Month: November 2021 (Page 1 of 3)

Chapter 100

       Wen Jianing’s Ye Xing was pure, but he was not expressionless, and he was naive to the point that it was almost evil. Just like this kind of illness, deeply torturing those who love him.

  Chen Zejun lost Ye Xing. He didn’t catch up to the middle-aged man, and when he came back, Ye Xing was gone. He searched for Ye Xing everywhere, and even went to the rehabilitation facility secretly, but he still couldn’t find Ye Xing.

  However, that night, when he returned home with his exhausted body, and saw Ye Xing squatting at the door of his house waiting for him, Chen Zejun finally couldn’t help his emotions outburst and suddenly hugged Ye Xing tightly.

  In fact, he wanted to be more angry, such as blaming Ye Xing for where he went, but he didn’t have that position, because Ye Xing could only live alone in his own world, and he couldn’t blame him. He could only blame himself for leaving Ye Xing on a strange street.

  Regarding this plot, Wen Jianing tried to discuss the rationality of this scene with Xie Ruoming.

  Because Ye Xing was unconscious when he was taken home by Chen Zejun for the first time, and this was the only time he was taken out by Chen Zejun. The memories of the direction and address were only left when Chen Zejun took him out. How could he find his way back so smoothly?

  Xie Ruoming did not answer directly, but only said, “For Ye Xing, he felt that he must go back to Chen Zejun now. If you are Ye Xing, what kind of explanation is more reasonable?”

  Wen Jianing was silent for a long time, “Of course he will not explain to Chen Zejun, but if he has to make this behavior reasonable, he can probably think that Ye Xing is a genius in some aspects, such as memory and sense of direction, which is also reasonable in the group of autistic patients.”

  Xie Ruoming patted him on the shoulder, “That’s it. Anyway, we don’t say it, Chen Zejun doesn’t say it, the audience will understand by themselves.”

  Wen Jianing smiled helplessly.

  At night, Lu Jinlang stood in the bathroom after taking a shower, sorting out his clothes. Wen Jianing suddenly hugged him from behind.

  Lu Jinlang patted his hand, “What’s the matter?”

  Wen Jianing didn’t say a word, only rubbed Lu Jinlang on his back.

  Lu Jinlang turned his head and saw his alienated and innocent look, so he asked, “Do you want to do role play? Do you want me to play along with you?”

  Wen Jianing said, “I’m just looking for feelings. Sometimes when I see you on the set, I feel a little confused about your identity.”

  Lu Jinlang smiled, “Are you under too much pressure?”

  ”You don’t understand,” Wen Jianing said, “This is called a pursuit.”

  It was already halfway through filming.

  This movie had received attention from all aspects since its early shooting, especially the young fans who liked Ke Xinhang and Lu Jinlang.

  Especially because this was Lu Jinlang’s first film after he won the international award. Although he had received a lot of recognition as a director before, for fans who liked him, naturally wanted to see his performance in the movie.

  And in recent years, Lu Jinlang’s focus had shifted, and the number of movies he participated in had started to decrease.

  Therefore, as soon as the film was shot, although the shooting process was kept confidential, a lot of efforts were made to dig up various resources on the Internet. Even a photo of the set was enough to cause some excitement.

  During this period, Cao Songquan filmed a Lunar New Year comedy, inviting Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang to do guest appearances.

  Lu Jinlang was originally going to refuse, but Cao Songquan tried to persuade Wen Jianing for a long time and asked him to help persuade Lu Jinlang, and finally persuaded Lu Jinlang to agree to appear as a guest.

  Since Cao Songquan’s film was a new year comedy, it was actually relaxed and lively with a plot that did not attract much scrutiny. It was completely starred by many big-name stars.

  Cao Songquan wanted Lu Jinlang and Wen Jianing to act as a same-sex couple, but Lu Jinlang refused without hesitation.

  ”Relax,” Cao Songquan persuaded Lu Jinlang. “The more nervous you are, the more suspicious people will feel. It is better to be more generous and block all those people’s words back.”

  Lu Jinlang snorted and said, “Bullshit, do you think it can block those people’s words back? Stop it. I won’t think about it.”

  When he saw that Cao Songquan couldn’t persuade him, he turned around to persuade Wen Jianing.

  Wen Jianing with a naive expression on his face, said to him, “Do you think I’m stupid?”

  Cao Songquan’s aim was not to take advantage of their scandal to hype up the movie, and he wouldn’t make such a big sacrifice to help him hype it.

  As a result, Cao Songquan arranged the two of them to appear in the same scene and asked them to act as the boyfriends of a couple who broke up. Of course, the couple who broke up are a man and a woman. As for why the current have become men, anyway, it was an illogical comedy, no one intended to ask the details of it.

  ”What do you think of Ye Xing’s feelings for Chen Zejun?” Wen Jianing asked Lu Jinlang later.

  Lu Jinlang did not ask him back like usual, but said, “I think Chen Zejun’s affection for Ye Xing is probably due to some parent-child affection.”

  Wen Jianing thoughtfully, “Chen Zejun has no daughter, and Ye Xing’s father died too early. If Chen Zejun has a father-son relationship with Ye Xing, it is normal for Ye Xing to have such affection for Chen Zejun. But is it just family affection? Do you say Ye Xing loves Chen Zejun?”

  Lu Jinlang asked him, “What kind of love? The love of love?”

  Wen Jianing didn’t answer, just looked at him.

  Lu Jinlang said, “Family affection is originally a kind of love, I think there are some feelings that have no absolute boundaries, there is no need to distinguish them so clearly.”

  The second suspect was crossed out by Chen Zejun again.

  He was increasingly unable to find a direction on this road, and the only thing he could hold in his hand seemed to be Ye Xing alone.

  Because he had Ye Xing at home, at least he didn’t come home to an empty and dark room every day, because Ye Xing always turned on the light and sat in the living room waiting for him.  If Ye Xing didn’t wait until he comes back, he wouldn’t sleep by himself.

  Chen Zejun was helping Ye Xing wash his hair that day.

  Because the shampoo got into his eyes, Ye Xing struggled uncomfortably and moved his body to avoid him, but Chen Zejun pressed him to prevent him from moving, and coaxed him, “It will be fine soon, just bear with it a little longer.”

  At this time, Chen Zejun received a call from the administrator of the building of the rehabilitation facility that he paid, because he saw a man harassing a little girl in the building. This man was different from the previous suspects because he was thin.

  Chen Zejun’s complexion changed and said to Ye Xing, “You wash yourself,” and hurriedly left.

  After that, he tracked him up. As a policeman, Chen Zejun naturally had his special investigation skills until he secretly broke into the man’s house and found a lot of evidence of his crime, and then staged the last scene in the movie script.

  Ye Xing stabbing Chen Zejun with a knife was the highlight of the whole movie, and it was also the climax of the movie.

  Later, this was the stage that the audience called the great performance of Lu Jinlang and Ke Xinhang.

  When Xie Ruoming was interviewed, he also confessed that he had never imagined that a young actor under twenty-five years old could portray a role to such a level. Perhaps this could only be called a talent for acting.

  But whether this was talent or not, only Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang knew.

  From his debut to the present, Wen Jianing had experienced no less hardships than anyone from the beginning to becoming a Film Emperor, and that was the result of his hard work.

  After his life ended and he started again as Ke Xinhang, he didn’t work less. Until now, he was still honing his acting skills.

  Even Lu Jinlang saw him standing in front of the mirror more than once, observing his expression and the reaction he expected.

  Lu Jinlang asked him if he was under too much pressure. Maybe he was, but for Wen Jianing, it was more of a dedication to his career.

  So when Ye Xing, played by Wen Jianing, raised the knife high and aimed it at Chen Zejun lying on the ground, the tip of the knife exposed in the lens was trembling slightly. It was not the trembling deliberately performed, but the emotional outburst Wen Jianing had at the moment, which was really uncontrollable.

  And when Lu Jinlang saw his tears fall, his eyes started to turn red.

  Lu Jinlang entered the play. He was brought into the play by Wen Jianing. He could feel the attraction of the other party to him almost magically. Therefore, after the two of them got together in a game mentality and a form of contract, they attracted each other and fell deeper and deeper under each other’s real or fake performance.

  At the end of the script, Ye Xing avoided Chen Zejun’s vitals and stabbed him with a single knife. However, at this time, Wen Jianing, who was fully integrated into the role, recurred in his mind the scene of two people getting along, as if rewinding, slowly tracing back, until he saw Chen Zejun standing up in the courtroom at first, testified that his father was the murderer.

  He opened his mouth as if he couldn’t breathe well, breathing heavily, making a sharp sound deep in his throat.

  The staff who were shooting on-site were a little shocked. The assistant director looked at Xie Ruoming and signalled to him if he wanted to stop.

  However, Xie Ruoming shook his head.

  Because Lu Jinlang didn’t stop, he looked at Wen Jianing, his throat hoarse as if he was seriously ill, but he said in a completely gentle tone, “It’s ten o’clock, it’s time to go to bed.”

  Wen Jianing let out a sharp howl like an injured animal, and when the knife finally stabbed down, it changed its direction. It did not stab Lu Jinlang’s body, and instead pressed his fist against his chest. He threw himself on Lu Jinlang, gasping for breath and letting out a painful cry of woe.

  Xie Ruoming reacted swiftly, so that everyone would not be dazed and continue the performance.

  Then the police broke in and pulled Ye Xing away from Chen Zejun.

  And at this time, Lu Jinlang raised a hand and grabbed Ye Xing’s back collar and refused to let it go. He held it tightly, not knowing whether this emotion was more of hate or love until the two of them were forcibly separated and pulled away.

  After the shooting, Xie Ruoming thought for a long time.

  Wen Jianing sat aside, quietly recovering his emotions. The unconcealed sadness still lingered in his heart, he could only close his eyes and let himself go.

  Lu Jinlang also quieted, then raised his hand to Wen Jianing’s shoulder.

  In fact, the best thing that Lu Jinlang could do at this time is to hug him and let him be separated from the character and return to reality, but the environment was not suitable, and Lu Jinlang could only do the bare minimum.

  He can only use the heat of his palm to warm Wen Jianing’s cold body a little bit.

  Xie Ruoming repeated the scene just now until Wen Jianing recovered his mood and came over to ask him if it was bad.

  Xie Ruoming groaned. In fact, what kind of reaction people will have on certain occasions was inherently uncertain. It couldn’t be said which was more reasonable to stab it or not to stab it.

  But in the end, Wen Jianing, as an actor in this role, had experienced the memories of being with Chen Zejun on behalf of Ye Xing. Perhaps in that situation, his stress response was more reasonable than that of an outsider who only relied on imagination.

  But obviously, Xie Ruoming liked the ending of the original script more, so he still asked Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang to follow the script and film the last scene again.

  The main scene was shot at the end. According to Xie Ruoming’s habit, after this scene was over, the whole movie was officially finished.

  After this drama, Wen Jianing took a long vacation with Lu Jinlang and went to Canada to visit Wen Cuilan.

  Within a short period of time, Lu Jinlang did not want Wen Jianning to continue to take up another play. He was a little afraid that Wen Jianing would not be able to withdraw from the play because even Lu Jinlang felt too immersed by the last performance until now.

  But obviously, Wen Jianing could adjust his emotions better than he thought.

  After living in Canada for nearly a month, Wen Jianing did not show any depression at all. Instead, he lived happily with his mother for a period of time.

  Wen Cuilan’s husband didn’t know that Ke Xinhang was Wen Jianing. He only thought he was the godson Wen Cuilan adopted. However, his attitude towards same-sex couples was quite tolerant and open, and the life of the family together was fairly harmonious.

  It was a year before the film was officially released.

  In the middle of the year, Wen Jianing took over some commercials, appeared on some promotional programs, and more than anything else, he had been preparing for his next film.

  This widely watched movie had become a hot topic on the internet before it was released. It broke the box office record for the premiere of the Mandarin film on the first day of its release. Naturally, all the seats were booked, and the venue was full.

  Wen Jianing had become one of the top domestic male stars because of the dramatic rise in the value of this drama, and his popularity was getting higher and higher.

  In terms of popularity, even Lu Jinlang couldn’t compare to him.

  In the Academy Awards that year, the film “The Culprit” won more than ten nominations, including two finalists for the best actor, Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang.

  Last year, the scandal between the two of them was raging, but then there was no more information. Until now, some fans still remembered it. In addition, the tacit understanding of the acting skills of the two people in the play had become the focus of attention.

  Even when many media were analyzing the most likely winners, they couldn’t help but revisit the old things and talked about the scandals of the two people.

  But after all, it was a scandal between two men. When everyone talked about it, they regarded it as just a joke, so they quickly forgot it.

  Finally it was the day of the awards ceremony. Wen Jianing wore a black dress and stood quietly in front of the mirror for a long time.

  Lu Jinlang appeared behind him and said to him, “Tinghuan has already come to pick you up, but you are not ready to leave yet.”

  Wen Jianing took a deep breath and said, “I’m very nervous.”

  Lu Jinlang smiled, “You are nervous because you are expecting something, how about it? Are you sure you’re going to win?”

  Wen Jianing heard the words and smiled, “I didn’t say anything.”

