Month: November 2021 (Page 2 of 3)

Chapter 1 – Forced into it

Chapter 1 – Forced into it.

 

Xing Zhongwan stood at the door of the Qi’s villa in the suburbs shouldering his scant luggage. Only after rummaging through his pocket for a long time did he remember that he had already thrown away the cigarettes before arriving.

 

Xing Zhongwan sniffled to clear his nose before ringing the doorbell. The bell rang three times, and an old woman came out to open the door. Late into the night, a pair of dark pupils eyed Zhongwan up and down. This gesture made some discomfort welt up from the bottom of his heart, so he impatiently asked, “May I go in?” 

 

The old lady finally answered. “Are you the missus from the Xing family?” Her baritone voice was akin to the crisp crunch of a tree branch underfoot in winter. Xing Zhongwan felt uncomfortable, awkwardly grasping at his white t-shirt, “Yes.” 

 

The old lady led Xing Zhongwan up the flight of stairs, “The young lady’s voice sounds a little different.” Xing Zhongwan coughed a few times,”I have a sore throat, so there are some problems with my vocal cords.”

 

The old lady’s muddy eyes glanced back at him, and a grin suddenly appeared in her mouth. Xing Zhongwan looked at the surrounding environment indifferently, “Where will I stay?” 

 

The old lady took him to the room at the end of the corridor. “This is your room, rest for now. I will take you to see the third young master later.” Xing Zhongwan put his luggage on the bed and thanked her. The old lady nodded to him, turned, and slowly went back downstairs.

 

Xing Zhongwan closed the door and looked around the room. It was a very large room with white curtains, a desk and a wardrobe as well as a bathroom. At a glance, one could tell it was a guest room. Xing Zhongwan took a deep breath and laid down on the big bed staring at the yellowed ceiling above him in a daze.

 

A month ago, Xing Zhongwan was called back to his family home. He does not have any good memories of his family, as an illegitimate child who has never even been seen by his own father, to be called back out of the blue wouldn’t have meant anything good. Sure enough, his father who has never cared for him in these 20 years asked him to go to Qi’s house to take care of a paraplegic 1a person who’s lower-half is paralysed.

 

As Xing Zhongwan was about to leave without looking back, Xing Zhengping had unexpectedly added that he would promise to move his mother’s ashes back to the Xing Family’s ancestral burial grounds as long as he was willing to come to Xing’s house. 

 

Xing Zhongwan laughed angrily, “How did a paraplegic cause you to make such a large effort to accept even an illegitimate child like me?” Xing Zhengping didn’t dare look at his son who had a crazed smile, but was in fact extremely indifferent to the whole situation. “If it weren’t for your sister who ran away, when would it ever be your turn to take care of Qi Yun!” Xing Zhongwan narrowed his eyes, turns out it was THAT Qi Yun. No wonder Xing Zhengping was put on the spot.

 

“You old man… you want me to impersonate Xing Zhongjie? Which part of me looks like a woman to you?”

 

Xing Zhengping impatiently said, “I don’t care what you do! Just get it done and your mother will be allowed to enter the Xing family’s ancestral burial grounds.” Xing Zhongwan was smoking a cigarette. He narrowed his eyes, and sneered, “You old man, don’t you dare go back on your words!”

 

Xing Zhongwan visited his mother’s cemetery that same day and brought a bottle of liquor to sit in front of her grave, drinking through the night. When it was bright, Xing Zhongwan got up and looked at the serious-looking woman plastered onto the tombstone, “For the sake of your dog-shit deathwish, this time your son has to substitute for that white lotus 2Usually used to describe a person who seems pure on the outside, but has a bad personality Xing Zhongjie’s and take care of a paraplegic.” Xing Zhongwan stared at her. After watching the damned photo for a long time, he suddenly bowed to the tombstone.

 

“Don’t worry, I will let you return gracefully.”

 

Thinking of this, Xing Zhongwan annoyedly got up from the bed and went to the bathroom to look at himself in the mirror. With middle-length hair, a white t-shirt, and jeans, it was a very modest attire. The collar closely covered up his small Adam’s apple.

 

Xing Zhongwan didn’t know if this get-up could fool Qi Yun, but after seeing the old housekeeper’s reaction earlier, it seems he wasn’t too convincing. Regardless, who cares about him, Xing Zhongwan had no interest in knowing what the pair did in private. He didn’t believe that the powerful Qi family would not know about Xing Zhongjie’s runaway from home.

 

As he turned the faucet and washed his face, Xing Zhongwan felt a little irritable and pinned back his moderately long hair. Fortunately, he had been lazing around for a year, so his hair hasn’t been trimmed. He didn’t expect that it would come into use for this particular scenario. He only hopes that when Qi Yun sees him, the other won’t get angry to the point of aggravating his illness.

 

As he was thinking, the door was knocked on politely three times. Xing Zhongwan opened the door to the old lady glancing at him, “Miss Xing, are you ready? I’ll be taking you to see the third young master.”

 

Qi’s villa was not very large. There were three floors in total. Xing Zhongwan lived on the second floor and Qi Yun lived on the third floor. Xing Zhongwan walked up all the way and found that all the curtains in the corridor windows were all closed. The whole place was dark and made it seem like it was nighttime, which would make others inexplicably feel discomfort. Plus, there seemed to be only one old housekeeper in this villa, he hasn’t seen anyone else in the long time he was here. The old housekeeper stopped in front of the room at the end of the corridor and looked back at Xing Zhongwan, “The third young master likes it quiet, Miss Xing, try not to talk too much later.” Xing Zhongwan already knew in his heart he wouldn’t be talking much anyway.

 

The moment the door opened, Xing Zhongwan looked inside and frowned. The inside of the room was darker than outside. After opening the door, there was a smell due to the lack of ventilation for a lengthy period of time. Xing Zhongwan thought, how could this be a sick person’s room? Following the old housekeeper inside, he only saw a single large bed and machines surrounding both sides of the bed which he didn’t know what they were used for. There was a person lying on the bed. From the thin outline, the person on the bed was very thin.

 

The old lady spoke towards the bed, “Third young master, Miss Xing is here.” 

 

Her words sank into the silence, akin to drowning into a calm lake. Xing Zhongwan walked a few steps and saw the person lying on the bed in the low light. Even a person with a wild personality like Xing Zhongwan was shocked when he saw the person on the bed. Was this really the famous third young master, Qi?

 

The person on the bed was covered with a blanket. Although he couldn’t see his body, Xing Zhongwan could guess what his body looked like after seeing his face.

 

His entire face was so thin like there was only a layer of skin attached to the bones, and it has long been indistinguishable from its original appearance. The open eyes were empty and lifeless, if it weren’t for the faint ups and down movement from his chest, Xing Zhongwan would’ve thought he had just seen a dead person!

 

The old housekeeper slowly walked to the side to open the curtains, and the bright sun shone in instantly, Qi Yun’s thin and deformed face appeared more clearly in front of Xing Zhongwan. Qi Yun’s eyes remained unmoving, and even Xing Zhongwan couldn’t help but narrow his eyes. Xing Zhongwan something was amiss with the person on the bed and saw the indifference of the old housekeeper nearby, as well as the blatant disgust that appeared in her eyes, and suddenly understood that Qi Yun was not only paralyzed, but also blind.

 

Xing Zhongwan couldn’t help but sneer in his heart, this time he would not have to worry about being found out as a fake ‘Xing Zhongjie’. This had been a calculated move, it’s no wonder that an illegitimate child like himself was allowed to approach the third young master, Qi. Keeping in mind all the strange happenings since he walked through the door, it’s no wonder the housekeeper doesn’t care much about his almost careless pretense.

 

Haha! Qi Yun was treated as an abandoned son. Which affluent family would want a paralyzed and blind heir.

 

Xing Zhongwan looked at the person lying motionless on the bed, and felt a little pity in his heart. He met Qi Yun many years ago when he came to the Xing’s family to witness the divorce. His white lotus sister cried until she almost fainted. Xing Zhongwan watched it all funnily, as the Xing family all acted out a good show. At that time, Qi Yun had a cool exterior, and that beautiful face made people afraid to give him a second glance. He left the Xing’s house without even drinking a cup of tea. Xing Zhongwan stood on the balcony looking at that tall and straight back, feeling for the first time that he really wanted to see that proud man fall from the sky and land in the mud.

 

Unexpectedly, he really got to see it. Xing Zhongwan withdrew from his thoughts and smiled faintly. His boneless father really did think it through, and he didn’t just play at his own weakness too. But Xing Zhongwan was not stupid. Alright, since he was here, he will take good care of him, only to the point where Qi Yun doesn’t die. As for the rest, it’s best not to depend on him……

 

Xing Zhongwan looked at the man lying on the bed unable to move, Qi Yun, let’s get along well in the future…

 


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Chapter 13

       The car accident was the responsibility of the truck driver that changed lanes in front. After the traffic police came to deal with the scene, Xi Feng took a taxi to take He Yunsheng to the hospital. He Yunsheng’s life was not in danger, but he fractured his right wrist and went to the hospital for an X-ray. Fortunately, it was not too serious.

       At night, He Yunsheng stayed in the observation room for infusion, and Xi Feng sat next to him.

       Even with his eyes closed, He Yunsheng could feel Xi Feng’s eyes fixed on him. He slowly opened his eyes to stare at the ceiling and said, “What are you looking after me for? I’m fine. You go back first.”

       Xi Feng said, “It’s okay, I’ll just observe you for the time being, and you can go to sleep. I’ll call the doctor for you after you finish the infusion later.”

       He Yunsheng didn’t know how to answer him for a while.

       At this time, Xi Feng’s cell phone rang. He took it out and saw that it was Xu Qing’s call. He quickly took the cell phone out of the ward to answer the call.

       Xu Qing didn’t lose his temper this time. When Xi Feng answered the phone, he only calmly said the words, “Let’s break up.”

       That evening Xi Feng ran away before he finished eating, leaving Xu Qing and her parents to sit awkwardly. Xu Qing’s father asked if there was something urgent for Xi Feng and asked Xu Qing to follow him.

       Xu Qing felt some indigestion in her stomach and was unwilling to move. As a result, Xi Feng never went back nor made any phone call. In the end, it was Xu Qing who paid the bill.

       At this point, Xi Feng knew that it would be useless to even say sorry, he whispered to the other end of the phone, “I understand, I’m really sorry, if —”

       Before he finished speaking, Xu Qing hung up the phone.

       He originally wanted to say that he would explain to Xu Qing if he had a chance, but now it seems the other party might not give him a chance.

       Xi Feng returned to the ward, He Yunsheng turned his head to look at him and said, “Is there anything wrong? Just go ahead if there’s something you need to do.”

       “What will you do when I leave?” Xi Feng said as he sat down beside the hospital bed, “Will there be someone else to take care of you?”

       He Yunsheng was suddenly at a loss. He still has relatives and friends, but they don’t seem close enough to come to the hospital to look after him all night. If he was seriously injured in a car accident today, he might have been able to call someone, but now it doesn’t seem too necessary in this situation.

       So he was silent for a moment and answered Xi Feng, “It’s not necessary.”

       Xi Feng said, “Go to sleep. Just pretend I don’t exist.”

       He Yunsheng saw that he couldn’t say anything to make Xi Feng leave, and talking to him too much was making his heart sick, so he turned his back to him and closed his eyes.

       Xi Feng stared at He Yunsheng’s back in a daze.

       The fear that he had when watching He Yunsheng’s car crashed just now hasn’t dissipated. At that moment, he even felt that his legs were weak, but even if his legs were weak, he would run to He Yunsheng’s side to confirm whether he was safe.

       Looking at He Yunsheng’s slightly thin back now, Xi Feng suddenly felt uncomfortable in his heart, not for himself, but for He Yunsheng.

       He thought that even if He Yunsheng was injured, he didn’t even have a person to look after him. Then one day when he gets old, will he have to stay at home alone without anyone around him?

       Just by imagining it, Xi Feng has felt that this uncomfortable feeling was so strong that it made his nasal cavity a little sore.

       He didn’t know what he could do on his own. On such a quiet night, he suddenly wondered if he could stay with He Yunsheng forever?

  Xi Feng stretched out his hand towards He Yunsheng, wanting to touch his hair. Yet before he could touch it, he suddenly retracted his hand, like he was waking up from a dream, suddenly realizing what a terrible thought he had just had.

       He can’t be that person, Xi Feng told himself repeatedly. And what about that man tonight? He Yunsheng didn’t seem to call him even after the accident.

       If He Yunsheng is not destined to be with a woman, is it better for him to find a man?

       Xi Feng was in a daze, but as long as the scene of He Yunsheng with the man crossed his mind, Xi Feng felt that he was almost overwhelmed by anger. No, maybe it wasn’t just anger, it was more of a jealousy and unwillingness.

       He raised his hand to cover his face.

       Someone once said that feelings could be controlled. As long as you don’t think about it, some feelings may never sprout. But Xi Feng couldn’t hold himself back anymore. The unacceptable secret feelings had already sprouted, it wasn’t like he could really wipe it off by shaking his head and denying it.

       Xi Feng thought he was finished.

       It was midnight when He Yunsheng finished his infusion, and he had already gone to sleep unconsciously. Xi Feng pressed the pager and called the nurse on duty to pull the needle for him.

       At that time, He Yunsheng woke up, but because he was too tired, he soon fell asleep again. This time, it was already dawn when he woke up. When he opened his eyes, he found that Xi Feng was still sitting by the bed staring at him, as if he hadn’t closed his eyes all night.

       He Yunsheng was a little startled.

       Xi Feng watched him wake up and asked, “Do you feel any discomfort?” His voice sounded hoarse.

       He Yunsheng shook his head. Apart from the fracture of his wrist, which has been fixed, he has no other discomfort.

       Xi Feng said, “I’ll call for the doctor to take a look at it later. If everything is fine, then we can go back.”

       He Yunsheng wanted to say that there was no need to do that, and Xi Feng should just go back to rest by himself, but Xi Feng had already stood up and walked outside. A short while later, Xi Feng accompanied the doctor in, asked about He Yunsheng’s condition, checked his wrist fixation, and made sure there was no problem so he could go back first.

       Xi Feng stretched out his hand to help He Yunsheng.

       He Yunsheng avoided his hand and said to him, “I can do it myself.”

       So he said, but after all, he lost one hand that could help him move, and it became extremely difficult to wear shoes. Xi Feng squatted down to help him put on his shoes and then took his coat to put on him.

       When Xi Feng did these things, he was silent. He Yunsheng looked at him, and his thoughts were a little complicated.

       Today, He Yunsheng has to deal with the follow-up of the car accident. He contacted the truck driver and planned to go to a repair shop. There is no other way but to ask for leave for work.

       But he didn’t expect that Xi Feng also takes a leave of absence.

       As the two stood at the entrance of the hospital, He Yunsheng asked him, “Why do you ask for leave? Your wage will be deducted at the end of the year.”

       Xi Feng said: “If not, should I have left you alone? Your hands are still not convenient to use.”

       He Yunsheng subconsciously touched his bandaged right wrist. He said, “It doesn’t matter.”

       Xi Feng did not intend to talk about it with him and only said, “Let’s go. The leave has been requested. Let’s go to eat breakfast first. What do you want to eat?”

       Xi Feng had just looked after He Yunsheng all night yesterday. Whether He Yunsheng wanted it or not, he couldn’t strictly refuse the other party at this time. In the end, he could only say, “Whatever you want to eat.”

       After breakfast, Xi Feng accompanied He Yunsheng to deal with the car affairs for a whole day. At night he took a taxi to send He Yunsheng back.

       Sitting in the taxi, neither of them spoke.

