Chapter 18

       Wen Jianing felt that he couldn’t drink anymore. He went to find He Chaoshu who was talking to someone, and said that he felt dizzy and wanted to rest first.

       He Chaoshu was a little unhappy at first. Wen Jianing said that he would easily get messed up when he was drunk. He was afraid of doing something shameful, so He Chaoshu said that he can leave first.

       He had just walked a few steps before Jiang Yongfei stopped him and told people that this was her junior brother, and Wen Jianing had another drink with her.

       Walking out of the banquet hall, Wen Jianing felt dizzy. He said to He Chaoshu, “I’m going to the bathroom.” Then he walked to the bathroom that was not far away from the banquet hall by himself.

       The whole bathroom was empty. Wen Jianing raised his hand and rubbed his forehead. He habitually walked towards the compartment, but when he was about to close the door, someone broke in.

       Wen Jianing was surprised. At this time, Lu Jinlang had reached out and locked the door of the compartment from the inside. At the same time, he hugged Wen Jianing from behind, held his jaw in one hand, raised his head and kissed his lips.

       At the end of the kiss, Wen Jianing tried his best to push Lu Jinlang away slightly. He panted and leaned against the wall of the compartment, and said, “What did you give me to drink?”

       Lu Jinlang was a little surprised. He said, “I brought back the fruit wine from Seychelles, but it was the first time I heard that there would be such an obvious reaction.”

       Wen Jianing looked at him. In addition to dizziness, he also had some unspeakable irritability.

       Lu Jinlang said, “Your body is too sensitive.”

       Wen Jianing knew that he seemed very obvious*, he said, “Let me go, I want to go back.”

       Lu Jinlang smiled, “Are you angry?”

       Wen Jianing shook his head. At this time, he was not in the mood to deal with him. He could only suppress his irritability as much as possible. He stretched out his hand to pull the door lock of the compartment, but unexpectedly, Lu Jinlang suddenly held his hand and his body against the wall.

       Wen Jianing’s eyes widened in surprise. His body was weak, and his head was dull because of the effect of alcohol. He subconsciously opened his mouth and wanted to call out for someone.

       Lu Jinlang immediately put his hand over his mouth and whispered in his ear, “Shh— Are you sure you want everyone to know?” Before Wen Jianing reacted, Lu Jinlang stuck one leg in the middle of his knee and gently pushed it up.

       Wen Jianing suddenly started to breathe heavily, and Lu Jinlang’s expression was obviously startled for a moment.

       Wen Jianing gasped and let out a painful whimper like a wounded little animal. He clearly saw Lu Jinlang’s expression. Then Lu Jinlang pulled open the zipper of Wen Jianing’s pants amidst the confusion and amazement.

       “Oh?” Lu Jinlang let out a meaningful low whistle in Wen Jianing’s ear. He was obviously surprised, but he did not move his hand away.

       Following Lu Jinlang’s movements, Wen Jianing raised his head. He didn’t know whether it was more painful or more joyful to experience this. He thought that Lu Jinlang’s purpose was to humiliate him, and Lu Jinlang carried the humiliation until the end in this way.

       Later, Lu Jinlang loosened his hand that was covering Wen Jianing’s mouth.

       Wen Jianing tilted his head away. He had forgotten to struggle, and the corners of his eyes were slightly moist.

       Lu Jinlang leaned in his ear and whispered, “Good, don’t let people outside hear it.”

       At the moment when Lu Jinlang completely released him, Wen Jianing knelt down on the ground. He only felt that his head became dizzier. Just now it was like a tight string was suddenly broken when it was pulled to its maximum. Now, in addition to being pulled off, surprisingly there was a feeling of relaxation.

       It was like he could just sit like this without caring or covering up anything. He didn’t have to be afraid of exposing anything in front of this person anymore.

       Lu Jinlang stretched out to get some toilet paper and wiped his hand clean, then squatted down. He looked at Wen Jianing with no disgust on his face, but his face was full of interest. He stretched out his hand to help Wen Jianing carefully tidy up his pants. When he looked up at Wen Jianing’s face, he found that Wen Jianing had actually closed his eyes and had fallen asleep.