  Lu Jinlang said, “It doesn’t matter, that’s your strength, this award should be yours.”

  Wen Jianing said to him, “Don’t say that, why would I feel bad if I didn’t get it? Don’t forget that there are several other nominations, and it’s not just a war between the two of us.”

  Lu Jinlang said, “Well, I am looking forward to it.”

  This year, the organizing committee arranged for Wen Jianing to be next to Lu Jinlang.

  Before the award ceremony officially began, Wen Jianing stood up and looked back, trying to find the place where he had sat in the year he just became Ke Xinhang. He remembered that all his invitations were given to the company, not to him personally.

  Lu Jinlang had already sat down before him, talking in a low voice to the people around him.

  Wen Jianing took a deep breath and sat down slowly.

  The awards ceremony officially began. The host appeared on the stage and gave a lot of witty words. They even saw Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang sitting side by side and took it out to give some jokes.

  Both people behaved naturally and graciously, listening to the host joking about them, they just smiled and said nothing.

  In fact, Wen Jianing felt nervous before coming here, but when he really sat here, he was relaxed instead. He was dedicated to chasing this honor, but whether he could win the award this time might not be that important to him, because he was far from reaching the peak of his career. He believed that he could sit in this position every year in the future and looked forward to what should belong to him. No, he should have a higher and farther position and greater expectations.

  Nevertheless, the highlight of the whole night still fell on the best actor award.

  Even the award-presenting MC were not willing to rush to announce the results, wanting to save this suspense until the last moment. The camera repeatedly switched between Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang.

  At the tensest moment, Wen Jianing found himself very calm. If Lu Jinlang could really beat him again and won the prize, he seemed to have nothing to be upset about. He was willing to accept the fact that Lu Jinlang was better than him, and what he had to do in the future was to continue to work hard with Lu Jinlang as his goal.

  ”The best actor is—” the award-presenting MC dragged his tone, looking towards the audience with a smile on his face.

  Wen Jianing suddenly felt Lu Jinlang touch his hand underneath. He dared not turn his head blatantly to look at Lu Jinlang, nor dared to shake off his hand, for fear that the camera would catch it, so he could only touch the back of his hand without moving.

  ”Ke Xinhang!” the guests announced loudly.

  At that moment, Wen Jianing’s heartbeat stopped for a while, and there was no expression on his face. It was not that he was pretending to be calm, but he was rather at a loss.

  Fierce applause broke out at the scene.

  Lu Jinlang stood up first, and then Wen Jianing reacted. He stood up, hugged Lu Jinlang, and whispered in his ear, “I love you.”

  Lu Jinlang smiled and hugged him tightly, then let him go.

  The scene of Wen Jianing talking in Lu Jinlang’s ear was captured by the camera, but because of the angle, they couldn’t see his mouth clearly.

  After holding the trophy from the award-presenting guests, Wen Jianing stood in front of the microphone and gave an acceptance speech. He talked a lot, and everyone heard nothing new. Most of them were about movies, and about the friends who cared about and helped him. In particular, he called on everyone to pay attention to this group of autism, and hope that people can give them more help.

  In fact, there were some things he really wanted to say. He wanted to say that there was a person who was very important to him, that person has an extraordinary meaning in his life, and that was the person he should be most grateful to.

  But he still didn’t say it in the end. He just glanced at Lu Jinlang. All his emotions for him were contained in the sentence I love you just now. They understood each other’s emotions, that was enough.

  Maybe in ten or twenty years, he believed that one day they could be fearless. They didn’t need to declare their feelings to anyone, they would no longer have to hide, and they would no longer be afraid of who would know about the relationship.

  After giving his testimony, just before he stepped down, the host suddenly stopped him and asked, “What did you say in Lu Jinlang’s ear just now?”

  There was a burst of laughter at the scene.

  Wen Jianing looked at the host with a smile, and said, “I say thank you.”

  The host said, “It doesn’t look like the shape of the mouth.”

  Wen Jianing laughed out loud after hearing this, and said, “I said I love him.”

  There was another burst of laughter at the scene.

  The camera was aimed at Lu Jinlang. He smiled and nodded, indicating that it was true.

  But no one knew how many people take it seriously and how many people didn’t believe it.

  Wen Jianing stepped down and walked slowly in the direction of Lu Jinlang. He suddenly found that he could hardly remember how he stepped down when he first won the prize.

  He probably watched Lu Jinlang at that time, but what were his thoughts? Forget it, don’t think about it, as long as he grasped the present, it was better than anything.


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Chapter 15

       “No need,” He Yunsheng refused firmly.

       Xi Feng paused for a while and then continued to pour some soup into a small bowl and put it in front of He Yunsheng, “I asked my mother, she said that the broken bones can heal faster with drinking some bone soup to replenish calcium.”

       He Yunsheng looked down at the soup bowl Xi Feng had brought in front of him. He could feel the steam hitting his face, but he still refused, “I don’t want it.”

       None of them refused to give in, and it was a little awkward.

       Xi Feng pulled a chair and sat down next to him. He put the bowl in front of He Yunsheng and said, “Don’t make things difficult. It’s just soup, and I boiled it for a long time yesterday.”

       He Yunsheng looked at Xi Feng, “I’m not going to drink your soup. Take it away.”

       Xi Feng’s expression dimmed, and after a while, he said, “Then just take it and pour it out if you are not going to drink it. It’s useless if you don’t drink it anyway.”

       He Yunsheng sat quietly for a while, stood up and poured the soup in the bowl back into the thermos, and then walked outside with the thermos.

       Xi Feng froze in his seat.

       He Yunsheng carried the thermos to the bathroom.

       At this time, all the colleagues had gone to eat lunch, and the corridor was empty without a single person.

       He Yunsheng actually was not a hard-hearted person. But in front of Xi Feng, he would rather pour out the soup. He could detect the change in Xi Feng’s attitude toward him, and whether the other party was serious or just temporarily interested, He Yunsheng did not intend to accept it.

       Since he didn’t accept it, he mustn’t allow the slightest ambiguity, and he won’t give the other party the slightest hope.

       He poured out the soup in the thermos bucket thoroughly. He took out the bones and threw them in the trash can. He Yunsheng brought the empty thermos bucket back and put it in front of Xi Feng, and said, “It’s emptied. You can go now.”

       Xi Feng’s raised hand shook visibly for a few moments. In the end, he held the handle of the thermos barrel. He took a deep breath and stood up, and said, “Go have lunch, and work again after you’ve eaten.”

       He Yunsheng sat back at his desk and replied, “I know.”

       Xi Feng stood up and walked outside carrying the thermos bucket. He Yunsheng looked at his tall back and somewhat always felt it looked a little lonely.

       Xi Feng put the empty thermos on the desk. He sat quietly and felt uncomfortable after a while. He then took the thermos to the bathroom to clean it. In the end, there was oil in the thermos, and after washing for a long time, he stained his hand with oil. He simply squeezed a lot of hand soap into it and continued to rub it vigorously.

       He raised his head occasionally, and Xi Feng saw his desperate reflection when he saw himself in the large mirror in front of the sink.

       He put the clean thermos next to his seat. He was not in the mood to go to lunch, so he lay down on the table and planned to take a nap. He felt that it was really bad for him to be like this. As a man, he should be a little more big-hearted. Otherwise, He Yunsheng might look down on him even more.

       To put it nicely, Xi Feng has a straightforward character, but to put it badly, he is someone with thick nerves. If he likes a person, he will chase the other party until they accept or show a blatant rejection.

       He Yunsheng is the only one who makes him so torn, and it’s all because of He Yunsheng’s gender.

       However, no matter how thick-headed Xi Feng is, he can also be very considerate. Once he likes you, he can give his heart wholeheartedly, regardless of everything.

       He Yunsheng showed blatant rejection to him but did not completely deter Xi Feng. That’s why he believed that He Yunsheng’s rejection was because he was hurt at the beginning.

       Looking back at how he acted, Xi Feng also felt that he really deserved it. If he had known that one day he would like He Yunsheng— but there would be no way to know it earlier.

       That’s the way it is with emotions. Didn’t someone sing it in the song? One person breaks free, and one person picks it up1莫文蔚Karen Mok【陰天Overcast】.

       He Yunsheng broke free. Now he can only pick it up behind him.

       He felt hungry early in the afternoon as a result of not having lunch at noon. In the evening after work, Xi Feng asked for three or two noodles plus two buns in the noodle shop below his house.

       There was a little bit too much chili in the noodles, and he eats a lot that he keeps wiping his nose with a tissue.

       After taking a shower at night, Xi Feng was sitting on the bed in pajamas and surfing the Internet with his mobile phone. He suddenly found out He Yunsheng’s number from the company’s WeChat group, and typed it over and said, “I’ll sing you a song.”

       He didn’t know whether the other party saw it or not. Anyway, He Yunsheng didn’t respond to him.

       Xi Feng cleared his throat and sang a section of Karen Mok’s “Overcast” to He Yunsheng.

  After Xi Feng sang, he felt a little more relaxed, kicked the quilt with his long legs, pulled up half of his head, and closed his eyes to sleep.

       At work the next day, Xi Feng sent a message to He Yunsheng before noon, “Would you like to have lunch together?”

       He Yunsheng did not reply to him.

       Actually, Xi Feng rarely used WeChat to contact He Yunsheng. He felt that it was extremely inconvenient to wait too long for an answer, so he preferred to call. But now, he is always worried that He Yunsheng will not answer his calls, so he feels that WeChat is safer. As long as He Yunsheng doesn’t block him, it’s okay.

       As for going to see He Yunsheng face to face, Xi Feng was a little scared. He Yunsheng’s behavior of pouring out the bone broth hit him too hard, and he was afraid that he would not be able to sustain another blow like that.

       Xi Feng didn’t know if He Yunsheng’s car had been repaired or not, but even if it is repaired, with He Yunsheng’s current state, he should not be able to drive back with the car.

       Xi Feng thought he might be able to mention it to him and help him drive the car back.

       When he got off work in the afternoon, he was waiting for He Yunsheng in the lobby on the first floor, only to see He Yunsheng hurried out of the elevator. Before he could come up and talk to He Yunsheng, the other party had already walked out.

       There was a car outside waiting for He Yunsheng outside.

       Xi Feng walked around to look and saw that it was a Cadillac. He had seen the driver. It was the man who had dinner with He Yunsheng last time.

       He Yunsheng pulled the car door and got in the passenger seat, and left with the man who was driving while talking and laughing.

       Xi Feng let out a deep breath and couldn’t bear to squat down at the company entrance and hugged his head. After holding his head for a while, he let go of his hand and stood up, turned his head, and saw Xu Qing coming out from the entrance gave him a cold look.

       He一always felt sorry for Xu Qing, so he took a half step back and walked around the side to leave.

       This situation lasted for more than a month. Except for the never-answered WeChat, Xi Feng did not say a word to He Yunsheng.

  Sometimes when looking in the mirror, he feels that he has lost weight. He has tried many times to no avail, but he has never attempted to one-sidedly and forcefully harass him. Whether the result will be hopeless or not, Xi Feng himself doesn’t know.

       He didn’t know if it was because God thinks he’s too pitiful. At the end of November, the company arranged an official business trip. It should have been the deputy director of Xi Feng’s department, but the deputy director took time off because his wife had just delivered a baby.

       As a result, finally, an opportunity fell to Xi Feng.

       It was the deputy manager of the company who led a group of seven people to visit an expo in another province.

       This was not something to be too excited about. However, it might be different for He Yunsheng and his colleagues.

       There are only two female colleagues in their group of seven, and the others are male colleagues. They have booked four rooms in the hotel.

       The deputy manager naturally stayed in a room by himself, and the remaining three rooms were standard rooms. The two ladies stayed in one room, and the arrangements for the others have not yet been agreed upon.

       When he got on the plane, Xi Feng saw that He Yunsheng’s seat was in front of him diagonally, and he didn’t even need to turn his head to see He Yunsheng’s every move.

       And He Yunsheng began to sleep shortly after takeoff, and he didn’t know if he was really fell asleep. He didn’t move for a long time.

       A male colleague sat next to Xi Feng and bumped his arm when Xi Feng was watching a movie and whispered, “Let’s stay together in one room.”

       Because in addition to He Yunsheng, there is also a middle-aged male colleague who is also a middle-ranking officer. The young man next to Xi Feng is young and doesn’t want to stay with his superiors in a room.

       When Xi Feng heard it, he just said, “It depends on your leader. I can’t say anything.”

       After getting off the plane, their pre-booked commercial car took them to the hotel and checked in first.

       The pot-bellied middle-aged man glanced at He Yunsheng and then at Xi Feng. Finally, he chose the young guy next to Xi Feng and said, “Let’s stay in one room.”

       After saying that, he even pretended to ask He Yunsheng, “Manager He, is that okay?”

       He Yunsheng didn’t even look at Xi Feng and replied, “It’s okay.”

       The young man has no choice but to nod his head and say, “Aah!”

       Xi Feng stood beside He Yunsheng and handed in his ID card.

      After a while, the front desk of the hotel handed the room card to He Yunsheng. He Yunsheng took out one and pushed it directly in front of Xi Feng from the counter in front of him.

