Day: April 16, 2023

Chapter 40

Article 3: It is difficult to separate passion from love, infatuation from adoration.

       These words were not spoken by Shen Huiming, nor by Suo Yang, but it was printed in the book they had read together.

       In many ways, Suo Yang was convinced of this. Especially those who had been alone for a long time but had always longed for companionship, often made hasty decisions because of a momentary distraction, mistaking passion for love, and infatuation from adoration.

       But not him.

       Even though he had drunk a lot of wine, even though the atmosphere was always somewhat stimulating, he was still sober. For Suo Yang, his instincts had only pushed him to break down the wall he had built for himself and take a small step forward, but the rest of the step was a choice he had made with his senses.

       Today, so far, he had only been in a trance in the moment of climax, but at other times, he knew exactly what he was doing, who he was doing it with, and why he was willing to do it.


       Of course, it was because he fell in love with Shen Huiming.

       Suo Yang lay on the carpet in front of the window and kissed Shen Huiming, still wearing the other party’s pyjamas.

       Two people who had showered smelled the same from head to toe, and from the outside to the inside. They were different people but had the most ambiguous connection.

       Shen Huiming looked at him through the moonlight, “Will you regret today’s impulsiveness after dawn tomorrow?”

       “I never make decisions on impulse,” Suo Yang lay there looking at him, his hands resting on the soft carpet, “let alone confusing passion and love.”

       Shen Huiming smiled, “So, you love me?”

       Suo Yang tilted his head and looked out of the window, his eyes were full of nourishing spring water, but he refused to answer.

       “Do you love me?” Shen Huiming gently pinched Suo Yang’s chin, forcing him to turn back and look at him, “Now, do you love me?”

       It was actually not easy for Suo Yang to say the word ‘love’. The word was too heavy, and he could not open his mouth without complete certainty and courage.

       “What are you afraid of?” Shen Huiming kissed the tip of his nose, “Or you’re still…shy?”

       Suo Yang laughed, “I was thinking, how can I make myself look more trustworthy.”


       “Isn’t it more practical to do something than to talk about love?” Suo Yang looked at him, “Words can be deceiving.”

       “Then, if you say you love me, are you lying to me?”

       Suo Yang discovered that Shen Huiming seemed to have come here specially to ‘subdued’ him. In the past, he could dismantle everyone’s schemes, but in front of Shen Huiming, he could only be dismantled.

       “No.” If he didn’t like it, he didn’t love it either. Suo Yang was someone who couldn’t even be bothered to lie.

       Shen Huiming also laughed, lowered his head and bit Suo Yang’s chin lightly, then pulled Suo Yang’s hand on the carpet to wrap his hand around his neck.

       “Let’s kiss again for a while.” Shen Huiming said, “I’ll kiss you until you are confused so you can say something I like to hear.”

       “Okay,” Suo Yang looked at him and smiled, “Then you can try.”


       It was still early when Suo Yang woke up, and when he counted on his fingers, he had only slept for less than four hours.

       Lying on a strange bed in a strange room, he didn’t feel the uneasiness he expected. His ears were filled with the steady breathing of Shen Huiming, who was still holding him and enjoying his sleep.

       At six o’clock in the morning, through the gaps in the curtains, one could guess that today was another fine day.

       It turned out that autumn was not bleak, but at some point, it was vibrant.

       He got out of bed carefully, washed up briefly, and took a glass of warm water.

       Suo Yang walked to the window of the living room. He looked outside and drank water leisurely, remembering the wish the two of them made by the fountain yesterday—a wish that tomorrow they both would be in a good mood.

       It seemed that the wish really came true.

       Suo Yang heard movement behind him but didn’t look back, he knew who it was.

       Shen Huiming hugged him from behind, leaned up sleepily, and rested his chin on his shoulder.

       “So early?” Shen Huiming said and yawned.

       Suo Yang smiled, “Did I wake you up?”

       “I woke up as soon as you moved.” Shen Huiming kissed his neck, “Why don’t you sleep a little longer?”

       “I can’t sleep anymore.” Suo Yang said, “Go to sleep, you don’t have to stay with me.”

       “That won’t work.” Shen Huiming just hugged him like that, and looked out the window with him, “If you sneak away behind my back, wouldn’t I suffer a big loss?”

       Suo Yang patted him helplessly.

       “Are you hungry?” Shen Huiming laughed enough, and asked softly, “Shall I make breakfast?”

       “You do?”

       “Did you forget what I said before?” Shen Huiming straightened up, took his hand and walked towards the kitchen, “I didn’t learn anything else during the years I went to school in the States, but I’m very good at cooking.”

       The two entered the kitchen. Suo Yang leaned against the door and looked at him with a smile.

       Shen Huiming opened the refrigerator and asked, “What do you want to eat? Chinese or Western? Or, one of each?”

       Suo Yang smiled, “Just cook a bowl of noodles.”

       Shen Huiming took out a pack of sliced noodles from the refrigerator, “You can cook noodles, but you can’t do it casually.”

       After he took out the noodles, Shen Huiming took out the tomatoes and eggs, scalded the tomatoes in boiling water, peeled off the skin, cut them into pieces, and stir-fried the eggs in a hot pan with cold oil.

       Suo Yang looked at him with a smile as he drank the water. The scene of Boss Shen, who had come out of a high-end office building, changed his trousers and shirt and wore his pyjamas to work in the kitchen, was also so heart-warming.

       Two bowls of sliced noodles with tomato and egg were ready soon. Shen Huiming and Suo Yang sat at the dining table with the noodles in their hands.

       “A very simple breakfast,” Shen Huiming said, “I will cook you a grand meal when I have a chance in the future.”

       Suo Yang picked up the chopsticks and picked up a piece of noodles, “Who would have thought that Boss Shen, who dominates the shopping mall, was also a good man at home?”

       Shen Huiming, who was praised just because of a bowl of noodles, was very happy, and said a little proudly, “Am I now having a plentiful harvest in my career and love?”

       Suo Yang ate his noodles with his head down, smiled and didn’t answer.

       “You,” Shen Huiming had no way to find, “you didn’t pamper me either.”

       Suo Yang was almost choked by his words, quickly swallowed the noodles in his mouth, and took a sip of water to keep the noodle down.

       Then, Suo Yang coughed lightly and said, “I’m a bit envious of you.”

       “Envious of me?”

       “Envious of your harvest in love and career.”

       After Suo Yang finished speaking, he lowered his head and snickered, and Shen Huiming, who was sitting in front of him, laughed until he was full even without eating noodles.

       It turned out that being in love was really interesting.

       Suo Yang, who never had any expectations for love, now had to admit that he really enjoyed being in love.

       People who were in love probably had fun doing anything as long as they were together, even if they didn’t do anything but lean on each other and drink a glass of water, it was all fun.

       Their ‘24-hour date’ was spent kissing.

       Twenty-four hours ago, he never thought the date would end like this.

       “I’m a bit sad.” Shen Huiming said, “It’s the first time I feel that 24 hours have passed so quickly.”

       “I feel okay,” Suo Yang said to him holding back a smile, “When I’m not flying, everything was almost the same as napping.”

       Shen Huiming pinched Suo Yang’s nose angrily and helplessly, “You’ve really learned to joke around.”

       Suo Yang laughed out loud, “Surprised?”

       “So cute.”

       “Using cute to describe a man…”

       “It means that I really like this man.” Shen Huiming said, “Do you think I’m cute?”

       Why is it so corny? Although he complained in his heart, Suo Yang said, “Kind of cute.”

       He closed his eyes and enjoyed Shen Huiming’s hug and kiss, enjoying the taste of cherry-soaked taste of wine that he had never experienced before.

       The 24-hour date was over, but every subsequent time they spent together would add up to a long and wonderful date. Suo Yang hoped that this date could continue until they were seventy and eighty, their hair turned grey, Shen Huiming retired from the company, and he could no longer stand in the cabin as a flight attendant.

       At that time, they could still kiss, still hug, and still look at the stars together at an altitude of 30,000 feet.

       However, at that time, they would be two old men who were travelling around the world, going to a church in Berlin to hold their wedding, and going to New York to meet old friends from the past. The two old men would hold hands until the end of their lives.

       His heart raced at the kiss and he suddenly realised that he seemed to be thinking too far ahead.

       The relationship had just begun, and he was already fantasizing about growing old together.

       “What are you thinking?” Shen Huiming pulled him up from the sofa.

       Suo Yang’s cheeks were flushed from the kiss, and he said to him, “Thinking that I’m flying to Rio de Janeiro tonight.”

       “Tonight?” Shen Huiming subconsciously turned to look at the time.