       Wen Jianing actually almost passed out. In addition to the effects of alcohol, there were also mental and physical reasons.

       Lu Jinlang took off his coat and put it on Wen Jianing, then carried him in his arms.

       When he walked out of the bathroom door, Lu Jinlang saw He Chaoshu who had been waiting outside for Wen Jianing.

       He Chaoshu obviously didn’t know what was going on. When he saw that Lu Jinlang carried the person out, he was a bit dumbfounded, and asked, “Is he dead drunk?”

       Lu Jinlang shook his head, “I’ll take him home first, you don’t have to worry about it.”

       Although He Chaoshu was someone who had a lot of work experience, he had never encountered such a situation, and he didn’t know how to deal with it. He could only stand in place and watch Lu Jinlang leave from an elevator that was secluded with Wen Jianing in his arms.

       This whole night for Wen Jianing was more like a night of deep sleep. He didn’t even have a dream all night. The moment he gradually regained consciousness, he even thought he was back in his own home lying in his soft bed, and everything about Ke Xinhang was nothing but a dream……

       But the reality did not intend to let him off easily. After he opened his eyes, he was stunned for a while before Wen Jianing realized that this was not his house, nor was it Ke Xinhang’s house. This was the guest room of Lu Jinlang’s house, and he had stayed here for one night.

       After he woke up, the memory of last night gradually became clear. He moved his arm slightly and found that his clothes had been changed. Now he was wearing a set of soft silk pyjamas without even wearing underwear. He could feel the unique and comfortable touch of silk.

       He lay in bed and didn’t want to move anymore. In fact, he was neither very sad nor very frightened. He just thought that there was no reason why Lu Jinlang would tell anyone about it, but he didn’t know what his plan was.

       Just then, Wen Jianing heard the door open.

       Lu Jinlang walked in wearing soft slippers, barely making any sounds.

       When he sat down on the edge of the bed, Wen Jianing felt the mattress sink slightly to the side.

       Lu Jinlang put a hand on the pillow and asked, “Are you awake?”

       Wen Jianing didn’t speak or even turn his head to look at him. He told himself that as long as Lu Jinlang didn’t disclose it to others, he wouldn’t care what Lu Jinlang said or did.

       Ke Xinhang’s physical abnormalities were innate and couldn’t be changed. He could only accept them and try to protect himself instead of feeling inferior for this.

       Wen Jianing tried his best to do a psychological pep talk for himself. In fact, he just didn’t want to give up easily. After choosing this path again, he had imagined some possibilities. No matter what, he couldn’t be defeated now.

       When Lu Jinlang saw Wen Jianing didn’t respond, he said, “Since you’re awake, get up for a cup of milk, or do you want to drink coffee?”

       Wen Jianing turned his head and looked at him.

       Lu Jinlang still had a glass of milk in his hand, and he waited patiently for Wen Jianing’s response.

       Wen Jianing sat up, feeling a little dizzy when he got up, and his body swayed back slightly.

       Lu Jinlang raised his hand to support his back, then leaned him on his shoulder, and then said, “The wine last night has a little aphrodisiac, but it really didn’t have such a good effect. Haven’t you touched it for a long time?**”

       Wen Jianing didn’t want to talk about this to him. He leaned his head on Lu Jinlang’s shoulder, waiting for the dizziness to pass, thinking whether Ke Xinhang was anaemic. When he felt more relaxed, he reached for the milk in Lu Jinlang’s hand and drank it slowly.

       Lu Jinlang reached out and stroked his hair and his cheek and asked him, “Do you feel better?”

       Wen Jianing nodded.

       After Wen Jianing finished drinking a glass of milk, he said to Lu Jinlang, “Mr. Lu, I want to take a bath.”

       Lu Jinlang said, “Come with me, this room does not have a bathroom.” After that, Lu Jinlang stood up and stretched out a hand to Wen Jianing, trying to pull him.