       He Yunsheng looked out the window for a moment, turned his head to look at Xi Feng, and said, “Thank you for today.”

       Xi Feng was a little depressed. He said, “It was because I chased you yesterday that you were in a car accident, right?”

       He Yunsheng did not admit or deny it and said, “That’s because I didn’t concentrate on driving by myself. The injury on my hands is not a big deal. It is enough for you to help me for a day, so you don’t need to worry about it anymore.”

       Xi Feng suddenly asked, “Is there someone who will take care of you?”

       He Yunsheng said, “It’s just a small injury. I can take care of myself.”

       Xi Feng asked him, “What if the injury is severe this time? Is there anyone else who will come to watch over you all night beside me?”

       He Yunsheng leaned back on the back of the seat. He was a little irritated by what Xi Feng said, but he tried to suppress it. He told himself that Xi Feng really cared about him; otherwise, he would not stay with him for so long. But these kinds of rude and provocative words will make people feel uncomfortable no matter how much the other party shows their concern.

       The taxi arrived at He Yunsheng’s place downstairs, and He Yunsheng pulled the car door and got off.

       Xi Feng also got out of the car and said, “I’ll walk you up.”

       He Yunsheng did not refuse, he turned and walked into the neighborhood, and Xi Feng quickly followed.

  Seeing that the taxi had turned and left, He Yunsheng stopped and waited for Xi Feng to walk in front of him and said in a deep voice, “Xi Feng, let me say it again. I am very grateful for your help. But don’t you think you are being too much?”

       Xi Feng looked at him, there were no street lights here, and neither of them could see each other’s expressions clearly in the dim environment.

  He Yunsheng continued, “I know that I am a homosexual. In your eyes, I am abnormal. I will not have a complete family or children. Even now, I am in my thirties, and I am alone. You can pity me, and I don’t mind what you think of me. But please don’t approach me in the name of being concerned, and at the same time trying so hard to criticize my way of life! I don’t need you to judge what kind of life I live by your standards. I don’t pity myself. I know in my heart what I want. You go get married and have kids and live your life. What I want is my business!”

        After saying these words, He Yunsheng’s chest is still slightly heaving, and he wanted to fan his face to let the blood that rushed to his brain cool down quickly.

       Xi Feng was surprisingly calm. He looked at He Yunsheng and said, “I can’t do it.”

       He Yunsheng clenched his left hand into a fist and raised it, and then put it down again. He said, “You have a screw loose in your brain, don’t you?”

       Xi Feng said seriously, “I can’t stand to see you alone. I feel uncomfortable in my heart. I want you to live a happy life.”

       As soon as he said this, He Yunsheng’s original anger disappeared in an instant, and what remained seemed to be a ridiculous desolation.

  He Yunsheng raised his hand and pressed his forehead. After a while, he said to Xi Feng, “Let me put it this way, being single is my own choice, and I’m still waiting for the one who is right for me. I believe I will be happy with the one I love for the rest of my life. All we lack is a child.”

       Xi Feng did not speak.

       He Yunsheng stretched out his hand in his pocket and took his mobile phone. He said, “Thank you for your concern. I will find someone right now and let him accompany me tonight, so you can be completely at ease and not have to worry about me in the future.”

       After finishing speaking, He Yunsheng fished out the mobile phone in his pocket, opened the phone book with one hand with difficulty to look for the number, and dialed it after a few moments.

       While waiting for the call to be connected, He Yunsheng raised his head to look at Xi Feng.

       Xi Feng’s expression was a little sad. He probably didn’t even notice it.

       The call was quickly connected, and He Yunsheng said to the person over there, “Cheng Lei, do you have something to do tonight? Come spend the night at my place.”


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Chapter 96

  Chen Zejun calmed Ye Xing down, and he began to try to ask him again about what happened in the classroom that day.

  It was actually quite difficult to talk to Ye Xing because Ye Xing had a hard time concentrating. He would always looked around curiously, and would even pay attention to a pen on his desk instead of listening carefully to Chen Zejun.

  In order to make him concentrate, Chen Zejun went to his daughter’s room and took a small electric carriage toy that his daughter liked very much, and put it on the table to let the carriage move by itself.

  Ye Xing’s gaze turned to the direction of the carriage.

  When he reached out to take it, Chen Zejun took it first, shook it in front of him, and said to him, “You answer my question, and I will give this to you.”

  Ye Xing turned his gaze to Chen Zejun’s face with great difficulty but quickly turned away.

  Chen Zejun realized that he had briefly caught his attention, so he asked, “What kind of man did you see in the classroom that day?”

  Ye Xing said, “Thin.”

  Chen Zejun pursued, “Is he tall?”

  Ye Xing reached out for the small carriage.

  Chen Zejun put things behind him, shook his head, and asked again, “Is he tall?”

  Ye Xing tugged his hair, “Tall?”

  Chen Zejun stood up, “Is he as tall as me?”

  Ye Xing looked up at him, his eyes drifting again, and finally shook his head.

  ”He is not as tall as me?” Chen Zejun asked him.

  Ye Xing lowered his head and picked his fingers, but didn’t answer him.

  Chen Zejun bent down, grabbed his arm, and asked, “He is not taller than me?”

  Ye Xing finally nodded.

  Such weak information couldn’t make much progress on the whole case. According to the forensic examination of the corpse, Chen Zejun’s daughter was smothered to death, stripped naked, but there was no trace of sexual assault.

  If it was a man who was thin but not too tall, then Chen Zejun could only try to exclude the employees of the rehabilitation institution at this stage, but what about the outsiders?

  Chen Zejun looked down at Ye Xing, who was turning his head blankly as if he was looking for something everywhere. Chen Zejun handed the small carriage to him.

  Ye Xing’s eyes were a little bright, and he reached out and took it.

  Chen Zejun suddenly felt uncomfortable. He raised his hand to press the back of Ye Xing’s head and rubbed it vigorously.

  When the shooting was over, Wen Jianing gathered his things and headed outside with Wen Tinghuan.

  Recently, Jian Jun’s new movie had started shooting, and Wen Tinghuan was actually a bit busy running on both sides, so she had to arrange for a new assistant to work with him.

  Wen Tinghuan complained to Wen Jianing, “I originally planned to throw you to Lu Yunan, but now you’re in this mess.”

  Wen Jianing opened the door and got into the car while saying, “Why are you so irresponsible? Yunan is not my assistant.”

  Wen Tinghuan said, “I am responsible for you, but I am not responsible for Jian Jun.”

  Wen Jianing was a little tired, but still said jokingly, “But when the newcomers smile…”*

  ”Bah!” Wen Tinghuan interrupted him.

  When he went out, he saw a lot of young girls guarding the exit of the parking lot. They were fans of Wen Jianing or rather fans of Ke Xinhang. Although it was late, they stayed there just to see their idols.

  Wen Jianing was already asleep when he closed his eyes. Wen Tinghuan had to slow down and press the window and whispered to them, “Xinhang is too tired and has fallen asleep. You should also go back early and pay attention to safety. “

  In the past, these words were all said by Wen Jianing himself to them.

  As she looked at these girls, Wen Tinghuan also felt that it was not easy for them.

  Wen Tinghuan had been sending Wen Jianing to the underground parking lot downstairs of the apartment. When Wen Jianing got out of the car, she suddenly asked, “I heard that you and Lu Jinlang will have a bed scene tomorrow?”

  ”Huh?” Wen Jianing had just woken up, still a little confused, and then laughed for a while, “Yes, it’s the first time I have a bed scene with Lu Jinlang. You are welcome to visit.”

  The so-called bed scene was really just a scene to be shot in bed.

  And before that, there was a scene where Chen Zejun helped Ye Xing take a bath.

  Ye Xing was actually capable of taking care of himself to a certain extent. He could do simple things like bathing and dressing.

  But on the first night he moved in, Chen Zejun took him into the bathroom and helped him turn on the showerhead.

  Chen Zejun pointed out to him, “The hot water switch is on the left, cold water is on the right, and this is a shower gel.”

  While he was talking, Ye Xing had already taken off his clothes and pants and put them aside.

  Chen Zejun turned his head and saw Ye Xing who was barely naked at a glance, and he was suddenly a little embarrassed. Although he had always treated Ye Xing as a child, Ye Xing was a young man with a mature body after all. Chen Zejun, who had left school and out of society for more than ten years was not comfortable with seeing a man’s naked body at such a close distance.

  Even with his 10-year-old daughter, he tried to teach her to take a bath by herself, and he hadn’t helped her wash for a long time.

  So Chen Zejun grabbed the clothes Ye Xing had changed out of and hurried out. Before he closed the door, he said, “Call me if something happens.”

  In order to film this scene, Wen Jianing made full preparations. As soon as he woke up in the morning, Lu Jinlang saw that Wen Jianing had put on another pair of boxers over his underwear, and then seemed to be hesitant to stuff his socks inside because they were a bit tight.

  Lu Jinlang quickly stopped him, “I’ll help you find something else.”

  Of course he didn’t have to actually strip naked during the shoot, but his shirts need to be taken off, and there was only a pair of shorts left below. Naturally, the camera won’t take pictures that shouldn’t be taken.

  During the official shooting, Wen Jianing raised his hand to take off his shirt while Lu Jinlang turned his back to speak, and then unbuttoned his pants. The pants then suddenly slipped off to his feet.

  Lu Jinlang turned around and suddenly forgot his lines.

  Xie Ruoming shouted, “What’s the matter?”

  Lu Jinlang smiled apologetically. In fact, he rarely forgets his lines. At this time, he can only say to Xie Ruoming, “Let’s do it again.”

  Wen Jianing glared at him.

  In the second shooting, Lu Jinlang did not forget the lines, but Wen Jianing slipped and almost fell when he got under the shower barefoot.

  Lu Jinlang reached out and hugged him, helped him stand firmly, and patted his waist.

  Xie Ruoming sighed helplessly and said, “Do it again.”

  The third shot passed without incident.

  Ye Xing, who had finished taking a shower, came out of the bathroom wearing the pyjamas that Chen Zejun had prepared for him, standing still not knowing what to do.

  Chen Zejun took him to his room because he didn’t plan to let him sleep in his daughter’s bed.

  Ye Xing refused to sleep. This was not his usual bed and quilt. Chen Zejun pulled him to the side of the bed and sat him down but Ye Xing stood up again, shaking his head and saying, “No.”

  Chen Zejun was a little tired, and stretched out his hand to him, “Stop making trouble, go to sleep.”

  ”No,” Ye Xing insisted. He didn’t let Chen Zejun pull him. He tried to leave the room, but Chen Zejun had locked it up first.

  Ye Xing began to walk back and forth in the room, and said anxiously, “No.”

  He wanted to go to bed at ten o’clock, but it was past ten o’clock, and he couldn’t stand this strange room and this strange bed.

  Chen Zejun looked at Ye Xing who was like a fly, and finally, reached the end of this patience. He sat on the edge of the bed, raised his foot and kicked the bedside table heavily.

  The bedside table fell and made a violent noise. Ye Xing seemed to be frozen suddenly, and his eyes widened in shock.

  After losing his temper, Chen Zejun regretted it immediately. He grabbed Ye Xing who was stunned, placed him on the bed, and said, “Do you want me to sing for you?”

  Ye Xing didn’t answer. He was frozen as if he was frightened.

  Chen Zejun sighed and sang a lullaby softly in his ear.

  ……

  Wen Jianing felt Lu Jinlang’s warm breath lapping at his ear. He kept looking at Lu Jinlang, but he didn’t think about anything at this time, because he was Ye Xing.

  Lu Jinlang’s voice was deep and sexy, but because of Chen Zejun’s character, it also had some tired hoarseness, and even the tone was not very accurate.

  But it was very reassuring. He was wrapped in a warm blanket, and half of Lu Jinlang’s body pressed against him, singing soft songs that made him feel drowsy.

  This was hardly an act anymore, he was indeed a little tired and slowly closed his eyes.

  Chen Zejun, who coaxed Ye Xing to sleep, did not get up. He was also very tired, so he hugged the person on the bed and fell asleep together.

  After they returned from the shooting that day, Lu Jinlang suddenly mentioned something to him and said, “Do you know who sold our news to Gossip Weekly?”

  Wen Jianing was taken aback, and asked, “Who?”

  Lu Jinlang was changing clothes, and he hung up his coat and said, “Zhu Zexin.”

  Wen Jianing was taken aback for a moment, “He doesn’t want to be in this business anymore?”

  Lu Jinlang said, “You didn’t give him a chance to stay, what is he afraid of?”

  Wen Jianing looked at him, “Are you blaming me?”

  Lu Jinlang smiled, “Just telling you to be careful.”

  In the next two days of filming, Wen Jianing’s scenes ended earlier than Lu Jinlang’s scenes. They had developed a habit of going their own way. After Wen Jianing finished filming, they packed up their things and left.

  Lu Jinlang continued his part in the play.

  Chen Zejun contacted a producer on the Internet, sent the photo and asked the other party to make a fake police officer ID for himself, and then used the ID to go to the building where the rehabilitation institution was located to obtain the elevator surveillance video because he used to use the police’s ID card in the past. The identity appeared before, so it did not arouse the other party’s suspicion, and he successfully obtained the elevator surveillance record on the afternoon of his daughter’s accident.

  Because the surveillance camera of the rehabilitation facility failed and there was no way to get the information, he could at least use this camera to check if any outsiders had been to the floor of the rehabilitation facility that day.

  Chen Zejun, who got the record, intended to let Ye Xing come and watch this video with him. He hoped to find suspicious suspects by observing Ye Xing’s reaction.

  Wen Tinghuan drove the car and answered the phone shortly after leaving the studio. It was now Jian Jun’s turn to shoot something.

  As she hung up the phone, Wen Tinghuan said to Wen Jianing, “Can you drive back by yourself?”

  Wen Jianing more or less heard what was on the other side of the phone, and asked, “Did something happen to Jian Jun?”

  Wen Tinghuan said, “He said there was some conflict with the director. It shouldn’t be serious. This kid has a sense of decency. I’ll take a look.”

  Wen Jianing saw that it was all dark outside, and said with some worry, “You can drive, I’ll take a taxi and go back.”

  ”No,” Wen Tinghuan said, “It’s not convenient for you. I’ll find a bustling street corner to take a taxi later. You drive back by yourself and be careful.”

  Wen Jianing said softly, “You have to be careful.”

  Wen Tinghuan stopped at a street corner and got out of the car to take a taxi by herself.

  Wen Jianing moved to the driver’s seat and continued to start the car.

  Not too far away, he noticed the black car chasing him from the rearview mirror.

  Actually, it happened from time to time during this period. He knew that they were mostly gossip weekly paparazzi, chasing him and Lu Jinlang and refused to let them go. In the past, he was photographed occasionally, but it was mostly coincidental. This way of chasing him could only explain one point. The other party was sure that the relationship between him and Lu Jinlang was not just a rumour. They believed that as long as they keep chasing, and if kept shooting, they would always be able to capture something.

  After filming all day, Wen Jianing was physically and mentally exhausted. It was even more annoying to be chased. If it weren’t for them, why would he hide like this with Lu Jinlang?

  In a rare moment of anger, Wen Jianing stepped heavily on the accelerator, trying to shake off the car that was following him.


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Chapter 12

       He Yunsheng came out of the shower, wearing pajamas, with his hair still wet. He put a towel on his shoulders, sat across Xi Feng, and asked, “Anything else?”

       Xi Feng scratched his head and said, “Are you okay?”

       He Yunsheng looked at him.

       Xi Feng said, “Last night I—” He swallowed half of his words as if it was inappropriate to say anything.

       He Yunsheng said in an unusually flat tone, “It’s not too good. To be honest, your technique is too rough, and I feel a little uncomfortable physically.”