       Xi Feng stretched out his hand and put the card in his pocket, turned around, took his travel bag in one hand and lifted He Yunsheng’s suitcase with the other, and walked towards the elevator.

       He Yunsheng immediately said, “I can do it myself.”

       Xi Feng didn’t speak and walked forward with his head lowered.

       After entering the room, the two of them unpacked their things separately.

       Xi Feng actually had nothing to unpack. He felt uncomfortable after sitting on the plane for a long time, so he sat on the bed and took off his shoes. It was just that after taking it off, he was suddenly worried about whether his feet would smell foul, and he glanced at He Yunsheng, who had put the towel, water cup, and pajamas one by one, and hesitated if he should actually put his shoes back on first.

       They are going to stay here for four nights. He Yunsheng is probably a bit of a clean freak, except for the daily necessities that are inconvenient to bring; He Yunsheng brought everything else.

       Xi Feng only had a small travel bag, thinking that the weather might be cold, and only brought some underwear and socks, not even an extra coat.

       He sat on the bed and looked at He Yunsheng calmly, saying that although He Yunsheng didn’t admit it, he was really a bit girly sometimes.

       It’s just that Xi Feng suddenly found that even the girly He Yunsheng doesn’t seem to feel annoying anymore, but instead, he finds it quite cute.

       He Yunsheng felt disturbed by Xi Feng’s stare. He persuades himself not to get angry and just do his own thing.

       After finishing cleaning up, he raised his head to look at Xi Feng and said, “What are you staring at me for?”

       Xi Feng didn’t dare to speak and provoke him, so he could only look for the remote control and said, “I forgot to turn on the TV.”

       He Yunsheng sat down by the bed, and instead of watching TV, he took out his mobile phone and looked at it for a while.

       On a whim, Xi Feng grabbed the phone he had left by the bed and sent a WeChat to He Yunsheng: “Would you like to go for a walk after dinner?”

  After the message was sent, he heard He Yunsheng’s mobile phone ringing a WeChat alert tone, and he also noticed that He Yunsheng’s movements were noticeably stopped. Of course, He Yunsheng didn’t reply to him, but Xi Feng was satisfied, knowing that He Yunsheng had been seeing his WeChat messages.


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He had been thinking about it for so long, and his classmates’ words were just a push to him


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Chapter 99

  Zhu Zexin was punched in the nose by Ke Xinfan, and he stepped back a few steps, and some blood immediately dripped from his nose. He panicked and covered his nose with one hand, and cursed, “What the fvck?”

  Several people in the room stood up all at once.

  Ke Xinfan was not afraid. He walked towards the room, and at the same time he took out a gun from his inside jacket pocket with a flick of his hand, loaded it and pointed it straight at Zhu Zexin’s head, and said fiercely, “You bastard!”

  Zhu Zexin was stunned at once.

  The people in the room also lost their voices immediately. They were about to gather around just now, but now they all stood still in confusion.

  Ke Xinfan did not come alone. At the moment he took out a gun and pointed it at Zhu Zexin’s head, six or seven people came in from outside the door.

  Wen Jianing got up from the sofa.

  Ke Xinfan glanced at him, and said impatiently, “It’s nothing to do with you, get out.”

  Wen Jianing hesitated for a moment, but he did not say much and walked out of the room.

  At this moment, a young man who broke in from behind walked up to Ke Xinfan and handed him an envelope.

  Ke Xinfan glared at Zhu Zexin for a moment, retracted the gun, and tore the envelope open, all the photos inside fell on the ground.

  Zhu Zexin’s face suddenly became cold.

  Ke Xinfan stepped on a photo and said, “Is this your mother?”

  Zhu Zexin said nothing.

  Ke Xinfan stepped on another photo and said, “Your sister? I heard that she’s still in college? It’s a pity that she doesn’t look very good and doesn’t suit my taste.”

  Zhu Zexin couldn’t stand it anymore, and shouted, “What did you do to them?”

  Ke Xinfan said, “Nothing. Just finding someone to watch them, while I’m just waiting and seeing what you can do to my brother?”

  At this time, one of the people who were with Zhu Zexin couldn’t help but step forward.

  Ke Xinfan raised his finger to him, “It’s none of your business! Do you want to drag his sister into it? If you want, just give it a try.”

  That person immediately didn’t dare to act rashly.

  Ke Xinfan suddenly lifted his foot and kicked Zhu Zexin, causing him to fall to the ground on his back, then stomped on his chest, sneered and said, “What’s the matter? Using threats to blackmail someone, huh? This is not all that I have. Let me tell you, if you want to be cruel, you should also weigh whether you have the guts, what should be provoked and what should not be provoked. Why do you think Lu Jinlang still doesn’t do anything to you? It’s because he doesn’t care about you at all, nor is he afraid of your little tricks.”

  Zhu Zexin’s face flushed red, and he looked at Ke Xinfan bitterly.

  Ke Xinfan said again, “You should thank me for saving your life, otherwise if you really touch my brother. You will be afraid that you don’t even know how to die.”

  Zhu Zexin’s chest was violently up and down, and he gritted his teeth for a while and said, “I didn’t touch him.”

  Ke Xinfan said, “I know you didn’t touch him, otherwise how can you still hear me talking nonsense to you here? I advise you, since you can’t get out, don’t make these crooked ideas. You can’t afford to play hard.”

  Zhu Zexin looked at Ke Xinfan and said, “Don’t touch my mother and my sister, I will give you the photo.”

  Ke Xinfan snorted coldly, “Keep the photo for yourself to play. If you dare to leak it out, you will suffer the consequences yourself, think about it.”

  Outside the villa, Wen Jianing stood quietly with his back leaning on his car.

  After a while, Ke Xinfan walked out of it.

  Wen Jianing asked him, “What about the photo?”

  Ke Xinfan said, “I told him to put it away by himself. Anyway, as long as it leaked out, I’ll trouble him, whether he does it on purpose or not.”

  Wen Jianing was silent for a while.

  Ke Xinfan said, “Don’t worry, he won’t dare.”

  He got in contact again with Ke Xinfan again exactly after Wen Jianing was involved in the car accident. In fact, they had always had contact information with each other, but they had not contacted each other.

  After Wen Jianing was in a car accident, Ke Xinfan took the initiative to call him, and the first sentence was to ask, “Is he dead yet?”

  But after hearing that Wen Jianing was fine, Ke Xinfan’s tone was obviously relieved.

  Today Wen Jianing came to see Zhu Zexin. Of course, he would not be so stupid to come alone, but he did not tell Lu Jinlang and asked if Ke Xinfan could help him.

  After Ke Xinfan returned, he really defeated Boss Yuan by his own ability. In his opinion, Zhu Zexin was not ruthless enough. Not ruthless enough to others, not ruthless enough to himself, and really couldn’t do a big deal.

  So he told Wen Jianing that he would come to help him clean up Zhu Zexin.

  ”Lu Jinlang is too polite. You should deal with this kind of person until they are too scared that they don’t dare to chirp anymore.”

  From the first time he met Ke Xinfan to the present, Wen Jianing’s feelings and attitude towards him have changed a lot.

  He had no brothers or sisters since he was a child, and suddenly there was an elder brother who was very mean to him, but he was actually very kind to him and cared about him, which was actually a thing worth cherishing for him.

  Although he had hesitated if it was better to tell Ke Xinfan about his true identity, Wen Jianing quickly rejected this idea. Since Ke Xinfan did not know that the real Ke Xinhang was no longer there, let him consider himself Ke Xinhang.

  ”Big brother,” Wen Jianing suddenly reached out and hugged Ke Xinfan.

  Ke Xinfan shook off his goosebumps and stretched out his hand to push Wen Jianing, “Why are you so disgusting?”

  Wen Jianing still hugged him and sighed, “Alright, so be it.”

  Chen Zejun lost his police officer’s ID. Although he had a fake ID, his presence in the building of the rehabilitation institution was very easy to arouse suspicion, after all, the people in the rehabilitation institution knew his identity.

  He checked the man who appeared on the surveillance. He was a good for nothing who was engaged in dishonest works. Although he seemed suspicious, he appeared in the rehabilitation facility that afternoon to borrow the bathroom, and he left soon afterwards.

  In order to find out what that person was doing that afternoon, Chen Zejun almost got into a fight with him.

  Chen Zejun came home very tired, sat on the sofa, raised his hand and held his face without saying a word.

  Ye Xing hid behind the door to watch him.

  After a while, Chen Zejun looked up and saw Ye Xing, and beckoned him to come over.

  Ye Xing hesitated, and still refused to go.

  Chen Zejun didn’t have the energy to entangle him. He lay down on the sofa and closed his eyes.

  After some time, Chen Zejun suddenly felt Ye Xing pulling his arm. He opened his eyes and looked at Ye Xing with some confusion.

  Ye Xing said, “It’s bedtime.”

  Chen Zejun didn’t want to move, and said to him, “Go to sleep.”

  Ye Xing was still pulling him, as if trying to pull him into the room, and repeated, “Go to sleep.”

  Chen Zejun suddenly reacted. It turned out that Ye Xing was used to sleeping with him these days, and he suddenly saw him sleeping on the sofa today. So Ye Xing couldn’t bear it anymore and had to pull him to the bed.

  Chen Zejun had no choice but to get up from the sofa and go to the room to sleep with Ye Xing.

  Lu Jinlang was told that Wen Jianing went to see Zhu Zexin without telling him.

  Lu Jinlang did not blame him, only said, “If you think it’s appropriate to handle it that way, I have no objection.”

  However, after that, Lu Jinlang invited Ke Xinfan to Lu’s house to have a meal together.

  Although it was more appropriate to invite Wen Cuilan to this meal, after all the fact about Wen Jianing’s true identity was not convenient and not easy to talk about. Lu Jinlang never intended to let the family know, so the one who was invited to this meal was replaced by Ke Xinfan. With the addition of Ke Xinhang’s brother, the families on both sides were now gathered together.

  Ke Xinfan looked rowdy, and Lu Jinfeng saw him rather uncomfortably.

  However, when he was in the Lu family, he really minded his manner, especially his attitude towards old lady Lu was very good, so Lu Jinfeng didn’t express any opinions.

  Later, after Ke Xinfan left, Lu Jinfeng only coldly slapped three words out, “Contact him less.”

  The old lady thought Lu Jinfeng was too rude and was afraid that Wen Jianing would be upset when she heard it. She quickly explained to Wen Jianing that Lu Jinfeng didn’t mean that, so let him not care.

  Wen Jianing said with a smile, “I understand, it doesn’t matter, my elder brother has a bad personality. I don’t mind it.”

  He not only has a bad personality but also had a cheap mouth.

  Fortunately, Wen Jianing was used to it. No matter what he said, he would not take it to heart, even if Ke Xinfan deliberately used his physical disability to provoke him.

  ”Like a child,” Wen Jianing commented on Ke Xinfan.

  Lu Jinlang heard it, and said with a smile, “If you really think about it, it’s more appropriate for him to call you big brother.”

  Wen Jianing propped his face with one hand and smiled too.

  Ye Xing stayed at home for several days and never went out.

  Chen Zejun brought him out suddenly. He didn’t even have a change of clothes, because he had some free time today, so he suddenly wanted to take Ye Xing out to eat something delicious and buy him two new sets of clothes.

  Chen Zejun used to take his daughter out to play when he was free.

  But his time was very irregular, because he did not take weekends off, and worked shifts. In addition, he usually worked a lot of overtime, so the time to take his daughter out was very precious.

  He first took Ye Xing to eat, and after they finished eating, he took him to the mall to buy clothes.

  When passing a toy store, Ye Xing stood in front of the window and looked at the model train inside and refused to leave.

  Strangely, Ye Xing, like Chen Zejun’s daughter, loved small trains very much. When he looked at Ye Xing’s profile, Chen Zejun felt a little speechless, as if something was predestined to doom.

  Strictly speaking, this kind of feeling was probably called empathy. However, it was clear that one was an 18-year-old young man and the other was a 10-year-old girl. Apart from both suffering from the same autism, there was no other similarity, but Chen Zejun continued to look for his daughter in Ye Xing.

  Ye Xing looked at the little train for a long time, and suddenly stopped when he raised his head.

  Chen Zejun had been paying attention to his expression. At this time, he looked at his gaze and found that he was actually looking at the reflection in the shop window, which was the shadow of a man on the glass across the street.

  Chen Zejun suddenly turned his head and saw a middle-aged man.

  Chen Zejun still had an impression of this middle-aged man. That was a teacher who used to be in a rehabilitation institution. Chen Zejun once left work early to pick up his daughter and saw him beating and scolding the child in the classroom. Ye Xing was also kicked to the ground by him at the time and did not get up for a long time.

  According to Chen Zejun’s understanding, his daughter had also been beaten before and was spanked by the man who took off her pants. At that time, Chen Zejun almost beat the man out of anger, and then he was expelled from the rehabilitation facility.

  Chen Zejun froze for a moment and surprisingly left Ye Xing behind and ran towards the opposite side of the street.