       Wen Jianing did not hold Lu Jinlang’s hand but stood directly on the ground from the bedside.

       Lu Jinlang looked at him and said nothing.

       Wen Jianing could only stop and wait for Lu Jinlang.

       Lu Jinlang asked him, “Are you angry?”

       Wen Jianing said, “I’m not angry, you can do whatever you want. Do I have the right to be angry?”

       Lu Jinlang said, “Of course you do. There are some things that I didn’t expect, so I’m sorry. I thought it was just a happy thing that you wanted to do it with me.”

       Wen Jianing squeezed his hands tightly and loosened them slowly. He said, “Yes, it’s quite a happy thing, and I have to  thank you for it.”

       Lu Jinlang couldn’t hear what he said, but he didn’t say anything. He walked to Wen Jianing and took his hand, and led him towards the bathroom.

       Going into the bathroom, Wen Jianing didn’t even deliberately ask Lu Jinlang to leave. When Lu Jinlang was in front of him, he began to take off his pyjamas. While undressing, Wen Jianing said, “I know what you want to see, and I can tell you that I have been like this since the day I was born. I am different from normal people, so I cover it up and don’t want others to know. But I don’t think this will deny my life.”

       Lu Jinlang stood by the door, folded his arms on his chest, leaned against the door frame and stared at him.

       Wen Jianing stripped himself naked. He said, “Maybe the most stupid thing about me is that I believe in you. Because I have always admired you. I think you are a great actor and a goal I worked hard for, and this turns out to be what you call not forcing?” This sentence was more or less Wen Jianing’s heartfelt thoughts.

       Lu Jinlang walked in, stretched out his hand to turn on the shower, and then gently pulled Wen Jianing under the shower, regardless of the water on his clothes, and said, “You need to take a good shower now, don’t think about it too much.”

       Wen Jianing didn’t say anything more.

       Lu Jinlang said to him, “Call me if you need anything.” Then he walked outside and closed the door for him when he went out.

       Wen Jianing leaned his back against the cold wall, calmed his fierce mood a little, raised his head and covered his face with his hands.

*I’m betting my non-existent money that this actually means that Wen Jianing is aroused because of the wine. The author might not say things explicitly because the author might get reported for explicit content.
**Lu Jinlang was actually talking about Wen Jianing’s orga-m last night. His question is indirectly asking if he hasn’t f*pped for quite a time.

Notes: Nope. I’m not translating and editing it until 11PM because this is special hoeni chapter when I have to go to work at 8AM in the morning tomorrow.
Always drink in moderation guys! Knows your limit and never accept any drink from someone you don’t trust~
Also just saying, Lu Jinlang is not giving drugs to Wen Jianing’s drink, he just give him fruit wine he brought from Seychelles(that contains aphrodisiac, here some research about it) thinking that the effects wouldn’t be that potent……
ε- (´ー`*) Is he dumb or what….


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  1. Miyo

    To be honest the author is being so vague that I still don’t know what’s wrong with WJ. Like is it Erectile dysfunction or is he intersex or what is actually the problem. I’ve read for so long and still can’t decipher it.

    • hoenimochi

      The author explicitly said in the synopsis that WJ is not an intersex,
      Saying he has erectile dysfunction would be quite inaccurate because what he has is penile ageneses which means that it’s not he has the problem getting it hard due to (most of the time) psychological reaction, but it’s just he has some defects on his sexual organ to be able to function normally. One of penile agenesis synonyms is micropen-s, maybe that could explain

  2. shiouyen

    Lu Jinlang reached out and stroked his hair on his cheek and asked him, “Do you feel better?”
    Strokes his hair on his cheek?
    Probably strokes his hair and his cheek?
    I’m betting my non existent money that this actually means that Wen Jianing is aroused because of the wine.
    ℍ𝕒𝕙𝕙𝕒𝕙𝕒 𝕓𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟 𝕟𝕠𝕟 𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕞𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕪 𝕝𝕠𝕝


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