       Xi Feng didn’t expect He Yunsheng to say something so blunt and that he would be evaluated to have a bad technique. He sat awkwardly and slowly reddened from the roots of his ears.

  At this point, He Yunsheng originally wanted to say something to mock Xi Feng, but suddenly he felt that it was unnecessary. He was originally not a mean person. Rather than fighting against others and causing a little bit of resentment, it is better to cut off all future contacts completely.

       So He Yunsheng said to Xi Feng, “Let’s just forget about what happened last night.”

       Xi Feng was taken aback when he heard this. This was originally what he wanted to say to He Yunsheng, but as he heard what He Yunsheng said repeatedly, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

       He Yunsheng said, “You don’t have to dwell on it too much. It’s not like no one in this circle has ever done anything with straight men. Sexual orientation is not something that can be changed. You can live as you like in the future.”

       Xi Feng heard what He Yunsheng’s word meant, and it seemed that he was still comforting him.

       He Yunsheng picked up the corner of the towel and wiped the water on his cheeks, “I think you’d better cherish your girlfriend.”

       Xi Feng’s heart was in a mess as if it was churned and stirred into a lump of porridge. He couldn’t understand his emotions but felt that all the words He Yunsheng was right, and he couldn’t refute a word of it.

       In the end, he could only say, “I’m sorry.”

       He Yunsheng laughed when he heard the words, “Although I was drunk, it was something you were willing to do, what is there to be sorry for.”

       The words that should be said were all said, and Xi Feng could not say what he originally wanted. The two sat in silence for a while, and Xi Feng could only stand up to say goodbye.

       When he returned home that day, Xi Feng sat in front of the computer for a long time, searching for information about “bisexuality.”

       He was sure that he had always liked women, but he had a strong reaction to He Yunsheng. After thinking for a long time, he felt that he could only be bisexual.

       There were a lot of messy things found on the internet, but these didn’t help Xi Feng much. He still couldn’t sort out his feelings.

       After spending the weekend in confusion, Xi Feng went to work on Monday to find that Xu Qing was not paying attention to him.

  Xu Qing called Xi Feng on Saturday night. At that time, he didn’t hear it when he was in the bar. Later, he didn’t see the missed call until he left He Yunsheng’s place and went home, but he was in a bad mood and didn’t give Xu Qing a callback.

       When he went to work on Monday, Xi Feng was still thinking about what to do if he saw He Yunsheng. Later, when he was about to eat at noon, he called Xu Qing, and she did not answer. Only then did he realize that Xu Qing was angry with him.

       Xi Feng felt a little sorry for Xu Qing. Of course, it was not only because of the matter of not answering the phone. But more importantly, about the matter between him and He Yunsheng.

       Whether he is gay or bisexual, this redundant identity is difficult for Xi Feng to accept. The incident with He Yunsheng made him faintly scared, constantly feeling that he would not go down a road of no return.

       He thought for a long time and felt that He Yunsheng was actually correct. He shouldn’t care too much about this matter. His attention was affected unconsciously. If he didn’t know that He Yunsheng liked men from beginning to end, then he would definitely not have such thoughts. At this time, he should put his life back on track rather than drifting further and further away.

       For Xi Feng, Xu Qing is his right track.

       That afternoon, Xi Feng waited for Xu Qing at the entrance of the office building.

       Xu Qing came out with a female colleague from the department, but after seeing Xi Feng, she sped up to leave.

       Xi Feng stopped her and said sincerely, “Qingqing, I was wrong, don’t be angry with me.”

       The female colleague smiled and bumped Xu Qing’s arm and left by herself.

       Xi Feng and Xu Qing were left standing in place. Xu Qing didn’t hide her anger at first, but Xi Feng apologized to her over and over again. Later, Xu Qing also softened her attitude.

       That night, the two of them were shopping for dinner and watching a movie. In order to show his sincerity, Xi Feng bought Xu Qing a bag worth more than 3,000.

       By the time Xi Feng sent Xu Qing home in the evening, Xu Qing’s mood had obviously improved. The two of them stood downstairs in the community and kissed lightly. Then Xu Qing and Xi Feng waved goodbye.

       Looking at Xu Qing’s back, Xi Feng thought that this was the right way, and this was what his life should’ve been.

       They worked in the same building, but Xi Feng still didn’t see He Yunsheng for nearly a week. When they met again, it was already the second week of the staff meeting.

       He Yunsheng’s seat was in the front row. After Xi Feng sat down, he habitually glanced at He Yunsheng’s seat and saw that the seat was still empty. After a while, he heard He Yunsheng walking into the large conference room while talking quietly with others.

       He Yunsheng walked past Xi Feng’s seat and did not say hello to him.

       As soon as Xi Feng looked up and saw the smooth lines wrapped under He Yunsheng’s slim suit, his breath hitched. He stared ahead, and his mind wandered off, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he had written the word He in his notebook. He was so frightened that he quickly tore the page off.

       More than half a month later, Xu Qing’s parents came from outside their region to visit their daughter on a trip and proposed that they wanted to have a meal with Xi Feng.

       After Xu Qing told Xi Feng about their visit, Xi Feng immediately agreed and said that he would arrange the meal.

       This means to greet the parents officially.

       Every time Xi Feng talks with his mother on the phone, the other party will urge him to take his girlfriend home. Originally, Xi Feng had been a little hesitant, but after the incident with He Yunsheng, he suddenly wished to accelerate development with Xu Qing.

       He hopes that he can prove to himself that he is a real, normal man.

       This meal Xifeng was arranged in an elegant Chinese restaurant. He ordered wine and dishes in advance, hoping to give Xu Qing’s parents a good impression.

       Xu Qing is from an ordinary family. His parents don’t expect their daughter to find any rich people, so they wanted to find a young man who is suitable to his daughter and willing to make progress.

       Xi Feng is tall and handsome, and his appearance must’ve passed off. His attitude today is also serious and sincere. After a meal, Xu Qing’s parents would have been delighted, if not for that little accident that happened halfway through the meal.

       Halfway through the meal, Xi Feng saw the waiter lead He Yunsheng in from outside and took him to a four-person booth.

       He Yunsheng did not see Xi Feng, but Xi Feng noticed He Yunsheng at a glance.

       This is not too much of a coincidence because the first time Xi Feng came to this restaurant was when He Yunsheng invited him. Otherwise, Xi Feng would usually go to a cheaper or hot pot and skewers and other small restaurants.

       Xu Qing didn’t notice He Yunsheng either, and she was talking to Xi Feng. Xi Feng suddenly lost his voice, and she asked him strangely what had happened.

       “Nothing,” Xi Feng answered her. But he uncontrollably focuses his attention on He Yunsheng.

       He Yunsheng did not come out to eat alone. He waited for a few minutes, and a man came in from the outside, young and handsome, wearing a casual suit, and sitting opposite He Yunsheng with a smile on his face.

       Xi Feng could not judge the relationship between the two of them, but he could tell that they were not close with each other.

       “Xiao1a nickname given by Xu Qing’s father to Xi Feng and usually used to call people younger than the person Xi?”

       He suddenly recovered, only to realize that Xu Qing’s father had already called him a few times.

       “Ah? Uncle?”

       Xu Qing was a little upset, “Why are you distracted?”

       Xi Feng shook his head. His thoughts now are full of He Yunsheng, and in his heart he kept thinking, He Yunsheng is not here to have a blind date with this man, right?

       Maybe the man opposite him is also gay, and both of them are single. It is not impossible to have friends introduce each other to meet him.

       This thought entangled Xi Feng.

       In fact, even if He Yunsheng has a new boyfriend, it has nothing to do with Xi Feng. What he wants to do now is to concentrate on being with his girlfriend and forget those things related to He Yunsheng as soon as possible. He also felt that things were progressing very smoothly for more than half a month. He was almost about to succeed, but he happened to see He Yunsheng again on this occasion.

       And although He Yunsheng and the man came late, they ate very lightly. The two of them kept talking and laughing. Later, the man checked the time, he didn’t know if the man was in a hurry to leave, but they waved to the waiter to settle the bill.

       When they got up to leave, Xi Feng saw the man helping He Yunsheng pick up his jacket and put it on him, and he reached out his hand to touch his face, and then the two people walked out of the restaurant one after another.

       Xi Feng suddenly thought that the two of them might go to the bar for a drink after dinner, and then they would have sex at night as a matter of course. This idea made him stiffen up for a moment, and he felt that he should go and ask He Yunsheng clearly about it.

       So Xi Feng stood up.

       Xu Qing was already upset because he was distracted all night. At this time, she asked in a dreadful tone, “What are you doing?”

       Xi Feng just said, “Something happened!” Then he ran towards the outside.

       After chasing out the restaurant, Xi Feng only saw He Yunsheng’s car parked on the roadside was just being started up. He hurriedly ran over and stopped in front of the car that had just started.

       He Yunsheng stepped on the sudden brake, looked at the person in front of the car in surprise, then pressed down the car window and shouted angrily, “Are you crazy?”

       Xi Feng saw that He Yunsheng was the only one in the car. He was panting because he ran too fast and asked, “Where’s that man?”

       He Yunsheng looked at him inexplicably, “Which man?”

       Xi Feng said, “The one you just had dinner with, is he your boyfriend?”

       He Yunsheng’s anger has not dissipated, and now it has rushed up again, he said, “What does it have to do with you?”

       Xi Feng walked towards the driver’s seat and reached out to pull his car door, “Listen to me first.”

       He Yunsheng locked the door and said, “I don’t want to hear you say anything! Please leave now!”

       Xi Feng was afraid that he would close the car window as well and quickly reached out to hold it down, “I am concerned about you.”

       He Yunsheng felt that he had lived for more than thirty years, but it was the first time he had met such a disgusting and unreasonable person. He couldn’t help but yell, “Who are you? Who needs your concern? Get lost!”

       Xi Feng heard him yell at himself loudly and suddenly felt aggrieved, but he still insisted, “Let’s sit down and talk, okay?”

       He Yunsheng didn’t care if his hand was still stuck on the car window and insisted on closing the window upwards. He said, “No! I don’t have anything to say to you!”

       He felt that Xi Feng was making him so angry that it was laughable. He has been known for his good temper since he was a child, and he has never tried to yell at people in the street so angrily.

       At the last moment when the window was about to close, Xi Feng still retracted his hand. He tried to pull the door of He Yunsheng, but He Yunsheng stepped on the accelerator to drive the car out.

       “He Yunsheng!” Xi Feng chased for two steps.

       He Yunsheng looked at him from the rearview mirror. He was a bit afraid of being caught up by him, so he didn’t hold back and stepped on the gas pedal harder. As a result, when he turned his head, he found a large truck suddenly changing lanes. When he applied the brakes again, it was too late, and he crashed into it with a bang.

       Xi Feng saw this scene. His voice trembled with fear, “He Yunsheng!” He screamed and ran over.

       The front half of the car and the driver’s seat were a little deformed. Xi Feng ran over and pulled the driver’s door open. He saw the airbag bounce out, and He Yunsheng was stuck between the airbag and the seat.

       His breath stopped, and his voice was hoarse as he shouted, “He Yunsheng?”

       He Yunsheng slowly lifted his head to look at him and said, “I’m not dead, don’t worry.” He didn’t know if it was an illusion, but when he heard Xi Feng call his name just now, it was as if Xi Feng was so sad that he was about to cry.


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  Since Wen Lin won the best newcomer award at the Academy Award, his value had skyrocketed for a while, and there were countless movie invitations. But Wen Lin was not that interested. The moment he received the award, he was confused about the future, but after the confusion, he felt that he should stick to his own path.

  For Wen Lin’s matter, Bai Shengzhe even deliberately consulted with Lu Jinlang.

  That day, Lu Jinlang invited Bai Shengzhe to his house. Wen Jianing was also there, but he just sat on the armrest of the sofa and listened without comment.

  Lu Jinlang said to Bai Shengzhe, “If Wen Lin persists, give him a chance to try. If a person can persevere to this extent, I believe he is capable of making some achievements.”

  Bai Shengzhe agreed upon hearing the words, went back to the company to hold a high-level meeting, and decided to give Wen Lin a single to test the waters first.

  Wen Lin was currently preparing for a single. He came to see Lu Jinlang today and said, “Thank you, Mr. Lu.”

  Lu Jinlang smiled, “What do you want to thank me for? It’s all thanks to your own efforts. Don’t forget that entertainment companies want to make money. If you can’t make money, there will be no next one.”

  Wen Lin said, “I understand.”

  Afterwards, Lu Jinlang was called over by Xie Ruoming to talk about the play, while Wen Lin chatted with Wen Jianning for a while, asking him what kind of story the whole play was about.

  After Wen Jianing talked about it, Wen Lin sighed and said, “I would not dare to play this kind of role.”

  He saw a psychiatrist because of depression before. The doctor said that his personality was susceptible to psychological suggestions. Although he could be treated by therapy, he was advised not to take on such overly depressing scenes as much as possible.

  As he thought about it, Wen Jianing also felt a bit scared. So he said to Wen Lin, “You’d better stop acting this kind of role, try to do something that makes you feel happy.”

  Wen Lin nodded and said, “Thank you.”

  At this moment, Xie Ruoming walked over. He had seen a clip of the film in which Wen Lin won the Best Newcomer at the Golden Film Awards earlier and had become interested in the film, specifically finding the disc to watch and admiring Wen Lin’s acting skills in it.

  When he saw Wen Lin come to visit the shooting, he invited Wen Lin and asked him if he was interested in participating in the performance, so he could add a special role to him.

  Wen Lin smiled and declined. He said, “It’s okay to have a cameo, but I don’t want to participate in the performance.”

  Lu Jinlang said a few words to Xie Ruoming in a low voice, mentioning that Wen Lin had been too deep in the film before and had nearly become depressed, so Xie Ruoming stopped pushing and only allowed him to make a small, insignificant cameo appearance.

  Chen Zejun was temporarily suspended for harassing Ye Xing.

  He protested to his superiors. He felt that his colleagues did not use their best to detect this case. He could obviously continue to try to communicate with Ye Xing and get clues from him.

  His superior said, “Your continued attempt is to harass and threaten him?”

  Chen Zejun said, “I’m not. I’m just using techniques to get him to pay attention to my words.”

  The superior shook his head, “That’s a mentally retarded person. How can what he said be accepted as evidence?”

  Chen Zejun slapped the table angrily and stood up, “He is an autistic child, not mentally retarded!” He was very sensitive. His daughter was also suffering from the disability, and he did not like other people describing such patients as mentally retarded.

  The superior looked at him for a moment and sighed heavily, “I know you are emotionally unstable. It is very dangerous for you to handle cases with this emotion, so let’s rest for a while.”

  Chen Zejun said quickly, “I won’t rest!”

  The boss said calmly, “This is an order, please hand in your documents and guns.”

  Chen Zejun raised his hand and pressed his forehead, and slammed the table hard.

  Back at home, Chen Zejun lay in a small room drinking alcohol to drown his sorrow. When he was sober, he stood at the door of his daughter’s room and looked inside, as if he could still see his daughter walking back and forth rigidly in the room, lying at the bedside playing with blocks.

       After the melancholy, he chose to go to the rehabilitation facility again, this time he planned to secretly take Ye Xing away.

  Chen Zejun chose to take the stairs instead of taking the elevator in order to avoid surveillance. The stairwell of the building was between the bathroom and the classroom where Ye Xing was located. Ye Xing would pass through here if he went to the bathroom.

  But he couldn’t show his face because there was a surveillance camera in the corridor outside the stairwell.

  He took a small mirror and reflected light on Ye Xing’s eyes when he passed by, and it attracted Ye Xing. He walked in this direction and looked at it. Chen Zejun covered his mouth and dragged him.