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Chapter 14

       He Yunsheng had just finished speaking, and Xi Feng had already taken two steps to grab his mobile phone. Xi Feng hung up the phone and said, “Don’t call anyone. I can continue to take care of you tonight.”

       He Yunsheng didn’t take a step forward to fight over his phone but watched him and couldn’t help but sneer, “You? Taking care of me? Are you going to take care of me for the rest of your life?”

       Xi Feng was stunned when he heard the words, he rubbed He Yunsheng’s cell phone with his finger, and he couldn’t speak for a long while.

       He Yunsheng continued, “Do you feel sorry for me? Are you going to take care of me when I become an old man and become a lonely man?”

       “I…” Xi Feng could neither agree nor say no.

  He Yunsheng felt somewhat powerless, “Xi Feng, I can’t get married, I will find a man I love to be with, and that’s the end for me. You’ve cared enough about me to go beyond being a friend, so let’s stop here.”

       After finishing speaking, He Yunsheng took his cell phone back from Xi Feng’s hand, did not redial the number. He just turned around and walked inside.

       Xi Feng stood in place for more than ten minutes, never getting the answer he wanted, and finally turned around despondently and left.

       He Yunsheng did not call anyone to accompany him and returned home alone, sitting on the sofa in silence for half an hour.

  When brushing his teeth, He Yunsheng tried for a long time but failed to squeeze the toothpaste onto the toothbrush because he could only use one hand. He felt impatient and angry. He waved his hand, swept all the cups and toothbrushes on the sink to the ground, and slammed the marble countertop with his left hand fiercely.

       He was really tired of Xi Feng. If not for him, his life would not have been so bad!

       At work the next day, He Yunsheng went to ask the manager in charge for leave because he could not use one of his hands. Seeing that the National Day was a few days away, he simply took all his annual leave this year.

       The manager saw that he had hurt his hand, so he asked him to hand over the work and approved his leave.

       After applying for leave, He Yunsheng returned to the office and handed over his works with his colleagues. He went straight home on the same day and booked a flight and hotel online, intending to fly to Japan for vacation.

       Xi Feng only learned that He Yunsheng was on vacation that afternoon. He heard the news from his colleagues in the financial department. At that time, he was somewhat disappointed and frustrated. He went back to the office, took out his cell phone, and looked at He Yunsheng’s number for a long time but didn’t dial out.

       By now, he didn’t know that He Yunsheng was hiding from him, and he really felt like there was a screw loose on his head.

       When he left work in the afternoon, Xi Feng met Xu Qing in the elevator.

       Xu Qing stood in front, not looking at him from the start until his end. When the elevator reached the first floor and the door opened, Xu Qing raised her head and walked outside.

       Xi Feng looked at Xu Qing’s back, knowing that he would not be able to go back this time. No matter how much he said sorry, it would be useless. He knows he didn’t like Xu Qing enough. If he continues to be with each other, he will still be unable to avoid hurting each other, so it’s better to end it now.

       Thinking of this, Xi Feng suddenly thought of He Yunsheng, who didn’t want to get married. If you have to be with someone you don’t love, it will be a torture for each other for a long time.

       He went to work every day, went back home to eat, play online games and sleep.

       Xi Feng’s life was boring, but once he calmed down, all the things he thought about in his head were He Yunsheng. Even when he was dating in college, he never tossed and turned for a person.

       It lasted until the National Day holiday. On the eve of the holiday, his mother called and asked him if he wanted to go home. Xi Feng hesitated and said he couldn’t go back. Shortly after the end of the call, he received a call from his closest classmate in college, telling him he was getting married.

       Xi Feng was stunned at the time, “Why is it so sudden?”

       The classmate said, “It was decided suddenly, and I didn’t plan to do it at first. So I called to tell my good friends.”

       Xi Feng asked him quickly, “What day? I must come to the wedding.”

       The classmate smiled, “There really is no ceremony. We are just going to get the certificate before the holiday, and it’s over. If you want to come, come and play on National Day and see my wife along the way.”

       As he heard this invitation, Xi Feng’s heart stirred for a moment, and he said, “Wait for me, I’ll think about it.”

       After some consideration, Xi Feng finally decided to go to his old classmate’s place for a few days to play and give the wedding money in person.

       The classmate’s name is Dai Meng. He lived in a dormitory with Xi Feng when he was in college. They had the best relationship, to the point they borrowed each other’s pants. Until he graduated from college, Dai Meng left the city without a girlfriend. Later, he contacted Xi Feng occasionally and never mentioned it. Somehow, he acted quickly and was suddenly getting married.

       Xi Feng flew over, and Dai Meng drove to the airport to pick him up.

       Seeing Dai Meng’s car, Xi Feng sighed, “Boy, you are doing a good job.”

       Dai Meng said, “I bought it with a loan. In order to take my son to and from school, the car interest is added up to the home loan and makes my money run out every month. I have to rely on my wife for food.”

       Xi Feng was stunned, “You have a son? Didn’t you just get married? Was it a shotgun wedding?” That’s too soon, isn’t it? It doesn’t make sense that he just got married, and his son is already studying.

       Dai Meng laughed a little while driving, and said, “I’ll tell you first, don’t make a fuss over nothing when we go back later.”

       Xi Feng listened to his tone and felt that this matter might not be so simple.

       Sure enough, Dai Meng said, “The son belongs to my wife and her ex-husband. He is already in elementary school.”

       The car was silent, and after a while, Xi Feng couldn’t help asking, “What year was your wife born?”

       Dai Meng said, “In ’83. My son is seven years old.”

       Xi Feng and Dai Meng are of the same age. It has only been three years since they graduated from university. They are only 25 years old now, but Dai Meng’s wife is already thirty-two years old.

       This age difference made Xi Feng suddenly think of He Yunsheng.

       But apart from the age difference, what surprised Xi Feng most was that Dai Meng found a divorced woman with children. He felt that with Dai Meng’s condition, he could find a better woman.

       “Your family didn’t object to it?” Xi Feng couldn’t help asking.

       Dai Meng smiled bitterly, “Of course they object, but I am very determined.”

       Xi Feng heard this answer and asked in a daze, “Why?”

       “Why?” Dai Meng seemed to think this question was a bit ridiculous, “Because I love her.”

       Dinner was eaten at Dai Meng’s house that day, and Xi Feng saw Dai Meng’s wife. The thirty-two-year-old woman is well maintained, beautiful and gentle. Her son is seven years old and looks very cute and obedient.

       Others might think it’s strange that a 25-year-old man with a good appearance and family background and a good job finds a woman who’s divorced with a seven years old son, but in this family, they themselves feel delighted.

       In the evening, Dai Meng let Xi Feng stay at his home, but Xi Feng did not have the heart to disturb them and went outside to stay in a hotel by himself.

       Lying on the big hotel bed, Xi Feng stared at the phone for a long time. He called He Yunsheng for the first time in so many days, but the other party’s phone turned off.

       Xi Feng raised his hand to cover his face, and his breath was full of fatigue. He felt too uncomfortable with this state of mind.

       After a few days in the city, Dai Meng accompanied him around, and one night the two went for a drink.

       After drinking a little too much, Dai Meng developed a desire to talk and told Xi Feng how hard his life was after being with his wife.

  ”At that time, my parents prepared all the money for buying a house, but they took it all back to force me to not be with her. As a result, part of the money for buying the house is still being given by my wife,” Dai Meng finished speaking and took a sip of beer with his glass.

  Xi Feng swayed the golden beer in the glass, wiped the beer foam from the glass with his fingers, and said, “Your parents also want you to live well. Since they opposed it so much, won’t you be more or less unfilial if you insist?”

  Dai Meng looked at Xi Feng and shook his head, “They want me to live a good life, but I only know what a good life is. It’s not that just marrying a young woman will make me have a good life. If you can’t be with the person I love, how can you be happy? The parents’ original intention is good, but the problem is that their ideas are wrong.”

  Xi Feng looked at his glass, “But they will be sad.”

  Dai Meng said, “Then I should let them know that I am happy. I will still be filial to them, and I’ll let them know how well our family life is, and one day when they are gone, I will have a complete and happy family in this world. They do not have to worry about me.”

  Xi Feng still looked blank.

  Dai Meng said to him, “People who love you want you to have a good life, but everyone’s definition of a good life is not the same. How to say this? It is like people who drink water and will say, why would you drink cold beer when the weather is cold. But only you know how refreshing a cold beer is!”

  After finishing speaking, Dai Meng raised his glass and touched his.

  Xi Feng took a sip and asked, “Can you be sure that you will be happy in the future?”

  Dai Meng laughed when he heard the words, “Who can be sure of happiness in the future? You may marry Ms. Perfect, and you might be cheated to your bankruptcy by your wife one day. If you don’t even dare to pursue happiness now, don’t talk about happiness in this life. Because you may never realize what happiness is.”

  Hearing Dai Meng’s words, Xi Feng suddenly felt as if someone had poured cold water on his face, and he gradually became sober while he was startled.

  What is a good life? If he doesn’t even dare to pursue the one he loves, then no matter how smooth life is in the future, he might not know if it is really good.

  That night, Xi Feng lay in bed tossing and turning all night. When he made up his mind, those things that had been weighing heavily on his heart became lighter. He even began to imagine some illusory future, and he was happy for those uncertain futures.

  At the end of the seven-day holiday, Xi Feng still did not see He Yunsheng the first day he went back to work.

  He made a special trip to the personnel department to inquire about He Yunsheng’s return date. He Yunsheng had three days left on his annual leave, and he would not return to work until after these three days were over. Then another weekend had passed.

  On the weekend, when He Yunsheng was about to go to work, Xi Feng went to the market to buy cob bones. He returned home and called his mother to ask how to stew bone soup.

  He does not know how to cook, but all the seasoning has been bought now. He didn’t ask clearly when he called and checked the recipes online. After a long time in the kitchen, he stewed it and put it in the refrigerator.

  The next day, he got up early again, boiled the soup, put it in a newly bought thermos, and took it to the company.

  In the morning, Xi Feng called the finance department and asked them if He Yunsheng had come back to work, and after getting a positive answer, he hung up the phone feeling satisfied.

  As soon as it was time for lunch, Xi Feng hurried to press the elevator with the thermos bucket. He was afraid that He Yunsheng would leave if he arrived late.

  His colleagues wondered about his strange behavior of going against the current on the peak lunch hour, but Xi Feng was not in the mood to explain. He pressed the phone anxiously, fearing he would miss He Yunsheng.

  As a result, he was lucky. When he arrived at He Yunsheng’s office, the rest of the finance department went to a meal, but He Yunsheng stayed in his small office and looked through the documents.

  When he heard someone enter, He Yunsheng looked up. After seeing it was Xi Feng, he put down what he was holding and asked him, “Is there something wrong?”

  Xi Feng put the thermos barrel on the table and did not ask He Yunsheng where he had been during this period of time. He just asked, “Is the injury on your hand better?”

  He Yunsheng touched his right wrist. It was no longer as uncomfortable as it was at the beginning, and he was no longer afraid to move it at all, but he didn’t dare to use force.

  ”I’m fine,” He Yunsheng said to Xi Feng.

  Xi Feng opened the thermos barrel by himself. The bone soup inside was still steaming. He said, “I made you some bone broth. Drink it before you go eat.”

  He Yunsheng looked at him expressionlessly. If someone else came to deliver the soup, he might be embarrassed to refuse, but he would definitely not accept it since the person was Xi Feng.

  ”No need,” He Yunsheng said in a deep voice.


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Chapter 98

  Chen Zejun watched the elevator surveillance recording of the rehabilitation facility building with Ye Xing.

  He knew that Ye Xing could not have the patience to watch a complete surveillance video, so he watched the complete surveillance that afternoon in advance, and focused on the three men who went to the floor of the rehabilitation facility.

  In fact, Chen Zejun also understood that these three people were not necessarily the suspects. The murderer might choose a more secure way like stairs instead of exposing himself to the elevator surveillance camera. But he could only do his best now. The only thing he had in his hands was Ye Xing, and the rest of the rehabilitation facility would no longer provide evidence to him.

  Ye Xing did not give any reaction when he saw the two people in front of him until he saw the third person, who was a tall and sturdy man, Ye Xing’s eyes widened and stared at the display.

  Chen Zejun has been paying attention to Ye Xing’s expression. He paused and asked, “Is it him?”

  Ye Xing did not answer.

  Chen Zejun zoomed in on the screen and asked again, “Is this the man who appeared in the classroom that afternoon?”

  Ye Xing still didn’t speak.

  Chen Zejun was a little anxious, grabbed Ye Xing’s head, forced him to get close to the display screen, and shouted, “Is that him?”

  Ye Xing shuddered and closed his eyes.

  Chen Zejun was furious and slapped him on the head. Ye Xing’s head was bounced and he still closed his eyes tightly. After a while, Chen Zejun found tears from his closed eyes.

       Chen Zejun was stunned, and released the hand holding him, hugged him in his arms, and gently patted his back to apologize to him.

  When the filming ended, Xie Ruoming gave Wen Jianing a thumbs-up to express his appreciation.

  In the tearful episode, Xie Ruoming didn’t expect to be able to shoot so smoothly. But it turned out Wen Jianing performed much better than he thought.

