Xu Ye raised his eyebrows.

       The man laughed, “My skills are not that bad.”

       “Who knows if you might lose control for a moment…” Xu Ye continued to speak but was interrupted by Chu Yu’s slight cough. He saw the awkward and confused expression of Zhuo Yue sitting across from him. He realised that he had made a mistake and apologised with some embarrassment, “Sorry, I was joking. Don’t pay attention.”

       “It’s okay…” Zhuo Yue responded with a blushing face.

       “Go and prepare some fruit.” Fang Mingyan helped him out.

       Zhuo Yue immediately got up and went to the kitchen. Chu Yu glanced at his figure and said to Fang Mingyan, “The last time we met, he did not show the natural obedience of Sub.”

       They were all top-notch Doms, and they could often identify certain characteristics of people at first glance.

       The man put down the chopsticks in his hand and curled his lips, “Indeed. In order to make him obey, I had to use some drastic measures.”

       Xu Ye was stunned for a moment and remained silent. It was against club rules to force others to become Subs. As the founders of the club, Chu Yu and Fang Mingyan were both aware of the seriousness of this matter. Although it seemed like it was still a casual conversation at the dinner table, he could clearly feel the change in the aura between the two Doms. At times like this, he preferred to be a listener.

       “We all agree that BDSM must be based on the principle of mutual consent. The club’s rules also clearly prohibit forcing non-homosexuals to become Dom or Sub.” Chu Yu paused, “If it were someone else, I would directly submit it to the club’s senior management for processing, but for you, there must be your reason for doing this, and I want to hear the reason first.”

       “To treat PTSD.” Fang Mingyan answered calmly. (PTSD: Post-traumatic stress disorder)

       Chu Yu frowned slightly, thought for a moment, and asked, “Is it purely to just help the other party, or do you have other purpose?” They had known each other for many years, and they had a strong friendship with each other, so they didn’t have many reservations about each other, and the question was very straightforward.

       “At present, it should be considered the former.” Fang Mingyan smiled lightly.

       “With your ability, you can properly deal with PTSD. I’m not worried about those technical aspects. But one thing I need to remind you is that a novice Sub can easily develop feelings for their first Dom during training. Once he has developed feelings for you, will you be able to give him the response he needs?”

       Fang Mingyan did not answer the question but looked at the man who was peeling the apple in the kitchen silently.

       “Mingyan, I think you should think about it carefully. An involuntary Sub with PTSD is more complicated mentally than an average novice Sub. He cannot distinguish between emotions in the game and feelings in reality. For you, he is just one of your many Subs. But to him, you are the guide, and probably the only person he relies on and trusts. Every decision you make if you are not careful will cause harm to him, and even cause harm to him. It may again induce and aggravate his PTSD symptoms.”

       “I will handle everything properly.” The man raised his eyes and answered every word seriously.

       By the time Zhuo Yue brought the fruit to the table and sat down again, the topic had returned to the gossip in the entertainment industry.

       The industry was very deep. Celebrities and newcomers alike displayed their talents through various means, engaging in both open and covert struggles. There were always endless scandals and untold stories to tell. Zhuo Yue had always stayed aloof, indifferent to the affairs of others. Xu Ye asked him questions he couldn’t answer, but fortunately, Fang Mingyan was there. He was like a walking encyclopedia, knowledgeable about all the ins and outs of the entertainment industry.

       The meal was enjoyed in a harmonious atmosphere. Xu Ye seemed to think of something before leaving and said, “By the way, I want to change the spokesperson for my restaurant. Zhuo Yue has good culinary skills and a good image, which fits my criteria well.”

       “He won’t be making any announcements in the near future.” Fang Mingyan’s refusal leaves no room for manoeuvre.

       “Not in the near future, the current spokesperson contract will expire at the end of March. Then, we will formally contact Huasheng. It will not be too late to make a decision by then.” Xu Ye did not wait for the man to agree, turned to Zhuo Yue and said, “Zhuo Yue, if you are free, you can come to our house, we live in No. 8.”

       Zhuo Yue then realised that they lived so close to each other and said gratefully, “Okay, thank you.”

       “You’re not allowed to go.” Fang Mingyan tilted his head, put his hands on his shoulders, and said with a smirk, “How can I let you spoil someone bad who I have managed to train with great difficulty?”

       Zhuo Yue’s heart skipped a beat and his face turned red.

       After the two left, he started to clear away the dishes.

       The TV was broadcasting a Chinese romantic drama series. The male protagonist was none other than Lu Chenyang, galloping on the grassland with his horse and whip, performing a love-hate drama with the actress in his arms.

       He stared blankly for a while, then lowered his head to wipe the table, his lowered eyes covering up the loss and pain in his eyes.

       “Do you want to act?” At this time, a man’s calm voice came from beside him.