       “Yeah.” Suo Yang told him, “I have to catch the flight at eight o’clock in the evening and I have to be there by five.”

       “That’s less than eight hours,” Shen Huiming said, “You can catch up on sleep and take a good rest.”

       “Are you going to the office?” Suo Yang didn’t say anything, but he hoped that Shen Huiming could accompany him.

       “Well, there was a backlog of things waiting for me to deal with yesterday.” As he spoke, Shen Huiming had already stood up from the sofa.

       Suo Yang did not show any displeasure, but went to the bedroom with him, “It’s been a long day, then I…”

       He originally intended to go into the bedroom to change his clothes, and then go out with Shen Huiming. As the other party went to the office, he would go home to catch up on his sleep.

       In the end, just after following the other party into the room, before he could react, he was thrown on the bed.

       When he met Shen Huiming’s smiling eyes, Suo Yang knew he had been fooled.

       He said with a mixture of tears and laughter, “Why are you still doing this trick?”

       “Because I want to see you acting like a baby,” Shen Huiming said, “I thought you would hug me and not let me go.”

       Suo Yang laughed, “I’m not that kind of person.”

       “I know, but what if?” Shen Huiming said, “You won’t show it to others, maybe you will show it to me?”

       Suo Yang looked at him quietly and bit his lip lightly.

       “Want to see?” Suo Yang asked.

       “Can you act like a baby?”

       Actually… no.

       He couldn’t act like a baby, but Suo Yang knew how to do other things.

       He hugged Shen Huiming and turned over on the bed, “Don’t go, sleep with me.”

       He pulled off the quilt and wrapped them around them.

       At a quarter past nine in the morning, Shen Huiming unbuttoned Suo Yang’s pyjamas with his fingers.

       Was it just sleeping?

       Of course not.

       Anyway, they still had eight hours, Suo Yang only needed six hours to catch up on sleep, and the other two hours could be used to do things they loved to do.

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Chapter 20

       The club did not have a specific name, as it is located in the east of the city and is known in the community as the ‘East Coast’. With its strict eligibility criteria and high membership fees, it had gathered a group of low-key, luxurious and sophisticated participants.


       In short, it was not easy for people who could get in and out of there. Now Xu Ye knew why there are expensive foreign wines in the small, dull bar counter downstairs, which was used as a facade. In fact, it was just a bottle that Rabbit had taken out of the underground wine cellar and didn’t bother to put back.


       The atmosphere in the BDSM circle in K City was not good in the past, and many doms took pleasure in the pursuit of brutality. In the early days of the club’s establishment, there was a case where a sub was seriously injured and his dom was a wealthy businessman. After he settled the matter with money, he swaggered to the club to find newcomers. In the end, he was tied up by Pharaoh and had both his arms broken. Afterwards, the businessman was reported by his staff for tax evasion, fined a lot of money and imprisoned. His whole company was swallowed up and finally reduced to nothing. As to who could have done it so swiftly, everyone knew it well. This kind of killing the chickens to warn the monkeys1to punish an individual as an example to others not only consolidated the prestige of the East Coast, but also shook the whole circle, and led the BDSM activities to the right track led by safety. During several years of development, the East Coast aristocrats led by Chu Yu had completely controlled the mainstream and clearly made all participants understand one thing: those who were banished from the East Coast would find it difficult to gain a foothold in the entire circle. It was like the invisible centre of a circle, which determined the positioning of the whole circle. Top players formulate various rules, including admission, protection, punishment and banishment, to maintain the boundaries of this circle.


       With Liu Jing’s help, Xu Ye squeezed in here. While enjoying the comfortable environment, strict security measures, fast information transfer, and high-quality player resources, he would also get into big trouble if he is not careful.


       For example now.


       Chu Yu only liked one-to-one relationships, and when he has a sub, he would reject others. The mask was his signature item. Later, ‘when the earl shows his face, strangers shouldn’t get close’ almost became a rule in the club that was not written into the code. There had been a number of subs trying to break it, but unfortunately, there was no winner so far. Because of this, Earl had become synonymous with single-mindedness in the eyes of everyone, completely ignoring how many subs he had changed. A way of thinking that left Xu Ye speechless.


       The moment Mr. Earl took off the mask from his face in front of everyone, Xu Ye completely lost the opportunity to communicate with any other dom, and no matter how many choices he had, it was just fleeting clouds. The black feather mask was like a mark, drawing him cleanly and thoroughly into Chu Yu’s sphere of influence. Moreover, the ambiguous shouts from inside the curtain just now, the deliberate avoidance of Lion and Pharaoh, and the crumpled shirt on Xu Ye’s body were all very reminiscent of what had just happened. It was likely that even if he took the initiative to deliver himself to the door, other doms would not even dare to touch him.


       With a blushing face and a red ear amid the sigh at the venue, Xu Ye felt like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, with a blue stamp of quarantine passing on his body, he had no room to struggle, waiting for Chu Yu’s sharpened knife to strip him of his skin and bones.


       “Come out with me.” Chu Yu’s orders were always short and direct. After he spoke, he turned around and left, not caring whether the people behind him followed. He was confident that the slaves he had marked had no way to escape.


       He waited for Xuye to get his mobile phone and car keys from the locker and went downstairs in silence. There was a black Mercedes-Benz waiting outside the door. The driver saw him and immediately ran to open the door. Chu Yu in the back seat saw him not move and looked at him sideways.


       “My car is parked over there, I can drive it myself…”


       “Get in the car.” The man interrupted him.


       Xu Ye shut his mouth and got into the back seat obediently.


       An unknown piano tune was playing in the car, a gentle and relaxing tune. Xu Ye recalled everything that happened just now in his head, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that Marvin was a very bad person. Not counting the fact that he pushed him inside the Second Young Master Chu’s well, but this time he fell into the and completely crushed himself. It was probably hopeless to climb out.


       Xu Ye took a furtive glance to his side, but his gaze was caught by the man, and he hurriedly lowered his head. He didn’t know why he was so nervous. Now when he saw Chu Yu’s face, he remembered the words he had yelled when he was pushed to the limit. After he came to his senses, he realised that those words were like some kind of confession in disguise, and every word was sincere. This time, not only was he humiliated, but he also lose his face, and he completely lost his place in the circle and returned to Chu Yu. Xu Ye thought with frustration. After a while, he saw that the person on his right did not seem to be making any movements. He turned his face to look at him secretly again, when his eyes met again, and he quickly turned his head to look out the window.


       “Have something to say?” Chu Yu asked.


       Xu Ye’s face flushed at the sight of those ink-coloured eyes. He also had a general understanding of Chu Yu’s temper, and it was inevitable that he would be punished for doing these stupid things that provoked him. When he thought of those punishments, Xu Ye felt apprehensive and carefully tried to ask, “Did I make you angry?” in a very respectful tone.


       “Yes.” A single syllable was spoken lightly.


       Xu Ye trembled, looked at him pitifully, and called out in a low voice, “Master…”


       When he saw this kind of behaviour similar to acting like a baby, Chu Yu had a faint smile in his eyes, “Now you know how to be afraid?”


       When Xu Ye saw this, he became a little more courageous, moved closer to him, looked at the man with a pair of extremely innocent-looking black eyes and said, “Master, please forgive me this once, please?”


       There was a faint light in Chu Yu’s eyes, and he asked with a smirk, “Is this the same trick you used on Lion?”


       Xu Ye stiffened and turned pale in an instant as lowered his head and said, “Master, I was wrong.” At that time, he desperately tried to strike a blow, but he had never imagined that Lion was deliberately trying to make him anger Chu Yu. At this moment, he really wished he could turn that guy into a lion’s head2Lion’s head or stewed meatball is a dish from the Huaiyang cuisine of eastern China, consisting of large pork meatballs stewed with vegetables and braise it in soy sauce.


       “Put away your clever tricks and sit still.” The man glanced at him.


       Xu Ye sat back in disgrace and didn’t dare to speak again until the car was parked.


       Back at Hanguan No. 8, the environment in front of him seemed a little strange from the week’s absence. However, the man’s voice soon jogged his memory, both mentally and physically.


       “I didn’t give you permission to wear your clothes in the house, slave.”


       Xu Ye quickly took off all the clothes on his body and then knelt down. The living room had carpets along the sofa, but not in the entrance hall, and the marble floor was so cold and hard that it hurt a little to kneel. Fortunately, Chu Yu didn’t make him kneel for a long time.


       “Go and stay in the cage.”


       When Xu Ye entered the room on the fourth floor, there were no lights on. It had been cloudy for two days in a row, not even the moonlight, and the whole cage was pitch-black. There was silence in the room, and only the sound of his slight breathing was heard.