  The shooting of this section was not smooth because of the need for physical confrontation.

  Lu Jinlang was relatively reluctant at first, and Xie Ruoming was very dissatisfied when he saw it. Although Lu Jinlang had tried his best to exaggerate the movements that looked very realistic, Xie Ruoming could see that he still had spare energy.

  Xie Ruoming yelled to stop, and shouted to Lu Jinlang, “Don’t hold back! Take it seriously!”

  Lu Jinlang stood still adjusting his sleeves, moved his neck, and said nothing.

  Wen Jianing said to him, “It’s okay, come on.”

  Lu Jinlang glanced at him and said, “Okay, be careful yourself.”

  During the second shooting, Wen Jianing obviously felt that Lu Jinlang used a lot of force. Ye Xing was pulled over without reacting at first, and Wen Jianing felt Lu Jinlang’s palm tightly covering his mouth.

  He started to struggle, but there was already a difference in strength between them. Lu Jinlang was holding him too tightly and he almost couldn’t breathe. He stretched out his hand to break Lu Jinlang’s arm without success.

  Later, Chen Zejun knocked Ye Xing with a slap.

  Actually, Wen Jianing was not getting enough oxygen, so he slid down. When Lu Jinlang released his hand, there were red marks on his face.

  Immediately after, Lu Jinlang carried him and hurriedly walked down the stairs.

  Until the end of the filming, Wen Jianing still couldn’t catch his breath. But Xie Ruoming was very satisfied with the result. He said to Lu Jinlang, “Okay, that’s the effect I want.”

  Lu Jinlang just asked Wen Jianing, “Are you okay?”

  Wen Jianing shook his head, “I’m okay.”

  ”Let’s take a break,” Xie Ruoming said to them.

  Lu Jinlang said to Wen Jianing, “Let’s go to the car.”

  Wen Jianing nodded.

  Lu Jinlang’s nanny car was parked outside so that he could take a break between shooting.

  The space in the car was the quietest and safest, and they would not be disturbed.

  After getting in the car, Wen Jianing lay down on the seat and said, “To be honest, I almost thought I would be smothered to death by you just now.”

  Lu Jinlang also followed, pulled the car door closed, and said, “I won’t even have the guts.”

  Wen Jianing closed his eyes and stretched out his hand to hold Lu Jinlang’s hand.

  Lu Jinlang said to him, “Rest for a while, Ting Huan will come to call you.”

  Wen Jianing didn’t open his eyes but just nodded.

  After resting for about half an hour, Lu Yunan knocked on the car window outside, and said that the assistant director was looking for them.

  Wen Jianing sat up and stretched. Lu Jinlang got out of the car first and reached out to him to let him lead him out of the car.

  Just as Wen Jianing stepped out of the car door, both people were sensitively aware of the flashing light at the same time. Lu Jinlang and Wen Jianing were very calm, and they didn’t release their hands immediately. Instead, after getting off the car naturally, Wen Jianing said to Lu Jinlang, “Thank you.”

  Lu Jinlang nodded to Lu Yunan, and Lu Yunan walked in the direction where someone had secretly photographed. While Lu Jinlang and Wen Jianing walked toward the studio as if nothing happened.

  ”Who?” Wen Jianing whispered, but he thought it was mostly paparazzi. He was a little surprised that the paparazzi sensed something. Although he and Lu Jinlang seemed to have a good relationship, they were not too intimate.

  Lu Jinlang just said flatly, “It’s okay, don’t worry.”

  Later when Lu Yunan came back, he told Lu Jinlang that he had not found anyone.

  Lu Jinlang said it was okay. Those lace weekly magazines usually didn’t pay much attention, and a photo like that didn’t mean anything.

  But in the next few days, Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang obviously felt that someone was following and filming them in secret.

  This made Wen Jianing feel a certain amount of pressure, because after all, he was now living with Lu Jinlang. Although they could go without going in and out at the same time, as long as the paparazzi could find evidence that they had lived in the same place for a long time or had been in and out of the same place together, it would always give the public some room for imagination.

  As expected, after a while, a gossip magazine released photos of him and Lu Jinlang entering and leaving the same apartment, including the photo of Lu Jinlang leading him out of the car. At the same time, the magazine also pointed out that before they lived in this apartment, the two people had appeared in the same community for a long time, that was, the Beiao Garden where Wen Jianing lived before. At that time, Lu Jinlang was also rumoured to be living with a female celebrity.

  This magazine was photographed and posted on the Internet, and it quickly became a topic.

  However, there was no concrete evidence, so it only attracted attention on the internet. In addition, the messy comments below distracted people’s attention. Some people shouted they were a good match, and that it was a match made in heaven. Others yelled at the hype and called them shameless, which made the topic seem limited in credibility.

  Later Xie Ruoming also learned about this incident.

  One day after their shooting, everyone went to dinner together.

  Xie Ruoming said, “It’s great, take the opportunity to hype the movie, don’t rush to clarify, it’s best to continue this gossip until the movie is broadcasted.”

  Lu Jinlang chuckled and clinked glasses with him and said, “Don’t worry, you can just turn this topic out and stir-fry and add some heat.”

  Wen Jianing had gone through all the big winds and waves, so he wasn’t too bothered. But just being entangled in this way was a little upsetting.

  Many artists had been repeatedly entangled by paparazzi in this way, and later made some impulsive actions to seize the other party. But they were caught by the other party and the topic was fried again and again.

  The movie continued to shoot.

  Chen Zejun took Ye Xing away from the rehabilitation institution, and the rehabilitation institution chose to call the police because of Ye Xing’s disappearance.

  After Chen Zejun’s colleagues got the news of Ye Xing’s disappearance, Chen Zejun was the first to be suspected.

  A policeman came to find Chen Zejun to assist in the investigation. After knocking on the door, he found wine bottles all over the floor. Chen Zejun had stubble on his face and looked haggard. He smelled like alcohol when he spoke.

  ”What’s the matter?” he asked.

  The two colleagues looked at each other and asked if he had seen Ye Xing.

  Chen Zejun seemed to be in a daze, and asked, “Who?”

  ”Ye Xing! That’s the mentally handicapped boy in the rehabilitation institution.”

  Chen Zejun shook his head, and suddenly stopped, as if he was a little awake, “What’s wrong with him?”

  A policeman said, “He’s missing, it looks like in the surveillance camera he was taken away.”

  The surveillance showed that Ye Xing seemed to notice someone in the stairwell, and he disappeared after walking past.

  Chen Zejun rubbed his head, “I haven’t seen him,” he said after a little startled, “Do you suspect me?”

  After all, even though they were all colleagues, it was not good for relations to get too tense. The two policemen didn’t say directly, they just said, “Can we come in and have a look?”

  Chen Zejun opened the door to let them in.

  Two people searched carefully in Chen Zejun’s house, and the camera quickly switched. The kitchen, bathroom, and under the bed were not overlooked, but they did not find any clues.

  Before leaving, a policeman pointed to a cabinet door above Chen Zejun’s room and asked, “What is that?”

  Chen Zejun took the initiative to move a stool and stepped on it and opened the door to show them. There was a folded quilt inside. He asked, “Do you need to remove it?”

  The two shook their heads and left Chen Zejun’s house.

  Even though no evidence was found, they still put Chen Zejun as a key suspect and put him under surveillance.

  When everyone was gone, Chen Zejun locked the door and stepped on the stool to pull out all the quilts in the cabinet. The space in that closet was larger than expected. Behind the quilt, Ye Xing lay curled up inside with his eyes closed tightly.

  At this time, the scene was replayed. It turned out that before the police came to the door, Chen Zejun fed Ye Xing sleeping pills and stuffed the sleeping Ye Xing into hiding.

  This shot was not easy for Lu Jinlang, after all, Wen Jianing was an adult, but it still seemed difficult to carry someone down from a height like this.

  Lu Jinlang said to Wen Jianing, “Let’s make a deal and try to get it right at the first shot, otherwise, I won’t be able to hold back and forth like this.”

  Wen Jianing said with a smile, “Should I pledge cooperation?”

  Later, surprisingly, they really did pass in one go, and Lu Jinlang used the strength of his arms to carry him down, and then walked towards his room.

  Chen Zejun was reluctant to let others live in his daughter’s room, so Ye Xing was settled in his own bed.

  Ye Xing, who had awakened from the effects of sleeping pills, looked very anxious. He felt like he must leave this place. Chen Zejun had already locked the door, and it could only be opened with a key. He looked at Ye Xing who couldn’t open the door lock he had pulled with his fingers for a long time, so he walked over and pulled him over.

  Who knew Ye Xing struggled and screamed.

  Wen Jianing’s voice was not as deep as an ordinary man, so his voice was even more sharp, which was very consistent with Xie Ruoming’s vision for the role of Ye Xing, “It has to be sharp and ear piercing,” he said.

  Chen Zejun stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, then pressed him on the sofa, and then pressed him up to use his body to control his movements.

  ”Stop screaming!” Chen Zejun shouted.

  Ye Xing didn’t listen at all.

  Chen Zejun panted, pressed his legs against his flailing feet, remembering the skills he had learned to train his daughter when she was a child and began to reach out and tickle him.

  Ye Xing was obviously very ticklish, he stopped screaming, began to twist his body to dodge, and laughed loudly at the same time.

  Chen Zejun saw the effect and slowly relaxed his suppression.

  Ye Xing smiled and twisted his body, and at the same time looked at Chen Zejun, his eyes glowed with moisture, and his cheeks turned red from the fierce movements.

  Chen Zejun realized that he had attracted his attention, so he sang a song in a low voice. He used to sing this song when his daughter was young. Every time he sang, his daughter would open her eyes and listen carefully.

  Ye Xing calmed down and looked at Chen Zejun quietly.

  Chen Zejun seemed to remember his daughter, with tears in his eyes. At the end he hummed a song while whispering in Ye Xing’s ear, “Don’t be afraid, I won’t hurt you, don’t be afraid, behave.”

  As soon as the scene ended, Lu Jinlang immediately sat up from Wen Jianing.

  Wen Jianing’s face was still red, and his breathing was a little uneven.

  He was obviously immersed in filming, but such physical contact was a terrible thing for both of them. Lu Jinlang was trying to restrain himself, but Wen Jianing was already unable to hold back because Lu Jinlang had repeatedly touched sensitive parts of his body just now. He just didn’t know whether to say if it was luck or misfortune that even if he had some reaction, due to his physical condition, no one would be able to tell. Only Lu Jinlang who squeezed his ankle when he stood up knew it, not giving anyone an idea what the gesture meant.

  Wen Jianing had been turned on all day long by being teased up, but unfortunately, the paparazzi have been watching him so closely lately that he didn’t even dare to get in the car and make out with Lu Jinlang.

  The shooting at night did not end until midnight, and they went home separately one after the other.

  Lu Jinlang entered the house and was hugged by Wen Jianing as soon as he entered.

  He was actually very tired, but he was still very aroused.

  When Lu Jinlang pressed Wen Jianing on the sofa, he suddenly said, “I feel guilty looking at you like this.”

  Wen Jianing’s cheeks were red, and he gasped and asked, “What?”

  Lu Jinlang buried his head and licked and kissed his collarbone lightly, and said, “It’s like what Chen Zejun was doing to Ye Xing.”

  Wen Jianing smiled after hearing the words, “It’s okay, Ye Xing doesn’t understand.” After speaking, he hooked Lu Jinlang’s waist with one leg.

  Before they even had time to enter the bedroom, the two of them were making out on the sofa. At the height of passion, Wen Jianing felt the weight of Lu Jinlang pressing on himself while his familiar scent and was indeed able to understand the sense of dislocation that Lu Jinlang had just mentioned.

  This sense of dislocation sometimes occurred during shooting.

  Just like the scene in the daytime today, when Lu Jinlang pressed him to tickle him, he would indulge in laughter and at the same time, he would be in a daze as if his lover would kiss his lips and touch him eagerly the next second.

  Later, Lu Jinlang got up and went to the bathroom to fill the water.

  Wen Jianing even slept on the sofa to keep distance, and then was dragged to the bathroom by Lu Jinlang.

  They have a big bathtub where two people could soak together.

  Lu Jinlang suddenly remembered what Wen Jianing had just said, and said, “Ye Xing actually understands, right?”

  Wen Jianing sat in the water, one hand leaning on the edge of the bathtub and holding his head. He thought that Lu Jinlang was replying to what he just said that Ye Xing didn’t understand. Wen Jianing said slowly, “At the age of 18, if it wasn’t for his intellectual defects, in fact, he was still not a boy. It’s more suitable to say he is a man. He is not isolated from the world and has been quietly observing the world. I also think he actually understands.”

  Lu Jinlang said, “Then what do you think he was thinking when he was tickled by an adult man like Chen Zejun and his enemy?”

  ”This is complicated,” Wen Jianing said.

  In fact, the role of Ye Xing was very complicated, but the side of Ye Xing he wanted to show everyone through the lens was relatively simple.

  Wen Jianing said, “But I think he should be empty in his head most of the time.”

  Lu Jinlang reached out and touched his wet hair, and asked, “Why do you think so?”

  Wen Jianing said, “If you think too much, it’s easy to reveal something in your eyes. He can think, but it will definitely be when he is alone, in front of Chen Zejun, he should still let go and do what he needs to do.”

  ”Well,” Lu Jinlang pulled his head and kissed him, “This idea is very interesting.”

  The scandal between Lu Jinlang and Wen Jianing did not cool down because there was no actual evidence, but instead, there was a lot of news about their shooting.

  Because the filming was closed, no reporter was able to visit the scene, and fans who went there spontaneously did not get into the studio.

  Anyway, there was a lot of hype.

  For this reason, Lu Jinfeng specially called them home for dinner and asked them what was going on.

  Lu Jinlang said, “It’s okay, it’s just a matter of chasing after the wind.”

  Lu Jinxin said next to him, “I guess you can sit down if you call them back today. The paparazzi are chasing them tightly. Are you not afraid that others will know that Xinhang will follow the third child home?”

  Lu Jinfeng said angrily, “You get out of here!”

  Lu Jinlang smiled, “Don’t worry, the company has found someone to try to guide public opinion toward the movie hype. After a period of time, if they have not caught anything practical, those people will slowly forget.”

  Some people didn’t take it seriously at all, and some people tried to prove that the two of them were really in love, but no matter what, the two of them and the movie became popular. They just didn’t know how long it would last.

  Later, when Lu Jinlang was invited by a friend to attend a fashion event, he was also asked about this matter by reporters.

  He smiled and asked, “Do you think it is possible?”

  The female reporter was quite smart and said, “Of course I think it’s possible.”

  Lu Jinlang said, “So that makes you a girl.”

  The female reporter said, “What do you mean? Does it mean I’m sharp?”

  Lu Jinlang said, “It means you are active in thinking and have wild fantasies.”

  Although there was no positive denial, the implication of the words was to point out that this was simply a fantasy.


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       Chen Zejun was a middle-aged policeman who was very unhappy about his life. At this age, he was still an ordinary policeman. His wife disliked him for having no future, and chose to divorce him. Their only daughter was left behind, although they barely communicate, she was still his lifeblood.

       Different from Wen Jianing who deliberately acted younger, although Chen Zejun played by Lu Jinlang was not much younger than his actual age, he was dressed up especially for this role in both clothing and makeup, and grew a mustache.

       This moustache was commented by Wen Jianing as unexpectedly sexy when he was making out with Lu Jinlang at night. Lu Jinlang rubbed his lips on Wen Jianing’s naked back. Wen Jianing felt the prick and itchy touch of his beard on the smooth skin. He tightened his fingers on the pillow under him, gasped and laughed.