  After a short break after the car accident, Wen Jianing continued to shoot.

  For the role of Ye Xing, Wen Jianing thought a lot and exchanged many ideas with Xie Ruoming. Sometimes Xie Ruoming felt a little surprised because now Ye Xing under the camera was even more amazing than the character he originally envisioned.

  Together with the assistant director, he repeatedly watched the previous episode on the monitor. The Ye Xing inside the lens, played by Wen Jianing, closed his eyes tightly, and even his eyelashes were trembling slightly, and his face was pale.

  The assistant director exclaimed, “I have never seen a young actor with such brilliant acting.”

  Xie Ruoming put a hand on his lips and said, “He is born to do this.”

  Xie Ruoming couldn’t help feeling emotional with the fact that his appearance and acting skills were both still young.

  At the end of the shooting, Wen Jianing was still brewing his emotions when he talked with Xie Ruming about the next scene.

  He put a lot of effort into this drama, and he was completely immersed in the character every time he was filming, which was very difficult for him in the past because too much immersion also meant that it was going to be difficult to pull away.

  But now, after having experienced many things, including death, Wen Jianing could distinguish between acting and reality better. He believed that he could change his role and mood at any time because he still had people who he cared about.

  As he thought of this, Wen Jianing turned his head and glanced at Lu Jinlang.

  Lu Jinlang was making a call with his mobile phone, and when he saw Wen Jianing looking at him, he smiled at him.

  The shooting continued.

  Chen Zejun went out to buy dinner at night. After returning with the takeaway, he found that Ye Xing had disappeared. He frantically searched for Ye Xing’s traces all over the house and later found him in the closet of the room.

       Ye Xing shut himself in the closet and shivered, and he refused to come out no matter how much Chen Zejun called.

  Later, Chen Zejun carried him out.

  It took a lot of energy to coax him to eat and sleep. Before they fell asleep at night, Chen Zejun kissed Ye Xing’s forehead and said, “Good night, baby.”

  Chen Zejun was taken aback after doing this. He began to recall that before his daughter went to bed, he always kissed his daughter’s forehead like this. He somewhat confused Ye Xing’s identity with his daughter.

  Lei Xing had been talking about the acquisition of ‘Xingxin Entertainment’ recently.

  Although Bai Shengzhe was the one who came forward, Lu Jinlang was busy with both sides and it was not easy.

  Wen Jianing once asked him what his plans were after the acquisition of ‘Xingxin Entertainment’. Lu Jinlang said that he would re-launch a professional and literate entertainment magazine. He was determined to develop Lei Xing into a comprehensive large-scale entertainment company. The acquisition of ‘Xingxin Entertainment’ was only a preliminary plan, and he needed to have the right to speak in the media.

  When he heard Lu Jinlang say this, Wen Jianing felt a little disappointed. He asked, “You’re going to shift your focus to business? Don’t you plan to continue acting?”

  Lu Jinlang heard the words and laughed, “Acting is my interest in the first place, otherwise I would not insist on my eldest brother’s opposition.”

  Wen Jianing said, “Then what do you plan to do now?”

  Lu Jinlang smiled and said, “To create better conditions for you to concentrate on acting and not be disturbed by other things in the future?”

  Wen Jianing finally smiled, nodded and said, “Okay.”

  Chen Zejun remembered that Ye Xing said before that the murderer was a very thin man, but in this video, he was obviously a very strong man.

  So he felt tangled and suspicious.

  He asked Ye Xing, “Am I skinny?”

  Ye Xing had autism. He had his own heart and his own benchmarks for judging the world, and it was not necessarily the same as ordinary people.

  Ye Xing was playing with the little train at this time, raised his head to look at Chen Zejun, and nodded.

  Chen Zejun felt it necessary to check this man.

  When Wen Jianing was lying in bed and preparing to go to bed that night, he received a text message from an unfamiliar phone number. He opened it and saw it was a photo.

  It was a picture of him kissing Lu Jinlang in the Lanlu.

  In places like Lanlu, everyone didn’t mingle very much. If the people there were interested in taking pictures with their mobile phones and cameras, it was predicted that the entire entertainment industry would be in chaos. But no one would do that, because being able to enter the Lanlu meant that you were a member of this circle, and once this photo leaked, you would lose the qualification to be in this circle.

       It didn’t matter who took the photo. Wen Jianing just wanted to know what the person who sent the photo wanted. Without hesitation, he dialled that number immediately.

  It took a while for someone to answer the call. The voice of the person who answered the phone was a little hoarse, but Wen Jianing still heard it. He asked, “Zhu Zexin?”

  There was another moment of silence, and Zhu Zexin said, “Mr. Ke, are you free to come out for a chat?”

  Wen Jianing smiled and said, “Yes.”

  Zhu Zexin said, “I will decide the time and place. You have to come alone.”

  Wen Jianing also hesitated a little, then replied, “Yes.”

  Lu Jinlang had been too busy recently. In addition to catching up with the movie, he was also busy with company acquisitions. He didn’t even have much time left to sleep every day.

  Wen Jianing didn’t tell him at all. After he made an appointment with Zhu Zexin about the time and place, he drove over by himself.

  The place Zhu Zexin picked was a villa area on the outskirts of the city.

  It was said to be on the outskirts of the city. But in fact, it was already in the middle of the two cities, a very remote place. Because the land was cheap, some people in the city have built a villa area here, but it was basically uninhabited during the week, and at night there were no lights as if it was the middle of nowhere.

  Zhu Zexin was waiting for Wen Jianing at the gate of one of the villas.

  Wen Jianing got out of the car and saw that there was indeed no one around, so he said, “What? Are you planning to kill someone?”

  Zhu Zexin replied without a smile, “You must be joking.”

  Wen Jianing walked towards the inside of the house, and Zhu Zexin gave way. After he entered, he found that Zhu Zexin was not the only person in the room, so he turned his head to look at him.

  Zhu Zexin was not embarrassed at all and said, “I’m afraid you didn’t come alone, so I called some brothers.”

  Wen Jianing said, “Aren’t you afraid of me calling the police?”

  Zhu Zexin sneered, “Aren’t you afraid of getting exposed?”

  Wen Jianing didn’t say anything, he went straight inside and sat down beside the sofa, and said, “Let’s talk, what do you want?”

  Zhu Zexin then said straightforwardly, “There are five photos in total, with different times, locations and angles. If you want you can buy it for one million for each photo.”

  Wen Jianing looked up at him, “You’re just going to throw everything away, and seriously blackmailed me?”

  Zhu Zexin lit a cigarette for himself. He suddenly stretched out his hand and patted Wen Jianing’s face, then twisted his fingers and said, “You have a soft face. Anyway, you won’t let me continue to work on this road. What can’t I do? It’s better to make a fortune and leave.”

  Wen Jianing remained motionless, letting him pat his face.

  Zhu Zexin seemed to feel that he was in the upper hand. He then reached out his hand to touch his face, and said, “No wonder Lu Jinlang doesn’t want any more women, but likes to sleep with you.”

  In addition to Zhu Zexin, there were three men in the house, all listening to the conversation between the two people without saying a word, probably Zhu Zexin paid them.

  Wen Jianing was very calm, and just said, “I can give you the money, but I am not sure that you really don’t have a backup. In the future, will I not become your cash machine? Won’t it be endless?”

  Zhu Zexin did not speak, obviously silently going along with what he said.

  Wen Jianing continued, “Then show your sincerity, don’t treat me like a fool…”

  Before he finished speaking, there were two knocks on the door suddenly.

  Everyone in the room looked at the door, their expressions a little surprised.

  ”Who?” Zhu Zexin asked Wen Jianing.

  Wen Jianing raised his hands, “How do I know?”

  Zhu Zexin hesitated but chose to go over and open the door to the room.

  There was a man standing outside the door, his clothes sloppy and dr4p3d over him, smoking a cigarette and looking impatient. He glanced at Zhu Zexin and said, “Is Ke Xinhang inside?”

  Zhu Zexin looked at him and felt a little familiar, but couldn’t remember who it was for a while, so he asked, “Who are you?”

  The man suddenly punched Zhu Zexin on the nose, spit on the ground and said, “I’m his brother!”


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Chapter 97

  It was getting late at this time, and the traffic was not as crowded as it was during the rush hour, but there are still a lot of cars.

  Wen Jianing’s apartment was in the city centre. Although he endured not running the red light, he was still speeding a lot along the way. It was just that after a few blocks in a row, he still couldn’t get rid of the car that was following and filming him.

  The other party must have been aware that they had been spotted, but they had no intention of giving way and would not stop until he was filmed.

  As soon as he saw that the green light in front began to flash, Wen Jianing couldn’t help stepping on the gas pedal vigorously, speeding through the intersection, and seeing a path that he could turn right in front of him, he turned in without hesitation.

  There was dazzling light in front of his eyes. Wen Jianing turned too fast and did not notice that a big car on the opposite side was turning from that intersection.

  As soon as he saw it, the car was about to hit him. Wen Jianing hurriedly turned the steering wheel. The car skidded and rushed into the green belt on the side of the road. Wen Jianing only felt that the sky was spinning, and the whole car was overturned in the green belt.

  At that time, Lu Jinlang’s filming was not over yet.

  He kept his mobile phone with Lu Yunan. Lu Yunan interrupted the filming and hurriedly told him that Wen Jianing had an accident.

  Lu Jinlang’s expression changed. He picked up his phone, turned around and left.

  ”What’s wrong?” Xie Ruoming still doesn’t know what happened.

  Lu Jinlang said to him, “Xinhang had a car accident.”

  Xie Ruoming was also surprised, “What happened?”

  Lu Jinlang kept walking, and he didn’t even have time to change his clothes. He took the car key from Lu Yunan and walked outside. He said, “I will go over and take a look now.”

  Xie Ruoming followed him and hurriedly said, “I’ll go too, wait for me.”

  Lu Jinlang didn’t even ask Lu Yunan to drive, but chose to drive by himself.

  Xie Ruoming sat in the passenger’s seat and said to him, “Calm down, maybe it was just a small car accident.”

  Lu Jinlang expressionlessly said, “Don’t worry, I’m very calm.”

  Xie Ruoming just patted his shoulder when he heard the words.

  Lu Jinlang hurried to the hospital where Wen Jianing was located. He was very nervous. He was worried that Wen Jianing had an accident, but also worried that the secret Wen Jianing had kept so hard would be known to others.

  Bai Shengzhe also arrived at the hospital with Lu Jinlang. He also hurried over when he heard the news. Wen Tinghuan arrived first because she was closer.

  However, everyone was greatly relieved that Wen Jianing was not as serious as everyone thought.

  When Lu Jinlang arrived, the doctor was treating him with a wound on his arm.

  The hospital was full of people, Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang both conceal their emotions. Wen Jianing just nodded and said, “I’m fine.”

  Lu Jinlang then stood still and nodded.

  At that time, although the car turned over all over, because there was a mud buffer in the grass, and he was wearing a seat belt, he did not suffer many injuries when the damage to the car was not serious.

  But the shock was inevitable.

  In addition to the arm injury, there was also an injury on his chest caused by the seat belt. The doctor advised him to do a full-body examination, but he refused and planned to go to Xia Yan’s hospital for a detailed examination.

  Wen Tinghuan was the first to rush up and asked the doctor worriedly, “Is he okay?”

  The doctor said, “There shouldn’t be a big problem.”

  Wen Jianing shook his head and said to Wen Tinghuan, “I’m fine.”

  Lu Jinlang had already called Xia Yan, intending to send Wen Jianing there immediately.

  However, before that, two police officers were waiting to write Wen Jianing’s testimonies.

  Wen Jianing explained the situation at the time, and he told the police that he was being followed. He didn’t know what the other party was trying to do. He was anxious to get rid of the other party before he got into a car accident.

  After finishing the transcripts, Lu Jinlang and the others left the hospital with him.

  At this time, a lot of media had already rushed to the gate of the hospital. They had boarded the car outside the emergency gate. As soon as the media saw Lu Jinlang with Wen Jianing, they were immediately in an uproar, and the camera kept on flashing, Wen Jianing subconsciously raised his arm to block his eyes.

  Of course, some reporters were more insistent, and asked first, “Are you okay, Xinhang?”

  Wen Jianing said, “I’m fine,” He then didn’t want to say more, and got in the car first.

  Then someone asked loudly, “Lu Jinlang, are you here to pick Ke Xinhang home? What is the relationship between you?”

  Lu Jinlang said, “He is an artist of Lei Xing. If something happens to him, should I ignore it?”

  After saying this, Lu Jinlang stopped answering reporters’ questions and got in the car.

  Bai Shengzhe stopped the person who was asking, and said, “If you have any questions about Lei Xing, you can ask me.”

  Lu Jinlang personally accompanied Wen Jianing out of the hospital, which seemed ambiguous, but because Bai Shengzhe and even Xie Ruoming were present, this ambiguity was compromised. It could be interpreted that the big boss of Lei Xing had a good relationship with the artists under the company, or it could be interpreted that friends who were filming together rushed to the hospital when they heard the news.

  But of course, the media was reluctant to just write it like that, so they naturally made it as ambiguous as possible.