       Xu Ye knelt alone, not daring to move. He counted the seconds silently in my heart, guessing the approximate time.


       He hated the dark and even more hated the feeling of being alone in the dark. It was as if he was an old thing that has been abandoned and could only gather dust in the corner alone. It reminded him of those cold nights as a child when he had nightmares or got up to go to the toilet, scared but not wanting to be underestimated by the babysitter, he would curl up under the covers alone as if some part of his body would be eaten by the demons in the darkness when he reached out. He fell asleep in a state of anxiety and was sweating all over the next day.


       The darkness gave people unlimited imagination. It was as if there were countless eyes watching, as if there were countless demons peeping, and as if there were countless dangers approaching, which made people feel frightened.


       Time seemed to slow down, and every second was torture.


       When the door was pushed open, Xu Ye unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.


       The light in the cage was adjustable. Chu Yu only turned on a small dim light in the corner, which could protect Xu Ye’s eyes, which had adapted to the dark, from being stimulated by the strong light.


       The man’s soiled trousers had been changed. He took out a whip from the wall and stood in front of Xu Ye, “Raise your head.”


       Xu Ye, who was kneeling, straightened his back, looked up at him, glanced at the tools in his hand, and pursed his lips. He was looking at the black and white snake whip that had left bright marks on his chest before and felt his breathing heavy.


       “You once asked to sever the master-slave relationship and leave me to find another master. As usual, I need to reconfirm your wishes and establish the relationship again.” Chu Yu’s voice was low and firm, “But I will not do that, because from this day on, you are and must be my slave, and I am and must be your only master. The master-slave relationship between us will continue until I agree to end it.” He paused, stroked his right hand across the naked kneeling man’s cheek, and said word by word, “Always remember that you belong to me.”


       Xu Ye listened to his words in silence, with an inexplicable emotion welling up in his eyes. It was as if a person drifting on the endless sea had found a direction and a place to belong and solace. He quietly looked up at Chu Yu, and for a moment, his drooping eyes covered his eyes with butterfly-like eyelashes, and said softly, “Yes, master.”


       The whip hung down from the man’s hand, and his voice was familiarly calm, “Now, tell me who you are.”


       Xu Ye looked up at him with a calm expression, “I am your slave, and you are my only master.”


       “Tell me your rights.”


       “All the rights I can have come from your giving.”


       “Tell me about your obligations.”


       “To please you and to make you happy.”


       “Very well.” Chu Yu curled his lips into a smile, and the snake-like whip in his hand hung down and rested on Xu Ye’s bare shoulders. “Next I’ll give you a chance to tell me about the things you’ve done that have made me less than happy.”

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Chapter 19

       It was very unwise to provoke the dom recklessly because torture was what they were best at. Sadly, the man Xu Ye offended was the most dangerous one among the bunch of doms.


       At this moment, he felt like a piece of meat on the chopping board, being cut up and chopped up, cooked and fried by that person. Like a prisoner tied to a torture rack, being tortured endlessly by a cruel official wearing masks. Although he was cleaned, he was not loosened up. The entry of two fingers was already unbearable for him, and the man’s deliberate stretching and simulated thrusting movements made his whole body tense and gasping for breath.


       The tenser he was, the more painful it became.


       The man’s movements didn’t stop because of the resistance of the person below him but increased in magnitude. Xu Ye heard the sound of the lubrication stirring inside his body mixed with his own sobbing moans, and a strong sense of shame engulfed him like a tidal wave


       There was no pleasure, no joy, only an almost brutal penetration and unbearable discomfort, which made him tremble with fear. Chu Yu used this method to make it clear that he was in control.


       Just as he had said—everything was under his control.


       When the number of fingers entering the body increased to the fourth, Xu Ye let out suppressed guttural sounds, then gasped and gave up his physical resistance. He lay helplessly on his back, like a tattered doll, in a humiliating position as he was subjected to the man’s unbridled penetration.


       It was for the last time. He was a sub anyway, and it was only a matter of time before he got screwed. Since there was nowhere to escape, he should let him open his legs and let him enjoy himself… Xu Ye kept hypnotizing himself with these thoughts, but when he looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar eyes behind the black feather mask, a blurred mist unknowingly appeared in the bottom of his eyes.


       If it was you, could you not use this method, not be in this place, and not use such a cold and cruel attitude?


       Something slipped uncontrollably from the wet corners of his eyes.


       What’s going on here……


       Xu Ye himself was at a loss. He tried to cover his face with his hands in panic, but he couldn’t move because he was bound. He could only look helplessly at the man on top of him, like a herbivore with its legs caught in a trap, his eyes trembling with fear and helplessness. Tears blurred his vision, giving him the illusion, as if there was a little softness in the pupils behind the mask. The movement stopped for a moment, and the fingers that invaded the body were pulled out. The weight on his body suddenly disappeared, and then his hands and feet were untied.


       Xu Ye wiped away tears indiscriminately and sat up from the sofa. His shirt was hanging diagonally on his body but he didn’t dare to pull it, and he looked nervously at the man who had taken off his gloves. He couldn’t figure out why Chu Yu changed his mind, or if he was going to treat him in some other way.


       Chu Yu sat down on the sofa opposite him. That was the safest furthest distance, and the two were separated a diameter apart in the circular shape of the sofa. “Why are you crying?” He asked indifferently.


       He had asked this question before. In the cage at Hanguan No. 8, Xu Ye cried once after being punished for disregarding orders and rules. At that time, Chu Yu, his master, held him in his arms and said to him, “Don’t worry, I won’t break you.”


       Same question, different state of mind. Xu Ye sat with his head down, sniffled, and said with some embarrassment, “I don’t know…” He hadn’t shaken off the panic just now, and his voice trembled slightly when he spoke.


       “Raise your head up.” The calm voice was no longer cold, but it still carried a sense of oppression that could not be resisted.


       Xu Ye did so almost instinctively, and immediately looked up at the man opposite him, with wet eyelashes fluttering over his bright black eyes like a deer.


       “You want to be Marvin’s slave, don’t you?” The man leaned back, his long legs folded up.


       Xu Ye’s eyes trembled, and his lips moved but no sound came out.


       “Do you want to answer my question, or do you want me to continue with what I just did?”


       Xu Ye was startled by this threatening question, and he replied bluntly, “I just… want to find a master, and he just happened to show up, so…” He spoke carefully, for fear that a certain sentence would make the other person angry again.


       “Since you’ve made up your mind, why don’t you continue with the third order?” The eyes behind the mask were as calm as a deep well.


       Xu Ye pursed his lips and said softly, “I don’t know…”


       “Come here.” A low voice, a short command.


       Xu Ye panicked immediately, and explained urgently, “I don’t want to do that kind of thing in front of others…it feels disgusting…and I won’t do that…”


       “I said, come here.” In the second repetition, the tone was a little colder.


       The pressure was so great that Xu Yi was suddenly silenced, and he stood up stiffly as if resigned to his fate. The shirt hanging behind him fell completely to the ground, leaving him completely naked. His left leg, which was bound just now, was slightly numb and he swayed a little, walking silently to the man.


       Chu Yu stood up, and the two faced each other.


       The distance was too close because his naked and sensitive skin could even feel the man’s body temperature radiating through the shirt. Xu Ye tried to step back uneasily, but Chu Yu’s warm palm was placed against the back of his waist.


       “Since you don’t want to tell the truth, then let’s have a different kind of conversation.” The man’s voice rang out next to his ears, “I don’t want to hear the word ‘I don’t know’ in the next question. If your answer doesn’t satisfy me, I will have you left naked in the most crowded part of the city centre. Put your hands behind your back and look up at me.” He paused and saw Xu Ye’s pale face as he did so, he curled his lips and said, “From now on, if you dare to move around, I will force myself on you.”


       Xu Ye stood stiffly, his heart in his throat, not even daring to breathe.


       When the man’s hand caressed the sleeping part in his crotch, his body trembled uncontrollably. And soon, the thick panic in his eyes was replaced by surprise as he realised that what the man was trying to do was not to hurt him, but to…


       The face that was gradually rising with lust was flushed with a light red colour. Xu Ye’s eyelashes trembled slightly, like fragile and beautiful butterfly wings. His desire that had fallen into coldness was so easily awakened in Chu Yu’s hands, eating away at his sanity inch by inch.


       His panting intensified, his heart beats faster and his whole body flushed.


       Xu Ye, who had been ordered not to take his eyes off, raised his face and looked at the man in front of him, his eyes seemed to beg him to stop but also seemed to beg him to continue. The uncontrollable moans in his throat were more like aphrodisiac poison, vaporising into smoke in the curtain-wrapped area. All the senses in the body are dead, except only for the part wrapped in the palm of another man, which has been teased wantonly and was very much alive, feeling mixed pleasure and pain under the domination of others.