       Lu Jinlang asked him what he was laughing at.

       Wen Jianing said, “It feels so strange, it’s like a different person.”

       Lu Jinlang stopped, and suddenly asked, “Do you like this guise?”

       Before Wen Jianing could answer, Lu Jinlang suddenly covered his mouth with one hand and blindfolded his eyes with the other, raised his head, and then bit his shoulder hard.

       Wen Jianing was fortunate that the weather was very cold now, and his clothes in the movie were more tightly wrapped. Lu Jinlang did not leave a hickey on his neck, and generally speaking, no one would be able to see it.

       When Lu Jinlang appeared on the crew, he still felt refreshed. He first went to the dressing room to make-up. Then he and Wen Jianing would have a lot of scenes together.

       Chen Zejun still came to the rehabilitation facility to pick up his daughter that day as usual.

       The small institution was not formal. Teachers often skipped class and left children to play alone in the classroom. Chen Zejun was naturally dissatisfied with this, but there was nothing he could do about it, as he had no money.

       When he walked into the classroom, Chen Zejun saw the body of his daughter lying naked on the ground.

       The camera gave Lu Jinlang a close-up of his face. At the first, he was a little stunned, and his eyes which were usually listless widened, and then when he walked slowly to the little girl’s side, he reached out and hugged her head. With trembling fingers he probed her breath, he opened his lips slightly, and then he wanted to speak, but he seemed to be unable to speak because his voice was hoarse and he was shaking too much, but if you look closely at the mouth shape, you should find that he was calling for his daughter’s name.

       Then came a wave of emotions. He hugged the girl tightly in his arms, first buried his head on her neck and cried depressively, then raised his head to let out a long, drawn-out cry.

       The entire shooting scene was very quiet and seemed to be affected by his emotions. Wen Tinghuan, who was watching them shooting, suddenly felt teary.

       Afterwards, Chen Zejun heard movement in the small cabinet at the back of the classroom, and his first thought was that the criminal was hiding inside. He gently put his daughter down, reached out and took out a gun, and walked towards the cabinet in a vigilant posture. He took a deep breath, stretched out his hand to open the cabinet door, and immediately aimed the gun at the person in the cabinet.

       However, what he saw was Ye Xing, who was curled up like a shivering ball inside.

       At that moment, Chen Zejun did not completely dispel his suspicion to Ye Xing, and he kept aiming the gun at the teenager’s direction. But Ye Xing was obviously shocked, he hugged himself into a ball, his eyes wandering.

       Regarding the role of Ye Xing, Wen Jianing and Xie Ruoming talked a lot about it, because no matter how much he understood, he had not been with real autistic patients day and night, and he was not fully sure what kind of performance this role should have under what circumstances. However, Xie Ruoming said to him, Ye Xing is not really autistic in the first place. Even if he had been with some children with autism for a long time, not everyone’s symptoms are exactly the same. Sometimes they often just felt like doing whatever they wanted.

       At this time, Lu Jinlang, who played Chen Zejun, had painful and sharp eyes, like a knife to destroy himself and others. With a hoarse voice, he asked, “Who did it?”

       Wen Jianing made himself look like a frightened hamster. He wanted to find a hiding place for himself, but the person in front of him didn’t allow it at this time.

       Chen Zejun grabbed Ye Xing’s arm, dragged him out, and shouted, “Who did it?!”

       Ye Xing hadn’t looked at his eyes from beginning to end, and murmured something.

       “What did you say?” Chen Zejun put his ear to his mouth.

       Ye Xing repeated it once, with endless panic in his voice. He said, “Man.”

       When the filming reached this point, the scene was over.

       After shooting, Wen Jianing approached Xie Ruoming and watched the replay from the monitor with him.

       “How is it?” Wen Jianing asked.

       Xie Ruoming nodded, “Not bad.” He felt that this was the Ye Xing he wanted.

       While they were resting, Lu Jinlang asked him, “Does your hand hurt?”

       Wen Jianing has thin skin. Lu Jinlang just grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the cabinet with a lot of strength, and now his wrist still looked red.

       Wen Jianing moved his wrist indifferently and said, “It doesn’t hurt as much as the bite you gave me last night.”

       The two people spoke very quietly, but Wen Tinghuan who was handing Wen Jianing jackets heard the words, “Tone it down a little bit, don’t let everyone here hear it.”

       Both of them smiled and didn’t talk anymore.

       After this scene, the police arrived at the scene immediately, the forensic doctor began to examine the little girl’s body, and Chen Zejun and Ye Xing were interrogated separately.

       Chen Zejun was still in a state of emotional instability, which was easy for Lu Jinlang to handle.

       His colleague handed him a cigarette and lit it with a lighter. He brought the cigarette to his lips, took a deep breath, then closed his eyes hard, and for a moment he looked like he had aged several years again.

       Ye Xing didn’t cooperate with the questioning. He refused to say anything, and he couldn’t talk to people normally. The only thing he uttered was the word ‘man’.

       Chen Zejun strode towards Ye Xing, reached out and grabbed one of his wrists and asked, “What man?”

       Ye Xing’s eyes drifted away, and he still said, “Man.” But because of Chen Zejun’s fierce movements, he trembled slightly.

       Chen Zejun patiently asked, “Was it a man who killed my daughter?”

       Ye Xing did not answer directly. He said, “It was a man.” But it was not possible to understand whether he was simply repeating Chen Zejun’s words or answering Chen Zejun’s question.

       Chen Zejun couldn’t help but explode. He pulled Ye Xing forcefully, “Did you see it? Do you know who killed my daughter?”

       The surrounding police officers stepped forward and pulled them away. Because of Chen Zejun’s violent movements, Ye Xing fell to the ground and was then helped up and taken away.

       There was a lot of physical friction in this scene. After filming, Wen Jianing found that there was a broken skin on the back of his hand.

       Lu Jinlang gave him a band-aid and said, “Be careful yourself.”

       Wen Jianing smiled, put the band-aids on, and sighed, “There are still a lot of scenes to play together later.”

       “What?” Lu Jinlang asked him, “You don’t want to play the scenes with me?”

       Wen Jianing smiled and said, “Isn’t there still a bed scene? I’m afraid I will be unable to restrain it.”

       Lu Jinlang said, “Don’t worry, I won’t let you get away with it.”

       The two joked, Lu Jinlang said again, “Will this character have a psychological burden?”

       Wen Jianing shook his head, “I have been acting for so many years, so I won’t have that kind of problem. This kind of role is indeed a bit fascinating, but I can tell the difference between reality and acting.”

       Lu Jinlang heard the words and said, “That’s good.”

       Wen Lin took the time to visit Wen Jianing’s crew. His legs had almost fully recovered. Now, as long as he didn’t exercise vigorously, there was no problem with walking normally.

       When Wen Lin arrived, they were filming a scene where Chen Zejun came to a rehabilitation institution to find Ye Xing.

       Ye Xing had been questioned by the police, and apart from knowing that the prisoner was a man, he had no other clues. The questioning process was also uneventful because Ye Xing was unable to communicate with anyone.

       But Chen Zejun thought that he could ask more from Ye Xing, because his daughter was a child with autism, and he knew how to communicate with him better. But his superior did not agree with him to question Ye Xing, because he was not the police officer who handled this case. He had a relationship with the victim and it was easy to put too much personal feelings into it.

       So Chen Zejun chose to find Ye Xing in private.

       This was the first time Wen Lin has seen Lu Jinlang acting. He knew that Lu Jinlang was good at acting, but watching it closely was even more impressive.

       Chen Zejun stopped Ye Xing in the corridor of the rehabilitation facility and dragged him to the small balcony. Ye Xing looked very anxious and wanted to leave, but Chen Zejun grabbed his backpack and refused to return it to him.

       Ye Xing tried hard to get his bag back.

       Chen Zejun put the bag behind him, Ye Xing put his hands around his waist, and reached out to grab it behind him.

       When Wen Lin saw this scene, he thought of the relationship between the two of them, and he couldn’t help laughing.

       Lu Jinlang and Wen Jianing did not notice the reactions of other people. They were very immersed in their performance. Lu Jinlang stretched out his hand to pinch Wen Jianing’s chin, forced him to look at himself, and asked, “Who is that man?”

       Wen Jianing still did not meet his eyes, but he could not break free, so he could only say, “A man.”

       Lu Jinlang’s sharp eyes eased slightly, and he said in a coaxing tone, “Tell me, and I will return the backpack to you. It’s time for you to have dinner. It would be bad if you missed the time.”

       Wen Jianing seemed to be trying to remember, and finally said, “Very thin.”

       “Very skinny?” Lu Jinlang asked urgently, “What else?”

       Wen Jianing hadn’t spoken yet, and someone broke into this small balcony. It was the teacher of the rehabilitation institution. She shouted, “What are you going to do? Let him go!”

       Then the director called to stop.

       Wen Lin stood up and applauded softly for them.

       Wen Jianing walked to him and gave him a hug.


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The content of this film was originally planned to be a short story, but now I plan to explain it completely during the shooting process, and then in the end everyone understands it, it should be all over. Readers who don’t like it are welcome to skip the last chapter to see the ending.


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Chapter 11

       Although He Yunsheng is not as tall as Xi Feng, he was still a grownup man after all. Xi Feng had to exerted his strength to carry him on his side, but inevitably stumbled a little along the way. So Xi Feng asked him to stand firmly on the pillar, squatted in front of him and let him lie on his back.

       Xi Feng carried He Yunsheng on his back. He Yunsheng put his arms around Xi Feng’s neck, and put his face close to Xi Feng’s face. He asked vaguely, “Who are you?”

       “I am Xi Feng,” Xi Feng replied dully, and he lifted He Yunsheng’s thigh with both hands and walked towards the elevator.

       He had never been to He Yunsheng’s home, and only heard Cong Yu say the room number. At this time, he circled the parking lot like a headless fly before finding the elevator. After entering the elevator, Xi Feng didn’t put He Yunsheng down. Hearing He Yunsheng’s heavy breathing in his ears and fearing the hot breath hitting his cheeks, Xi Feng felt that he was also getting hot.

       When he reached the door of He Yunsheng’s house, Xi Feng put him down and put one arm around his waist, and letting him lean on his body. He reached for the keys in his pocket.

       He Yunsheng’s key was placed in his trouser pocket, with only a thin layer of fabric across his thigh. Xi Feng felt the heat on He Yunsheng’s skin when he reached in, and he immediately pulled his hand back as soon as he felt the heat.

       The searing heat burned from his hand all the way to his face, and he stood in place for a while before he reached for the keys again.

       As he opened the door of the room, Xi Feng felt a slight indistinct chill seeping out of the room. He helped He Yunsheng into the room and turned on the living room light to see that the room was very clean, ice cold, and it felt like there’s no one living inside.

       Xi Feng closed the door, and then picked up He Yunsheng. He hesitated at the door of the room, and brought him to the room that looked more like the master bedroom.

       When he threw He Yunsheng onto the bed, Xi Feng was using too much strength. He saw He Yunsheng rolling half a circle on the bed and hurriedly reached out to support him, fearing that he would roll off the side of the bed.

       The hem of He Yunsheng’s clothes rolled up, revealing a white and soft waist. Xi Feng stretched out his hand to touch his naked waist skin.

       Probably because he had been drinking, He Yunsheng’s skin felt very hot to touch. Xi Feng subconsciously retracted his hand, stood by the bed and looked at him for a while, then helped him take off his shoes and socks.

       When taking off his socks, Xi Feng grabbed He Yunsheng’s foot, but He Yunsheng suddenly retracted, he said faintly, “It’s ticklish.”

       The hoarse voice seemed to burrow straight into Xi Feng’s eardrum, causing him to feel ticklish.

       He Yunsheng retracted his feet, and his body curled into a ball. His clothes still wrapped up to be half pressed by his back, revealing his side waist and abdomen.

       As if he was bewitched, Xi Feng sat on the side of the bed, with his palm pressed against He Yunsheng’s waist. The smooth and soft skin was like a magnet for his hand, letting him stroke along the side waist all the way to just below He Yunsheng’s navel.

       Xi Feng breathed heavily, and he clearly felt the blood boil in his body. He hasn’t done it for a long time, and remains single for a long time after he started to work. Although Xu Qing took the initiative to pursue him, they are quite conservative in this area. The two have only progressed to kissing by now. Xu Qing didn’t have any further intentions for the time being, and Xi Feng didn’t want to force it at all.

       Now that he touched He Yunsheng’s smooth skin, and hearing his heavy breathing, Xi Feng only felt that his passion suddenly rose. He was startled by his own emotions, rationally trying to withdraw his hands, but emotionally, he felt it was difficult to suppress the emotions.

       His temples throbbed, and it was difficult for Xi Feng to calmly think about his current emotions. He felt the burning heat between all his breaths. He said to himself: Just help He Yunsheng take off his outers, and after taking it off, cover him with a quilt, and he can go.

       His fingers trembled a little, and he raised He Yunsheng’s arms to help him take off his coat. Then, seeing that the buttons on his neckline were too tight, he reached out to help him unbutton them one by one.

       The shirt spread out, revealing a delicate collar bone underneath.

       At this moment, He Yunsheng suddenly stretched out his hand and held down Xi Feng’s hand. Xi Feng was startled. When he wanted to withdraw his hand, he heard He Yunsheng say, “Come fvck me?”

       Xi Feng’s pupils suddenly dilated. He watched He Yunsheng slightly open his eyes. His eyes were moist and blurred, his white and transparent face was blushing unnaturally, and his lips were also wet and shiny. His head exploded inside, as if there were many colorful and strange sights flashing, and even made him feel a faint drumming in his ears. Yet all of these sights are, in the end, nothing more than a blank slate.

       He lowered his head and kissed He Yunsheng’s lips.

       What happened that night was more like a bizarre dream for Xi Feng. He couldn’t remember many details. The only thing that remains in his mind is the fierce impulses that he has never tried before and He Yunsheng’s raspy gasps.

       The gasp became louder and quicker with his movements, making his body deeply engrossed and his movements becoming rougher and rougher, wanting to hear more of his voice.

       Later, he slept with He Yunsheng in his arms. He obviously didn’t drink as much as He Yunsheng, but he seemed to be more drunk than He Yunsheng. For a while, he didn’t know if it’s day or night, and he didn’t even think of the location and the partner. Anyway, after the unprecedented satisfaction came the exhaustion of being hollowed out. Tired of being hollowed out, he hugged He Yunsheng, smelled the faint smell of sweat on his body, and fell asleep.

       When Xi Feng woke up, the sky outside was completely bright. He felt a little headache, and his body was still sticky but felt good. He moved his arms before he realized that he was holding someone in his arms, and then the memories of last night came rushing into his empty mind like a tsunami.

       Xi Feng sat up all of a sudden.

       He was drunk last night, no, he wasn’t actually that drunk, he always knew what he was doing. Instead of being drunk and disorderly, he just couldn’t control his lower body and couldn’t resist the temptation after he heard He Yunsheng ask him to “Come fvck me” in a sexy voice.

       However, no matter how happy he was when he was doing it last night. Now that he sobered up, he was vexed, and even had a strong sense of guilt.

       Xi Feng turned his head and glanced at He Yunsheng beside him.

       He Yunsheng’s naked upper body was covered with hickeys, and he seemed to wake up because of Xi Feng’s movements. He slowly turned over and opened his eyes blankly.

       Xi Feng was frightened in an instant. His body reacted faster than his head, and he rolled off the bed at once, reaching out to pick up the pants on the floor and put them on his body. But because of his hasty movements, he nearly fell back on the side of the bed.