  Xie Ruoming breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Wen Jianing was okay. He was actually afraid that he would hurt his face or something, which would affect the shooting during this time. However, even if the injury was not serious, Xie Ruoming still let Wen Jianing rest for a few days, and then continue shooting when his body had completely recovered.

  Then Xie Ruoming left first.

  Lu Yunan drove Lu Jinlang and Wen Jianing to Xia Yan’s hospital. Wen Tinghuan accompanied them, and Bai Shengzhe stayed at the hospital to deal with the media and deal with the follow-up of the car accident.

  At this time, Wen Jianing still had the heart to care about Jian Jun and asked Wen Ting Huan, “Don’t you need to visit Jian Jun?”

  Wen Ting huanly glanced at him, “His situation is not as serious as you. You almost caused an accident.”

  Wen Jianing heard this and said, “But isn’t everything alright?”

  At this time, Lu Jinlang, who had been silent, said, “Remember I told you to be careful.”

  Wen Jianing reached out and held his hand, “I know, I won’t be so careless in the future.”

  Lu Jinlang was obviously a little unhappy, but it was just because he was worried about Wen Jianing.

  Lu Yunan couldn’t help but say, “Fortunately, everything ended up okay.”

  Lu Jinlang exhaled a long breath after hearing the words, and said, “Don’t be like a stupid boy in his early twenties.”

  This sounded a little strange, Lu Yunan didn’t have any reaction. Wen Tinghuan said, “Huh?”, and then said, “But he was in his early twenties? What do you mean?”

  Wen Jianing lowered his head and smiled, grabbing Lu Jinlang’s hand and squeezing it tighter.

  Later in the hospital, Xia Yan performed a detailed and systematic full-body examination for him, and indeed there were only some skin injuries.

  Xia Yan said, “It’s very fortunate. Please drive safely in the future.”

  Wen Jianing responded quickly, “I understand, Doctor Xia.”

  When Xia Yan was conducting a system inspection for Wen Jianing, Lu Jinlang was outside the inspection room and asked Wen Tinghuan, “Which media was the first to report the matter about me and Xinhang?”

  Wen Tinghuan listened to Lu Jinlang’s low tone and knew that he was really upset, so she said, “It’s ‘Xingxin Entertainment’.”

  ”You know them?” Lu Jinlang asked.

  Wen Tinghuan thought for a while, and said, “This magazine had been around for several years, right? It had always been the line of the gossip and gossip weekly.”

  Lu Jinlang said to Lu Yunan, “Go check them out.”

  Wen Tinghuan was a little puzzled, “But it’s not necessarily this weekly magazine that is following Xinhang tonight? And now the media is targeting you, even if this one is reorganized, there will be others.”

  Lu Jinlang said, “I want to target the group of paparazzi who follow personal privacy, not the entire news media. This incident is just an opportunity to denounce their behaviour. As for ‘Xingxin Entertainment’, it should set as an example to others, and also a warning to Zhu Zexin, who still has an evil intention.”

  ”Zhu Zexin?” Wen Tinghuan widened her eyes in surprise, “You are sure it’s Zhu Zexin?”

  Lu Jinlang said, “I will be sure soon, Yunan has already checked.”

  After the check-up, Wen Tinghuan drove them home.

  That night, Ke Xinhang’s car accident became a hot topic on the internet. Of course, the media released photos of Lu Jinlang and the others coming out of the hospital together.

  Lu Jinlang called Bai Shengzhe and asked him to launch the water army to guide the topic to condemning the paparazzi and the privacy of the artists. He listed many accidents that occurred in order to avoid paparazzi.

  Wen Jianing, under the instruction of Lu Jinlang, posted a selfie with a wound on his arm, put it on Weibo, and then posted something like this: I’m fine, there are some small bruises all over my body, but tonight’s life and death situation really shock me. I hope that those media friends who are chasing after me, for the safety of others and for their own safety, can adopt a more civilized way to obtain news. Everyone must pay attention to safety when driving.

  As soon as he posted this on Weibo, it caused a huge reaction from fans, most of which were stressing over him and shunned the paparazzi.

  While he lay on the bed preparing to go to bed, Lu Jinlang received a call from Lu Yunan.

  Lu Yunan told Lu Jinlang that ‘Xingxin Entertainment’ belonged to a major entertainment company. Because its positioning was entertainment gossip, so they were never been a big deal, and the company had allowed itself to develop.

  Lu Jinlang was silent for a moment, and said, “I understand.”

  After hanging up the phone, Wen Jianing asked him, “What are you thinking about?”

  Lu Jinlang said, “I want to discuss with Bai Shengzhe to acquire ‘Xingxin Entertainment’ in the name of Lei Xing.”

  Wen Jianing looked at him in surprise, “Why?”

  Lu Jinlang was still thinking about it. After a while, he saw Wen Jianing looking at him and said, “Because it upsets me.”

  Wen Jianing chuckled, raised his hand and bumped him, “Nonsense.”

  Lu Jinlang had his own calculations, and Wen Jianing didn’t ask for the details.

  His car accident was quickly found out by the old lady Lu, and she simply asked him to live in Lu’s house for a few days, and give him soup every day. Afterwards, Wen Jianing felt scared. He was afraid that he would weigh a few pounds more before going back to the set after eating like this, and he wouldn’t even be able to play at that time.

  So two days later, he quickly found an excuse to move out.


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Chapter 5 – I’ll only look down on you then!

Chapter 5 – I’ll just look down on you

 

The person in bed was startled, Qi Yun didn’t expect to hear such words from a total stranger. He has been lying in bed for more than a year, and has listened to the tone of disappointment a lot. Rarely did anyone really care about his body. Hearing these words from a stranger today, Qi Yun thought it was a bit strange, who are you, and what right do you have to care about me.

 

Qi Yun snorted coldly. It wasn’t like Xing Zhongwan didn’t have a temper. In fact, he was already being patient talking to him. In the end, the other person did not appreciate it at all! Xing Zhongwan heavily put down the bowl in his hand on the bedside table and left.

 

As soon as Xing Zhongwan left, the room instantly became quieter. Qi Yun opened his eyes, in his sight, it was still pitch black but the tip of his nose caught a faint scent of vegetables. Following the fragrance, Qi Yun turned his head, staring at the direction of the bedside table with no clear focus in his pupils and his hands beside him, clenching the clean sheets tightly.

 

Xing Zhongwan felt that he was smothered and wanted to smoke. After feeling around in his coat pocket for a long time, he only managed to bring out a lollipop. Xing Zhongwan was sitting on the steps outside the villa with a lollipop in his mouth. It was damn sweet, and still strawberry-flavored too! Xing Zhongwan sighed, even the breath he breathed out was full of the scent of strawberries.

 

Xing Zhongwan rubbed his hair which was blowing in the cold wind, and couldn’t help but sneeze.

 

Xing Zhongwan had never eaten sugar as a child, and his mother has been in poor health ever since giving birth to him. Later, the mother and son pair were kicked out of the country by Xing Zhengping, and their fvcking health became even worse. At the age of ten, Xing Zhongwan knew how to pull out his mother’s needle, and now that he was even older he could help give her injections, so that was why he was proficient in pulling out the needle for Qi Yun.

 

His mother had very little time to take care of Xing Zhongwan after being bedridden for many years. Xing Zhongwan was also very sensible. Who didn’t like to eat sweets as a child, but he knew his mother couldn’t eat sweet stuff, plus there was nothing sweet at home. On his birthdays, he’s also never eaten any cake before. As a child, Xing Zhongwan only counted down the days his mother could live for every day, how would he be in the mood to celebrate his own birthday.

 

It’s not that he‘s never been scolded for being an illegitimate child. It is strange that Xing Zhongwan is very calm about it. He doesn’t think his identity is inferior to others. For him, it is enough to have the best mother in the world. Although his mother has never said that he loves him, Xing Zhong knew full well that his late mother loves him, her eyes full of affection do not lie.

 

His mother believed in Buddhism. When he was a child, Xing Zhongwan liked to lean on his mother and listen to her teaching Buddhist scriptures. Before his mother died, Xing Zhongwan always wore a string of Buddhist beads to keep himself safe. His mother always told him not to hate, and that everything had its causes and effects, and to always look on the bright side and live more carefreely. The encounter between a person and others is an opportunity, everything follows fate, and to always follow one’s own heart.

 

Xing Zhongwan bit the lollipop, his mother told him to be very open-hearted, but he still couldn’t let go.

 

After his mother departed, Xing Zhongwan’s feelings seemed to have been taken away along with her. He ate sugar and cakes that he had never eaten before, which was sweet and unappetizing. People who don’t care, all the good things in the world have lost their original luster.

 

Xing Zhongwan bit the sweet strawberry lollipop and swallowed it, and the anger in his heart had long since dissipated. Qi Yun was originally someone who had nothing to do with him. There was really no need to be angry because of him. His behavior just now was a bit funny.

 

Xing Zhongwan stood up, stretched his waist, took a few steps, and suddenly remembered something.

 

Three years ago, he came back to the country for a personal matter and met Qi Yun at a banquet.

 

At that time, Qi Yun was in the limelight. Although he looked like an ethereal being, there were still many people who were not afraid of death and wanted to climb up the social ladder. At that time, Qi Yun had already broken the marriage contract with the Xing family and had a new fiancée. Xing Zhongwan had seen that woman, her aesthetics was far worse than that of his white lotus sister, but her dad gave her a strong family background.

 

Xing Zhongwan sneered in his heart, Qi Yun, Qi Yun, no matter how high your status is, what’s the use of your status? You can’t even choose the person you like. Plus, could someone like you sincerely like another?

 

At that moment, Xing Zhongwan felt that Qi Yun’s lofty appearance grew less irritating.

 

Xing Zhongwan originally planned to show up and get the formalities over with before leaving. Unexpectedly, he was dragged around for two full hours. Xing Zhongwan was depressed and went to the garden outside to breathe. The hotel’s garden was full of night lavender. Before Xing Zhongwan could breathe again, he saw a scene that made him hold his breath.

 

A slender body in a black suit bent over, looking at the night lavenders in front of him. The white flowers lined up to his shocking profile. Xing Zhongwan felt that the man not far off was about to drift away.

 

The scent of evening lavender was intoxicating, and Xing Zhongwan felt as though he was about to be poisoned. The corner of the man’s mouth was gently upturned, and his long eyelashes cast a silver glow under his eyes.

 

When Xing Zhongwan regained his wits, he almost choked himself to death.

 

No wonder so many people polished themselves up to send their daughters to Qi’s family to marry Qi Yun, and why his sister was crying like that after her divorce. Now he can see where the sincerity in their actions came from.

 

Qi Yun really is attractive, and that ethereal appearance makes others want to fvcking ruin him.

 

Xing Zhongwan was amused by his own thoughts for a bit, and when he turned around, the other person was no longer there. Like a saint who secretly descended to the world, he left a faint fragrance before disappearing.

 

Xing Zhongwan pulled himself away from the memory and sighed before looking up at Qi Yun’s room on the third floor. He cursed and then entered the house.

 

Going to the kitchen to make a new bowl of porridge, he then entered Qi Yun’s room. Pushing the bowl of cold porridge aside, Xing Zhongwan glanced at Qi Yun with his eyes closed, “I know you are still awake, come and drink the porridge. I made it myself, not as unpalatable as the one they made.”

 

The person on the bed was still motionless, so Xing Zhongwan exhaled, I was so fvcking blinded by your beauty, but it already expired that year!

 

Xing Zhongwan stretched out his hand to support him and Qi Yun opened his eyes. His thin face made Xing Zhongwan feel as though he could puncture the skin on his face with a little bit of force.

 

Of course, his body didn’t get any better yet, and now even his bones hurt.

 

“Can you sit up?”

 

Qi Yun didn’t resist this time, but didn’t cooperate. Xing Zhongwan took two pillows to cushion his back but Qi Yun’s weak body slid down the pillows.

 

Xing Zhongwan frowned and took two more pillows from the cabinet. Helping Qi Yun up, he stabilized his weak lower body with the pillows.

 

After doing this, Xing Zhongwan was already sweating. Qi Yun opened his eyes, and those eyes looked a bit terrifying on his face with the remaining thin layer of skin.

 

Xing Zhongwan wiped the sweat on his face and sat on the side of the bed with a bowl in his hand.

 

He took a sip of porridge and placed it next to Qi Yun’s mouth, but Qi Yun remained unmoving.

 

Xing Zhongwan snorted, “If you want to die, I will help you.”

 

After saying that, he threw a fruit knife on Qi Yun’s body, “Take this knife to your throat. You will be relieved.”

 

Xing Zhongwan picked up the knife and placed it in Qi Yun’s hand. “If you still don’t want to die, drink the porridge. It’s much harder to live than to die. Qi Yun, you want to just rot here. In this place, and then be buried in the ground in obscurity and let the name Qi Yun disappear from the memory of other’s? If you want to, then I won’t get in your way.”

 

Xing Zhongwan chuckled, “I’ll just look down on you!”