       The stroking continued. Xu Ye’s eyes were foggy, and his tense body focused all its strength on the palms supporting his lower back, his legs were shackled by the order ‘don’t move’, and he couldn’t help trembling uncontrollably.


       Chu Yu knew very well how to ignite this body and how to make him feel pleasure. As a dom, he had excellent control over the sub. He took in every expression on Xu Ye’s face, felt his feelings, and manipulated his desires. Therefore, when Xu Ye’s desire was about to reach a critical point, Chu Yu suddenly tightened his palm with precision and confined it to the root


       The sudden shackles tightly sealed Xu Ye’s surging desire in his body, and left him with nowhere to go. He gasped heavily, his chest heaved unbearably, and he cried, “Let me go.. Please… I can’t take it anymore…” He didn’t even know what he was saying, he just kept begging.


       “Answer my question honestly.” Chu Yu’s voice was still calm, “Why are you looking for Marvin?”


       “It’s just a coincidence… ah—” The swollen and sensitive part was squeezed hard, and it hurt like hell. Xu Ye’s body trembled more violently, and he was on the verge of falling.


       “If you are not afraid of pain, you can continue to lie.” Behind the mask was the man’s calm gaze.


       Xu Ye, who was pushed to bliss by desire, and dragged to hell by force, looked at the man in front of him very desolately, gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and shouted in a broken voice, “I’m looking for him because I want to forget you as soon as possible! I need a new Dom so I don’t keep thinking about you! Marvin or anyone! But I can’t do it! I can’t give him a bl-wj-b in front of you! I’m an idiot! You either let me go or kill me!!!”


       He shouted at the top of his lungs before he realised that there was silence in his ears, except for the soft music in the background, there was no voice in the venue outside the curtain.


       At this moment, Marvin, who was leaning against the window, spit out a mouthful of wine and coughed non-stop, and his slave patted his back thoughtfully. Pharaoh laughed and said, “Admitting to finding Llion as a substitute and yelling at the Earl, this kid has more guts than I thought.”


       Jerry laughed and said to the man beside him, “It’s really interesting, we’ll have to find a little slave like that someday.”


       Tom shook his head, “This kind of thing is too much to handle, and it’s only for Earl.”


       “This kid…” Marvin recovered from his cough and said angrily, “If he falls into my hands some other day, I will definitely beat him with a whip until he asked for death!”


       “Why do you think the Earl went to such lengths to force him to say these things?” Pharaoh gave him a look with a smile, “Do you dare to whip the man he likes, even if he was delivered to you?”


       Marvin took a deep breath and calmed down, “Forget it, my lord has a lot, I won’t bother him.”


       Chu Yu’s gaze softened as he did not let go of his hand, but gently moved again.


       Xu Ye found to his dismay that his pent-up desire was once again erect in his hands uncontrollably. His eyes met the man’s smirking gaze and his face flushed.


       Why did this body become so sensitive in his hands…


       When the gasps and moans mingled, the man’s voice sounded in his ears, “You can move now.” Then, the hand that had been resting against his rear waist used its strength to press him directly into his arms.


       His naked body was pressed against Chu Yu’s. The rhythmic movements of the man’s hands, the subtle rubbing of his clothes and the deliberate teasing in his ears caused Xu Ye to drown in a sea of desire and eventually ejaculated without any hindrance. After the tide, he leaned softly on the man, sniffed and frowned.


       “What’s wrong?” Chu Yu asked.


       “You changed your perfume.” Xu Ye’s voice was muffled.




       “It still smells good as before.” After he said that, he felt that he was talking too much. Whether he changed his perfume or not had nothing to do with him. He stepped back half a step away from the man’s arms, looked down and saw the white marks on the man’s trouser legs, blushed, and said, “Your trousers….it’s dirty.”


       “Put on your clothes.” The other party didn’t seem to mind.


       His underwear was so torn that it couldn’t be worn anymore. Xu Ye put on the jeans, then put on the shirt, and asked cautiously, “Can I go now? If you don’t want to see me, I can stop coming here in the future…”


       Chu Yu looked at him and said, “In your head, all you can think about is how to escape?”


       Xu Ye pursed his lips and remained silent.


       “I have already given you the chance to leave once, so there will be no second time. Xu Ye, no matter what your reason for leaving me is, you will never be able to find someone who can replace me, and I will never let you go again. So…” Before he finished speaking, Chu Yu pressed a white button next to the sofa, and all the curtains rose slowly at the same time. The entire circular sofa area reappeared in everyone’s field of vision.


       Under the watchful eyes of everyone, the man removed the black feather mask from his face and threw it onto the sofa. He looked at Xu Yi and curled his lips as he spoke in a relaxed manner,


       “You can’t run away.”

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Chapter 70

       The window of the room was open, and the heavy blackout curtains were not closed, but only covered with a layer of gauze. After the lights in the room were turned off, the light shone through the curtains and the outline of the canopy of trees on the roadside could be seen faintly.

       The express hotel was located in the downtown area, with a street right outside the window. The buildings were not very high, and although it was late at night, you could still hear the sound of cars driving by from time to time, and even the sound of jokes and footsteps of a group of people passing by.

       This gave Chen Yuncheng the illusion as if he could be heard by those people passing by downstairs if he made a little louder noise. So he would bite his lips unconsciously at that time, making only a small sound from his nostrils.

       Ning Junyan was silent at this time, Chen Yuncheng could only hear the sound of breathing constantly echoing in his ears, and through the faint light, he saw that Ning Junyan’s gaze was focused and sharp, and he did not move away from his face even for a second.

       Chen Yuncheng felt that he was probably not looking good at this time, his face was flushed, and his neck and forehead were covered with sweat, so he raised his hand to cover Ning Junyan’s eyes. When he was halfway up, because of Ning Junyan’s vile movements he rested it helplessly on Ning Junyan’s arm and held his arms tightly.

       It was a weird feeling. It was neither bad nor uncomfortable, it was just out of control. The feeling of abandoning the shame of opening up your most private self, giving it all up to the other person’s control, and everything was out of your hands; the feelings of happiness and pain were given to you by the other party. Chen Yuncheng never liked this kind of feeling, but because it was Ning Junyan, he wanted to give him everything.

       It was in this complex emotion that Chen Yuncheng’s body tensed up more and more, and he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, so he extended his hand towards Ning Jun Yan and called out to him, “Yanyan.”

       From childhood to adulthood, it was only during the four years with Ning Junyan that he briefly felt that he could rely on this person. Although he had always taken care of Ning Junyan in life, psychologically he relied on him because Ning Junyan would never hurt him.

       Ning Junyan then picked him up and let him sit in his arms.

       There was a wind blowing in from outside the window, the gauze curtain was blown higher and higher, and the sweat on Chen Yuncheng’s body was also dried by the wind.

       But the heat remained undiminished and was penetrated even deeper as if even his thoughts and soul were imprisoned. Chen Yuncheng tensed the backs of his feet and clung to Ning Junyan’s shoulders, breathing hard.

       At the last moment, Chen Yuncheng heard Ning Junyan whispering in his ear, “I love you.”

       Chen Yuncheng’s mind went blank, and along with the most extreme of human senses, these three words echoed repeatedly inside his head.

       He needed the feeling of being relied upon and valued so much, and he loved these words so much that for a moment he even thought that Ning Junyan was so cunning that every time he was enjoying the ultimate in pleasure in the future, he would probably think of Ning Junyan’s ‘I love you’ words for the rest of his life.

       The next morning, Chen Yuncheng slept until late, when he woke up and found himself in Ning Junyan’s arms again, leaving him no room to move.

       When he tried to move, Ning Junyan woke up behind him and wrapped his arms around him even tighter.

       Chen Yuncheng opened his mouth to speak and found that his voice was hoarse, “What time is it?”

       Ning Junyan closed his eyes, and when he spoke, his lips were pressed against his hair, softly as if kissing him, and his voice was lazy and hoarse, “I don’t know.”

       The blackout curtains had been drawn, and the room was dimly lit, but there was faint white light coming in through the top of the curtains.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Don’t sleep again.” He wanted to go back to the shop in the morning to help out, there were more customers coming in over the weekend and he felt that there would be too much work left for only Guan Anlin and Wu Xiaozhu.

       Ning Junyan didn’t wish to let him go, and asked vaguely, “What are you going to do? Want to do it again?”

       Chen Yuncheng was instantly startled awake by him, “No more.” Last night, they had tossed and turned until midnight, and now he could still feel the pain in that place.

       Ning Junyan was probably also tired, closed his eyes and said, “Then sleep with me for a while, darling.”