       He Yunsheng watched his movements indifferently, and said, “No need to look like you’ve seen a ghost. Everyone is not sober after drinking too much last night, I won’t pester you.”

       His voice was even more hoarse from moaning and panting most of the night, and he sat up with one hand propped up, only to feel a tearing pain down there.

       Xi Feng put on his pants and grabbed his clothes, and said to He Yunsheng in a panic, “I’ll go first, you can sleep a little longer.” After saying that, he hurriedly walked outside.

       He Yunsheng didn’t give him a second glance, but frowned and endured the physical discomfort.

       He actually woke up earlier than Xi Feng. When he woke up, and saw Xi Feng’s sleeping face, his mood suddenly sank. He was a little drunk last night, and he knew that someone had taken him home. He also knew that he had sex with someone, but he didn’t remember that the person turned out to be Xi Feng.

       Xi Feng is a straight man, and he has a girlfriend. Even if He Yunsheng were to have a one-night stand with a stranger, he didn’t want it to be with Xi Feng. He raised his hand to cover his head and endured the headache after the hangover. Xi Feng was obviously inexperienced with men, and He Yunsheng was not sure if he was hurt.

       His mood did not improve because of it’s a good sex, and He Yunsheng felt more irritable instead.

       He sat quietly on the bed for a while, got up and opened the cabinet and took out his pajamas and clean underwear, planning to take a shower first. Before leaving the bedroom, he picked up the crumpled shirt that he had thrown on the floor last night and put it on, and walked directly outside.

       When he came out of the bedroom, he realized that Xi Feng hadn’t left, but was sitting on the sofa in silence.

       Xi Feng stared at the floor in a daze. He raised his head when He Yunsheng came out, only to see He Yunsheng wearing only a shirt all over his body with his two white long legs bared, and suddenly the blood rushed to his face again.

       Since they had done such intimate things last night, He Yunsheng didn’t try to hide anything. He could not open his mouth to drive Xi Feng away, and could only say, “You sit for a while, I want to take a shower first.”

       Xi Feng said quickly, “Oh, yes, you go first.”

       He Yunsheng stepped on his slippers and went to the bathroom, turned on the showerhead and stood outside the shower room quietly waiting for the water to get hot before stepping in.

       Xi Feng sat on the sofa and listened to the sound of the water in the bathroom. He raised his hand and rubbed his head, feeling terrible about what had happened from last night until just now.

       He Yunsheng was drunk and did not know anything, but he did not resist the temptation to have sex with someone. He can find a lot of reasons for himself, such as men are an animal dominated by his lower body, or he hasn’t slept with a person for too long. How could he be able to control it when He Yunsheng took the initiative?

       But no matter how many reasons he found, Xi Feng couldn’t convince himself, because he clearly understood that He Yunsheng was a man. He deeply abhors the homosexual group, and he tried to persuade He Yunsheng to go back to the right path. But at the same time he slept with others.

       And the behavior of escaping from He Yunsheng’s room just now made him feel depressed, and he even felt unmanly. So he walked to the door, but then chose to retreat and sit down on the edge of the sofa. He felt that he should talk to He Yunsheng clearly.

       What to say?

       Saying that he is not a homosexual, but he was just losing his mind because of his lust, and he hoped He Yunsheng will not misunderstand him. He also has to say sorry, that this is his fault, and he will never do it again in the future. He hope that something can be done to compensate He Yunsheng.


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Chapter 93

  After finalizing the contract with the new movie crew, the time for joining the crew was planned.

  When the old lady Lu heard that Lu Jinlang was going to film with Wen Jianing. She said she was looking forward to it and that she would definitely want to go to the shooting site with him, but Lu Jinlang refused.

  Lu Jinlang was afraid that she would not know how to behave by then, and that she would be too affectionate to Wen Jianing in front of others, and instead would cause unnecessary trouble.

  Regardless of the number of people in the circle who knew about the matter between him and Wen Jianing, when they were on the set, the two would avoid being too close in front of others.

  Xie Ruoming had his own habit of filming. He was always accustomed to shooting the first scene of the movie script at the forefront as long as conditions permit.

  The first shot was inside a small, old and dilapidated classroom. A girl about ten years old was sitting in front of a small book table putting blocks. Not far from her, there was a big boy between youth and a teenager wearing a hoodie. His face looked pale and thin, and he was holding his hair in a daze.

  This was Ye Xing played by Wen Jianing.

  Ye Xing was only eighteen years old. Compared with Wen Jianing, no, it should be said that compared to Ke Xinhang’s true age, Ye Xing was only several years younger. He was chosen because he looked like a college student as long as he dressed a little more casually. It was also because Xie Ruoming had seen many young actors before, but he didn’t find what he wanted. The image of Wen Jianing in ‘Bitter Summer’ was very consistent with Ye Xing’s appearance, and the rest would depend on the director’s guidance and Wen Jianing’s own acting skills to fill the role.

       Before the official shooting began, Wen Jianing and Xie Ruoming had a conversation. Xie Ruoming’s intention was not to make the audience suspicious of Ye Xing’s character until the truth was revealed at the end of the film. It was necessary to fully show the appearance of an autistic patient.

       At this moment, Ye Xing, played by Wen Jianing, was looking up at the exhaust fan rotating in front of the classroom, as if his attention was drawn by the rotating fan sheet.

  Before joining the crew, in order to study the behaviour patterns of children with autism, he and Xie Ruoming had visited autism rehabilitation institutions. Although they didn’t spend too much time together, Wen Jianing learned a lot from the teachers of the institutions.

  At this time, Ye Xing was going to pretend to be an autistic patient who was attracted by the exhaust fan. Even if there was a girl next to him who didn’t care about his actions at all, he did not relax at all. So what could Ye Xing be thinking at this time? While staring at the fan, Wen Jianing thought, that if he was Ye Xing, he should be watching the camera next to the exhaust fan with the afterlight of his eyes, and at what time and in what way would he have to make them stop working?

  After not too long, Chen Zejun, played by Lu Jinlang, entered the classroom.

  There were only two children in this classroom. Because this rehabilitation institution was located in a very dilapidated building in the old city, it was not a very formal rehabilitation institution. Chen Zejun was a poor policeman which meant he couldn’t afford to give his daughter better conditions.

  His entry did not attract anyone’s attention until he walked up to his daughter and said to her, “It’s time to go.”

  The girl looked at the time. It was indeed the time when her father came to pick her up. She obediently put down the building blocks and followed Chen Zejun away.

  Chen Zejun took his daughter’s hand, and when he passed Ye Xing, he raised his hand and touched his head, as if touching a child. He often saw him here, although he knows it was impossible, he thought this young man should be regarded as his daughter’s classmate.

  Ye Xing still didn’t pay attention to him, and then Chen Zejun left with his daughter.

  This was the first act of the whole movie.

  The filming of this scene went well. The daughter of Chen Zejun was a child star. She didn’t have many roles and basically had no lines. This kind of shooting seemed relatively simple for her, and Xie Ruoming also deliberately avoided giving her too many close-up shots.

  When the filming ended, Wen Jianing and Lu Jinlang sat side by side to rest.

  Lu Jinlang picked up the water glass and handed it to him, and asked, “How do you feel?”

  Wen Jianing did not answer, but instead asked, “What do you think?”

  Lu Jinlang said, “It looks good, what were you thinking when you were in a daze?”

  Wen Jianing smiled and replied, “I was thinking about how to kill your daughter.”

  This sort of thing felt very weirdly wonderful. He remembered that the last time he was shooting Xie Ruoming’s movie, he and Lu Jinlang’s seats were always separated by a certain distance. It was not that they had any opinion on each other, but that they were not close enough to sit together and they found it awkward to talk. But now when the two of them were together, even if they didn’t say a word, they wouldn’t feel awkward.

  Xie Ruoming called Wen Jianing over to talk about the play.

  According to the plan, there would be no more roles for Lu Jinlang today, but he was still waiting on the set without leaving immediately.

  Wen Jianing went to change clothes, the next scene was also a highlight. This part would appear in the last part, it was a scene where Ye Xing killed Chen Zejun’s daughter.

  This scene would be blurred. After all, the little girl in the movie was only ten years old and had a tragic death. It was impossible to fully perform it on the screen. What Xie Ruoming wanted to render was more of a chilling and scary atmosphere. atmosphere.

  In the script, Ye Xing destroyed the cameras beforehand. He knew that no one would pay attention even if the cameras were malfunctioning at this time. With only the two of them inside the classroom, Ye Xing stood up and walked unhurriedly in the direction of the little girl.

  The little girl was still focused on the world of building blocks. Ye Xing walked in front of her and she did not respond until Ye Xing reached out and covered her mouth and dragged her to the side.

  Wen Jianing was always expressionless during this filming. He seemed to be living in another world, and his behaviour and expression didn’t go well together. Even when he dragged the little girl away, he tried his best to avoid the obvious expression on his face from the force he was exerting.

  Xie Ruoming was a little surprised by Wen Jianing’s performance in this bits, but soon the problem came, because the little girl failed to hold on, she was frightened and was a little stunned.

  The shooting stopped temporarily.

  Wen Jianing touched the top of the little girl’s head with a smile, and said, “It’s just filming, don’t be afraid.”

  But the little girl didn’t get it over immediately, and even tears filled her eyes because of the shock. Her mother who had accompanied her to the shooting scene and hurriedly came to comfort her.

  Xie Ruoming said to take a break for a while.

  Wen Jianing returned to Lu Jinlang’s side, and Lu Jinlang said to him, “That’s good.” Lu Jinlang never thought of Wen Jianing’s performance

  He took a deep breath and rubbed his neck tiredly. Wen Jianing said, “To be honest, this character has more room for expression than I expected.”

  ”Of course,” Lu Jinlang said, “It seems that although Chen Zejun is the first lead, Ye Xing’s role is not less than that of him, otherwise, how could he be called as the second lead?”

  Wen Jianing said to Lu Jinlang, “Why didn’t you go back first?”

  Lu Jinlang smiled, “Don’t want me to stay and watch you filming?”

  Wen Jianing shook his head, “I wonder if you will be affected? Chen Zejun shouldn’t have seen this scene.”

  ”No, nothing can affect me,” Lu Jinlang said, but reached out his hand to pick up the jacket that was thrown on the chair, and greeted Lu Yunan to go back, “What do you want to eat tonight? I’ll make it for you.”

  Wen Jianing said, “I want to eat free range chicken rice noodles.”

  Lu Jinlang shrugged his shoulders, “Okay, I will go to the market to buy free range chicken and rice noodles.”

  Later, after repeated communication and persuasion with the little girl, the filming went on smoothly.

  The little girl was smothered to death by Ye Xing. After that, Ye Xing stripped her clothes naked. He deliberately made some false impressions that made other people more likely to be suspected. Then he hid himself in a small cabinet at the back of the classroom.

  At the end of the filming that day, Wen Jianing was a bit exhausted.

  Wen Tinghuan drove him home and said, “You pervert.”

  Wen Jianing turned his head to look at her, “Why am I a pervert?”

  Wen Tinghuan shook her head, shivering.

  Back home, Wen Jianing really smelled a nice fragrance from the kitchen. He walked over, stood at the door and asked, “How do you know I’m back?”

  Lu Jinlang took the chopsticks and fished the cooked rice noodles from the pot into the bowl, and said at the same time, “As soon as you went upstairs, Tinghuan called me.”

  ”When did she become your undercover agent?”

  Lu Jinlang smiled, “It’s been a long time.”

  At night, Wen Jianing was lying on the bed, and Lu Jinlang helped him rub his shoulders.

  ”Tired?” Lu Jinlang asked him.

  Wen Jianing nodded, buried his face in the pillow and said muffledly, “It’s a personal thing.”

  Lu Jinlang smiled, “You scared the little girl to tears today, you are very hardworking.”

  Wen Jianing raised his head slightly and said, “To be honest, I have some expectations for Xie Ruoming’s movie.”

  Lu Jinlang looked down at him, “To win the award?”

  Wen Jianing said, “I know it’s not right to judge an actor and their acting skills superficially by whether they wins an award or not, but since I’m in this line of work, I always want to be recognized by others.”

  Lu Jinlang’s hands slowly pushed down his spine from his shoulders, “Or do you think the most important thing is to beat me?”

  Wen Jianing laughed when he heard the words, he said, “It is not to beat you, but to stand at the same height as you, not to be left behind by you.”

  ”Nonsense,” Lu Jinlang said, “Your life just has a little unexpected incident. If you played the October fireworks in the end, where do you think you will stand today?”

  Wen Jianing was slightly confused when he heard this question, “Actually I don’t know.”

  Lu Jinlang buried his head and kissed his back, and said, “Since you don’t know, go ahead and try, you’ll have plenty of opportunities in the future, so go ahead and grasp them.”

  Wen Jianing turned over and raised his hand to hug him.


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Chapter 10

       Xi Feng went back to the banquet hall and told Xu Qing that he had to leave first.

       Xu Qing looked at him inexplicably, “What’s the rush? You haven’t even eaten yet?”

       Xi Feng can’t explain in detail, so he only vaguely said, “My friend is asking my help for something. You can eat first, and we will contact you by phone later.” After saying that, he no longer listened to what Xu Qing said. He turned around and ran outside.

       Xu Qing’s heart was on fire, but it was not easy to let her anger out in front of her colleagues. He could only watch Xi Feng go away, leaving a place next to her.

       Xi Feng hurriedly came out of the restaurant’s gate, and saw He Yunsheng’s car waiting for him on the side of the road, so he ran over and pulled the car door to sit in the passenger seat.

       He Yunsheng said apologetically, “I’m sorry, I disturbed your meal.”

       Xi Feng fastened his seat belt and said, “It’s okay.”

       He Yunsheng sighed secretly and started the car.

       Because it was the weekend and around lunch time, there were not many cars in the city. He Yunsheng drove for half an hour to reach their destination.

       He parked the car outside the neighbourhood, and He Yunsheng and Xi Feng got out of the car and walked inside.

       On the way there Xi Feng was depressed and he didn’t speak, and He Yunsheng was also silent until they arrived at Xu Fengjie’s parents’ house. After Xu Fengjie got divorced, he moved out alone, then committed suicide, and has been living with his parents since then.

       It was Xu Fengjie’s mother who opened the door for them. The old lady already knew that He Yunsheng was coming, so she invited them in with a rare kindness.

       The old lady walked to the door of a room, knocked on the door, and said, “Fengjie, He Yunsheng is here to see you.” After she said that, she opened the door directly and stood at the door to let He Yunsheng and the others enter.

       He Yunsheng walked ahead and stopped to wait for Xi Feng as he stood at the door.

       Xi Feng immediately followed, he could not restrain his curiosity to look towards the door of the room, wanting to see clearly what kind of person Xu Fengjie was.

       However, when he reached the door, he found that He Yunsheng suddenly held his hand.

       Xi Feng was a bit dazed, he seems to have not held hands with a man since he became an adult. He Yunsheng’s hands are not as soft as women, but clean and strong, with slender fingers and a little dry skin.

       He subconsciously rubbed the back of the other’s hand with his fingertips, and He Yunsheng glanced at him inexplicably.

       Only then did Xi Feng come back from his trance.

       He Yunsheng took his hand and walked in. Xi Feng saw that it was a simply furnished bedroom with a man lying on the bed in the middle, who sat up with support after seeing them.

       Xi Feng sized up the other side.

       Xu Fengjie looked a little haggard. He didn’t know if it was because of depression, but the whole person looked thin and pale. Even so, it can still be seen that the other party has a tall frame and handsome features, and originally he would be a remarkable man. Xi Feng has always been confident about his appearance, but now he feels that he may not be better than the other party.