 


T/N: Owo Qi Yun, you better stop being cold and making waifie mad or else waifie is gonna leave you for real ahahaha…Also, isn’t Xing Zhongwan being just a tad bit a little too cold? owo ur hubby is still sick, show him some leniency hehe. All in all, a rather dramatic chapter, hopefully things cool down soon… See you in the next one!

Also, if you like rather angy, smol but cute ukes, do check out Perfection! The uke’s personality there is also very adorable, almost as adorable as his little secret and his tiny peen owo. More on the plot of that novel at seven in the next chapter ahaha. Did I mention that it’s fully translated too?

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Chapter 4 – Since God let you live, don’t ruin this for yourself!

Chapter 4 – Since God let you live, don’t ruin this for yourself!

 

Qi Yun thought that Xing Zhongwan had already left, and closed his eyes weakly. He has been lying in bed for more than a year. When he woke up from the car accident, his eyes could no longer see and his legs were broken so he could only lie on the bed and wait for death. Born in the Qi family, Qi Yun knew very well that his body was no longer of use to the Qi family. Grandpa, who had always had high hopes for him, only took a look after he regained consciousness, and never appeared again.

 

His mother, Mrs. Qi, came to see him and cried a few times, and a few times only. Qi Yun was blind but not deaf, and he knew all the private discussions between the servants clearly. His younger brother from abroad was brought back, the younger brother his mother had completely given up on supporting. At that time, Qi Yun was still calm, his mother was that kind of person. Her being nice to him or caring about him was never because he was her own son. She only ever cared about how much benefit his person could bring to her in order to consolidate her position in the Qi family. After being cripplied, he had completely lost his place in her heart. 

 

In the days when he was paralyzed in bed, it was not too unbearable at first. Despite the pitch blackness of his vision and not being able to feel his legs, everyone was still respectful at the beginning. After all, as the third young master, Qi, he still carried some power. But after a long time, he gradually realized that the wind no longer blew in his direction. This third young master Qi was no longer the former third young master Qi. The original reverence slowly turned into negligence, which has now turned into being completely shunned out.

 

Qi Yun went from being agitated in the beginning to indifferent now. From the moment he moved to this remote villa, all of Qi Yun’s contact was cut off from the outside world. Even if he didn’t want it, his legs and eyes were not getting better. The doctor’s diagnosis also discouraged him. 

 

His physical condition made him feel frustrated and he lived like a dead man. The people in this villa didn’t treat him like a living person. It’s not like he didn’t smell the scent of rotting flesh on his body. Sometimes he also hated himself and felt that he was going to rot on the bed. This useless body should have been taken away by God at the same time as the car accident.

 

The footsteps that had already faded away came again, Qi Yun opened his eyes sharply, he came back?

 

Xing Zhongwan came back with warm water and a washbasin. He then raised the temperature of the indoor heater. Xing Zhongwan rolled up his sleeves and began to take off Qi Yun’s clothes.

 

Qi Yun’s voice was cold, “What are you going to do?”

 

Xing Zhongwan sneered, “What do I want to do? Can you take care of it? Are you in any condition to refuse? If you can, you can flip over my basin water, but can you even see it?”

 

“You!” Qi Yun was a little annoyed. He didn’t want his body to be seen by others, but it was as he said, does he have the right to refuse now?

 

Xing Zhongwan wrung the towel and began to wipe Qi Yun’s body carefully. Qi Yun was visibly stunned, and his upper body that he could still move shook slightly.

 

Xing Zhongwan wiped the skin mottled with blood-filled pus with a light touch, and took a shaky breath, “Does it hurt?”

 

He glanced at Qi Yun, who was expressionless. Seems like he shouldn’t be able to feel it. Xing Zhongwan stopped looking at him and continued to wipe. Qi Yun’s heart was already in a mess. It had been a long time since anyone had wiped his body. Even his mother just left after seeing his urination and defecation. He could hear disgust in her words. He doesn’t like others to move his body, and it’s not that he can’t hear those servants’ comments behind his back. Qi Yun closed his eyes. The person rubbing down his body now spoke in a bad tone but did not have malicious intent.

 

Xing Zhongwan changed the water in the basin three times to clean Qi Yun, and took clean clothes from the cabinet and put them on him. Although Qi Yun was almost as thin as his skeleton, he was still a tall man. Xing Zhongwan was sweating when he changed his clothes.

 

Xing Zhongwan went downstairs to find the old housekeeper and asked her to call a doctor. The old housekeeper glanced at him, and a sneer flashed across her mouth, but she still called a doctor.

 

The doctor came and gave Qi Yun a fever-reducing shot. Xing Zhongwan lifted Qi Yun’s quilt, “What about these wounds, are you not going to deal with them?”

 

The doctor pushed the glasses on the bridge of the nose, “It is not stated in the contract that this is my responsibility.”

 

Xing Zhong sneered belatedly, “Not your responsibility. And when his wound does not get any better. To me, it seems your contract also tells you to just watch him die.”

 

The doctor was startled for a moment before telling the nurse behind him to give him the medicine.

 

As soon as he wanted to leave, Xing Zhongwan pulled on the collar of his coat, “Tell me how to use it, before you go!”

 

Xing Zhongwan took the ointment and smeared it on Qi Yun’s ulcerated wounds with cotton swabs. He thought it only affected the lower body, but when he changed his clothes, he realized that his whole back was also covered with them. The damp skin became ulcerated after being in bed for a long time. Xing Zhongwan thought, if you didn’t feel the pain in your lower half, he could understand it, but your upper body was so bad, how can you bear it too.

 

It took more than half an hour to apply all the wounds on Qi Yun’s body. Xing Zhongwan felt a little hungry. He glanced at the hanging IV still filled with liquid and decided to go down to eat first. As soon as he stepped out of the door, the old housekeeper stopped him.

 

“Miss Xing, it seems that you really decided to go against my words. I mentioned when you first came here that you should talk less. Also, don’t do the things you shouldn’t do!”

 

Xing Zhongwan leaned against the door. Looking at her crookedly, ever since a child, he’s always hated being reprimanded. What I want to do, what does it matter to you!

 

“Old lady, since I’m here, I can’t watch him die. It was Madam Qi personally who asked me to do this. I’ve also mentioned this!”

 

Xing Zhongwan passed by her and went downstairs. He didn’t say the second half of the sentence. Qi Yun was basically a deadman, this doesn’t benefit him at all. His cheap dad wanted to take the opportunity to drag him into the water. Even if Qi Yun died, Xing Zhengping would have no choice but to fulfil his wish. Besides, in front of his mother’s grave, Xing Zhongwan said that it would help his mother return gracefully. Although he didn’t think it was such a great thing to go back to the Xing’s house, her mother couldn’t let it go even up till her death. After being handed such a good opportunity, Xing Zhongwan must make sure to successfully get this done.

 

Annoyed, Xing Zhongwan stomped up the stairs while holding onto the railings. He entered the kitchen and glanced at the already prepared dinner, which had already gone cold which was also unappetizing. Xing Zhongwan went into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator. Looking up and down, he simply made himself a bowl of noodles. After eating quickly, he turned his head and pondered for a bit before washing some rice and putting it on the stove to make some porridge.

 

Xing Zhongwan carried the porridge into Qi Yun’s room, and the anti-inflammatory medicine that was about to run out. Xing Zhongwan skillfully pulled out the needle and pressed the cotton onto it to stop the bleeding.

 

Xing Zhongwan stretched out his hand to help Qi Yun up. As soon as his hands touched Qi Yun’s shoulder, the person on the bed opened his eyes vigilantly, “What are you going to do?”

 

Xing Zhongwan said casually, “It’s time to eat, what else. Don’t tell me whatever that old woman fed you managed to make its way into your stomach.”

 

Qi Yun didn’t speak, but also didn’t cooperate. Xing Zhongwan was sweating profusely, and he was in a bad mood. He didn’t care about the other. He blew at the spoon of porridge and put it next to his mouth, “Eat.”

 

Qi Yun flicked his hand, and the porridge with the spoon fell on Xing Zhongwan’s white shirt. On the shirt, Xing Zhongwan was annoyed. The grudge regarding the injury on my face hasn’t been settled with you. Why are you so shameless!

 

“I kindly cooked it for you, what’s with your attitude!”

 

Qi Yun turned his head, “I didn’t ask you to care for me!”

 

Xing Zhong stood up angrily at night, you think I wanted to take care of you! If it weren’t for Laozi being roped into this little game, I wouldn’t have fvcking cared if you lived or died.

 

He angrily paced back and forth in the room a few times, Qi Yun’s sunken cheeks were lifeless under the dim light, making him look like a person made of cardboard.

 

Xing Zhongwan thought to himself, why should I be angry with a disabled person.

 

Walking in front of Qi Yun, Xing Zhongwan bent down and leaned against his ears, “Since God let you live, don’t ruin this for yourself!”


T/N: Heyo guys! Usually, I get kinda queasy at any mention of ill people, especially those that are on their death-bed or even look remotely close to being weak cause my heart just can’t handle the pain that they’re going through… But fear not my fellow readers, for Qi Yun will make a hearty recovery soon, with his wife by his side kekekeke!!

Also, speaking of health… I hope you’re all taking good care of yourselves and your loved ones during this pandemic. Be sure to stay and home and quarantine if you feel unwell and self-test regularly using those RAT1 rapid antigen testing kits! If you have no choice, but have to work or go to class like I do, be sure to wear a mask or follow appropriate social distancing measures! I, myself am waiting for my third shot, aka my booster vax, AND I CAN’T STRESS THIS QUITE ENOUGH. If you have the means to get it as well, I would recommend you get it too (after the supposed 6 months after your 2nd shot iirc).

 

Anywoots, thanks for reading. Hope you enjoyed this chapter hehe.

 

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Chapter 3 – Turns out you can still talk

Chapter 3 – Turns out you can still talk

 

Xing Zhongwan looked at himself in the mirror, the left side of his face had some prominent blood stains. Taking out a small pill box from his luggage, he applied some ointment on it. Xing Zhongwan treasures his face the most, and this daily care is a life-time’s chore. God bestowed him with this face, so he should cherish it well!

 

He didn’t expect Qi Yun to be that strong. Xing Zhongwan gritted his teeth as he looked at his face distressingly. There was a timely knock on the door and Xing Zhongwan went over to open it. The old housekeeper was at the door looking sternly at him. Xing Zhongwan was still worried about his face, and absent-mindedly asked, “What’s wrong?”

 

The old housekeeper looked at the scratch on his face for a moment before speaking, “Looks like Miss Xing didn’t listen to me.”

 

Xing Zhongwan sneered, “Thank you for reminding me, I will pay attention to it in the future.”

 

The old housekeeper obviously didn’t think he was listening, “Miss Xing, everything you do here reflects the Xing family. Please think your actions through before doing things. “

 

Who cares about the Xing family, he really doesn’t care about being the Xing part of Xing Zhongwan. If it was not for his own fvcking compulsion, he would’ve long been living it up outside, instead of wading these muddy water.

 

It was enough just for his mother to be admitted into the ancestral grave, if he can’t do it, Xing Zhongwan is not one to let other’s boss him around either. He might be afraid of cumbersome things, but not of tough situations.

 

“That person is half dead, it’s not like I can do anything. At least he is still alive, and not some vegetable yet. The way I see it, even the dogs raised by Mrs. Qi, are living a better life than him! For just that cup of water, do you really have to be so concerned over it and come over to press me about it?” 

 

A glint flashed through the old housekeeper’s eyes, “I saw nothing. This old lady has overstepped, Miss Xing do have a good rest!”

 

Xing Zhongwan closed the door. fvck!

 

The phone rang, and Xing Zhongwan glanced at it before picking it up.

 

“Oh, so you finally answered the phone. Where did you go?” The lazy female voice on the phone had some charm to it, but after hearing it, Xing Zhongwan’s only felt a headache coming.

 

“Can you speak normally?” The other end of the phone was stunned silent for a while. “Xing Zhongwan, don’t be shameless. Laoniang1Female ver. of Laozi is supporting you with that huge business stuff. Where did you fvck off to, living your merry-go-life. Laoniang works 15 hours a day. I have acne all over my face now, you know. Come back now, almost a month has passed since I lived the Xing lifestyle!”

 

Xing Zhongwan had a habit of taking cigarettes from his pocket, but there were none now. He pulled open the drawer and took a lollipop from inside.

 

“I can’t come back in the meantime. You’ll have to live a while longer without Xing!” The chatter came on the other end of the line, ” That’s not right, there’s a situation, snap out of it otherwise Laoniang will quit at it too .”

 

Xing Zhongwan sucked on the lollipop, it was too damned sweet.

 

“Laozi is here as a nanny, but I foresee that I’ll be forced into a routine.”

 

Xing Zhongwan talked about his situation for a while, and the phone kept beeping.

 

“Unexpectedly, the third young master, Qi, was so miserable. At the beginning, he was said to have had a car accident, and the fiancee who was sitting in his passenger seat died on the spot.It was only said that great efforts were made to save him, and that his legs were broken, but his eyes and his blindness were not mentioned. Tsk tsk, these political circles really have dirty hands.”