       Chen Yuncheng got goosebumps when he heard Ning Junyan calling him that, and couldn’t help but want to throw Ning Junyan’s arm away. He said, “Can you stop calling me that?”

       Ning Junyan said, “You’re not happy to be called wife either.”

       Chen Yuncheng turned over and looked at him, and said, “Be normal, why don’t you just call me Chen Yuncheng?”

       Ning Junyan opened his eyes.

       Chen Yuncheng looked at his sleepy look and suddenly found him cute, smiling as he kissed his forehead and said, “Get up.”

       Ning Junyan raised his hand to ruffle his hair, and lifted his upper body slightly with his arm supporting him, looking at him, “Continue the date?” It was the weekend, and he was not on duty.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “I’m going back to work.”

       Ning Junyan was expressionless.

       Chen Yuncheng came closer to kiss him again.

       Ning Junyan didn’t respond, and let him kiss for a while before he rolled over and pressed himself against him for a while longer.

       When he came out of the hotel, Chen Yuncheng glanced at the time, it was already past ten o’clock in the morning.

       When he booked the hotel, he didn’t bother to order breakfast, so he guessed that breakfast was also out at this time, so he and Ning Junyan went to a nearby breakfast restaurant.

       Chen Yuncheng asked Ning Junyan to sit down, went to the order window and ordered two bowls of porridge, a basket of steamed buns, a basket of siu mai and two tea eggs, and brought them back on a plate.

       Chen Yuncheng had felt thirsty since he woke up in the morning and hadn’t had any water. Now he picked up the bowl and drank several mouthfuls of porridge.

       Ning Junyan took a tea egg, carefully peeled the shell, and handed it to Chen Yuncheng, “Wife, eat the egg.”

       Chen Yuncheng nearly choked on a mouthful of porridge, and he glared at Ning Junyan with great dissatisfaction.

       Ning Junyan was silent for a moment, stared at the tea eggs in his hand for a while, then changed his words, “Mr. Chen, eat the eggs.”

       Chen Yuncheng felt so angry and amused that he could not help but kick him under the table.

       Ning Junyan looked indifferent, did not look down, and asked, “So you’ve started seducing me under the table now?”

       Chen Yuncheng desperately denied it, “I didn’t!”

       Ning Junyan said, “It’s okay.”

       Chen Yuncheng took the peeled tea egg from his hand and said with a smile, “Nonsense.”

       It was quite late and there weren’t many customers in the shop at this time of day, so the two of them sat in the corner and ate their breakfast in a fairly leisurely manner.

       Ning Junyan asked him, “Do you want me to help you later?”

       “Help with what?” Chen Yuncheng was eating a siu mai, “Help in the store? No need.” He was in the shop almost exclusively to talk about business and goods sales, so Ning Junyan couldn’t be of much help, and it was impossible to ask Ning Junyan to do things like carrying goods and making deliveries.

       Ning Junyan leaned on the back of the chair and looked at him, “So our date is over? When’s the next time?”

       “Next time, eh?” Chen Yuncheng seemed to be thinking about this question very seriously.

       Ning Junyan said, “Tonight?”

       Chen Yuncheng felt happy about dating, not having to work and going out to dinner and a movie, and also being able to sleep with a handsome man. Who wouldn’t want to date every day? But his wallet couldn’t take it. He glanced at Ning Junyan and said, “Some other time, next week?”

       Ning Junyan frowned.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “I don’t have any money, I have to save up to pay you back.”

       Ning Junyan said, “I can continue to lend you money.”

       If the chopsticks in Chen Yuncheng’s hand hadn’t been holding siu mai, he would have thrown it in Ning Junyan’s face.

       The smile in Ning Junyan’s eyes flickered away as he took out a key from his pocket, placed it on the table and pushed it in front of Chen Yuncheng.

       Chen Yuncheng knew this key. It was the one he had borrowed from Ning Junyan’s house before.

       Chen Yuncheng stared at the key without saying a word.

       Ning Junyan said, “I took back the spare key from my mother’s place. I’m worried that I won’t have it with me one day, so can I put a spare one at your place?”

       Chen Yuncheng looked up at him and put down his chopsticks.

       Ning Junyan continued, “I’m not asking you to move back.”

       Chen Yuncheng stretched out his hand and took the key.

       Ning Junyan added, “Maybe you’re tired of getting a room in a hotel and want a change of taste.”

       Chen Yuncheng laughed when he heard the words, “I’ll think about it.”

       When he heard Ning Junyan mention his mother, he couldn’t help asking, “Did you tell Auntie what I told you about Yu Jie last time?”

       Ning Junyan said, “I told her, but what to do with it is her business.”

       Chen Yuncheng thought that there was nothing else he could do, so he nodded, “Alright.”

Sorry for not updating for like 2 weeks? or more? Things have been kinda rough for me irl and I decided I need to step up my game and I need to focus more on my main work to recover some financial expenses(my laptop broke down *cough* because I’ve been using it to do my freelance job) and since I am not a fan to do translation or updates by phone, I just didn’t update it until I can get myself a new one… Sorry to keep you guys waiting for long

I actually want to keep the notes short, but something just caught my eye on the other series I am translating that someone commented the work I am doing is an edited MTL. I don’t know that I need to clear this up again. I am clearly an MTL. Although I am taking Chinese lessons and was born in a Chinese family, I am not on a native speaker level (English is not my first language too btw). I used a machine translation help to translate. So if it really bothered you to read the series I am translating, I cannot magically become a native speaker in a day, so you can wait until an HTL picked it up or an official publisher picked it up. Sorry for the long rant, I just want my reader to understand that I am not trying to con y’all to think this is the best version out there you can have, but I am always doing my best to translate all the work I am posting ʚ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ɞ

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Chapter 69

       Chen Yuncheng and Ning Junyan went to the restaurant upstairs for dinner. The place where they ate was a Cantonese restaurant with a quiet environment. The reason why Chen Yuncheng decided to eat here was mainly because of the good reviews on the internet and the price was not too expensive.

       They sat down facing each other. When ordering, Chen Yuncheng looked at the menu repeatedly, and asked Ning Junyan, “What do you want to eat?”

       Ning Junyan leaned on the back of the seat in a relaxed posture, his gaze falling on him, and said, “Anything you want.”

       Chen Yuncheng then randomly ordered a few dishes.

       As they waited for their food to be served, the two sat facing each other, with Ning Junyan only looking at Chen Yuncheng, seemingly without the intention of speaking. Chen Yuncheng couldn’t stand the awkward atmosphere and asked him, “You’re not on duty tomorrow, right?”

       Ning Junyan shook his head.

       Chen Yuncheng thought to himself, that they were going out for a meal like this in the name of a date but it was made so formal that everyone was uncomfortable, so he said, “Is there nothing you want to tell me?”

       Ning Junyan said, “If you don’t know what to say, you can try to seduce me under the table.”

       Chen Yuncheng was stunned for a moment, and then he couldn’t help laughing out loud. He picked up the water glass and took a sip slowly, saying, “Knock it off.”

       Ning Junyan clasped his hands and put them on the table, “It wasn’t important to eat and watch a movie in the first place.”

       Chen Yuncheng looked at him and asked, “Is it only important to get a room?”

       Ning Junyan said, “That’s how you look at me?” His eyelashes drooped slightly, and then he raised his eyes to look directly at Chen Yuncheng, “I just want to be with you.”

       Chen Yuncheng’s heart skipped a beat and subconsciously avoided Ning Junyan’s gaze. He picked up the water glass and drank a few more sips until he drank all the lemonade in the water glass, he said, “I see.”

       After eating and watching a movie, Chen Yuncheng chose a Hollywood war movie. He didn’t read the movie reviews on the Internet, but he just read the theme and thought it was pretty good. After it officially started, he felt that the content was a bit uncommunicative.

       It had been a long time since he went to the cinema to watch a movie. The heating in the theatre was too high, and he sweated a little after sitting for a while, so he took off his coat.

       Because it was Friday, the audience in the movie hall was full. When Chen Yuncheng bought the tickets, except for the front seat, there was only the corner in the last row. He and Ning Junyan were sitting in the corner now. The angle was not very good, but at least it seemed more comfortable than being too close to the front, and he was a little more at ease, not worrying about someone wondering why two men were sitting together watching a movie.

       When the movie was narrated through long empty shots, Chen Yuncheng started to be absent-minded. He turned his head to look at Ning Junyan. The light from the screen hit Ning Junyan’s face, making his nose look particularly straight, and his eyes seemed to be shining seductively.

       Ning Junyan noticed his gaze, leaned over and kissed him on the lips, turned back and continued watching the movie without saying anything.