       Xi Feng stared at him in a daze, whether it was He Yunsheng or Xu Fengjie, both completely overturned his impression of the gay community. He thought they should all be a bunch of twisted and feminine men.

       He Yunsheng walked up to Xu Fengjie, and said calmly, “Let me introduce you first. This is my senior from university-Xu Fengjie; this is my boyfriend-Xi Feng.”

       Xi Feng pretended to earnestly nodded towards Xu Fengjie.

       Xu Fengjie, on the other hand, looked even more gloomy. He didn’t ask more questions about Xi Feng, but only said to He Yunsheng, “Can I talk to you alone for a few minutes?”

       He Yunsheng hesitated a little when he heard the words, turned his head and said to Xi Feng, “Can you wait for me outside?”

       Xi Feng suddenly became nervous. He didn’t want to leave He Yunsheng to talk to Xu Fengjie alone. He was always worried that He Yunsheng still had some feelings left for him, and he would rekindle his old feelings when the other party begged him.

       He held He Yunsheng’s hand and didn’t let go.

       He Yunsheng looked at him strangely, “Xi Feng?”

       Xi Feng knew that he was not He Yunsheng’s real boyfriend, otherwise he could refuse to let He Yunsheng stay and talk to Xu Fengjie alone. He does not have this right now. In the end, I could only let go and say, “I’m waiting for you outside.”

       He left Xu Fengjie’s room, He Yunsheng closed the door from inside, so he had to walk to the sofa and sit down.

       After a while, Xu Fengjie’s mother poured him a cup of tea and put it on the coffee table.

       Xi Feng looked at the old lady’s wrinkled hands and haggard face, and suddenly thought of his mother, so he couldn’t help but feel a twitch in his heart. He felt sorry for the old lady. Not only was the old lady pitiful, but Xu Fengjie was also pitiful. If Xu Fengjie was not a homosexual to begin with, if Xu Fengjie got married, and he was willing to live a good life and didn’t create problems, then this family wouldn’t be like this.

       He waited outside for about twenty minutes. He felt extremely impatient, but he couldn’t show it.

       After a while, He Yunsheng pushed open the door and came out from inside, meeting the old lady’s expectant gaze, he said nothing but, “We’re leaving, I won’t come to see him again.”

       The old lady couldn’t care less about He Yunsheng and hurried into Xu Fengjie’s bedroom to see his current situation.

       He Yunsheng and Xi Feng came out of Xu Fengjie’s house one after another. They entered the elevator without speaking.

       Later, until he got into the car, Xi Feng asked him: “Did you make it clear to him?”

       He Yunsheng looked at the rearview mirror and reversed the car, “I said I am very happy now, and I hope he will not bother me.”

       Xi Feng breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this, but after a while he couldn’t help but asked again, “Do you think that he’s really given up?”

       He Yunsheng replied, “I don’t know if he has given up in his heart. But anyway, I gave up long ago. I won’t force myself to be with someone I don’t love, even if he threatens me with death, it’s useless.”

       He Yunsheng was expressionless when he said this, and Xi Feng felt a little uncomfortable.

       After driving the car out for a while, He Yunsheng seemed to suddenly come back to his senses and asked Xi Feng, “Aren’t you going back? Your girlfriend seems to be still there, right? Do you want me to take you back to the wedding banquet?”

       Xi Feng said quickly, “No, I told her I wouldn’t go back this afternoon. Let’s find a place to eat something first.”

       As soon as he said that, Xu Qing called.

       Xi Feng turned his head to answer the phone in a low voice. When he heard Xu Qing questioning him where he had gone and telling him to hurry back, he said, “I haven’t finished my business yet. You can play mahjong with your colleagues in the afternoon.”

       Xu Qing said a few words and hung up the phone a little angrily.

       He Yunsheng could guess who he was talking to and opened his mouth to speak, but in the end he didn’t say anything because he didn’t think he was in a position to meddle in Xi Feng’s business.

  Later, He Yunsheng said that because his business disturbed Xi Feng’s meal, he would be the one who would pay for the meal. Xi Feng thought for a long time, and pointed to a western restaurant that was far away. That restaurant has both food and light afternoon snacks, so that he can sit with He Yunsheng for a while longer.

       In the end, He Yunsheng was stuck in traffic for a while on his way there. When they arrived at the destination, it was already three o’clock in the afternoon.

       They sat down in a secluded corner of the restaurant and ordered a meal for one.

       Xi Feng has a huge build, by this time he was famished but he was still very satisfied that he spent so long in the car with He Yunsheng.

       They sat down and said nothing for a while, Xi Feng opened a conversation and said, “I think Xu Fengjie’s mother looks too pitiful.”

       He Yunsheng held the lemonade and looked at him.

       Xi Feng didn’t actually think too carefully about what he wanted to say. He just wanted to say a few more words to He Yunsheng, and then said, “You are like this. Have you ever thought about how the parents would feel?”

       He Yunsheng took a deep breath, as if suppressing something, he put the glass of water on the table and said, “I understand that he considers the feelings of his parents and chooses to break up, so I didn’t bother him.”

       Xi Feng said, “I don’t mean that. I mean, since he can marry a wife and have children, so can you. Why do you keep being gay, and have others pointing their fingers at you?”

       He Yunsheng couldn’t help but sneered, “Do you think I should find a woman and trick them into getting married?”

  Xi Feng was stunned by what He Yunsheng said, and he put more thought into his words, “This can’t be called a fraudulent marriage. You see, so many people get married when they are old and they feel that they are suitable for each other. Does everyone have to find someone they love to marry? Does it mean that if I don’t love the other party enough, I lied and tricked them by being married to them?”

  He Yunsheng’s fingers squeezed the glass fiercely. If he didn’t know that Xi Feng had always spoken and acted without thinking, he would splash a glass of lemonade on his face. He said, “I’m not like you. I can’t even get hard on women, and I can’t even give my wife a complete family if I get married. At that time, no matter how good I treat her, I’m still deceiving her. I won’t get married.”

       Xi Feng looked gloomy and said, “Then when you are old, you won’t have a family, and you won’t have children. Isn’t it pitiful to be alone?”

       He Yunsheng looked at him for a long time, and said in a cold voice, “Thank you for your concern.”

       Actually Xi Feng genuinely concerned about He Yunsheng, and even felt sad for the miserable old He Yunsheng he envisioned. He didn’t want He Yunsheng to become like that. He said, “I don’t understand how it is with your community, but I still think this is not right. You are too selfish. Why don’t you think about it for those who care about you.”

  He Yunsheng leaned back, he breathed heavily to calm his mood, feeling that he was almost laughing with anger, and finally said, “If you don’t understand, you don’t have to understand. This is everyone’s choice in life, not marrying a wife and having children. It is not selfish to not want to marry a wife and have children. The outcome of not wanting to let my parents down is being sorry for myself and my innocent wife. My sexual orientation is inherent, and I cannot be drowned to pursue perfection.”

       Xi Feng clasped his hands in front of him, and said, “Maybe it can be changed.”

       He Yunsheng suddenly felt that he had nothing to say to him.

       Xi Feng still did not give up, “How about you find a girlfriend to try?”

       He Yunsheng looked at him, sighed weakly, and said, “Since you are full of curiosity about our community, then I will take you to have a look.”

       The two of them ate and sat in the restaurant for a while, and He Yunsheng asked Xi Feng to get into his car.

       Xi Feng was a little nervous, “Where are we going?”

       He Yunsheng said, “To my friend’s bar.”

       Xi Feng instantly understood that the bar He Yunsheng was talking about should be a gay bar. He had never been to that kind of place, so he couldn’t help but ask He Yunsheng, “Do you go there often?”

       He Yunsheng shook his head, “I don’t, but I occasionally go for a drink.”

       Xi Feng had a drink with He Yunsheng before. He knew that He Yunsheng was very restrained in drinking. Now when he heard him say to go to the bar, he asked, “Do you drink a lot?”

       He Yunsheng glanced at him, “What do you want to ask?”

       Xi Feng stammered and said that he didn’t understand. He just thought the circle was messy. He didn’t know if He Yunsheng went to a bar to drink, or if he also had a one-night stand with others.

       But he couldn’t ask these questions.

       Since he didn’t ask, He Yunsheng naturally didn’t want to say it. He Yunsheng stayed silent and concentrated on driving.

       The bar is owned by He Yunsheng’s friend. He Yunsheng doesn’t come often but the waiters and bartenders also know him. It was early when they arrived, and He Yunsheng found a secluded corner and sat down with Xi Feng. He casually ordered two more bottles of beer.

  Someone was playing guitar and singing on the small stage of the bar. He Yunsheng put his arms on his chest and leaned on the back of the sofa chair to concentrate on listening to the song.

       Xi Feng also sat in silence, his gaze directed at the people coming in through the bar’s front door from time to time.

  The later the time, the more people in the bar. The person who originally sang on the stage went down, and was replaced by a woman in a low-cut dress. She stood in front of the microphone and sang the first line before Xi Feng realized that the person was not a woman at all, but a man in women’s clothing.

  The seats in the bar are full, and there are many people standing or sitting in front of the bar. There are men and women here, but it is not clear how many of them are male and female, because he also saw several pairs of lesbians. They were all young and beautiful women, but it’s difficult to watch them hugging.

       Xi Feng noticed that someone was looking in their direction and he suddenly felt uncomfortable. He turned his head to look at He Yunsheng, only to find that he had a bottle in his hand, and was drinking heavily.

       He Yunsheng finished a bottle and raised his hand to ask the waiter to bring another bottle.

       Xi Feng was taken aback, he grabbed He Yunsheng’s hand, “Why are you drinking so much?”

       He Yunsheng looked at him and shook his hand away, and the look in his eyes just now is filled with some lethargy and impatience.

       Xi Feng realized that He Yunsheng was in a bad mood. Perhaps he was already in a bad mood since he came back from Xu Fengjie’s place today, but his good self restraint kept him from showing it. It was not until he was sitting in the bar, under the dim and disorienting environment, that He Yunsheng started to fill the bottle with his own wine.

       The beer was not completely swallowed, and the liquid slid down his jaw to his white neck, leaving a shiny trail.

       Xi Feng noticed that a tall man was looking at He Yunsheng, and then walked towards them with a wine glass in his hand. Xi Feng immediately grabbed He Yunsheng’s wrist and said, “Stop drinking, how are you going to drive back later?”

       He Yunsheng said irritably, “I will take care of myself. If you don’t like it here, you can leave first.”

       Hearing his impatient tone, Xi Feng realized that he was already half-drunk.

       At this time, the tall man had already walked to their table, swaying the wine glass in his hand and yelled, “Yunsheng.”

       Xi Feng was taken aback, He Yunsheng looked up, and then sat up, “Cong ge*?”

       The man called Cong Yu, is the friend He Yunsheng said, the owner of this bar. He used to come from the same school as He Yunsheng and Xu Fengjie, and he watched the two people from the time they met to the time they got together to the time they finally broke up.

       Cong Yu sat down on the sofa, put the wine glass on the table, and said to He Yunsheng, “Drink with the glass.”

       He Yunsheng looked at him and let out a laugh.

       Cong Yu raised his jaw in the direction of Xi Feng, “Friend?”

       He Yunsheng said, “Company colleague.”

       Xi Feng did not expect that he was not even a friend to He Yunsheng, but just a colleague of the company. He felt something choking his heart.

       But He Yunsheng didn’t care about those, and said to Cong Yu, “I went to see Xu Fengjie today.”

       Cong Yu sighed when he heard the words, and said, “I’ve visited him before, and he’s really not very good.”

  Xi Feng took a sip of the wine bottle depressedly, stood up and said, “I’m going to the bathroom.” He really did not want to sit there and listen to He Yunsheng and that person talk about his previous emotional entanglements. However, he felt unwilling to leave him just like this, and Xi Feng himself can’t figure out why he felt that way.

       He grabbed the waiter on the way and asked for the direction of the restroom. When he walked over and pulled open the door of the men’s room, he saw someone in a skirt walking out and was so scared that he leaned against the door.

       As a result, the woman walked up to him and gave a raspy laugh. It wasn’t until he touched his chest that he realized that this person was a man.

       The man in a skirt and a wig said to him, “Gege**, please buy me a drink.”

       Xi Feng suddenly felt sick. He pushed the man away and said, “Go away!” Then he went to the bathroom, hesitated in front of the urinal, and finally went to the compartment and locked the door.

       He was standing in front of the toilet, thinking of the mess of people in this bar, and he was upset. Just like the man who touched him just now, he wanted to send him home with a punch. The man doesn’t look good in it, why was he wearing a skirt pretending to be a woman?

       Xi Feng stood for a long time to suppress his anger, opened the zipper to pee, and made a decision as soon as he finished the pee. He wanted to go back now and take He Yunsheng away. This kind of environment is really not suitable for He Yunsheng. In his memory, He Yunsheng has always been a clean and decent man and shouldn’t become a degenerate.

       He strode out of the bathroom, ignoring the various demons and monsters who had been talking to him all the way. But his full momentum wilted when he saw Cong Yu put He Yunsheng on his shoulders. He thought that since Cong Yu opened gay bar, he must be gay. He Yunsheng is alone now, and it is hard to guarantee that there won’t be any ambiguous development with this person surnamed Cong.

       He Yunsheng was still drinking, and even Cong Yu began to grab his glass and told him to stop drinking.

       Xi Feng walked over and yelled lightly, “He Yunsheng?”

       Cong Yu saw him coming and helped He Yunsheng stand up and said, “You’re his colleague, can you please take him home? He’s had too much to drink, it’s best not to let him drink any more.”

       Xi Feng also had this idea, and he quickly stepped forward to support He Yunsheng and said, “I will take him away now.”

       He Yunsheng pushed him and said, “Cong ge, I’m fine, I know what I’m doing.”

       Cong Yu looked a little helpless, and he said to Xi Feng, “Yunsheng is not a good drinker, he can still talk clearly now, but I guess he won’t be able to once he leaves this door, so don’t give him any more drinks.”

       Xi Feng said, “I also thought about telling him to stop drinking, and I will send him home.”

       Cong Yu nodded, and first called a chauffeur. Sure enough, as he said, while waiting for the chauffeur, He Yunsheng became more and more drunk.

  When the chauffeur came, Cong Yu helped Xi Feng help He Yunsheng out together, and then told the address of the driver He Yunsheng’s home. Then he bent down and said to Xi Feng who was sitting in the back seat, “Be careful on the road, I’m sorry to trouble you. “

       Xi Feng put his arm around He Yunsheng’s waist, and said, “Don’t worry, leave it to me. I will definitely send him home.”

       The drunken He Yunsheng did not make a fuss, but quietly leaned his head on Xi Feng’s shoulder and slept.

       Xi Feng was afraid that his glasses would squeeze off, so he first reached out to help him take it off, and used his fingers to sweep his hair that was a bit messy on his cheeks.

       He is a person in his thirties, how come he looks like a child when he is drunk? Xi Feng stared at He Yunsheng’s face in a daze, as he thought to himself.

  The chauffeur took them safely to the parking lot of He Yunsheng’s neighborhood. Xi Feng got out and paid for the car, and only after the chauffeur returned the keys to him and left did he go to the back seat and try to wake He Yunsheng up.

       He Yunsheng was not so drunk that he was unconscious, he opened his eyes and asked in a daze, “Who are you?”

       Xi Feng was a little hurt, but he thought he didn’t have to bother with a drunk, so he simply carried him out of the car relying on his own strength.


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Chapter 92

  It was not until the next day that Wen Jianing got his script from Wen Tinghuan, but before that, he had already read Lu Jinlang’s script and knew what kind of story it was and what kind of role Xie Ruoming wanted him to play. 

  Xie Ruoming’s movies were, as always, a thriller and suspense.