       Zhuo Yue raised his face and looked at the other person; his lips moved silently and he didn’t speak. It was a dark night outside the window, and the lights in the house cast a layer of soft light on the young and handsome face. Zhuo Yue just stood like this, looking at the other party with clear black and white eyes, seeming a little sad and a little hesitant. Like an ancient porcelain passed down for thousands of years, still perfectly preserved, he exuded a captivating charm that made people stop and admire, yet also evoked feelings of pity and compassion for his fragility.

       Fang Mingyan raised his hand, touched the side of his face and said, “Take your time, I will make you feel better.”

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       The man’s kiss was incredibly gentle, with fleeting touches and delicate friction that seemed only to provide comfort. Zhuo Yue gradually calmed down with this sudden kiss. When their lips parted, he called out softly, somewhat perplexed, “Master?”

       “You belong to me.” Fang Mingyan looked at him, his eyes sucking in all the light like black holes, “No matter what I do to you, it is reasonable.”

       Zhuo Yue’s face gradually turned from pale to red, and he pursed his lips nervously.

       “Exactly three minutes.” The man stood up and carried him out of the study as promised. Zhuo Yue was covered in cold sweat, and after drinking some warm water, he finally recovered. Seeing the bloody stains on Fang Mingyan’s neck that he had scratched, he felt very sorry and silently brought alcohol and cotton balls to disinfect him.

       “Do you know what the punishment is for a slave who hurts his master?” The man sat on the sofa in the bedroom raised his eyes and looked at him.

       Zhuo Yue shook his head in embarrassment and said, “I don’t know…”

       “Under normal circumstances, twenty lashes and two days of solitary confinement, with subjective intent doubling the punishment.” After Fang Mingyan finished speaking, he took in the sight of the slave, tense and unwilling to plead, and smirked. “Considering it’s your first offence, I’ll make an exception and give you a chance to make amends.”

       Zhuo Yue’s eyes lit up instantly like the bright moon parting the clouds.

       The man hooked his collar, pulled him into his arms, and then gave the order, “From now on, don’t move around until I am satisfied.”

       Zhuo Yue didn’t know what Fang Mingyan was going to do next, but just the fact that he was kneeling naked on the other person’s lap with his legs open at this moment made him extremely ashamed, not to mention that the two of them were facing each other and so close. The man leaned back leisurely on the sofa, squinted his eyes slightly, raised his fingers to caress the side of Zhuo Yue’s cheek as if appreciating a work of art, teased his Adam’s apple downward, passed over the collarbone, and lingered on the bulge on the left side of the chest. At first, it was just a simple touch and caress, and then he pinched it between the fingers and kneaded it gently. Zhuo Yue had always been abstinent, and that sensitive little fruit couldn’t stand such deliberate play. It stood upright at that moment, and its colour was so attractive. Fang Mingyan looked at his shy and helpless look, with a smile in his eyes. He used some strength to pinch the poor chest with his hands. The momentary pain turned into numbness and spread, and Zhuo Yue shivered and couldn’t help but let out a gasp.

       “Tell me your identity.” The man’s hand movement did not stop and turned to the other side of his chest. Zhuo Yue was completely unable to resist such teasing, but he did not dare to move. He only tensed his body, “I am your slave.”

       “Tell me your rights.”

       “All my rights come from…ah──” The man’s fingers traced his tight belly, teasing the exposed genitals between his legs, and lightly scratched the small hole at the front with his fingertips, causing Zhuo Yue to tremble violently. It was difficult even to continue the answer.

       “Who allowed you only to answer half of it, huh?” Fang Mingyan wrapped his palm around the balls and kneaded it wantonly.

       Zhuo Yue’s body flushed, and his breathing became more rapid. He forced himself to say, “Master… all my rights come from your giving…”

       “Tell me your duty.”

       “Ah── to please you…” Desire sprouted and gradually awakened in the body. He leaned back slightly impatiently, his eyes gradually filled with mist.

       The man let go of the little guy who had tilted up, held his waist with one hand, and reached behind him with the other, stroking his buttocks. “Slave, every part of your body belongs to me.” His fingers went deep into the crack of your buttocks, passing through the hole hidden in the secret place, and he said slowly, “‘Belongs’ not only means that I have the right to you. But I also have the right to own you, and the right to use you. When I want to use you, you have no right to refuse.”

       Zhuo Yue was tortured by the swarming passion that lingered painlessly, unable to be vented and suppressed. He was so nervous that his whole body stiffened, and he raised his face and gasped. However, his master controlled the rhythm unhurriedly, slowly but forcefully invading every inch of his skin. When the fingertips touched the hole, he trembled and let out a whimper. He called out shyly with a red face, “Master…”

       Fang Mingyan looked up at him and said with a smirk, “Do you hate me touching you?”