       Chen Yuncheng’s heartbeat quickened a few beats, and he couldn’t help but look at the people sitting next to him. He felt a little relieved when he noticed that no one was looking at them. For a moment, he felt like a teenager in love, sitting in the corner of the movie theatre with his lover, unable to stop looking at and thinking about each other.

       As he thought of this, Chen Yuncheng felt a little funny. This love seemed to come too late, but it seemed just right. If it wasn’t for Ning Junyan, perhaps he would never have felt this emotion in his life.

       In between the movie playing, Ning Junyan turned his head and kissed Chen Yuncheng’s hair, then said against his temples, “If you look at me again, let’s leave.”

       Chen Yuncheng was not very interested in this movie, but he felt that Ning Junyan was quite fond of it, so he said, “No, let’s not go, let’s watch it before we leave.”

       Ning Junyan extended his hand and held Chen Yuncheng’s hand, then continued watching the movie.

       After the movie ended, Ning Junyan went to the parking lot to drive.

       Chen Yuncheng booked an express hotel and chose a slightly more expensive room. He felt awkward when he handed in his ID card to open the room, but Ning Junyan looked very calm beside him, with a serious expression as if he was attending some academic conference in the hotel.

       The rooms were in very average condition and could only be considered clean and tidy.

       Chen Yuncheng didn’t know whether Ning Junyan disliked it or not, but he guessed that he didn’t dislike it, because after entering the door, Ning Junyan didn’t even look at the whole room, he just raised his hand and locked the door, grabbed Chen Yuncheng’s hand and held it behind his back, pressed him against the wall and kissed him down.

       The coat was easily taken off, and Chen Yuncheng accidentally stepped on it when it fell to the ground. He subconsciously wanted to bend down to pick it up, but Ning Junyan hugged his waist and carried him off the ground. He carried Chen Yuncheng on his shoulder, walked a few steps inside, and threw him on the bed.

       Chen Yuncheng couldn’t be considered light and compact. When he fell on the bed, he felt the mattress sink suddenly, and his whole body was turned upside down on it. Then he saw Ning Junyan standing by the bed, had taken off his jacket, his slender fingers on his neckline, moving patiently and sharply to unbutton his shirt.

       “I’ll take a shower first!” Chen Yuncheng couldn’t help but said.

       Ning Junyan paused slightly in his movements and said unhappily, “Go take shower after you’re done.”

       had just sweated in the cinema, he was a little squirmy, propping himself up to sit up and look at Ning Junyan, “No, shower first.”

       Ning Junyan stopped and looked at him and said in a cold voice, “Go take that shower.”

       Chen Yuncheng got up from the bed, hadn’t forgotten to pick up the coat he had dropped on the floor, and went into the bathroom.

       He locked the door, and didn’t turn on the water to take a shower immediately, but took out the lubricant and condoms he bought from his jacket pocket, stood in front of the large mirror in the bathroom, and shamefully raised his hands to cover his face.

       After a while, Chen Yuncheng came out of the shower, and said to Ning Junyan, “Go take a shower.”

       Ning Junyan was still wearing his shirt, looked up at him, got up and went to the bathroom.

       Chen Yuncheng sat on the big bed. He came out with his clothes on. At this time, he took off his trousers. After hesitating for a while, he didn’t take off his underwear, and he didn’t take off his long T-shirt. He sat and pulled the quilt to cover his legs.

       The room was air-conditioned and the temperature was just right, not too cold and not too hot.

       The sound of water coming from the bathroom stopped after a while.

       As he sat on the bed, Chen Yuncheng felt uneasy. Actually, he could have acted more at ease. He could also have picked up his mobile phone and pretended to play a few games casually, but he didn’t. He was just waiting for Ning Junyan to come out earnestly.

       The bathroom door opened, and Ning Junyan walked out from inside.

       When Chen Yuncheng looked up at him, his breathing stopped slightly, because Ning Junyan was wearing nothing but an open white shirt. He just showed his beautiful male body so frankly, walked all the way to the bed, bent one leg and knelt on the bed.

       Ning Junyan lowered his head and kissed Chen Yuncheng’s lips.

       In order to cooperate with him, Chen Yuncheng tried to raise his head, his neck tensing to highlight the sharp knot in her throat.

       Ning Junyan held Chen Yuncheng’s arms, trying to push him down on the bed.

       Chen Yuncheng stuffed something into his hand at this moment, Ning Junyan looked down and saw that it was lubricant and condoms.

       Although his ears were already red, Chen Yuncheng still said cheekily, “I washed it clean.”

       Ning Junyan rubbed his forehead against Chen Yuncheng’s, his breathing heavy as he asked, “You want me to go in?”

       Chen Yuncheng put his arms around his neck, “Haven’t you always wanted to?”

       Ning Junyan pressed his forehead and looked at him with open eyes, “Is it okay to want to?”

       A smile appeared in Chen Yuncheng’s eyes, “Yes.”

       Ning Junyan was silent for a while, and said, “I want you to wear a collar and have you kneel on the bed while I tug on your collar and enter from behind.”

       Chen Yuncheng choked for a moment, “That is not allowed.”

       Ning Junyan said, “Okay.”

       At this time, Ning Junyan was not as forceful as when he first entered the room. He lay on the bed with Chen Yuncheng in his arms, kissed Chen Yuncheng slowly and gently, and said, “Can we get married?”

       Chen Yuncheng also hugged him back, and raised his head slightly, with a confused expression, “Are you going to get married on the first date?”

       “What are you afraid of?” Ning Junyan pressed his palm against his waist and slowly moved down, asking him at the same time, “Are you afraid that I will leave you one day, or have you been preparing to leave me all along?”

       Chen Yuncheng indulged in Ning Junyan’s gentle movements, and couldn’t help but want to discuss this issue with him, “Then what are you worried about? Even if we don’t rush into marriage and live together, we are still together, and there will always be a day when everyone feels right.” He looked into Ning Junyan’s eyes, “Isn’t the reason I’m here today is to tell you that I love you?”

       Ning Junyan suddenly bit him roughly on the collarbone and said in a cold voice, “Really? I don’t believe it.”

       Chen Yuncheng felt the pain, and stretched out his hand to push him, “Don’t bite, don’t bite.”

       Ning Junyan said, “Not unless you open your legs, hurry up.”

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I also said it on Weibo yesterday that I decided to reduce the number of words I update each day a little in order to maintain my state of writing

Ning Junyan went from 0 to 100 in a blink of an eye, truly the heart of Haitang’s man and ofc the author decided to do it in this chapter

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Chapter 68

       After the Lunar New Year, the shops in the trade market opened one after another. The government was vigorously developing the new trade market, demolishing an old market in the old city and relocating the tenants. The surrounding area is also being developed one after another. Not only will a subway be connected by the end of the year, but a large-scale furniture mall will also be built in the surrounding areas.

       As the shops started to open one after another, the number of customers increased. Many customers who originally bought goods from the old market had transferred over. The good location of Chen Yuncheng’s store means that many new customers come to ask for prices every day.

       Chen Yuncheng had an easy-going and generous personality, and he can chat with anyone. He handed over the delivery work to Guan Anlin as much as possible and spent most of his time in the store. Many customers came to inquire about the price without buying anything, but he could chat with them enthusiastically. There were also customers who drive to the market to pick up goods, no matter how much they buy or how little they buy, he would take the initiative to help carry the goods.

       When Sun Shiliang saw that the business was getting better, he promised to give Chen Yuncheng a sales commission, and his income was also increasing. He owed Ning Junyanmore than 100,000 yuan, which he used to think was a long way off, but now he began to think he could see the end of it.

       With his heart gradually relaxed, what Chen Yuncheng was thinking about most was the matter with Ning Junyan.

       Since Ning Junyan left him that night, he hadn’t come to him for a long time, but what Ning Junyan had said had always been on Chen Yuncheng’s mind.

       Chen Yuncheng then called to ask Ning Junyan if his head still hurts.

       Ning Junyan was lying on the bed and said to him, “Sometimes.”

       Chen Yuncheng was very worried, and said, “Go and have a look, have a check-up.”

       Ning Junyan said, “I’ve had a test, and it’s a nervous headache, which can’t be cured.” But it didn’t come on very often, and he didn’t tell Chen Yuncheng.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Let me come and see you.”

       Ning Junyan did not immediately agree, but asked, “Have you given it a thought?”

       Chen Yuncheng was sitting on the steps in front of the shop with his down jacket had been replaced by a thick jacket of laminated cotton. He looked at the people and cars passing by from time to time, and said, “Can’t we date like ordinary couples?” After he finished these words, Chen Yuncheng himself felt quite embarrassed.

       Ning Junyan asked him, “How do ordinary couples date?”