  Chen Zejun was a divorced middle-aged policeman with an autistic daughter. Because he was busy at work and had no money, he sent his daughter to a small private rehabilitation institution every day at work, and then picked her up after he got off work.

  One day Chen Zejun went to pick up his daughter after work, and when he arrived at the rehabilitation facility, he saw that his daughter had been killed in a small classroom in a gruesome manner. Two hours after his daughter was killed, the cameras of the entire rehabilitation facility malfunctioned at the same time, and because it was the weekend, there were no other people in the classroom. He didn’t know who the murderer was or who had come in. The only witness was an 18-year-old Ye Xing who also suffered from autism.

  Ye Xing was an orphan. He had been fostered by relatives in a rehabilitation facility for a long time. Because of severe language and communication barriers, it was still impossible to know from him who was the real culprit. Chen Zejun was in so much pain that he almost broke down. The only motivation that supported him was to find the real culprit for his daughter. For this reason, he repeatedly harassed Ye Xing in private. Later, someone in the rehabilitation organization found out and reported it to the police. Chen Zejun was warned by his superiors and was temporarily suspended.

  But Chen Zejun, who was still unwilling, did not stop there. He even found an opportunity to sneak Ye Xing away from the rehabilitation facility, and then used a fake ID to find the elevator monitoring of the building where the rehabilitation facility was located.

  He forced Ye Xing to watch the surveillance with him at home, trying to identify the possible suspects.

  Because Ye Xing was a child with autism, after bringing him home, Chen Zejun had to take care of him. At first, Ye Xing reacted fiercely because of the changes in the environment. He refused to sleep at night, and repeatedly hit the wall with his head and stomped his feet. Since Chen Zejun had experience in taking care of his daughter, he had the patience to communicate with him. Ye Xing’s behaviour always reminded Chen Zejun of his daughter, and while it was extraordinarily painful, it also brought a little warmth to him.

  He took care of Ye Xing, re-established his living habits for Ye Xing, accompanied him to eat during the day, and sleep with him on a bed at night.

  As the two became close to each other slowly, with Ye Xing’s help, he was able to pinpoint several possible suspects.

  However, following his investigation, these people were crossed out by him one by one, and none of them was the real murderer of his daughter. Until later, he found out about a pervert who molested children. Chen Zejun did not notify his colleagues in the police force. He was afraid if they knew that he had taken Ye Xing away secretly, they would deprive him of the right to continue the investigation.

  Chen Zejun sneaked into the perverted home alone, and found many videotapes taken by molesting children in his home, and even found a hollowed-out compartment under the bed of his home where the body of a child was hidden. At this moment, the pervert came back and pulled out a machete from the back of the TV cabinet…

  After a difficult fight, Chen Zejun finally subdued the perverted murderer and called the police. He was bruised all over, dragged his tired body away before the police arrived, and returned home alone.

  As soon as he entered the room, Chen Zejun lay on the ground without strength. Ye Xing was frightened and hid behind the door and did not dare to come over.

  Chen Zejun beckoned him to come over.

  Ye Xing cautiously touched him, Chen Zejun wanted to reach out and hold his hand, but he put his hand behind his back and refused to extend it.

  Chen Zejun had to give up and told him to go. The police would check out their place soon, and it was estimated that he would be taken back for investigation and there was no way to take care of him.

  Ye Xing did not speak.

  Chen Zejun touched his face and said, “Good boy.”

  At this time, Ye Xing took out a fruit knife from behind and held it up high. He was still like an autistic child, his eyes fixed on the fruit knife as if he was in a trance.

  And Chen Zejun looked in a daze.

  It turned out that ten years ago, Chen Zejun had rushed through a murder case because he was eager to get promoted. Ye Xing’s father was wrongly accused and executed as a murderer, while Ye Xing’s mother hanged himself at home.

  For Ye Xing, what stuck in his mind the most was when he saw Chen Zejun who had wronged his father when he appeared in court to testify. After the case was concluded, Chen Zejun was never promoted because of conflicts with his superior. A few years later, his wife divorced him, leaving only an autistic daughter. As for Ye Xing, after his mother died, he remained silent until one day, he saw Chen Zejun who sent his daughter to an autism rehabilitation institution.

  Chen Zejun’s daughter was killed by Ye Xing, not that perverted paedophile.

  At the end of the movie, Ye Xing raised the fruit knife high and aimed it at Chen Zejun’s chest. Two lines of tears flowed from Ye Xing’s lifeless eyes, not knowing whether he was crying for his dead father or for the dying Chen Zejun in front of him.

  In the end, the knife was stabbed down, but not at Chen Zejun’s heart, because at the last second, Chen Zejun said to him, “It’s ten o’clock, it’s time to go to bed.”

  The police broke in and several guns were aimed at Ye Xing’s head. Chen Zejun was sent to the hospital for rescue, and the story ended.

  The role of Chen Zejun was naturally reserved for Lu Jinlang, and the role of Ye Xing was also very important. He was also regarded as the leading actor, and Xie Ruoming had his eyes on Wen Jianing.

  After reading the script, Wen Jianing sat on the sofa and was silent for a moment.

  Lu Jinlang sat beside him peeling an apple and asked him, “How do you feel?”

  Wen Jianing said, “I actually like the role of Chen Zejun better.”

  Lu Jinlang smiled when he heard the words as he peeled off the skin of an apple completely. He handed the apple to Wen Jianing and said, “It’s a pity, you don’t have that chance for the time being. Wait another ten years, maybe a director will give you.”

  Wen Jianing knew it himself and shook his head helplessly.

  After reading the script, Lu Jinlang came forward and asked Xie Ruoming to have a meal together, and then discuss some details about the movie.

  Now as for Wen Jianing’s work, even Zheng Xin couldn’t say anything about it. It was basically Lu Jinlang who had the final say. But Lu Jinlang would only advise Wen Jianing, and it was Wen Jianing himself who made the decision.

  Wen Jianing was obviously very interested in Xie Ruoming’s play.

  After reading the script, he found some information about autism on the internet. But this role was not just an ordinary autistic person, but a teenager deliberately disguised as one. How to perform the role, and whether to show different states before and after, all needed to be discussed continuously with the director.

  Because Lu Jinlang and Xie Ruoming were close, the place they met was not very formal, but in a small private room for four people.

  Wen Jianing had drunk some wine and later said that he was so enthusiastic that he unconsciously showed his familiarity with Xie Ruoming.

  Later, Xie Ruoming said with emotion, “Sometimes I think you look like an old friend, and you are inexplicably familiar.”

  Wen Jianing looked at Lu Jinlang after hearing the words, and the two smiled at each other.

  Xie Ruoming also drank some wine, then raised his glass to Wen Jianing and said, “I hope we can have a good work together.”

  Wen Jianing smiled and raised his glass.

  After that, came a series of preparations for the film.

  As an actor, there was not much Wen Jianing could do in the preliminary preparations. His main task was to figure out the role.

  Because he was with Lu Jinlang, he could often ask Lu Jinlang what he thought of this role. Although he did not always agree with Lu Jinlang’s views, he had to admit that some of Lu Jinlang’s opinions were of great help to him.

  During this period, Wen Cuilan surprisingly reached out to him, because it was Wen Jianing’s birthday that day. Wen Cuilan returned to China and wanted to visit Wen Jianing’s house.

  After completing the house transaction, this was the first time she had returned to China to contact Wen Jianing. She said she would just look at it and not disturb his life. For this reason, no one could refuse, let alone Wen Jianing himself.

  After Lu Jinlang knew, he persuaded Wen Jianing to tell Wen Cuilan the truth, but Wen Jianing still hesitated. The closer the person was, the more he cared about the other person’s thoughts. Although everyone would think that if Wen Cuilan knew about this matter she would be happy, he always worried that the other party would resist or could not accept it.

  ”Let me think about it again,” Wen Jianing said.

  Although his house had been unoccupied during this time, someone came to clean it at a fixed time every week.

  On the afternoon of the appointed time, Wen Jianing went back to his villa. The first thing he did was to open all the doors and windows in the house to let the fresh air in.

  He stood on the balcony on the second floor and looked into the distance. For a moment, his memories overlapped with the memories of the past.

  Wen Cuilan appeared not after too long. She obviously felt that her arrival had disturbed the young man’s life, so she appeared very cautious. But when she came back from this trip, besides visiting her son’s cemetery, there was only this house left to hold her thoughts.

  Wen Jianing invited her in and poured her a cup of coffee.

  Wen Cuilan politely expressed his gratitude, and asked the other person for advice and said, “Can I go up and have a look?”

  Wen Jianing said, “Please feel free.”

  He accompanied Wen Cuilan to the second floor. In fact, since entering this house, Wen Cuilan had always been surprised, because she did not expect this house to remain almost as it was when Wen Jianing was here. She was already mentally prepared for great changes.

  Wen Cuilan stood at the door of Wen Jianing’s bedroom and looked at it for a long time until her eyes were wet, then she turned and walked towards the balcony.

  Wen Jianing looked at her back and couldn’t help feeling heartache. He walked to the balcony with her. Just when he was about to speak, he heard the sound of footsteps going upstairs.

  Wen Cuilan obviously heard it too, she turned around and said strangely, “Is anyone coming?”

  Wen Jianing hardly needed to look at it. He could hear Lu Jinlang coming only by the sound of footsteps upstairs. But Wen Jianing felt nervous for a moment, he understood why Lu Jinlang came here at this time.

  Wen Cuilan saw Lu Jinlang appearing at the balcony door, and was even more surprised for an instant. She said, “Is this… Lu Jinlang?”

  Lu Jinlang smiled and stretched out a hand, “Hello, Mrs. Wen.”

  Wen Cuilan was confused, but still shook Lu Jinlang’s hand, “Hello…”

  Wen Jianing pulled Lu Jinlang’s hem, but Lu Jinlang held his hand with his other hand.

  Wen Cuilan noticed their movements, and she was in a daze for a while, but she quickly understood that after all, she had been abroad for a long time. Although she was surprised, she didn’t have too many other emotions. She was just a little embarrassed and said, “Am I interrupting? Should I go now?”

  Wen Jianing tried to break free of Lu Jinlang’s hand and suddenly felt a little timid in front of his mother. Lu Jinlang refused to let him go. He just smiled at Wen Cuilan and said, “Mrs. Wen, don’t panic. Jianing has something to tell you.”

  Wen Cuilan was sensitive enough to catch the word “Jianing”, but at that moment, her first reaction was to turn her head and look around. She didn’t understand what Lu Jinlang meant, but if Jianing was still there, she would only think of him like a wisp of a ghost lingering in this house.

  Lu Jinlang knew that Wen Cuilan had misunderstood, he forcefully pulled Wen Jianing to Wen Cuilan and said, “He is your son, Wen Jianing.” He felt that there was no need for Wen Jianing to avoid it. Wen Jianing himself may be okay with the situation, but he saw more clearly the situation as an outsider. Wen Jianing’s worry was unnecessary. For a mother who had lost her son, there was nothing more important than having her son back and still being happy.

  This was a long story that was difficult to clear. When Wen Jianing told Lu Jinlang, Lu Jinlang refused to believe it. But this could not be concealed from his mother, Wen Cuilan trembling slightly raised her hand and stroked Wen Jianing’s face. Although he had a completely different appearance and a different body, through communication, she was sure that this is her son.

  The bond between mother and child couldn’t be replaced by any feelings.

  Wen Jianing felt Wen Cuilan’s palm against his face, and finally couldn’t help but hug the other person, choked up and called mom.

  Lu Jinlang left quietly at this time, leaving them a space to be alone.

  He sat on the sofa on the first floor and turned on the TV. In fact, he was a little bit emotional. At that time, Wen Jianing told him the truth, he would not believe it anyway. But it’s different now with Wen Cuilan. With just a few words, Wen Cuilan already knew that this was her son. There could be no mistake.

  Lu Jinlang waited for nearly an hour, Wen Jianing and Wen Cuilan still did not get out of the room upstairs. He saw that it was almost time, so he walked up to the second floor, knocked on the door and said, “It’s time for dinner. Shall we go to dinner together?”

  Wen Cuilan looked at Lu Jinlang. Just now she had been talking to Wen Jianing about the past and life after separation. Now when she saw Lu Jinlang, she suddenly remembered the two people holding hands just now.

  ”You…” Wen Cuilan felt a bit complicated for a while.

  At this point, Wen Jianing naturally has nothing to hide. He can only say to Wen Cuilan, “Mom, I’m with him now.”

  Wen Cuilan had just experienced the ecstasy of her son’s loss and recovery. Now no emotions could overwhelm the unspeakable excitement and joy. She froze for a while, and asked Wen Jianing, “Is he that Lu Jinlang?” She remembered her previous son once said that Lu Jinlang was his rival.

  Wen Jianing smiled upon hearing this, and said, “It’s him.”

  Wen Cuilan knitted her brows, not knowing what to say.

  Of course, Lu Jinlang didn’t expect Wen Cuilan to accept them like this, but he would let Wen Cuilan know that whether she objected or not, the relationship between them would not be shaken anymore. He said to them again, “Let’s go to dinner first, after the meal, we still have a lot of time to talk slowly, okay?”

  Wen Jianing nodded and said to Wen Cuilan, “Mom, let’s go eat first.”

  After dinner that night, Lu Jinlang sent Wen Jianing and Wen Cuilan back to the villa at Beiao Garden, and drove away by himself, leaving them room to speak slowly.

  Before he left, Wen Jianing stood by the car door and asked, “Are you staying?”

  Lu Jinlang stretched out his hand to hold his hand, and said, “You can say whatever you have to say, otherwise your mother will always have some concerns.”

  Wen Jianing squeezed his hand hard.

  Lu Jinlang said, “I believe you can handle the relationship with your mother.”

  Wen Jianing said, “Of course, you forgot that I am already 37 years old.”

  ”Right,” Lu Jinlang smiled, “Today is your birthday. Happy birthday to you.”

  Wen Jianing lowered his head, leaned into the car window and kissed Lu Jinlang’s lips, “Thank you.”

  When he turned around, Wen Jianing saw Wen Cuilan standing in front of the gate looking at them.

  Until Lu Jinlang’s car drove away, Wen Cuilan said to Wen Jianing, “Actually, I wanted to stop it, but I also thought that compared to you being able to come back, alive and healthy. Other things don’t seem so important.”

  Wen Jianing took a deep breath, hugged Wen Cuilan, and whispered, “Thank you, mother.”

  They talked a lot that night, but there was one thing Wen Jianing hadn’t told Wen Cuilan, and that was about Ke Xinhang’s physical disability. Since he was destined to be with Lu Jinlang and destined to have no children, there was no need to tell Wen Cuilan these things to make her feel even sadder.

  Wen Cuilan originally only planned to stay for one night before leaving after this trip, but because of Wen Jianing’s affairs, it took her a week before she left.

  She didn’t want to leave for a moment. In the past, she always regretted that she stayed in the country for too little time to meet her son. Later, her son had an accident and the two people never had a chance to meet again. It was rare to find out that her son was still there, so she naturally wanted to spend more time with Wen Jianing.

  But later, Wen Jianing persuaded her to go back. After all, she still had a husband and family there, and Wen Jianing didn’t want her to tell her husband about this.

  On the day she left, Wen Jianing took her to the airport.

  Wen Cuilan said that she would come back to see him often and told him to get on with his life.

  ”Whether you can end up with Lu Jinlang or not, your mother hopes you can be happy. As long as you want to see me, please call me at any time, and you are also welcome to come to Canada to live with us,” Wen Cuilan said softly.

  Wen Jianing reached out and hugged her mother, who was always gentle, and nodded in response, “I will, Mom, you have to be happy too.”


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