       Zhuo Yue bit his lower lip in embarrassment and hesitated for a moment, then whispered, “I’m just a little…scared.” After saying that, he no longer had the courage to look at the man in front of him and turned his blushing face away.

       Although this sentence was said as loudly as a mosquito, Fang Mingyan still heard it clearly.

       This was the first time Zhuo Yue had expressed his feelings so frankly in front of him.

       His fingers did not go deep, but lightly and gently drew circles on the lower back, asking, “Are you afraid that I will hurt you?”

       “No…” Zhuo Yue felt like the rest of his body had lost all sensation. Only the places touched by those hands were extremely sensitive. Every tiny friction was amplified countless times, letting oneself fall apart completely. His breathing became heavier, and the corners of his eyes were filled with water. He reluctantly said, “I haven’t done it… I, um… don’t know what to do…”

       It was not that he was afraid of hurting himself; he was afraid that he wouldn’t do well.

       The relationship that started out as forced pain finally started to become a willing one. His shy and sensitive slave agrees with this role and approach, which gives him more trust and openness.

       He let go and leaned on the sofa, looking at the confused man in front of him, “Slave, I will let you fully feel and show me your desires. In order to reward your honesty, I give you the right to choose. I will be the one doing it, or you can do it yourself.”

       Zhuo Yue was stunned for a moment before he realised what he meant. He was immediately embarrassed and didn’t know what to do. He blushed and curled up his fingers, and called out shyly, “Master…” There was an element of begging and pleading in his voice, mixed together with some hints of coquettishness. After he said it, he felt even more embarrassed. He wanted to hide but had nowhere to hide, so he lowered his head and said nothing.

       “Don’t like these two options?” The man said leisurely, “You can also use those tools placed in the cage to achieve the same effect.”

       Zhuo Yue froze and shook his head in panic, “No…”

       “Tell me your choice.”

       He hesitated for a moment, then lowered his eyes and said with determination, “I… choose you.”

       Fang Mingyan lowered his gaze and smiled softly, as if a warm wind had arisen out of thin air, blowing the wheat field planted in his heart. He hooked Zhuo Yue’s collar and pulled him into his arms, gently licked his slightly red earlobes, deliberately lowered his voice in his ears, and said word by word, “There will be a price to pay for letting me take action.”

       The hot and moist touch and gentle breath made Zhuo Yue shudder, and he was already turned over, lying on his back on the sofa. The sensitive part between his hind legs was held by the man pressing on him. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes shyly. However, the sudden pain in that place forced him to open it again.

       “Look at me.” Fang Mingyan’s eyes looked like a boundless sea.

       Zhuo Yue’s usual life could be described as simple and ascetic. Apart from self-gratification, he had no sexual experience whatsoever. After being molested in that way, he became resistant to desire. In addition, he had been taking drugs before, and almost didn’t even masturbate. Now the suppressed desire in this body had completely awakened under the guidance of another man.

       The delicate sexual organs gradually swelled under skilful teasing, showing a great excitement in the veins. However, Fang Mingyan seemed reluctant to let everything end too soon. With teasing touches that were almost imperceptible, alternating between quick and slow strokes, and a grip that tightened and loosened unpredictably, Zhuo Yue found himself fluctuating between peaks and valleys. Like a small boat in the waves of desire, he was tossed up and down, as if countless tiny currents were coursing through his body. All thoughts in his mind vanished, leaving only the man before him to dominate his world, providing him with all the pleasure and unbearable sensations.

       He tilted his neck back to reveal the beautiful curve of his neck, the muscles on his inner thighs were tense, and his toes were curled up. The glimmering water in his eyes was filled with lust, and his shy and forbearing expression contained an unquenchable desire. Moans and gasps were mixed together, and the pure voice was stained with lust, and there was a special ambiguous sensuality. After a wave of unrequited requests, he finally couldn’t help but tremble and said, “Master, ahh──”

       “I said, there is a price for my actions. You are not allowed to cum without my permission.” Fang Mingyan curled his lips and rubbed the extremely sensitive crown with his fingertips, causing him to tremble repeatedly. The desire kept accumulating, but when it was about to break through, it was tightly imprisoned in the body again. Zhuo Yue felt that he was going crazy. He could no longer care about shame and other things and just murmured, “Let me cum… Let me cum… I can’t stand it anymore…”

       The man raised his eyebrows and tightened his grip, “Who taught you this rule of ordering your master?”

       “I was wrong…” He begged for mercy with a crying voice, “Master, please…”

       “There is no sincerity.” Fang Mingyan was intent on stalling to build up Zhuo Yue’s patience, so he kept the pace under control.

       However, to his surprise, the person below him whimpered and begged for mercy in vain, slightly propped up his upper body with his arms, then raised his face and took the initiative to press his lips.

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