       “Dinner and a movie?” Chen Yuncheng wasn’t too sure, that’s how it was played out in dramas anyway, and he didn’t know what else he needed to do.

       Ning Junyan said, “Are you inviting me to dinner and a movie?”

       Chen Yuncheng raised his hand and gently scratched his cheek, he always felt a little itchy, and said, “Is it okay?”

       Ning Junyan asked again, “Are you courting me?”

       Chen Yuncheng was taken aback by the question, he thought they were already together, but since Ning Junyan asked this question, he chose to admit it in embarrassment, “Is it okay?”

       Ning Junyan said, “That’s not enough, we also need to get a room.”

       “Ah?” Chen Yuncheng was a little surprised, “A room on the first date?”

       Ning Junyan said, “If you didn’t have to move out, would you have needed to go out and get a room? I could have slept with you in my arms every day.”

       For a moment, Chen Yuncheng felt as if he was kinda sorry for Ning Junyan. When he thought of having a room with Ning Junyan, he couldn’t stop blushing and said, “Okay, when do you have time?”

       Ning Junyan told him, “Tomorrow night.”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “I will make arrangements.”

       As soon as he finished speaking, Guan Anlin drove the van back from outside to deliver goods and stopped at the door of the store.

       Chen Yuncheng hung up the phone, looked up and watched Guan Anlin get off the car.

       Guan Anlin had already taken off his coat and was only wearing a thin long-sleeved T-shirt. He walked up to Chen Yuncheng and sat down, lit a cigarette for himself, and said, “Let’s hire another person.” He was now going to make a delivery and Chen Yuncheng asked him to try to help the customer move the goods so that the workload became bigger and less efficient.

       Of course, customers were very happy.

       It was just that Guan Anlin was so physically exhausted that he came back every day tired as hell.

       “Thanks for your hard work,” Chen Yuncheng said to him, “I’ll discuss it with Sun ge and hire someone to help deliver the goods.”

       Guan Anlin felt relieved after sitting and smoking a whole cigarette. Chen Yuncheng took his coat from the car and told him to put it on.

       “Let’s go out to eat something good tonight,” Guan Anlin said to Chen Yuncheng. He had a lot of money recently, naturally because Chen Yuncheng had been generous to him and was willing to pay him good for his work.

       Chen Yuncheng shook his head. They ate every meal simply. There was a ten yuan box lunch at the entrance of the market, which was cheap and well-filled. It was suitable for people who do physical work, so Chen Yuncheng and Guan Anlin eat there almost every day.

       After Guan Anlin got the money, he wanted to improve the food.

       In the end, Chen Yuncheng still refused. He had to save money to pay Ning Junyan back, and he also had to pay for a date with Ning Junyan. He was reluctant to let Ning Junyan eat poorly, and he couldn’t open a room in a hotel that was too cheap.

       At night, Chen Yuncheng was lying on his bed, searching for places to eat with his mobile phone, looking for nearby hotels and booking movie tickets.

       It was the first time for him to do this kind of thing with painstaking effort. He used to invite people to eat in small roadside restaurants, where a few dishes and two bottles of beer were all that was needed.

       Guan Anlin came out of the shower and glanced at him before climbing into the bed. He saw Chen Yuncheng looking at the hotel, and somewhat puzzled, asked him as he got into bed, “Why are you looking at the hotel?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “I’ve got a dinner date tomorrow night and I’m not coming back.”

       Guan Anlin was sitting on the upper bunk bed, but when he heard his words, he had bad inklings in his mind and tried to stick his head down, “You and that Ning?”

       Chen Yuncheng responded casually, “Yes.”

       Guan Anlin was a little nervous, “You two are still together? What are you looking at the hotel for?”

       Chen Yuncheng did not speak.

       Guan Anlin said, “You want to get a room with him?”

       Chen Yuncheng reached out and pulled up the quilt beside him, covering his whole head in it, not wanting to answer his question.

       Guan Anlin was terrified, “Are you going to let him play with your ass?”

       Chen Yuncheng reached out from under the quilt and casually grabbed a remote control placed by the bed, threw it forcefully towards the upper bunk, not caring whether he could hit Guan Anlin, and cursed, “Die!”

       The next day, Guan Anlin spent the whole day trying to stop Chen Yuncheng from going on a date with Ning Junyan at night.

       However, Chen Yuncheng didn’t even bother with him and kept thinking about how far he should go with Ning Junyan since he had already agreed to get a room.

       His entangled emotions in the past have not completely disappeared, but compared to the previous period when he lived in Ning Junyan’s house and had no job, he was now much calmer, and sometimes he even felt that he could look ahead to his future life. The sense of security he lacked was something that no one could give him, but himself.

       Today was Friday, and there was not much business in the store in the afternoon, and the whole trade market was cold and quiet.

       Chen Yuncheng squatted in front of the store, looking at his phone the whole time.

       Guan Anlin took a bottle of Coke, walked up to him and squatted down, trying to look at his phone.

       Chen Yuncheng immediately locked the screen.

       Guan Anlin was very worried and asked him, “What are you looking at?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Don’t worry about it.”

       Guan Anlin said in a low voice as he drank his coke, “Be careful not to get a disease.”

       Chen Yuncheng suddenly said angrily, “You are the one who would get a disease visiting a prostitute!”

       His voice was a little louder, and Wu Xiaozhu who was sitting in the store stared at them dumbfounded. After a while, the way she looked at Guan Anlin changed.

       Guan Anlin was very upset, and kept ignoring him since then, until Chen Yuncheng was about to leave, and asked again, “Are you really not coming back?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Don’t mind me, lock the door and go sleep at night.”

       Guan Anlin hesitated to speak and finally watched Chen Yuncheng leave irritably.

       Chen Yuncheng went out to take a taxi and sat in the taxi to see Guan Anlin send him a picture of a young girl in a high school uniform, and then sent a line: “My sister.”

       He couldn’t help smiling and put the phone back without replying to Guan Anlin.

       The restaurants and movie tickets for dinner in the evening were all booked by Chen Yuncheng, and they were chosen in a large shopping mall in the city centre.

       Even though he had lived in this city for so many years, Chen Yuncheng seldom comes to this kind of place, whether for fun or shopping, this place was not suitable for him.

       When he was waiting for Ning Junyan on the first floor of the shopping mall, he saw many young girls who were well-dressed, as if they were in an idol drama, and they were out of tune with his world.

       Then someone covered his eyes with his hands from behind, and Ning Junyan’s voice rang in his ears, asking him, “Have you seen enough?”

       Chen Yuncheng turned back, “You’re here?”

       Ning Junyan’s gaze was still looking at the girl in stockings and a short skirt in front of him, and asked Chen Yun Cheng, “What are you looking at?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Nothing, I’ve been waiting for you.”

       Ning Junyan said coldly, “Next time, change to another place.”

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Chapter 67

       Ning Junyan stretched out a hand in front of Chen Yuncheng, waiting for Chen Yuncheng to hold his hand and leave with him.

       Before Chen Yuncheng could speak, Guan Anlin stepped forward angrily and shouted, “Where are you taking him?”

       Ning Junyan did not pay any attention to him and did not even look at him, but only looked at Chen Yuncheng and asked, “You’re going to live here?”

       Guan Anlin couldn’t bear his tone, “What’s wrong with living here?”

       Ning Junyan’s eyes finally fell on Guan Anlin, and he said calmly, “I don’t want my wife to live in a place like this and sleep in the same bed with another man.”

       Guan Anlin was going to be angry, but when he heard the word ‘wife’, the words he was about to say stuck in his throat, and he didn’t react for a long time.

       “Knock it off,” Chen Yuncheng had been quarrelling with Ning Junyan all night, and now he felt that he had almost sobered up. He passed Guan Anlin and walked in front of Ning Junyan. He held his hand first, and then said, “Come here and I’ll tell you.”

       When he saw them holding hands, Guan Anlin suddenly had goosebumps all over his body. He felt horrified and looked at Chen Yuncheng, not even remembering to be angry.

       Chen Yuncheng pulled Ning Junyan, at first he couldn’t pull him, but then he stretched out his arms and hugged Ning Junyan’s waist, half pushing and half hugging him to let him walk outside.

       When he passed by Guan Anlin, Chen Yuncheng said to him, “Go to bed first, I’ll explain to you later.”

       Guan Anlin didn’t want to believe what he saw, he was so angry that he said to Chen Yuncheng, “Don’t be afraid of him, if he dares to force you, I will beat him up for you.”

       Before Chen Yuncheng could say anything, Ning Junyan said calmly, “It’s not like you can beat me.”