 

“I think Qi Zongcheng loved the third young master, Qi, his own grandson who was about to be the heir of the Qi family. I didn’t expect that there would be nothing left in a car accident. In my opinion, the Qi family really is ruthless. Despite being crippled, the third young master, Qi’s mother, really doesn’t care about him.”

 

Xing Zhongwan bit the lollipop in his mouth and said, “Don’t young master this, young master that. If you were to speak of this on the past, your mouth would’ve been mutilated by others”

 

“Hahaha, oh, you’re such a saint. But that’s about right, you are his fiancée in name at the moment. Man, I’m going to die of laughter, haha.”

 

Xing Zhongwan pulled the phone away from his ears at the presumptuous laughter.

 

“Qi Yun still has a younger brother. Is he not Mrs. Qi’s only hope now. He is blind, and his legs are gone, what inheritance rights will he get. Qi Zongcheng has so many grandchildren, how can Mrs. Qi protect her own little son. As for this one, it really is a big waste.” 

 

There was a sigh on the other end of the line, “Xing Zhongwan, what about you, being sent to take care of a useless thing. Isn’t the Xing family just using this opportunity to get rid of you.”

 

Xing Zhongwan threw the stick into the trash can, “Good idea!”

 

Xing Zhongwan hung up the phone, after finally convincing the gossipy woman to get back to work, only to see that it was almost time for dinner. Xing Zhongwan opened the door and prepared to go to the dining room to make a scene.

 

As soon as he went out, he met two maids who were washing clothes. Xing Zhongwan happened to glance at the laundry basket, and saw that there were some yellow dried up bodily fluids with some blood stains on the undergarments on the first layer. Judging from the disgust from the two maids, one doesn’t have to guess whose clothes are in the basket to know who it belonged to.

 

Xing Zhongwan went downstairs and pondered about it before going back to the third floor.

 

Opening Qi Yun’s room, the scent of disinfectant overpowered his senses. The smell was really weird, it was as though someone was trying to cover up some other smell. There was a bib in the trash can. It seems that he had already been fed his meal. There was no one else in the room. Xing Zhongwan turned around and wanted to leave but suddenly he found that there was something wrong with the person on the bed, his breathing was faster than before. Xing Zhongwan raised his brows and walked over to see that Qi Yun’s face was a little red. He tried touching his forehead. Xing Zhongwan frowned. He had a fever.

 

How did he get a fever? Without hesitation, Xing Zhongwan opened Qi Yun’s blanket, and a strange odor rushed towards his nostrils along with the smell of disinfectant. Xing Zhongwan pulled down Qi Yun’s pants. No wonder! Xing Zhongwan couldn’t help but cover his mouth and nose. Those inhuman beasts really wanted Qi Yun to pass away quickly.

 

No wonder underwear had blood stains on them.

 

Qi Yun’s lower body was not cleaned up and the discharge this time was due to the lack of proper care. It was infected with pus, and the pants he had just put on were soaked with blood.

 

Xing Zhongwan couldn’t help but swear and curse, looking at his two legs that were as thin as bamboo poles because of neglect, in his heart he felt that Qi Yun was a little bit pitiful. Covering him with the quilt, he glanced at the man. He really didn’t know how the other endured this pain.

 

Xing Zhongwan thought about it. Before calling a doctor, he had to deal with it first. He stretched out his hand to take off his shirt.

 

The person lying motionless on the bed suddenly opened his eyes. Xing Zhongwan was startled. Those eyes looked straight at him. If he was not sure Qi Yun was blind, Xing Zhongwan really thought he was pretending. Those eyes had no life to them, but they were sharp and scary.

 

“Scram!” The hoarse and rough voice was akin to a cogwheel that hadn’t been oiled for a long time. It pierced one’s ears unpleasantly.

 

Xing Zhongwan smiled suddenly, “So you can still talk.”

 

The person on the bed did not speak any more, listening to Xing Zhongwan’s gradual departure, he slowly closed his eyes…

 


T/N: Wow, isn’t our seme being a little too cold to his wife?? ASDFG I guess that’s normal, considering everyone out there is out to get him. Don’t worry, he gets much sweeter later. Well, jk I lied ehe. He gets more possessive and over-protective, that’s for sure. But that’s what I like about this story owo, I’m a bit f/ked up like that I guess… :3 Hope you’re still coming along for the ride 😉

Also, be sure to check out the other works on this site, they’re super good. I recommend Garfield, a transmigration story (about a chaebol too) where the MC came back as a cat and gets picked up and cared for by someone who he thought was once his enemy, or at least someone who wasn’t too friendly towards him hehe. Even though the description says its a face-slapping story, I believe there’s more comforting elements to it than revenge. He is also able to transform back into a human after a few chapters, but hooo boy I personally can’t wait for the smut scenes, I mean… Can you imagine when his estrus cycle arrives owo. It’s all apart of natural cat physiology okay, so I’m not being too much of a perv here okay!?

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Chapter 2 – Even if you wish to die, don’t involve me!

Chapter 2 – Even if you wish to die, don’t involve me!

 

At the first dinner with the Qi’s, Xing Zhongwan glanced around the huge dining room alone, with three dishes and one soup right in front of him. Xing Zhongwan took a look and lost his appetite. After looking in all four corners, there was still no one. Xing Zhongwan snorted coldly, even all the quiet ghosts in this house are sure to come out now.

 

“Miss Xing, is the food not to your taste?” The voice suddenly reminded him of the old housekeeper standing behind, and Xing Zhongwan was startled, “Why don’t your footsteps make any sound?” 

 

The old housekeeper slowly handed him an envelope. “This will be your living expenses for this month. If you feel that the food is not to your liking, you can go out to eat or cook by yourself. But you can’t leave the villa while the third young master is awake.”

 

Xing Zhongwan took the envelope and glanced inside. There was a thick stack. Xing Zhongwan looked up at the old housekeeper, “How do I know when the third young master is awake?” 

 

The old housekeeper’s mouth twitched, “Miss Xing will naturally know from now on.”

 

Xing Zhongwan waved the envelope in his hand, “Thanks. “

 

“In this house, I’ll remind Miss Xing again to talk less. There will be professionals here to take care of the third young master, you only have to be present in the house, don’t worry about other matters.”

 

Xing Zhong smiled belatedly, “I’m not one to pry.”

 

The old housekeeper nodded in satisfaction and slowly walked out of the dining room. As soon as she left, Xing Zhongwan’s face fell. Looking at the third young master Qi’s appearance, even he couldn’t tell how long he had to live. He won’t die even if I’m not here to play my part.

 

When night came, Xing Zhongwan finally saw the doctor, he turned over Qi Yun’s quilt and looked underneath, and simply checked on his eyes. Xing Zhongwan couldn’t help but shake his head. Even this could be considered a fvcking examination! The doctor left in less than five minutes. As soon as the doctor left, the old housekeeper came in with a tray. Xing Zhongwan peeked inside and saw a bowl of porridge, which was supposed to be fed to Qi Yun.

 

The old housekeeper took something like a bib and wrapped it around Qi Yun’s neck, picked up the bowl, scooped a spoonful of porridge and fed it to him. Qi Yun did not open his mouth, and the porridge flowed to one side of the bib. After dripping down so many times, Xing Zhongwan finally understood why Qi Yun had become so thin, none of it went in at all. When the bowl in the old housekeeper’s hands was empty, the old housekeeper took the bib and threw it into the rubbish bin. She then wiped Qi Yun’s neck with a towel. Xing Zhongwan still saw leftover rice grains on his skinny neck.

 

The old housekeeper took the bowl and bin before leaving. Xing Zhongwan leaned at the door and opened his mouth, “Does he not have the strength to even swallow?” 

 

The old housekeeper glanced at him without answering. After a while, the doctor came and gave Qi Yun an IV drip. The needle was inserted into a dried-up blood vessel several times but nothing got inside. Xing Zhongwan felt some heartache while watching, but the person lying on the bed did not react at all.

 

Xing Zhongwan frowned and said nothing.

 

And just like that, two days have passed. The old housekeeper still did the same thing, and Xing Zhongwan was almost numb just watching. Finally there was one day when he curiously took a bite of the porridge given to Qi Yun, Xing Zhongwan sneered, he couldn’t even stomach it, how could the one lying on the bed do it. Three meals a day, if there is no variation, anyone would vomit, not to mention the usage of the IV drips every day. These people had no intention of helping the third young master, Qi recover!

 

Xing Zhongwan felt that he should think carefully about the reason for being sent to Qi Yun. He was told to take care of him, but he couldn’t do anything. Everything was taken care of by the old housekeeper. So what did they want him to do?

 

In the evening, Xing Zhongwan was lying on the bed, playing with his mobile phone, and there was an overflowing amount of messages asking him where he went. Xing Zhongwan had left his phone on the bed without replying to a single message. Laozi1A superior way of referring to oneself had to bear the humiliation here in order to send his old mother back to the Xing’s house. Before coming, Xing Zhengping already signed a non-disclosure agreement with him. Xing Zhongwan got up and took a black leather band from the bedside table to simply tie his hair. By night, the third young master, Qi, should be asleep. He was going out to have some fun, otherwise he would grow mouldy, just watching the house day long.

 

After seeing everyone who lived and came by this house, no one except the third young master, Qi, cared whether he was a man or a woman. Xing Zhongwan no longer concealed that he was a man. Holding the car key, Xing Zhongwan went down to the second floor and coincidentally saw two people dressed like nursemaids conversing.

 

“Did you help the mister wash his body for today?”

 

“How could I dare to, he won’t allow others to touch him at all, not to mention, he’s so dirty, would you want to do it.” 

 

“As if I want to do it. If they didn’t pay this much, I wouldn’t have agreed to come here. But the person lying on that bed is also pitiful. It’s been a year, but no one has come to visit.”

 

“I heard that he was the eldest young master of the family, I think even now, we are still inferior to him.”

 

“He’s not only disabled, but blind as well, if not for the IV drips he would’ve long died!”

 

Xing Zhongwan shook the key in his hand, sneering. Qi Yun, Oh, Qi Yun. If you knew that these two workers were sent here just for the sake of it, the previous you would have been angered to death.

 

Exiting the villa, he opened the car door. Xing Zhongwan looked at his own wicked eyes in the rearview mirror. His eyes moved down and there was a string of Buddhist prayer beads hanging from them, which was given to him by his mother while she was still alive. Xing Zhongwan lowered his head and cursed before opening the car door, and getting out of the car.

 

Walking to the door of Qi Yun’s bedroom on the third floor, Xing Zhongwan opened the door. There was still that indescribable smell. There was something different this time, the person in bed had stretched out his arm and was holding onto a glass of water on the nearby bedside table. Those thin arms supporting the large hospital gowns look as though they would snap at any given moment.

 

Xing Zhongwan leaned at the door and silently watched. Turns out his entire body wasn’t completely paralysed.

 

Just thinking about it, there was a sharp sound, and the glass fell to the ground. The water spilled all over the ground. The arm froze in mid-air, and then was slowly retracted.

 

Xing Zhongwan looked at the clock, five minutes had passed and no one came up to see what happened.

 

Xing Zhongwan used his finger to shift the wristwatch, aiming the sapphire’s glimmer into the dimly-lit room. The person on the bed remained unmoving and silent like a dead person, with only the slight ups and downs of his chest proving that he was still breathing.

 

Xing Zhongwan turned around and went downstairs. Holding a water glass in his hand, he approached Qi Yun. Xing Zhongwan put the water glass on the bedside table and reached out to help Qi Yun up but he did not expect a thin hand to suddenly grab his wrist as he touched the other’s body. The cold touch made a chill run down the back of his spine.

 

“I didn’t mean anything by it, just poured you a glass of water. “

 

Xing Zhongwan regretted going out of his way a little bit. He could’ve completely ignored him, but sympathy is a terribly scary thing, good people often rationalize it in order to prove to oneself that they did not lie to the other. Xing Zhongwan held Qi Yun’s arm and placed the glass of water in his hand. With a sudden swing of his arm, the unstable water cup fell to the ground, and the water splashed all over Xing Zhongwan.

 

Xing Zhongwan laughed angrily, apparently he couldn’t play the good guy in this case.

 

Xing Zhongwan got up and looked at that thin face, where there was still the slightest bit of that same old pride from before in it.

 

Xing Zhongwan hummed coldly, turned and went downstairs to pour another glass of water. Without a word, he dragged Qi Yun up from the bed. The stubborn man waved his arms frantically. It was not known how long he hadn’t cut his nails. They inadvertently left marks on Xing Zhongwan’s face.

 

Xing Zhongwan opened Qi Yun’s mouth and poured water in. Qi Yun coughed violently and his meager chest violently heaved up and down.

 

Xing Zhongwan threw the person back on the bed and looked at him coldly, “Even if you wish to die, don’t involve me!”


 

T/N: If you’re wondering why Zhongwan did that thing with the sapphire, I think he was trying to test if Qi Yun would react to the light, making sure he was completely blind before coming any closer. 

 

Also, I hope you enjoyed this chapter 😀 there’s like 70-ish in total, so I hope you buckle up cause things are about to get more awkward for the poor Xing Zhongwan ahaha, not to mention the strange misunderstanding that’s about to take place. Oops, my, my is that a spoiler? Ahaha pardon me ^^

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