       They fought once, and at that time Guan Anlin was no match for Ning Junyan at all, but this kind of provocation was absolutely intolerable to Guan Anlin. He clenched his fists and was about to come over.

       Chen Yuncheng hurriedly stood between the two of them. Although he was standing in front of Ning Junyan, he held Ning Junyan’s hand with his hands behind his back, and said to Guan Anlin, “I’m not being forced, go to sleep.”

       Guan Anlin was still staring at Ning Junyan with a deadly gaze.

       Ning Junyan lowered his head slightly, looked at Chen Yuncheng’s hairy head, and his slender fingers running through his palm.

       Chen Yuncheng was tickled by him and held his fingers tightly.

       Guan Anlin glanced at Chen Yuncheng at this moment, and asked, “Are you going to go with him?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “Not going. I’ll come back after saying a few words with him. You go to bed first.”

       Guan Anlin finally compromised, he finally gave Ning Junyan one last fierce glare, turned around and walked towards the inner room.

       Chen Yuncheng pulled Ning Junyan through the shelves, went to the door and opened the small door. He went out and looked around and found that the shop that had been lit up earlier had gone dark again before he pulled Ning Junyan out and stood by the door to speak to him in a low voice.

       Ning Junyan said, “You have to come with me.”

       Chen Yuncheng raised his head and looked at him, “Where to? I live well here, and it’s convenient for me to work.” The new shop had a lot of things to do, so he could live here to save on rent and not waste time travelling.

       Ning Junyan said, “You sleep in the same bed with him.”

       Chen Yuncheng raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, “I didn’t share the same bed with him, he slept on the upper bunk.”

       “That’s also a bed, and you still let him sleep on top of you.”

       “That’s not,” Chen Yuncheng held his hand, “you can’t mess around with me.”

       Ning Junyan looked at him without saying anything.

       Chen Yuncheng then continued, “When I first came out to work, I lived in a dormitory. I don’t know how many people I slept with on bunk beds. Some of them slept for one night and never saw each other again. Are you going to keep this up?”

       “I said I’d come over to stay with you and you wouldn’t, but you’re willing to stay here with him.”

       Chen Yuncheng looked at Ning Junyan and didn’t speak for a long time.

       Ning Junyan pinched his chin with his fingers and shook it lightly, “Speak.”

       Chen Yuncheng said: “Because Guan Anlin and I are brothers. One day when he falls in love and gets married and wants to move out I will give him my blessing and won’t be sad; but what about me if one day you don’t want me anymore?”

       Ning Junyan’s expression became serious, “I won’t want you.”

       Chen Yuncheng shook his head, “After my father died, my mother also said that she would not leave me; after you came to the foster father’s place, I also thought you would not leave, but what happened?”

       At that time Ning Junyan was not in his right mind and couldn’t recall his identity or his family. Although Chen Yuncheng often asked him and would tell him to think hard and think about it so he could go home, deep down there was always a little selfishness, thinking that if Ning Junyan could not remember, he could always stay with him.

       Until one day Ning Junyan told Chen Yuncheng that he remembered, he remembered his name, where his home was, and who his parents were.

       Chen Yuncheng’s eyes widened, and he said, “Then go back quickly, find a chance to sneak away and don’t come back.” But that night, he lay in bed with his back to Ning Junyan and cried alone in secret for a long time.

       Later, he always thought that he had just wished for too much and that was why he was disappointed. Otherwise, he wouldn’t be so sad when Ning Junyan would just leave.

       “Are you blaming me?” By now, Ning Junyan was standing in front of him and asked him.

       Chen Yuncheng said, “No, I’m just blaming myself. I don’t have the ability to hold everything in my hands and easily let others take away the most important person to me.”

       Ning Junyan knitted his brows. He looked at Chen Yuncheng for a while, and slowly said, “You didn’t agree when I asked you to marry me, you didn’t agree when I asked you to live with me, and then you carried all the pressure on yourself when it was clear that many things were not your responsibility.” Having said that, Ning Junyan cupped Chen Yuncheng’s face with his hands, and kissed his lips, “Why can’t you rely on me?”

       Chen Yuncheng’s eyes were slightly red, and he said, “I’m sorry.”

       “Look, you always feel that you are not strong enough, you are not good enough, and you have not taken responsibility, so you have to apologize to me,” Ning Junyan let go, “You want me to give you time to wait for you, I can. But I don’t know how long I have to wait, and I don’t know what I should do to make you accept me. I’m afraid that if I do too much I’ll hurt you, and if I do too little you’ll want to hide.”

       Chen Yuncheng looked at him and said nothing.

       Ning Junyan put his hands into the pockets of his jacket, and took two steps back, “Go back and rest, I’m leaving first. Think it over carefully and then tell me what I should do.”

       Chen Yuncheng subconsciously took a step forward but finally stopped. It was too late, and Ning Junyan had to drive back since he had to go to work tomorrow, Chen Yuncheng felt that he should not continue pestering him about these things now.

       Ning Junyan turned around and walked towards the entrance of the market.

       Chen Yuncheng looked at his back and said, “Be careful.”

       Ning Junyan didn’t respond. He just walked a distance and couldn’t help raising his hand to hammer his head. He began to have a headache again, but he didn’t stop and continued to walk forward.

       Chen Yuncheng went back to the store, locked the door and went to the bathroom to wash up. While lying on the bed, he heard Guan Anlin, who was on the upper bunk, turned over.

       “Aren’t you asleep?” He asked softly.

       Guan Anlin said, “Yeah.”

       They were all silent for a while.

       Guan Anlin asked him, “He’s gone?”

       Chen Yuncheng replied, “He has to go to work tomorrow.”

       There was another moment of silence, and all that could be heard was the movement of Guan Anlin turning over restlessly.

       “Are you in that kind of relationship with him?” Guan Anlin couldn’t help but ask.

       Chen Yuncheng put his hands behind his head, opened his eyes and replied, “Yes.”

       Guan Anlin couldn’t stop the surprise in his tone, “Are you gay?”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “I guess so now.”

       “fvck,” Guan Anlin cursed, “No wonder you refuse to see my sister.”

       Chen Yuncheng said to him, “Whether I am gay or not, your sister is not suitable for me.”

       Guan Anlin poked his head out from the upper bunk and looked carefully at Chen Yuncheng.

       Chen Yuncheng asked him, “What’s wrong?”

       Guan Anlin asked, “When did you discover that you like men?”

       Chen Yuncheng didn’t really want to answer his question, so he didn’t speak.

       Guan Anlin pressed on, “Then have you ever liked me?”

       Chen Yuncheng looked at him.

       Guan Anlin turned over, lay back on the bed, and said in a hurried tone, “I think I still like women.”

       Chen Yuncheng said, “That’s good, you mustn’t like men.”

       Guan Anlin’s tone was also cautious: “Don’t you want to give a woman a try?”

       Chen Yuncheng didn’t understand the meaning of his words, “What?”

       Guan Anlin said, “When you go out from the north entrance of the market, aren’t there many massage parlours and hairdressers in that area? If you go into any one of them and ask if there are any special services, you will be asked to choose a woman and take her to a private room.”

       The more Chen Yuncheng heard the more he felt that something was wrong, he asked Guan Anlin, “Do you often go to that place?”

       Guan Anlin said, “I didn’t, I heard it from others.”

       Chen Yuncheng was a little amused, “I don’t need it.”

       Guan Anlin was undeterred, “If you give women a try, you won’t like men anymore. That Ning guy, what’s the use of being handsome? Does he have breasts? Are they soft to squeeze?

       Chen Yuncheng was already very tired. When he heard Guan Anlin’s words, his thoughts diverged a little. He thought of Ning Junyan’s chest muscles, which were not exaggerated but very firm. He also remembered the kiss this evening and the temperature of Ning Junyan’s body. He was aroused enthusiastically but was interrupted when he was hard, and now he was aroused by Guan Anlin’s words again.

       For so many years, Chen Yuncheng didn’t feel that he had too strong a need, but now he realized that it was because he hadn’t met someone he liked, and he hadn’t really experienced something that made him happy.

       Guan Anlin on the upper bunk was still trying to instil in him the benefits of women. However Chen Yuncheng’s head was full of Ning Junyan, he couldn’t listen anymore, and said to Guan Anlin, “Stop talking.”

       Guan Anlin stopped immediately, he thought his words had hit Chen Yuncheng and made Chen Yuncheng imagine that the woman’s body gave him a reaction, so he smiled silently and said, “Okay I’ll stop talking, go to sleep.” He thought to himself that when he was free in a couple of days, he would take Chen Yuncheng to experience it for himself.


Guan Anlin: The Bent Man Straightening Project

Bent because Yuncheng is not straight (hetero) kek

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